Ninth Symphony
Chapter 11 CHP11 Despair
When Xi Yin leaned into Du Nian's arms, she didn't know why she suddenly cried.
As for grievances, sadness, and pain, these emotions were not unprecedented in the past, but at the moment when Du Nian hugged him, and after hearing him say those words, he couldn't hold back.
Feeling that Du Nian's arm was getting tighter and tighter behind her, Xi Yin's heart was rarely at ease.
It seems that the layer of void that has been tightly wrapped around the heart, the field of nothingness filled with loneliness and loneliness, has finally been torn open by someone.
Fresh air pours in, re-giving the soul a fresh sense of reality.
Could it be...it turns out.
It turned out that in the past three years, what he always longed for in his heart was just a companion.
It's just a companionship, but it's not just anyone's companionship.
Although there is Uncle Zhong and Li Dong by his side, deep down in his heart, what he wants most is really...
Thinking of this, Xi Yin suddenly felt a strong sense of despair.
He pushed Du Nian away abruptly and stood up.
"Xi Yin?" Du Nian looked at him with forbearance and distress.
"Don't look at me like that." Xi Yin wiped away the remaining tears on her face with the back of her hand, pursed her lips, waited and added: "Don't pity me."
"Xi Yin—"
"—Shut up!" Xi Yin stood on the edge of the bed and turned around, her back straightened and her fists clenched tightly, as if her whole body was exerting force.
After pausing for a moment, he finally took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
"Don't misunderstand what happened just now."
Xi Yin turned back to face Du Nian, her eyes had returned to her cold and indifferent look, and there was no trace of crying in her voice.
He looked at Du Nian indifferently and continued: "I lost my temper and didn't control my emotions well, but it wasn't aimed at you, it doesn't matter whoever is in front of me."
"Are you trying to tell me that the act of crying in my arms just now would be done in front of anyone?" Du Nian's eyes were deep, staring at Xi Yin as if he could see through him.
However, what he didn't know was how much Xi Yin hated him for using this policeman's appearance on himself.
It seems to be able to see through everything, but the purpose is to dig out the truth that you want to know from the other party's heart.No matter who the person in front of him is, what kind of thoughts and emotions he has, he doesn't care, and he doesn't care how it will affect and hurt others after digging out the truth. He just keeps asking persistently, like holding the tip of a needle. Plunge into the flesh and blood, and refuse to stop until the bones are broken.
Therefore, people who do this kind of thing should be considered "deserved" for suffering some pain without anesthesia and stitches.At least let him experience some other people's feelings.
As Xi Yin thought about it, his expression became colder to the point of freezing.
Even Du Nian couldn't figure out why his mood changed so quickly this time. He was able to expose his inner fragility to him a few minutes ago, but now he is already looking desperate to get close to him.
"Xi Yin, tell me what you're thinking." Du Nian covered his shoulders and moved to the side of the bed, with his feet on the ground, as if he wanted to grab someone who was about to leave at any time.
However, Xi Yin took two steps back, with a mocking expression on his face.
"You want to know what I'm thinking?" He asked back with the corner of his mouth hooked slightly, "Could it be that Officer Du's keen observation skills can't tell what I'm thinking?"
Du Nian frowned slightly: "Xi Yin, don't be angry. I can see that you are in a strange mood today, tell me the reason."
"The reason? Heh..." Xi Yin raised his head, showing a look of disdain: "Finally, it's time for you to want to know the reason. Do you feel good?"
"One size fits one. What you want to know is not the same as what I want to ask."
"Of course it's not the same thing!" It took only a few seconds for Xi Yin's volume to return to normal from a sudden increase, "What you, Officer Du, want to ask are urgent and crucial things, and I, I want to know It's just trivial, insignificant things, and there's a world of difference between the two. Is that what you mean?"
Du Nian's expression became very serious.
He stood up with support, walked up to Xi Yin and looked at him. "You know I ask you because I care about you."
"Then you can continue to care about it." Xi Yin said coldly.
And after a while, he smiled inexplicably, put his hands on Du Nian's shoulders and pushed him back to the bed.
"Since the behavior itself is the key point, it doesn't matter whether you have the answer or not. Du Nian, if you think telling yourself this will make your conscience feel better, then you can continue to deceive yourself like this. Until one day, one day..." When Xi Yin said this, he suddenly bit his lips, because he bit his lips so hard that white marks could be seen around his teeth, and the light in his eyes was also shaking slightly.
Seeing his appearance, Du Nian suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart.
The boy in front of him, from the first time he met when he was three years old until he is about to enter the coming-of-age ceremony, he has watched him all the way for 15 years.
