Hey, your bun dropped!

Half a year later, a variety show was recorded.

Song Jingyu, the recently popular fresh meat, sang a song live, and then "confessed" the songwriter Ling Xiaoxian on the spot.

"Xiaoxian, you are an angel in my heart! I love you!"

The host took the opportunity to inquire about the famous singer: "I heard that you and Ling Xiaoxian are very good friends, can you tell me about him? It is rumored that he is handsome, but some people say that he is too ugly to be seen. People, so they have been following the low-key and mysterious route, only hearing their voices but not seeing them. What is the truth?"

Song Jingyu smiled decently, and said to the beautiful host, "Actually, the truth of the matter is like this, we Xiaoxian don't dare to show up."

"Oh? Why?"

Song Jingyu continued to be serious: "He is afraid that he will turn all living beings upside down as soon as he appears. At that time, there will be too many people fascinated by him, which will distract him, and he will not be able to calm down and make music..."

……

The protagonist who was so praised by Song Jingyu under the eyes of everyone was being pressed on the large sofa at this time, bearing the fierce impact behind him in a kneeling posture, his slender fingers were grabbing the edge of the leather sofa vigorously, digging out strips with his nails trace……

"Slow down..." He seemed unable to bear it, and wanted to speak but was hit so hard that he couldn't speak.

He wanted to crawl forward to escape, but was caught back and imprisoned under him even harder.

Finally, Ling Xiaoxian was panting incoherently, trembling and raising his head to achieve bliss.

The convulsive pleasure/sensation passed, and the whole body became weaker.

The person behind him continued to twitch as if there was no end to it, Ling Xiaoxian struggled hard and turned around, raised his foot and kicked.

It's a pity, after all, he didn't have much strength, and the soles of his feet were easily caught in his hands, pushed to the sides, and entered frontally again.

"Luo Zhan...do you want to torment me to death?" Ling Xiaoxian complained while holding back his tears.

As soon as he came back, he started to go crazy. After several hours of repeated manipulations, Luo Zhan's stamina was nothing, but Ling Xiaoxian couldn't bear it. He was almost exhausted after waves of pleasure/feeling shocks. edge over.

"Do you dare to do it in the future?" Luo Zhan pressed his chin while straightening his back.

Ling Xiaoxian turned his head stubbornly and refused to give in.

The cause of the incident was that last night, when Luo Zhan returned home, there was no one there, nor did he answer the phone.

He turned around and called the bodyguard who had been following Ling Xiaoxian, only to find out that the guy went to the bar to drink by himself!

By the time he went over to drag people home, Little Gadget was already so drunk that he didn't know anything about him.

Luo Zhan was so angry that he couldn't get angry with someone who was so drunk that he couldn't say anything except vomiting and giggling.

So, after work the next day, Luo Zhan, who returned to his residence early, grabbed Ling Xiaoxian, who was at home on leave because of a hangover, and tortured him a lot.

Luo Zhan gritted his teeth and sprinted viciously, and finally climbed to the top, temporarily spared Ling Xiaoxian who wanted to die.

Carrying the limp man to the bathroom, he continued to scold him while cleaning up the marks on his body: "What's the matter with you? Run to that kind of place to act wildly. If Chen Qiang hadn't been following you and been dragged out You don't even know if you raped me!"

Ling Xiaoxian lowered his eyes and did not communicate with him.

Luo Zhan was so angry that he forced him to look up at himself: "You see you are always like this, if you tell me something, what's the matter if you run out to drink so silently?"

Ling Xiaoxian finally looked at him with an aggrieved and angry look.

"Are you getting married?"

One sentence stunned Luo Zhan.

"Who do you listen to nonsense? Those gossip news are written in random..."

"Someone saw it with his own eyes, and that person told me." Ling Xiaoxian interrupted him: "Besides, your suit smells like a woman's perfume!"

"Who told you? The surname is Qiu?" Luo Zhan remembered that when he was having dinner with that woman one day, he met Qiu Yiyang and Qiao Nian by chance.

Ling Xiaoxian looked at him and sneered: "Is it the important point who told me?"

Luo Zhan saw that he was trembling slightly with anger, and hurriedly hugged him into his arms.

"Okay, okay, don't be angry, listen to me."

