i have always liked you

So people have to learn to cherish. Before she sat in my arms and cried, I didn't have any special feelings, but I was so excited because of the simple hug at this moment.

I heard my heartbeat, "plop, plop", beating fast without rhythm.The scent of roses came from her nose, and her body was still as soft as ever, with her hands around my neck, her head resting on my shoulders, and my hands on her back. Feel the heat of her body.

At this moment, the tip of my ear is hot, I don’t know if I have a tomato face now, but if there is a mirror, I think it must be so red that I can’t see anyone, and my neck touches hers, and they fit together The place also makes me feel abnormally hot.

Feeling that I have become water that is about to boil, I smiled wryly, it was really over, a hug could make me close to losing control.

But I couldn't forget what I was going to do. I waited for a long time to force myself to calm down, and then I gently called her again: "Ci Bao."

But Xu Ci just muttered something, then swayed his chin from side to side and rubbed against my shoulder, another tingling feeling spread to my whole body, I moved one hand and pinched the temple of my forehead.

Ah... really going crazy.

But there is no way, this position is too long, my waist is a little sore, if this continues, I will fall on her body.

I changed my posture, sat on the sofa, and gently took her hand off my neck and put it on her own lap. Instead, my right hand wrapped around her slender shoulder, and her head rested on the The pit of my neck, the breath sprayed on the surface of my skin, I was almost scalded by the warm breath.

From this angle, I can see her feather-like eyelashes and a beautiful and smooth nose, and her seductive lips below, what should I do?I feel like I'm not myself anymore.

As long as my chin is a little bit closer to her, I can kiss her smooth and clean forehead, and if I go too far, I can kiss her white and tender cheeks, and if I go too far, I can...

Ah...what the hell am I thinking?

She breathed steadily, and moved her head slightly in this posture, her hair rubbed against my neck, making my body tremble slightly.

The temperature felt through the clothes almost burned my fingers. I closed my eyes, advised myself to calm down and calm down, and told myself that she would be uncomfortable sleeping like this, so I still need to wake her up and let her go to bed sleep.

I just moved my hand away, intending to call her again, when suddenly my cell phone rang, breaking the tranquility.

My slightly chaotic consciousness returned to sobriety in an instant, and Xu Ci also frowned, his eyelashes fluttered a few times, and he opened his eyes leisurely, then looked up at me from the socket of my shoulder, his face full of doubts.

Maybe it's because I don't know why I woke up in my arms?

The heat on my face didn't seem to fade away, but it was too late to cool down, but luckily I had already let go of my hand on her shoulder, and I touched my nose in embarrassment, what should I do, I feel like I was caught doing something bad secretly Same.

"I'll answer the phone." I said calmly and let her go.

I reached out to pick up the phone from the coffee table, sat down on the small sofa next to it, and picked up the water glass by the way.

It was Lin Xi who called.

Me: "Hello? Lin Xi."

My hand holding the cup was a little tight, so I sat up straight and looked down at the carpet, not daring to look at Xu Ci.

Lin Xi: "Xiaoyu!" Her voice sounded a little excited.

I asked: "What's wrong?"

After asking, I drank my saliva, but still didn't dare to read Xu Ci.

Although all my attention is on her.

Lin Xi: "Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahaha haha ​​haha ​​ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. I am happy. After two weeks, I came to D in the city of D, and I was going to see her hahahahahaha again."

I diverted my attention and couldn't help laughing: "Congratulations."

Lin Xi would call me before participating in Qi Si Qiao's activities. Now she smiled a few times over there, and then suddenly asked: "Xiaoyu, have you confessed to her?"

Hearing this, I was choked suddenly, and quickly put down the water glass to look in Xu Ci's direction. She was lowering her head and pinching the corner of her clothes, so she probably didn't hear it.

Fortunately, Lin Xi didn't say Xu Ci's name.

But I felt guilty again, coughed, and pretended to be nonsense indifferently: "Homework? I didn't write it." I said, "I can't lend it to you."

What am I talking about in such a hurry?Lin Xi majored in French, how could he borrow my homework!

Lin Xi laughed at that end: "OK, FINE, I understand the situation hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahakle laughed, you want to laugh to death, hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

Is this distance safe?Will Xu Ci hear it?Unable to take the risk, I got up and went to the window.

"Is my goddess by your side!" She suddenly said loudly.

Fortunately, I was far away, I looked out the window: "Yes."

I continued: "Don't ask that question, it's only been a few days, how can I confess my love." The voice is not loud, so I shouldn't be able to hear it, right?

Lin Xi: "Yes, you are so cowardly."

I didn't dare to look back, but the distance made me feel safe, I lowered my head and looked at my toes: "I won't say it, Lin Xi." I repeated, "I won't say it."

"Oh, Xiaoyu." Lin Xi sighed, "That's how it is."

Me: "Well, bye."

After making this phone call, my heart fell to the bottom again.