He knows that he has been with him all the time, and he also believes that this company will continue in the future without interruption.
No matter how harsh and hysterical Xi Yin is to him, and no matter how much Xi Yin hates and blames him in his heart, Du Nian has enough reasons to believe that one day he will explain everything to him clearly, and believe that He will be able to forgive and understand what he has done in time.
But at this moment, for the first time, he felt a kind of uncertainty.
I don't know if it was because of being stimulated by yesterday's incident, Xi Yin's behavior since this morning is not quite right, he seems to be extremely sensitive, and it is in this state that Du Nian is able to notice what happened in the past. Some profound changes in his heart.
Perhaps things are not as simple as he thought, and Xi Yin's thoughts are not as clear and straightforward as he has always understood.
In case there is something he doesn't know, or even thinks wrong...
"Du Nian."
When Du Nian was thinking hard, Xi Yin spoke again.The teeth were loose, and some bright red had already leaked from the lips.
"You eat. Rest early after eating. I'm leaving." After he finished speaking, he turned his head and walked towards the door.
But—"Xi Yin!" Du Nian jumped up from the bed and pulled Xi Yin back with all his strength, regardless of the pain of the wound.
He knew that he couldn't continue to test, if he forced Xi Yin again, he might not know what would happen, and it would be too late to regret if there were consequences that he couldn't bear.
Du Nian didn't dare to procrastinate any longer, and he didn't want to keep it any longer, and asked bluntly: "Xi Yin, if Xi Le is still alive, can you stop hating me so much?"
After hearing this, Xi Yin's body froze in place, as if she wanted to turn but couldn't.
And Du Nian continued: "Before you came, I just received a notice that someone from the government called to inquire about the details of Uncle Wu's relics. Because I specifically asked them to pay attention yesterday, so when someone inquired I'll get the news here. If I'm not mistaken, the person who went to inquire should be Mayor Li's son."
Xi Yin's heart tightened when he heard that Li Dong had guessed, but she still held back her silence.
"Xi Yin, you asked him to inquire about the recording because I heard about it, and since you are so anxious, it means you know exactly what was recorded in that recording." Du Nian continued without stopping : "At the end of your call with Uncle Wu, the last two words he said in a shocked tone were 'Xiao Le'. Right?"
"Uncle Wu wouldn't call Chan Le's name for no reason. And after he finished calling, the phone was cut off. You can guess what this means, right?"
Under Du Nian's gaze, Xi Yin tightly pursed her lips, her tense expression was vaguely mixed with anticipation and fear.
Looking forward to Du Nian coming up with the same guess as himself, but also afraid that Du Nian would come up with the same guess as himself.
But no matter which of the two feelings is stronger, he can't stop Du Nian from uttering the final inference.
"Xi Yin, if Uncle Wu's last words are based on his own seeing is believing, then it should explain two things. First, Xi Le is still alive and has appeared in Xinfu; second, Uncle Wu, Even the two people who died before were killed by Xi Le." Du Nian's speech slowed down as he went on.
Finally, it was said.
Xi Yin stood there blankly, but he still couldn't accept what he couldn't accept in his mind.
Will Xi Le, who has been missing for three years, be the murderer of this series of murders?This is impossible……
He was tortured by such a strong sense of fear even after he shot and killed one person in self-defense, how could Xi Le take the initiative to kill three people?It also includes Uncle Wu, Wu Yi's father, he can't do anything... certainly not...
But if it wasn't for him, why hadn't heard from him in the past three years...why he had returned to Xinfu but didn't go home...why he was still alive but never let him know...why he was worried for so long...
"Xi Yin, Xi Yin!" Du Nian firmly grasped Xi Yin's arms to bring him back to his senses, with deep worry in his eyes.
"I know you can't believe that Xi Le will do such a thing for the time being, and I don't want to believe it either, so I must find out."
"Check properly……"
Xi Yin murmured, there were a lot of things he wanted to say, and there were many things he wanted to confirm, but when he finally raised his head to look at Du Nian, he only spoke one short sentence.
"Du Nian, if it was really Xi Le, what would you do?"
Xi Yin's eyes were extremely serious, all hostility and resentment faded away, as if she simply wanted an answer.
Du Nian's answer was simpler, only four words: "Business."
"Is that so..." Xi Yin seemed to want to laugh for a moment, but stopped before the corners of her mouth opened.
He looked at Du Nian with cold and silent eyes, like a pool of stagnant water. "Du Nian, you are really a good policeman."