Ling Xiaoxian shook his shoulders, trying to escape from his embrace, but Luo Zhan hugged him even tighter.

"I don't want to get married, but I have to show off. You may not know the situation of our family. Although I am the eldest son and grandson of the Luo family, my dad was very romantic when he was young, and there were a lot of illegitimate children outside. He likes My son is not me.

But in the end, the influence of my mother's relatives cannot be ignored. The old man himself was sick and survived, so he finally passed on the sensible seat to me.

But he put conditions on me and set up obstacles.

The condition is that I must get married and have children before the age of 30.

I didn't know you at that time, let alone fell in love with you, so of course I agreed without hesitation.

Then you say that I have already agreed, so you have to put on a show? "

Ling Xiaoxian was about to struggle again, and Luo Zhan comforted him: "But don't worry, I will handle it properly. If that woman is willing to cooperate, it would be best if I cheated the old guys in the family. If not, I will find someone else .

Xiaoxian, it's not easy for me, can you be a little more obedient and stop messing around? "

Ling Xiaoxian had thought about the gap in their identities and backgrounds early on, and when the problem really came before him, he was so powerless.

In the half a year since the two decided to look around together, Luo Zhan has treated him very well. Compared with the superiority of the giver in the past, Luo Zhan now respects and understands him more.

During this period of time, he was really happy and happy.

But what about the future?

What's more, it's not just the scandal about Luo Zhan dating a woman that bothers him.

And the person who sent him scandal photos to report to him.

A month ago, Song Jingyu's father was critically ill.

When Ling Xiaoxian followed Luo Zhan to visit the hospital that day, he accidentally saw Song Jingyu's elder brother Song Jingchen who had returned from a long journey across the ocean in Mr. Song's ward.

Luo Zhan was uncharacteristically at a loss, and almost fell when walking towards the hospital bed.

At the moment when Luo Zhan met Song Jingchen's gaze, Ling Xiaoxian who was following beside him sensitively captured the unusual atmosphere between the two.

A lover's mind will become very sensitive, especially when you love that person deeply, his every move, every word and deed will be magnified in your eyes.

An aura flashed through Ling Xiaoxian's mind. He remembered what Song Jingyu had said, that Luo Zhan and Song Jingchen had a close relationship. He remembered Yunpo's surprise and joy when she admitted Song Jingyu's mistake. That kiss from Song Jingyu, who looks like an older brother...

Everything is no longer difficult to understand, why Luo Zhan treats Song Jingyu so well, but doesn't try to reciprocate?Want to eat but can't do it?

When Luo Zhan knelt on the ground and leaned over to kiss her, who was he thinking about?

Ling Xiaoxian was tortured by jealousy. Although he knew that Luo Zhan was the one who was getting along day and night, but when he thought of someone occupying an extraordinary place in Luo Zhan's heart, and thought of all the things that might have happened to them in the past, he really couldn't pretend. calm down.

The most important thing is that these are not his pure imaginations, unnecessary worries.

Since Song Jingchen came back, Luo Zhan often came back late. He probably went to have dinner with his blind date sometimes, but most of the time, he would go to the Song family's company to instruct Song Jingchen to take over the family business.

Wouldn't it be enough for those things to be done by the relevant personnel who are responsible for taking care of them?

Ling Xiaoxian asked Luo Zhan to verify his relationship with Song Jingchen.

Luo Zhan's answer was brothers and friends from childhood to adulthood.

But when he spoke, his eyes flickered, his expression was exaggerated, and it was obvious that he had a ghost in his heart.

Sure enough, Luo Zhan's purity and seriousness towards him could not last long.

It's only been half a year.

Ling Xiaoxian felt depressed and bitter, and couldn't find an outlet to vent.

At this moment, he let Luo Zhan hold him, and kept talking to comfort him, but his heart was in a mess.

……

Ling Xiaoxian walked to Qiu Yiyang's office with the few scores he had just finished.

Just as I was about to knock on the door, I heard a strange noise coming from inside. Just as I stretched my ears to listen carefully, the door suddenly opened from inside.

Qiao Nian's collar was slightly askew, and the corners of his mouth were red, as if... he had been beaten.

Ling Xiaoxian was unresponsive, and when he remembered that he shouldn't be watching the excitement of the boss, his eyes had been fixed on the corner of Mr. Qiao's mouth for a few seconds.

