i have always liked you

It was past eight o'clock when I got home after dinner. To my surprise, the light in the living room was on.

Ke Huansheng was sitting on the sofa with her notebook on her lap, typing on the keyboard quickly with her fingers. When she saw me approaching, she raised her eyes and said in the same tone as before: "I'm back."

I sat down, hugged the pillow, and nodded.

Ke Huansheng was still staring at her screen, and asked calmly, "Aren't you going to take a shower when you come back?"

Me: "Oh......." I stood up, "Where are your parents?"

"I won't be back today." She said lightly, just talking about a very ordinary thing.

But it's really normal. It used to be like this. They often didn't go home. My sister and I would ask a nanny to take care of them when we were at home. Later, she went to university, and it was just me, and I was at home alone.

I nodded and went to my bedroom.

After finishing everything, it was already 09:30, I opened the door and walked to the living room, Ke Huansheng was still sitting there, without changing his posture.

Are you not tired?I sigh.

I said: "Sister."

Ke Huansheng: "What's wrong?"

I stood behind the sofa, not daring to get too close to her. I was scared by her before, but I haven't been able to come out yet, so I said, "Don't be too tired."

Ke Huansheng: "Got it." He didn't even look at me.

A little awkward chatting, I touched my nose and went back to my bedroom.

There is a bear on the bed that I bought myself for my own 15th birthday and has been with me for almost four years now.

My birthday is June NO.13, Lin Xi said Xiaoyu, your birthday is really easy to remember, I don’t know why, there is Children’s Day in the front, and the Party Building Day in the back, so my birthday is hard to remember.

Lin Xi: June NO.13, which is 613, 13 is B, then combined it is 6B, homonymous, and the day of cheating is your birthday, do you think it is good to remember?

I:.......

But Xu Ci said that she is one month and three days older than me. Thinking of this, I happily took the little bear. Now it is April, and May is not far away.

The little bear has been well taken care of by me, and it still looks white, with eyes and nose intact. I put it in my arms, pinched its little ears, looked at it, and said, "I really want to see her."

Of course it doesn't understand and won't answer me, otherwise it would be supernatural.

But until now I haven't contacted Xu Ci. Thinking of this, I pinched Xiaoxiong's face again and put it aside.

The mobile phone has been kept by my side, and it has not rang. There is no phone or WeChat. I opened the chat history with Xu Ci more than once, but I don't know how to open it.

What should I say?Did you say that you didn't hang up the phone on purpose?Or do you say that you are angry that you are not interested in anyone I like?I really can't figure it out.

Sure enough, love will make people worry about gains and losses, which reminds me of Xu Ci who cried in the sports field before.

Xu Ci, Xu Ci, Xu Ci...

It's like I've been bewitched, it's her when I open and close my eyes.

I lay on my stomach with my chin resting on the pillow, took the mobile phone on the side, and clicked on the dialog box with her again. The last message displayed on it was still that she said she was going to eat, and I said yes.

I clicked on the text editor, deleted it, changed it, changed it, deleted it, and I didn’t know how to post it, so I struggled with it for about five or six minutes.

Then I saw Xu Ci's remark changed to [The other party is typing...], I immediately sat up, blinked my eyes to see if I was dazzled.

Then in the next second the remark became [Xu Ci]... I am really dazzled, I thought dully.

As a result, when I looked at it again, it became [The other party is typing...] again, and within a few seconds it became [Xu Ci. 】

This went on and on for 3 minutes, but no message was sent.

But I feel better all of a sudden, is she going to send me a message?

Since that's the case, I'd better post it first, I raised the corners of my mouth, after all, I like her.

Me: What do you want to post?

[The other party is typing...] This time it also became a note, but I received her message.

Xu Ci: Ready to post the phrase "what do you want to post"

I:......

Xu Ci: You have been showing that you are typing

Xu Ci: I just didn’t receive any news

Xu Ci: Wronged Baba.JPG

I hugged my legs and rested my head on them, staring at the phone in front of me and typing.

I'm sorry

Xu Ci: why

Me: I just hung up the phone last night

Xu Ci: It's okay

Xu Ci: I also wanted to hang up

Why do I

Xu Ci: no reason

Me: so

Xu Ci: Well, that’s it

Me: Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

Xu Ci: Yes, there is something to do

Me: Then why don't you rest early

Xu Ci: good night

me: good night

Is this really sleeping? ? ?I'm just...to be polite, and I hope she can say more to me in my heart. I pursed my lips and took notes in my heart, and I will never say "rest early" in future chats.

Then I stared at the page in a daze, then froze, and said... Is Xu Ci's WeChat note too unfamiliar? I already called her Cibao, but the WeChat name is still unreasonable?I bit my finger, what remark should I change to make her look special?

In fact, the notes I gave to everyone are the same, except for my parents, the others are all names, and there is no one who is closer to me.

So right now I want to change the note for her. I thought about it and changed it to [Ci Bao], but somehow it looks a little strange?I changed to [Xiao Ci] again, which was even more strange. After thinking about it, it became [A Ci]. The first time I called her A Ci without calling her by name, and then it was Xiao Xu, but of course Xiao Xu was directly ignored by me. Yes, Aunt Dong is calling, so I won't set this as a note.

But [阿基] makes me think it doesn’t look good?Suddenly I thought of the four words "cat and dog", I looked up at the ceiling, and two words flashed in my mind, I grinned, that's all.

Bow your head, set, [My Treasure].

...God, I felt my face burn when I saw this title, I am so ashamed but I like it so much!

What Lin Xi said is correct, in fact, I may really be of the Mensao nature, she did not misunderstand me at all.

I got out of bed, went to the window, and opened the window, but why is it so windy tonight?When I put my hand on my face, I felt it was still hot, and the sound of my heartbeat was clearer than any sound. I didn't dare to look in the mirror at all, but I could also imagine that my face should be no less than when I had a fever.

I can't do this... I closed the window and lay back on the bed, feeling really embarrassed to change the note so quietly.

What if someone finds out?

My previous message reminders will always display the notes of the contact. Thinking of this, I immediately went to the settings and turned off [notification display message details].

But what was her note about me?Is it Ke Xiaoyu, Ke Xiaoyu, or Xiaoxiao?

Will it be as special as the note I gave her now?Should be?After all, I am her good friend, good friend... I thought of these three words again, and my mood gradually calmed down.

So just to change the note, I am acting in a play here by myself.

It doesn't matter, I can change it if I like it, and it doesn't matter if I am alone.

I like her, and it doesn't matter if I don't get a response.

The fact that I like her will make me happy, so even if she is just a good friend with me, I should be satisfied, even though I actually want more than this, but I really can't help it.

If there is no other way, I won't force it. Just like my parents don't like me, I won't beg them to love me more.

Suddenly, I realized that it would be wonderful to like her, so I don't have to worry about other things in the future, which only adds to my troubles.

Can't tell her, but maybe I can put this liking in a box, and then if she likes me too, I'll give it to her, and if she doesn't, then I'll keep it for myself.

I turned off the light, lay down, and turned on the phone again.

Now that we changed the WeChat note, should we also change the Q/Q and Weibo?It’s just that I can’t call me Bao anymore. I changed Weibo’s to [Xiaoci] and Q/Q’s to [Aci].

perfect.

I raised the corner of my mouth.

The author has something to say:

It's so embarrassing to change a note

Afraid of being discovered

Obtained

Afterwards, I will really be discovered by Xiaoci classmates hahaha!!!

Xiao Ke is very simple

good morning~