The author has something to say:
In fact, if you think of wuli sounds as one hundred thousand, why don't you stop abusing them all at once! ! ! ( ̄▽ ̄*)
Benz baby is a sweet baby! _(:зゝ∠)_~~~
As for grievances, sadness, and pain, these emotions were not unprecedented in the past, but at the moment when Du Nian hugged him, and after hearing him say those words, he couldn't hold back.
Feeling that Du Nian's arm was getting tighter and tighter behind her, Xi Yin's heart was rarely at ease.
It seems that the layer of void that has been tightly wrapped around the heart, the field of nothingness filled with loneliness and loneliness, has finally been torn open by someone.
Fresh air pours in, re-giving the soul a fresh sense of reality.
Could it be...it turns out.
It turned out that in the past three years, what he always longed for in his heart was just a companion.
It's just a companionship, but it's not just anyone's companionship.
Although there is Uncle Zhong and Li Dong by his side, deep down in his heart, what he wants most is really...
Thinking of this, Xi Yin suddenly felt a strong sense of despair.
He pushed Du Nian away abruptly and stood up.
"Xi Yin?" Du Nian looked at him with forbearance and distress.
"Don't look at me like that." Xi Yin wiped away the remaining tears on her face with the back of her hand, pursed her lips, waited and added: "Don't pity me."
"Xi Yin—"
"—Shut up!" Xi Yin stood on the edge of the bed and turned around, her back straightened and her fists clenched tightly, as if her whole body was exerting force.
After pausing for a moment, he finally took a deep breath and let it out slowly.
"Don't misunderstand what happened just now."
Xi Yin turned back to face Du Nian, her eyes had returned to her cold and indifferent look, and there was no trace of crying in her voice.
He looked at Du Nian indifferently and continued: "I lost my temper and didn't control my emotions well, but it wasn't aimed at you, it doesn't matter whoever is in front of me."
"Are you trying to tell me that the act of crying in my arms just now would be done in front of anyone?" Du Nian's eyes were deep, staring at Xi Yin as if he could see through him.
However, what he didn't know was how much Xi Yin hated him for using this policeman's appearance on himself.
It seems to be able to see through everything, but the purpose is to dig out the truth that you want to know from the other party's heart.No matter who the person in front of him is, what kind of thoughts and emotions he has, he doesn't care, and he doesn't care how it will affect and hurt others after digging out the truth. He just keeps asking persistently, like holding the tip of a needle. Plunge into the flesh and blood, and refuse to stop until the bones are broken.
Therefore, people who do this kind of thing should be considered "deserved" for suffering some pain without anesthesia and stitches.At least let him experience some other people's feelings.
As Xi Yin thought about it, his expression became colder to the point of freezing.
Even Du Nian couldn't figure out why his mood changed so quickly this time. He was able to expose his inner fragility to him a few minutes ago, but now he is already looking desperate to get close to him.
"Xi Yin, tell me what you're thinking." Du Nian covered his shoulders and moved to the side of the bed, with his feet on the ground, as if he wanted to grab someone who was about to leave at any time.
However, Xi Yin took two steps back, with a mocking expression on his face.
"You want to know what I'm thinking?" He asked back with the corner of his mouth hooked slightly, "Could it be that Officer Du's keen observation skills can't tell what I'm thinking?"
Du Nian frowned slightly: "Xi Yin, don't be angry. I can see that you are in a strange mood today, tell me the reason."
"The reason? Heh..." Xi Yin raised his head, showing a look of disdain: "Finally, it's time for you to want to know the reason. Do you feel good?"
"One size fits one. What you want to know is not the same as what I want to ask."
"Of course it's not the same thing!" It took only a few seconds for Xi Yin's volume to return to normal from a sudden increase, "What you, Officer Du, want to ask are urgent and crucial things, and I, I want to know It's just trivial, insignificant things, and there's a world of difference between the two. Is that what you mean?"
Du Nian's expression became very serious.
He stood up with support, walked up to Xi Yin and looked at him. "You know I ask you because I care about you."
"Then you can continue to care about it." Xi Yin said coldly.
And after a while, he smiled inexplicably, put his hands on Du Nian's shoulders and pushed him back to the bed.
"Since the behavior itself is the key point, it doesn't matter whether you have the answer or not. Du Nian, if you think telling yourself this will make your conscience feel better, then you can continue to deceive yourself like this. Until one day, one day..." When Xi Yin said this, he suddenly bit his lips, because he bit his lips so hard that white marks could be seen around his teeth, and the light in his eyes was also shaking slightly.
Seeing his appearance, Du Nian suddenly felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart.
The boy in front of him, from the first time he met when he was three years old until he is about to enter the coming-of-age ceremony, he has watched him all the way for 15 years.
He knows that he has been with him all the time, and he also believes that this company will continue in the future without interruption.