"Hi, Mr. Joe!" He finally remembered and lowered his head, pretending he didn't see anything.

Qiao Nian gave a muffled hum, and left with a dark face.

Ling Xiaoxian hesitated for a moment, worried that Qiu Yiyang would suffer, so he knocked on the door anyway.

"Come in." The people inside sounded full of confidence, and they shouldn't suffer.

Qiu Yiyang looked at his score, and his usual cold and hard expression also showed a little appreciation.

After a while, he put down the tune in his hand, raised his head and said, "Ling Xiaoxian, can you tell me what are your plans?"

"Ah?" Ling Xiaoxian was puzzled.

"Even Liang Jing needs to participate in various activities to maintain exposure. Filming commercials, various music programs, interviews...

You should know that now is the era of the big Internet, as a singer, there is no future for development simply by selling songs.

I don't deny your talent, but you should adapt to the market.

If you still don't want to show your face, then your room for development will be very limited. "

……

In the evening, Luo Zhan returned late again, and Ling Xiaoxian sat on the bench on the balcony listening to music and blowing the wind.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Ling Xiaoxian was surrounded by darkness.

In the middle of the night, a car drove in.

This is not Ling Xiaoxian's rented house, nor is it the apartment that Luo Zhan gave him.

Since they got back together, they chose a high-rise suite in a high-end community for safety reasons.

This community is full of famous people. Although the houses are not as luxurious as villas, they are located in the bustling area of ​​the city center and the security conditions are quite good.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or some other reason, but the Song family also has a flat here.

Therefore, during this period of time, the two often came back together after finishing their work in the company.

Today is no exception.

The car was parked downstairs, Luo Zhan got off first, and the driver would take Song Jingchen to the door of another building at the back of the community.

Before the driver started the car again, the door suddenly opened, and the people inside stepped down, walked up to Luo Zhan, and gave him a strong hug.

Luo Zhan's reaction was a little stiff, but he didn't push him away.

Song Jingchen approached and kissed Luo Zhan's lips, but he turned his head slightly, and the kiss landed on the cheek.

Luo Zhan went to the bedroom first after entering the door, but found that there was no one except a small handbag full of things.

Luo Zhan's first reaction was to call Ling Xiaoxian's bodyguard.

"He didn't go out? Are you sure? Okay, I see."

After hanging up the phone, Luo Zhan began to look for someone in the house. He went to the balcony immediately and found Ling Xiaoxian's trace.

"Little thing, what are you doing here? It made me worry for a while."

Ling Xiaoxian closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, Luo Zhan pulled off his earphones and put them on his ears, but there was no movement inside.

"What's with the bag in the bedroom? Where are you going?"

Ling Xiaoxian opened his eyes, looked at Luo Zhan's cheek for a while, then got up and went into the living room, and said as he walked, "I've been waiting for you to come back to tell you, I didn't expect to wait so late."

Luo Zhan followed behind him, and explained after hearing the words: "Oh, that one accompanied Jing Chen to an industry reception today, you know, he hasn't come back for many years, and his connections are unfamiliar, so I'll take him around for a while. The face is familiar, and it will be convenient for him to do things in the future..."

Ling Xiaoxian listened numbly to Luo Zhan's words, went to the refrigerator to get a glass of ice water and poured it into his stomach, then interrupted him.

"I'm going to the hospital tomorrow. As a sex/partner, I think it's necessary to let you know."

Luo Zhan stepped forward and held Ling Xiaoxian's shoulder, worried: "What's wrong? Is there any discomfort?"

Being so close, Ling Xiaoxian smelled a strange scent of men's perfume on him.

Ling Xiaoxian pushed the person away, walked to the side sofa and sat down on his own.

"There is nothing uncomfortable. I am going to have an operation to completely become a man."

Luo Zhan was stunned for a long time before saying, "Why did you suddenly think of this? Why did you tell me about such a big thing now?"

Ling Xiaoxian shook his head: "I didn't think of it suddenly, this is my wish since I was a child. I didn't have time to tell you because you have been too busy recently."

Luo Zhan looked at Ling Xiaoxian with scrutiny: "Are you in a mood? Are you still angry with me?"

Ling Xiaoxian looked back at him and asked, "Is it because I had the operation that you won't like me anymore?"

