i have always liked you

It was still very early, it was only after five o'clock, but Li Songning and Zhang Xiaoai chose to have dinner first and then go back to the dormitory. I waved my hand and refused, and now I have no appetite.

Back in the dormitory, took a shower, and dried my hair. It was only six o'clock, and there was still an hour before evening self-study.

I climbed onto the bed and lay on the pillow, my head was stuffy and I didn't make any sound.

Li Songning was still watching Korean dramas, Deng Qi was cutting her nails, Wei Xiaoxiao didn't know where she was, but she rarely went back to the dormitory recently, and sometimes she didn't come back at night.

Li Songning asked me: "Xiaoyu, do you want to have something to eat before going to the classroom?"

I frowned, shook my head and said, "Don't eat, go directly to the classroom later."

Li Songning: "Okay."

Deng Qi: "Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"

I said, "I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep for a while."

Deng Qi smiled: "Then you go to sleep, sleep god~"

I lay flat again, pulled the quilt over and closed my eyes, trying to drive away the unhappiness in my heart.

Xu Ci is so good-looking, even if there is no shortage of beauties in the outer court, Xu Ci can still be ranked first, so it is normal for some people to like it and others to pursue it. Didn’t there always be Senior Li before?And there seem to be others that I don't know about.

So it's actually quite normal...why am I not happy...

Lin Xi will also be confessed by boys, and she has even been in love, but I will not feel unhappy, I will bless her happily, but she usually breaks up soon, so I comfort her again.

But when it comes to Xu Ci, why can't I do it? Why do I feel so uncomfortable when I hear that others like her.

It was just uncomfortable. I pulled up the quilt and covered my head, not wanting to think about it.

The phone vibrated, I pulled down the quilt, took a look at the phone, it was Lin Xi's WeChat, and recently my WeChat messages are all chatting with them, Lin Xi also has a lot of things to do, so I can talk to her on weekends I meet and have dinner, but usually send me a message.

Lin Xi still likes to send me some funny jokes, just like now.

Lin Xi: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

She always has a bunch of hahaha.

Lin Xi: [picture]

The screenshot she posted was a Weibo post by a blogger.

Today's question:

You have a date, or you find a date in the future, she suddenly shrank into a ball and said that her stomach was so painful that she died.

You are so sweet and ___________ right away.

The best answer is: unfold her

Linxi: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ... This reply is really zero!

If it was normal, maybe I would laugh, but now I can't laugh.

I:......

Me: Linxi

what should I do?

Lin Xi: Ang, what's wrong with you Xiaoyu?

Me: I'm sad now

Lin Xi: Huh?Aren't you sad every day?

I:.......

Lin Xi: I was wrong!

me: i have a question

Lin Xi: Come on, boss, you ask~

Me: I don't know how to ask...

Lin Xi: What are you entangled with, entangled, is something wrong with my goddess?

I don't

me: i just

Lin Xi: Just what?

Me: It’s just that I’m not happy to hear that someone likes her today

Lin Xi: Huh?That's it

Lin Xi: But I like her too, will you be unhappy too?

I thought about it and typed: no

Me: But the nature is different

Me: You are liking for friendship, others are liking for love

Lin Xi: yes

Lin Xi: Are you unhappy about this?

me: um

Lin Xi: Don't worry, she's different from you, you can already be judged to be mother solo until you're old, classmate Xiao Ke... If she falls in love, it's normal, right?

I automatically ignored the description of my mother's solo, and only saw the six words "If she falls in love", my heart was even more depressed.

Me: it's normal

Me: But I'm just not happy...

Lin Xi: To be honest, I also feel unhappy seeing those men chasing you.

I really?

Lin Xi: Yes, yes, I don’t think they are good enough for you. Although Xiao Yu is a coquettish person, you are really good.

I:......

Lin Xi: Let me think about it, which male gods in our college I think are worthy of you

I:......

Lin Xi: Our department directly excludes, if there is no male god, your department also excludes it!

Lin Xi: Ah... Zeng Qi from the Japanese department, Cui Mingxuan from the Korean department, Zhou Luofeng from the Russian department, Jiang Yixian from the Italian department...

Me: Jiang Yixian?

Me: Do you know him?

Lin Xi: I don’t know him, but I’ve met him at the stadium. The junior Italian senior, hey, he’s pretty good, he smiles very heartwarmingly hahaha, he’s tall and handsome, he seems to be a top student. There are a lot of awards, we have a fan girl in our dormitory who says he is handsome every day

Lin Xi: Wait, I counted so many, you only asked Jiang Yixian!

I:......

Lin Xi:? ? ? ?If I remember correctly, it seems to be the first time I saw you ask me about a boy's name? ?

me: um

Lin Xi: Wucao, it's too scary. Could it be that Xiaoyu of our family has finally enlightened?

Me: think too much

Me: Jiang Yixian is chasing Xu Ci

Lin Xi: Oh that’s right, no wonder the fan girl in our dormitory has been heartbroken for the past few days and says she’s broken in love

Lin Xi: Wait!

Lin Xi: I'm stupid! Oh my god! It's too good! The most handsome CP in the academy!

me: is it......

Lin Xi: It would be great if we caught up, hahaha, we fans like to see handsome men and beautiful women together

me: um

Lin Xi: So, your unhappiness may be because you think that Jiang Yixian is not good enough for her, but you haven't met her before, have you?

Lin Xi: Maybe after seeing Jiang Yixian, you won’t think so.

Lin Xi: She is your good friend now, I think it's normal for you to be so worried, Xiaoyu

me: um

Lin Xi: Hahaha but I really look forward to them being together hahahahahahahahaha

I:......

Me: No more, I'm sleepy

Lin Xi: Let’s do it. There are four or ten minutes until late self-study and I have to sleep for a while. I have to accept it!

I logged out of the WeChat chat page, and my eyes suddenly became astringent.

But what Lin Xi said is very reasonable. Maybe I feel unhappy because I think Xu Ci is too good for others. If the other party is actually good enough, wouldn’t I feel that way?

I opened Weibo, and opened Xu Ci's homepage involuntarily. The lyrics of her profile had been changed to "Thank you for appearing there."

I saw her make a new post, and it was published more than an hour ago, an hour ago... that is, not long after the physical education get out of class, when she went to practice.

Ci Ci Ci y: can you get a little closer

I didn't read the comments, or didn't have the guts to read them.

Thinking about it, yes, actually she has someone she likes, is it because Xu Ci seldom mentions that boy in front of me now, so I forget it?

Thinking of this, my eyes felt a little hot, I buried my head on the pillow again, and fell asleep in a daze.

The author has something to say:

Our Cibao’s Weibo painting style has been sour purple hhh ever since we interacted with Xiaoke

I'm afraid she knows, I'm afraid she doesn't know, I'm afraid she knows, I pretend I don't know

It can be said that it is very miserable

That introduction is actually the lyrics

"Song to the First Girl I Like"

It is recommended to listen to Kaiser Meow's version

(Oh, I changed the profile again)