Consort, don't escape gl

My name is Shen Han, and I also have another name, Shen Muhan. Few people know this name, even my parents only knew it when I was an adult.As far as I can remember, I have had the same dream every night. In the dream, I was dressed in white and leaned against a long pavilion.Someone behind me called me softly: "Mu Han." That voice was so gentle, it made me feel at ease.But when I turned around, I couldn't see her face clearly.

At first I would be confused and confused, and every time I woke up from the dream, I would feel inexplicably bored and even a little sad.Slowly, I got used to it, and when I went to college, I seldom had this dream.Although I no longer have this dream, I always feel empty in my heart, and I always feel that I have forgotten something, but I just can’t remember it.

After graduation, I went abroad and developed well abroad.Speaking of going back to China, it was just a coincidence. If my parents hadn't called me and asked me to come back anxiously during the phone call, I don't think I would have come back.But when I hurried back, I found that nothing had happened. My parents, whom I hadn’t seen for many years, sat with a couple of similar age, and there was a man in a neat suit next to me.

That man was Liu Hao. His parents never cared about him, but now they cared about his marriage.I don't have any feelings for my parents. I'm afraid it's more of a blood relationship. I never had a parent who loved me like other children.I can't accept that they lied to me to go back to China this time, but I didn't expect that this man Liu Hao would pursue me.

Although many men have pursued me, I have rejected them all.But this time Liu Hao was an exception, he was very kind to me, a very gentle man, coupled with the help of both parents, I agreed to associate with this man.Yes, Liu Hao is really nice, but I don't have any special feelings for him, and when he kisses me, I don't even have a trace of enthusiasm.As I got older, that void in my heart grew bigger and bigger.Finally, I gave up and just lived with the flow.

Until she appeared, that day I saw Fang Qing with a pale face.After a thorough examination, I operated on her, but she fell into a coma after the operation.From a medical point of view, this is impossible.Because of this particular patient, I paid special attention to her.Every time I went to see her in the night shift, I would sit beside her for a while. For some reason, I felt satisfied sitting beside her.One night I went to see her as usual, when I got up to leave, I heard her talking, but the voice was very small, I approached her, and then I finally heard her clearly, I covered my mouth in surprise step back.

"Mu Han, don't go." That small voice sounded so familiar to me, and it felt like something important was lost and found again.I don't know why all the emotions in my heart were aroused by her raving in a coma. The only thing I can be sure of is that the voice in the dream is the voice of the person in front of me.That night, I sat by her bed until dawn.

From that night on, I got to know Fang Qing through her friends and family.Her good friend Dong Xiaoyu is a girl with a good personality. She looks carefree on the surface, but she is actually a very careful girl.And her mother often washed her face with tears, her eyes were full of remorse, and she often said some self-blaming words, which made people feel distressed.Dong Xiaoyu would come to visit Fang Qing every day, and the girl just sat there quietly looking at the person on the hospital bed without saying a word.

Later, I got acquainted with her, and she began to chat with me about Fang Qing.She said that the person on the bed was a silly woman who gave without complaint or regret and asked for nothing in return.Xiaoyu and I talked about many interesting things between them. From her words, I learned that Fang Qing is a very careful and warm woman.In the few nights before Fang woke up, I could always hear her raving when I went round the room, and I could hear the name Mu Han every time. Later, thinking about it, it was probably a sign that she was about to wake up!

She woke up that morning, and when I rushed to the ward, she looked at me like a lost soul, and pulled me onto her body without warning.She hugged me very tightly, as if she was afraid that I would escape, and her words were full of longing and surprise.This time I was sure, she was referring to the name Mu Han.Said in my ear: Mu Han, why are you here, I am not dreaming!At that moment, I was in a daze, not knowing whether it was the warm embrace or because of the familiar voice, until her friend Dong Xiaoyu pulled me up.

Xiaoyu and Fang Qing's mothers were shocked, but I acted calmly, which probably has something to do with my personality. I am originally an indifferent person, and even if there are any emotional changes, I will not easily reveal them.I told her family that I need to check with her and do a CT.Before leaving, I noticed the disappointed expression on her face.She was very obedient, and the test results came out, showing that everything was normal.So, I went to inform her that she could be discharged from the hospital.This time she apologized for hugging me suddenly, and I smiled and told her it was okay.She thanked me for taking care of her during this time. She had a warm smile on her face. This smile made me feel a little panicked. I didn't dare to say anything more to her, so I left.

