Consort, don't escape gl

I am the princess of the Ling Kingdom, and I was destined to not live for myself since I was born.I am a well-behaved and obedient daughter, but for some reason my father never looks at me more.I think that I am not good enough, so I work hard to be the me in my father's eyes.Gradually, my father's attitude towards me changed, and I was very happy because my father finally began to pay attention to me.

At first, I was really happy.But I found that my father let me learn more and more things, and I gradually felt powerless.But as long as I think of my father's satisfied eyes on me, I try my best to persevere.Until late at night that day, my father woke me up from my sleep, and I followed him to a place.The women there were wearing light clothes with smiles on their faces.Some men will suddenly hug them and touch them wantonly.I grabbed my father's sleeve tightly and hid behind him in fear. My father just snorted and led me upstairs.

The father called out an elderly woman: "She is the madam here. From today onwards, you will come here to look for her every night. She will teach you many things."

For some reason, thinking of the scene downstairs, I cried out in fear.The old bustard showed a trace of unbearable, walked to my side and hugged me: "My lord, she is just a child."

"When will it be your turn to teach me a lesson!" My father looked at me with disgust, "You are my daughter, you must do what I tell you!"

After that night, I would go to the Spring Garden Building every night.I call the bustard Aunt Hua, and Aunt Hua is very kind to me, and she often praises me for being smart.I know from Aunt Hua that this is the brothel, and I have learned the skills of all the women here during this year.Here, I also met all kinds of different people.I am ten years old this year.

In the early summer when I was 12 years old, I left the Spring Garden Building.My father took me to a courtyard in the mansion. I had never been to this courtyard.There I saw children my age, boys and girls, but they were all wearing black clothes.Among them was a girl with a cold face and bleeding hands. She seemed to feel no pain. I heard my father call her Qi Ye.I have been with them here for a year. During this year, I know that there are a group of dead soldiers in the house. They are orphans brought back by their father without parents.

In this way, year after year, I am learning new things all the time.Gradually, I became numb, and I became confused. My father would discuss everything with me. Finally, I knew his plan.I can't believe that my father, who I have always loved and trusted, secretly plotted to kill his brother, who is now the emperor.It turned out that the father in my mind was just a fantasy. The father in reality had a tyrannical temperament and would do anything to achieve his goals.

Thinking of those children in other courtyards, they are still just children, they shouldn't have blood on their hands, doing some murderous deeds.The chief culprit of all this is Prince Jin of Ling Kingdom—my father, he has become the kind of person I hate the most in my life.But, I can't, I can't expose him, he is my father, his blood flows through my body, he is my only relative in this world!

When I was 14 years old, I went to the temple to ask for a Bodhisattva statue.Every night I would kneel in front of the idol to repent and pray.In that way, at least I can alleviate the guilt in my heart, and it can also wash away some guilt for my father.But all of what I did failed to stop my father's plan. My father became more and more irritable, and he often severely punished those who did not do things well.

I feel depressed in the mansion, how much I want to escape from all this, but I can't leave my father so selfishly.I have always firmly believed that my father will return, and I have lived with this belief year after year.Until the day when Sister Huang got married, I went to congratulate him instead of my father. I saw the handsome son-in-law, with a red wedding gown to set off his fair skin.The man looked like a frail scholar, and his warm smile made people feel at ease.

The second time I met him was in Chunmanlou, I wore a veil, and that night I met him as the oiran of Chunmanlou.He couldn't recognize me, but he didn't look down on my identity, then I knew he was different from ordinary men.I was amazed by his off-the-cuff poetry, how talented he was.I watched him being poured with wine cup by cup, and I couldn't bear it, but I couldn't stop it, because all this was my father's plan.

But this son-in-law did not disappoint Huang Jie and me. When he was drunk, he would never forget Huang Jie.When I was still afraid that my father would not give up, Sister Huang rushed over.Sister Huang, whom I hadn't seen for many years, had a frosty face and taught me a cold lesson.I know that the son-in-law has a deep affection for the imperial sister, and the two of them are even more affectionate and concubine-minded. Since then, I have one more wish, and I only hope that my father will not hurt them.

I thought I would never meet the son-in-law again, but my father didn't intend to let him go.In this way, according to my father's plan, I used the identity of Ziying to go to Chen Guo with him.After being in close contact with him, I decided to help him through this disaster.But it was such an opportunity, from helping him to a common goal for the two of us.He offered to help me stop this from happening and for the first time I didn't feel alone.

