i have always liked you

My cold has almost recovered. At twelve o'clock at noon, I packed up my things and went out. When I came back, I only carried my schoolbag, and now I took a small suitcase when I left. Maybe I won't come back, so bring some clothes that you didn't bring before.

No one said goodbye to me. Ke Huansheng didn't know when he left in the morning, and his parents didn't know where they were.

I brushed my hair, took out the key and locked the door, forget it, I'm used to it anyway.

After getting out of the car, Lin Xi was still waiting for me at the ticket collection area, and waved to me when he saw me.

Lin Xi raised a smile: "Xiaoyu!"

I took out my ID card and queued up with her to get the ticket.

I looked up: "What's wrong?"

Lin Xi looked around like a thief, then approached me and asked in a low voice: "That..."

I knew what she was going to ask, so I said calmly, "I didn't read it."

Lin Xi: "......"

Lin Xi: "If you didn't see it, why are your ears red?"

I:"......"

I don't want to talk to her anymore.

She was also pulling a suitcase, and we went to wait at the entrance after collecting the tickets. Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin doted on her and always sent her to school. Lin Xi resolutely refused to choose to take the bullet train when she returned to school last time. Now the second time is obviously not as silly as the first time.

I bought a little ticket, and now, not long after entering the station, the ticket check begins.

Then I sat in the car, and I put on the blindfold again. Lin Xi was next to me, and I was by the window.

Lin Xi was playing with his mobile phone, seeing me like this, he said, "Go to sleep, I will call you when we arrive."

I said yes.

The car was fairly quiet. I put on my earphones, turned the volume of the music on very low, and fell asleep like this.

After going around for a while, Lin Xi and I finally arrived at the school gate.

Lin Xi put his hands on his waist, looked around, panting: "Mom, it's too crowded to go back to school."

I rolled the suitcase and smiled: "You deserve it for not letting Uncle Lin deliver it."

Lin Xi made a "tss" sound: "I'm being considerate. The two of them have really shown their affection in front of me these two days. If I let my dad give it to me again, I will have a bad conscience."

Me: "It's amazing, Lin Xi is one of the top ten people in the country who has been touched by self-sacrifice."

Lin Xi: "Hmph."

The school gate is now full of people and cars, and Lin Xi and I avoid people pushing boxes and move forward.

After walking a few steps, Lin Xi patted my shoulder, raised her chin, and pointed in one direction: "Hey, isn't that my goddess?"

Xu Ci was standing under the tree, of course I saw it, and I said, "Yeah."

Lin Xi: "I can understand why you like her."

I glanced at her, eyes asking you know?

Lin Xi smiled triumphantly: "Because it looks good."

I:......

I told her when I was on the bus and told her the specific arrival time.

We walked towards her, Lin Xi greeted her with a smile, and Xu Ci responded to her with a smile.

I waved dumbly: "Hi..." Ah nervous, what should I say now.

It's only been three days since I saw Xu Ci, and Xu Ci is really looking better and better. Today, she is wearing her hair, white shirt and high-waisted pants, and her sleeves are half rolled up, revealing her snow-white wrist. On her wrist, she still wears the pair I gave her Bracelet, I squinted, happy.

Xu Ci smiled: "What kind of opening remarks are you talking about..."

Lin Xi laughed at the side, and then gave full play to the role of assisting, patted my shoulder lightly, and said: "Then I will go first, I have a classmate over there, I will go with her."

Xu Ci nodded and said, "Okay, goodbye."

Lin Xi quickly ran away pushing the suitcase. I looked at her back and planned to treat her to something delicious next time.

Someone passed by, Xu Ci pulled my wrist, took me to the far right, and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

I said, "It's nothing." Pushing the box forward, I prayed that I would not encounter the campus bus, so that I could walk with her to the dormitory building.

Xu Ci laughed: "Xiaoxiao, give me the box, I'll help you."

I shook my head and said without thinking, "No, I'll take it myself."

Now my mentality has changed, and I am completely reluctant to let her do this and that for me.

She stood still, didn't move, just looked at me fixedly, and sighed: "Oh, I thought you would miss me if I didn't see you for three days."