So what was I doing just a few minutes ago?When Xu Ci fell asleep, he still thought about...kissing her.

I should stay away from her, and I will never be so close to her again, but I will live together soon, maybe I will see her face when I wake up in the morning, ah...

Maybe it was a wrong choice to agree to live with her before.

I stood there for a while, then turned around and Xu Ci was no longer in the living room.

I dare not face her now, so I simply went back to the sofa and sat down.

When will the entanglement pass?I looked at the water glass on the coffee table and asked, hoping it could answer me.

At 06:30, Li Songning, Zhang Xiaoai, and I lined up with tickets, and there were queues all around us, chatting endlessly, which was very noisy.

After five o'clock, Xu Ci went to get ready. She had to put on makeup and gown at night.

It officially starts at seven o'clock, and now we need to go first.

Li Songning took the camera, stood in front of me and explained to me: "There are 14 departments in our college. In this competition, each department presents a song. Usually it is a solo song, but it can also be sung by a group." form competition."

Zhang Xiaoai is on our right: "I heard that our department won the championship last year."

"Yes, what's the name of the senior from our department, the one who sings really well, she was the champion last year." Li Songning couldn't remember her name.

Zhang Xiaoai touched my elbow: "Ke Xiaoyu." She suddenly gossiped, "Do you think Xu Ci and Jiang Yixian are compatible? They are partners tonight."

My eyebrows jumped when I heard this question, I avoided answering, raised the ticket in my hand, and smiled slightly: "Let's go, we are almost here."

When I got to my seat, I sat down. On my right was a classmate from our class, while Li Songning and Zhang Xiaoai were sitting on my left, and my left should be Zhou Ting, who hadn’t arrived yet.

This lobby is called Mingya Hall, which can accommodate 6000 people. There are upstairs and downstairs. We are in the front of the first floor.

The lights were bright, the surroundings were noisy, and the leaders arrived one after another and sat in the front row.

I was playing with my mobile phone and scrolling through Weibo. Recently, I gained a few zombie fans, and the number of fans exceeded 40.

Resisting not to click on Xu Ci's Weibo homepage, I went to check the real-time trending list, but I didn't find anything interesting after looking through it.

After a while, someone sat down beside me. I thought it was Zhou Ting, so I didn't look up.

I said, "You're late again."

"I didn't." It was a boy's voice with a slight smile.

I looked up in surprise, it was Chen Xing.

To be honest, Chen Xing really has no sense of presence with me, and he didn't say a few words in total, especially not even a word this semester.

What's more, the last time senior sister Zhou Jianing made trouble when I was preparing to eat, I can remember it for a long time.

I'm not a magnanimous person, if I can forgive the culprit after being scolded in vain, I'm afraid I'm not stupid.

I frowned, cast my eyes on the phone again, and moved a little to the right.

Open Q/Q and send a message to Zhou Ting: "Why don't you come?"

Zhou Ting replied almost instantly: "I have something to do temporarily, so I returned the ticket to the monitor."

I:"......"

Zhou Ting: "What happened at the same table?"

Me: "The ticket Chen Xing used."

Zhou Ting: "Damn!"

Zhou Ting: "Damn it!!"

I:"......"

Zhou Ting: "It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over"

I:"?"

Zhou Ting: "emmmmmmm... just don't let Xu Ci see you two."

Now it's my turn to ask her, "Huh?"

Zhou Ting: "Shivering.GIF"

Zhou Ting: "It's okay"

Zhou Ting: "I have something urgent, so let's not talk about it."

I'm good."

Then I received a message from Li Songning: "Xiaoyu..."

Me: "Well."

Li Songning: "Why is Chen Xing here?"

Me: "Zhou Ting didn't come."

Li Songning: "It's so embarrassing."

Me: "Well."

Although I don't feel embarrassed, I just don't want to talk to Chen Xing.

But he spoke, showing his big white teeth and smiling at me: "Ke Xiaoyu."

It was the first time he called me this semester, but I didn't have a good impression of the matter between him and Senior Sister Zhou before, so I frowned slightly.

I looked up: "Is there something wrong?"

Chen Xinghan smiled, and rubbed his hands back and forth on his legs, as if he was very nervous, he smiled and said, "It's okay, it's just a coincidence."

I:"......"

I ignored him and looked down at Weibo again.

I still couldn't resist clicking on Xu Ci's homepage, and saw that she had posted an original Weibo a few minutes ago.

small words: see you tonight

I clicked on the comments, and some people said that they were looking forward to our performance tonight.

I also want to say look forward to it, but in the end I pressed return.

Also, what did Zhou Ting's words mean?Why can't Xu Ci see me and Chen Xing?

The author has something to say:

Stupid, because Xu Ci is jealous.

See you tonight (confession)

A lot of foreshadowing (misunderstandings) ahead are finally going to be cleared

oooo~

(Every chapter I write is doubting myself, fall!)