For our plan, he reluctantly left Sister Huang resolutely. He said that he didn't want to hurt Sister Huang, and he wanted to do something for him, even though Sister Huang didn't understand so much.For the sake of Huang Jie's reputation, he was willing to be infamous as a heartless person.While he was secretly planning with me, he secretly helped Sister Huang.He must be very sad in his heart, the person he loves so much is right in front of him, but he wants to say something against his will and leave.In this matter, he paid too much, and also endured too much.After we experienced many things, I realized that I had fallen in love with him a long time ago.

Just when I thought everything was over, I realized that God has been playing tricks on me.Her hair was loose and her clothes were disheveled, being threatened by her father.It turned out that she was a woman, and the one I loved for a long time turned out to be a woman.When I was surprised, it was not anger, but more distressed.It turns out that what she has endured is much, much more than mine. Compared with her, it is so insignificant.I think what I love is her gentle smile, her elegant appearance in white clothes, and her appearance when she talks freely, regardless of whether she is a man or a woman.But the beginning of this relationship was wrong, I appeared too late in her life.So, I sincerely wish her and Huang Jie.

There are too many things in this world that backfire, and I watched her leave with my own eyes.Before she died, she repeatedly told her not to tell Sister Huang, I don't understand why God would cruelly embarrass these two people who are in love with each other.Haven't they suffered enough?During that month, I couldn't think of her, as long as I thought of her, tears would fall down uncontrollably.I can't accept the fact that she left, she just left those people around her so cruelly.After she left, Qiye stayed by my side day and night, she was afraid that I would miss my mind.In fact, I knew she was in grief just like me.But this woman is so inexpressible in my memory, she won't show all her thoughts.

After a long time of being in a daze, I slowly accepted the fact that she had left.However, Sister Huang always thought that she was still alive.Qi Ye and I didn't know how to comfort Huang Jie, so we tacitly stopped mentioning him.But a hydrangea incident gave us some clues, and I began to suspect that she hadn't left.When I confirmed that she was still alive in this world, the empty place in my heart suddenly healed.When I saw her again, my heart was at peace.It seems, figured out something.

Finally, everything is perfect.But who would have expected that Chen Tiancheng would come to Lingguo, I can't accept that I just marry someone I don't love.When I returned to the mansion, I washed my face with tears every day.Qi Ye also returned to the mansion on the second day after I came back. Qi Ye stayed quietly by my side every day without speaking.I didn't see Qiye that morning until she came back.I could feel that when she spoke, she would always be concerned about my feelings, and I really wanted to tell her that I had already looked away.

When all the dust settled, I didn't see Qi Ye.Sister Huang told me that Qi Ye had already left, but she didn't say where she went.I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. I don't know when, Qi Nightclub has been silently by my side.If it was said that Qi Ye just followed Fang Qing's arrangement at first, but she gradually got used to it later.It's been two months since Qiye left, and I haven't heard any news about Qiye for two months.One afternoon, I dozed off in the pavilion, and someone covered me with a cloak in the mist.

When I woke up, Qi Ye was sitting beside me.Looking at her, I feel inexplicably at ease.When we get along with Qi Ye, we are more just silent.She is inarticulate, quiet but careful.And I enjoy this comfort very much.At first, I thought that I was more dependent on Qiye. We fell in love with the same person who shouldn't be loved. I think she understands my feelings best.But slowly as time went by, I found that I began to think of her inadvertently and worry about her. Only then did I suddenly realize that it turned out that it was no longer a simple dependence.I admire Sister Huang's freedom and perseverance in dealing with feelings, but I'm afraid I can't do it.I never said anything to Qi Ye, but there seems to be a tacit understanding between us.At night, a sandalwood is always lit in my room.When waking up from a thunderstorm, her voice would always sound in her ears: "Sleep, I'm right in the house."

After a year, I chose to leave.I don't know what kind of feelings Qiye has for me. I admit that I am timid and cowardly, and I dare not express my feelings.I only left her a letter: I'm afraid that Luo Hua intends to be ruthless.I have thought about many endings, so no matter whether Qiye treats me the same as I treat her, I have made plans, a hut, a field hidden in the mountains and forests, it would be fun.

Three days later, Qi Ye suddenly appeared in front of me.We looked at each other and smiled. After so much, there is no need to say more, we understand each other.The two most elusive words in this world are fate.No one can predict the arrangement of fate, and all we can do is wait.May the years be safe, not to be wasted by time, just for the arrival of that one person.