The tone was very normal, but it also made me think about it. I coughed lightly, looked back at her, and said with a smile: "I miss you." I don't know if I am blushing now, but I have tried my best to pretend to be calm .

Xu Ci raised his eyebrows and raised the corners of his mouth, then he pulled my suitcase and said, "Let's go."

Me: "..." If you want to take it, then take it.

I tightened my backpack, and I asked, "Why do you want to pick me up? I can go back by myself."

Xu Ci thought for a while, tilted his head and said, "I want to see you soon."

This tone of voice couldn't be more normal. As her current best friend, it's reasonable for her to want to see me sooner. Sometimes friendship between girls is like this. I sighed inwardly.

But I still couldn't help but be happy for this sentence, and I said, "That's it."

Xu Ci laughed: "That's it."

Unexpectedly, we didn't meet the campus bus, so we walked to the dormitory building like this.

She carried my suitcase all the way, and then talked with me about some things, such as the foreign language singer competition on Thursday night this week, for example, she said that when she came home this time, some relatives asked her to speak German.

It sounds funny to me, it seems that students who learn foreign languages ​​will encounter this kind of situation. Relatives at home will let people "perform" impromptu. Lin Xi has complained to me before, but I have never encountered it.

I also want to say a little more, but I have nothing to say, so I am more of an audience.

Then when I arrived at the door of my dormitory, Xu Ci gave me the handle of the suitcase. Li Songning and Deng Qi were already in the dormitory, and Li Songning opened the door for me.

Xu Ci squeezed my face: "Wednesday tomorrow, go to see the house?"

She seems to like to gently pinch my face or chin recently. I don’t feel disgusted. Her hands are cool and comfortable. I like it very much. Anyway, as long as it is her, I like everything. I am now a fan Sister, I thought amusedly.

I nodded and said, "OK."

Xu Ci asked me again: "Are you hungry?"

I'm a little."

She: "Eat early in the evening? Before roll call?"

I said: "OK."

She smiled and patted my head instead: "Then go in." Then she walked towards her dormitory.

I looked at her back, turned around after a few seconds, brought the suitcase in, and closed the door.

Deng Qi was sleeping on the bed, and Li Songning was still watching that Korean drama whose name I didn't know, and then called me: "Xiaoyu."

I pulled out the chair and sat down: "What's wrong?"

Li Songning asked softly: "What do you mean by looking at the house?" She was close, so she should have heard the conversation.I froze for a moment, as if I haven't told them yet?

I said apologetically, "Ah, I forgot to mention, I just plan to live with Xu Ci off campus on weekends."

Li Songning said "wow": "Is that cohabitation?"

I thought about it, maybe it's cohabitation...

Li Songning said "Oh", and looked back to the computer: "It's good, I want to too, but I can't afford to rent without saving money."

Then she said: "Xu Ci really has a good relationship with you."

I nodded blankly, it was indeed very good, but I became greedy myself, wanting a better and different relationship.

Mingming only convinced himself the night before, that it's fine to like her, don't think too much about the rest, but the moment he saw her today, everything he saw was dismembered.

How to do it?I just want to be with her, what's the use of being just friends, I was frightened by my robber-like thoughts, when did my unilateral possessiveness become so strong.

I smiled wryly, took a glass to get a glass of water, and then sent a message to the family group that I had arrived at school, and then started to gently pack my clothes and things.

After finishing all this work, after five o'clock, I climbed into bed again, closed the bed curtain, turned on my phone, entered the browser, and searched for [cohabitation].

Encyclopedia writes: Cohabitation means that two people who love each other live together temporarily.

I'm bitter in my heart, so it's just that I like her, what kind of cohabitation is this?Just two good friends living together.

And what if I live with her and I can't hide my liking?Will you stop dating me after you find out that I like her?After all, I am a girl, I closed my eyes, covered my head with the quilt, and the corners of my eyes were sore.

The author has something to say:

I don't know if I have experienced this sweet and bitter feeling

Ugh

Hurry up, hurry up, don't worry!...emmmm...

It also needs a plot to push others to send assists

(I actually wrote 7w words)

(I was moved by myself)

(cross waist for a while)

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(ah, sigh)