Since Fang Qing was discharged from the hospital, it has no effect on me.The only thing that changed me was that every time I passed the hospital bed where she slept, I would think of her calling my name softly.It took me a few days to adjust my mentality. I don't know if God played a joke on me. When I almost forgot about it, I met her in the coffee shop.Although we all saw each other, we just nodded slightly.I made an appointment with Liu Hao that day. Liu Hao had taken care of everything abroad, and he planned to return to China for development. He said that this way he could see me often.Liu Hao kept talking to me about business matters, but I was not very interested in these things, and Liu Hao's eloquent talk made me feel upset.At this moment, Fang Qing came over, Fang Qing greeted me with a smile, I was a little surprised, I didn't expect her to come over to say hello, and she had already greeted me just now, but now she He spoke as if he had just seen me.

She greeted Liu Hao naturally. When I heard Liu Hao talking about the marriage, I felt a little unhappy in my heart.After Fang Qing heard this, surprise flashed in his eyes, but he still smiled and said to me that he must give her an invitation.I don't know why, Fang Qing's smile makes me look very uncomfortable, this smile seems to be faked.I inadvertently glanced at the coffee cup on her table, knowingly asked: What did you drink just now.I was annoyed when she spontaneously mentioned the coffee she drank, didn't she know that her stomach can't handle these things.Just when I was about to reprimand her, her friend Xiaoyu came over, I took a deep look at her and didn't speak again.

Xiaoyu simply greeted us and left with Fang Qing. When Liu Hao and I sat for a while and were about to leave, I saw Xiaoyu running in in a panic. When it hurt, I was so nervous that I ignored Liu Hao who was following behind me all the time. I got into Xiaoyu's car and left without even saying a word to Liu Hao.When I saw that pale face, I was even more worried. I held her hand, and her hand was full of cold sweat.Her eyes were close together, and I heard the name again: Mu Han.

After a brief meeting, I handed my business card to Xiaoyu, and I told her that Fang Qing could contact me if there was any situation.This time, I spent a long time ignoring the existence of this person.Maybe God really played tricks on me, and let me meet her again.That night, I got off work earlier than usual.When I was about to change clothes and go home, I saw a familiar figure from the back. The last time I saw her, she was wearing a white T-shirt.I called out her name loudly, and when she turned around, it was her, but I was surprised why she appeared here.She said she was here with a friend, and I asked her if she needed help, but she immediately refused.I don’t know why she was a little unnatural when she talked to me. When the nurse saw Fang Qing and asked me what disease Fang Qing had and why I came to the hospital for reexamination every day, I realized that Fang Qing would appear in the hospital every day. It made her bow her head in embarrassment. Seeing her like this, I didn't ask any more questions, but I was inexplicably happy in my heart.

In this way, she sent me home, and she asked me to have dinner tomorrow, and I readily agreed.She also teased whether she had been in the hospital for a month just to treat me to a meal. Her expression made me feel sad for a while, and I didn't dare to say anything more, so I went upstairs.That night, I tossed and turned in bed.The next day, when I got downstairs, I saw Fang Qing waiting for me downstairs. I don't know what time she arrived, but she brought me breakfast that she made herself.I didn't expect that she could cook, and it tasted so good.From then on, she brought me breakfast every day and took me to and from get off work, until Liu Hao suddenly came on the night of my birthday. He brought gifts and flowers. I didn’t want too many people to watch, so I quickly took these.

I didn't see Fang Qing until I left after get off work, and I felt a little lost. I couldn't hold back and sent her a message until after 10 o'clock at noon.For a long time, I haven't received her text message. When I received it, I was a little excited. She said to let me see downstairs, and my intuition told me that there was something waiting for me downstairs.I stood on the balcony and looked at the four words "Happy Birthday" downstairs, which were displayed by candles. I didn't expect her to know my birthday. This is the best gift I have received in so many years, and the warmth overflowed from my heart.

The next day I woke up very early, I don't know how to cook, I only cook porridge, I called her up to drink porridge, the atmosphere was good, but I didn't expect Liu Hao to come, Fang Qing left by herself, I I felt her unhappiness, but I didn't keep her.I didn't contact her for the next few days, and I didn't know what to say when I contacted her.On Saturday night, some of Liu Hao’s classmates made an appointment to sing together. I couldn’t refuse, because I hadn’t met his classmates yet, and I left work early that day.When I was sleepy, I met someone I couldn't let go of these days.Fang Qing and Xiaoyu appeared in the box, Fang Qing noticed me as soon as she came in, but she didn't come to me immediately, she said the word fiance, I don't know why I feel very sad when I look at her.I made an excuse to go to the bathroom and left here, I looked at myself in the mirror, clutching my chest tightly, why do I feel sad here.My mind was full of Fang Qing's sad eyes just now, I closed my eyes to calm down.

"Doctor Shen, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?" Xiaoyu's voice made me open my eyes, and I smiled at her and shook my head: "It's okay, I just don't like this kind of occasion, it feels too noisy."