Luo Zhan: "What do you mean by that?"

"What do you think it means?"

"Ling Xiaoxian, you are like this again, is there anything you can't tell me well? Do you have to be so eccentric?

What's wrong with you looking like this now, why do you have to go for surgery? "

"Does this look good? That's just what you think." Ling Xiaoxian said: "I was ridiculed and scolded for my sick body since I was a child, and I didn't feel good at all. If it wasn't for..."

If it wasn't for you, I would have done it long ago.

Ling Xiaoxian didn't say this, but turned his head so that Luo Zhan could not see the grievance in his eyes.

He made a decision that he didn't want to pin all his feelings on one person.

He wants to become a gender-normal person, and stand upright on the stage with peace of mind, accepting the light.

He believed that by that time, even if he and Luo Zhan couldn't go on and separated, he wouldn't be in so much pain that he couldn't describe it.

Luo Zhan didn't take Ling Xiaoxian's words seriously: "With me here, who dares to laugh at you? Besides, what happened to intersex people? Is it hindering the rotation of the earth or the rising of the sun? The most important thing in life is to be happy, you Don't care what other people think of you!"

Luo Zhan speaks in a chic way, and acts in a straightforward manner.

For example, in the last car accident, Luo Zhan knew in his heart who that person was. Although there was insufficient evidence, he still dealt with suspicious persons without any delay, and his tough methods had great deterrent effect.

But Ling Xiaoxian is not Luo Zhan. His childhood environment and experience made him brood over his weird body.

Luo Zhan once let his mind become very weak, but now, it has become stronger again.

"Okay, you don't need to try to persuade me, I've already asked for leave, and now I'm just telling you." Ling Xiaoxian simply ended the conversation and walked to the bedroom.

Luo Zhan grabbed his collar and pushed him back to the sofa, his voice could already hear anger: "Don't go too far, now we are two people living together. If you say you want to do surgery, do it, even Do you not discuss with me?"

While breaking his hand, Ling Xiaoxian became angry and said, "Can I tell you? You are busy dating your dream girl every day, so why should I discuss it with you?"

Luo Zhan let go, and finally grasped the crux of the problem.

"What dream lover?"

"Song Jingchen!" Ling Xiaoxian said bluntly: "Do you really think I'm a fool? I don't know what kind of past you have with him, I only know that you are fooling around with him every day until midnight! Just now, just downstairs , you are still cuddling and hugging, Qingqing me...

Luo Zhan, I know you never made any promises to me, you can leave at any time and hang out with others in a blink of an eye.

You are a romantic and passionate person, it is impossible to have a soft spot for me alone, I know all of this.

But I'm different, except you...

I've got to have something else so I don't end up with nothing. "

Luo Zhan's arrogance and anger just now were temporarily extinguished by Ling Xiaoxian's words.

"It's not what you think, Jing Chen and I...he just came back, and he fell ill in country M before.

The friendship between the two of us since we were young, we can't ignore it.

Don't think too much about it! "

Ling Xiaoxian was speechless, it was all like this, Luo Zhan told him not to think too much, did he have to see the passionate scene of the two of them on the bed with his own eyes, in order to question him with reason?

Ling Xiaoxian waved his hand: "Okay, stop talking, I understand!

I have already made an appointment with the doctor, and I must go to the hospital tomorrow.

Whether you can accept it or not is up to you.

I think the two of us have been tossing for so long, maybe it would be better to separate for a while to calm each other down.

Take care of your affairs, whether it's getting married or helping Song Jingchen.

I also need a period of time to recover my body, and make a good plan for the future.

So be it! "

Luo Zhan was so angry that his head was about to smoke: "Ling Xiaoxian, you are doing this again, you will run away if you can't say a word! You are really sure that I will die without you, right?

OK, let's go!But if you think about it, if you want to walk out of this door this time, the two of us will really make a clean break. If I, Luo Zhan, find you shamelessly again, I will be a fucking bastard! "

As soon as the words came to this point, both of them were furious.Ling Xiaoxian felt sore and bored in his heart, he stood up and was about to go to the bedroom to pack his luggage and leave.

Maybe it was because I got up too fast, and before I could take two steps, I suddenly felt dark in front of my eyes, and lost consciousness in an instant...