No matter how harsh and hysterical Xi Yin is to him, and no matter how much Xi Yin hates and blames him in his heart, Du Nian has enough reasons to believe that one day he will explain everything to him clearly, and believe that He will be able to forgive and understand what he has done in time.
But at this moment, for the first time, he felt a kind of uncertainty.
I don't know if it was because of being stimulated by yesterday's incident, Xi Yin's behavior since this morning is not quite right, he seems to be extremely sensitive, and it is in this state that Du Nian is able to notice what happened in the past. Some profound changes in his heart.
Perhaps things are not as simple as he thought, and Xi Yin's thoughts are not as clear and straightforward as he has always understood.
In case there is something he doesn't know, or even thinks wrong...
"Du Nian."
When Du Nian was thinking hard, Xi Yin spoke again.The teeth were loose, and some bright red had already leaked from the lips.
"You eat. Rest early after eating. I'm leaving." After he finished speaking, he turned his head and walked towards the door.
But—"Xi Yin!" Du Nian jumped up from the bed and pulled Xi Yin back with all his strength, regardless of the pain of the wound.
He knew that he couldn't continue to test, if he forced Xi Yin again, he might not know what would happen, and it would be too late to regret if there were consequences that he couldn't bear.
Du Nian didn't dare to procrastinate any longer, and he didn't want to keep it any longer, and asked bluntly: "Xi Yin, if Xi Le is still alive, can you stop hating me so much?"
After hearing this, Xi Yin's body froze in place, as if she wanted to turn but couldn't.
And Du Nian continued: "Before you came, I just received a notice that someone from the government called to inquire about the details of Uncle Wu's relics. Because I specifically asked them to pay attention yesterday, so when someone inquired I'll get the news here. If I'm not mistaken, the person who went to inquire should be Mayor Li's son."
Xi Yin's heart tightened when he heard that Li Dong had guessed, but she still held back her silence.
"Xi Yin, you asked him to inquire about the recording because I heard about it, and since you are so anxious, it means you know exactly what was recorded in that recording." Du Nian continued without stopping : "At the end of your call with Uncle Wu, the last two words he said in a shocked tone were 'Xiao Le'. Right?"
"Uncle Wu wouldn't call Chan Le's name for no reason. And after he finished calling, the phone was cut off. You can guess what this means, right?"
Under Du Nian's gaze, Xi Yin tightly pursed her lips, her tense expression was vaguely mixed with anticipation and fear.
Looking forward to Du Nian coming up with the same guess as himself, but also afraid that Du Nian would come up with the same guess as himself.
But no matter which of the two feelings is stronger, he can't stop Du Nian from uttering the final inference.
"Xi Yin, if Uncle Wu's last words are based on his own seeing is believing, then it should explain two things. First, Xi Le is still alive and has appeared in Xinfu; second, Uncle Wu, Even the two people who died before were killed by Xi Le." Du Nian's speech slowed down as he went on.
Finally, it was said.
Xi Yin stood there blankly, but he still couldn't accept what he couldn't accept in his mind.
Will Xi Le, who has been missing for three years, be the murderer of this series of murders?This is impossible……
He was tortured by such a strong sense of fear even after he shot and killed one person in self-defense, how could Xi Le take the initiative to kill three people?It also includes Uncle Wu, Wu Yi's father, he can't do anything... certainly not...
But if it wasn't for him, why hadn't heard from him in the past three years...why he had returned to Xinfu but didn't go home...why he was still alive but never let him know...why he was worried for so long...
"Xi Yin, Xi Yin!" Du Nian firmly grasped Xi Yin's arms to bring him back to his senses, with deep worry in his eyes.
"I know you can't believe that Xi Le will do such a thing for the time being, and I don't want to believe it either, so I must find out."
"Check properly……"
Xi Yin murmured, there were a lot of things he wanted to say, and there were many things he wanted to confirm, but when he finally raised his head to look at Du Nian, he only spoke one short sentence.
"Du Nian, if it was really Xi Le, what would you do?"
Xi Yin's eyes were extremely serious, all hostility and resentment faded away, as if she simply wanted an answer.
Du Nian's answer was simpler, only four words: "Business."
"Is that so..." Xi Yin seemed to want to laugh for a moment, but stopped before the corners of her mouth opened.
He looked at Du Nian with cold and silent eyes, like a pool of stagnant water. "Du Nian, you are really a good policeman."
The author has something to say:
In fact, if you think of wuli sounds as one hundred thousand, why don't you stop abusing them all at once! ! ! ( ̄▽ ̄*)
Benz baby is a sweet baby! _(:зゝ∠)_~~~
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