underwater moon

Hu Haiyang's attitude towards Jiang Mingyue is even better. It can't be because Jiang Mingkai's hands and eyes are so good that he even knows the level of trivial matters in his laboratory. Separate temperature control.

The result of this matter is that Xu Jie did not ask him to get the key every now and then.

Jiang Mingyue didn't bother to ask Yue Zhongshan again if this magical temperature control had anything to do with him.

On the weekend of another week, Jiang Mingkai called and asked Jiang Mingyue to go home for dinner.

Yue Zhongshan was going on a business trip on the weekend and was not in Haicheng. Jiang Mingyue originally planned to stay in the laboratory for an overtime shift.

But Jiang Mingkai didn't speak in a tone of discussion with him, he did his own calculations, and indeed he didn't go back for a while, so he obediently agreed.

Jiang Mingkai didn't seem to expect him to be so happy this time, and when he hung up the phone, he was a little aggrieved to swallow a sentence.

Jiang Mingyue had a class in the last class on Friday afternoon, and Yue Zhongshan was on the plane at that time.

It was quite a distance, after walking for about a week, Jiang Mingyue reminded his assistants twice to remind them to bring the other two suitcases they had collected.

Before takeoff, Yue Zhongshan sent him a message, and Jiang Mingyue replied: [Take a good rest and contact me when you land]

Yue Zhongshan: [Rabbit Hug.jpg]

Jiang Mingyue: [touching the pig's head]

Yue Zhongshan learns without a teacher: 【Kiss pig mouth】

Jiang Mingyue sent a kiss, put down her phone, looked up at the homework posted on the ppt, packed her schoolbag and got ready to leave get out of class.

Jiang Mingkai's car from get off work came to pick him up, and he waited at the south gate for more than 20 minutes.

As soon as he got in the car, Jiang Mingkai said, "You took the driver's license test for viewing?"

Jiang Mingyue: "I haven't watched it either, it's been kept in the cabinet."

Jiang Mingkai: "."

Jiang Mingyue smiled at him holding her schoolbag.

Jiang Mingkai just said a word, let it go after he finished speaking, and then casually asked Yue Zhongshan what he was doing this time.

Only then did Jiang Mingyue realize that she really hadn't cared about this, and when she said she didn't know, Jiang Mingkai gave him a half-smile look, and said, "You've been around him all day long, and you didn't get any results in the end. .”

Every time it was said that Jiang Mingyue was guarding Yuezhong Mountain and not going out, Jiang Mingyue would just keep silent and watch her heart, acting as if it was your business but whether it was my business or not.

Jiang Mingkai wouldn't think that Jiang Mingyue would have a love brain that doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, but the first time he fell victim to it, he met Yue Zhongshan. Even if the final result of running in is good, Jiang Mingkai, as an older brother, hopes that his process will not be too bumpy.

During this period of time, Jiang Mingyue didn't leave the gate and didn't go out. From Yue Zhongshan's point of view, no one could say whether it was a compromise that lost the bottom line, or Jiang Mingyue's self-conceived cultivation of trust and security.

But he wasn't the one who fell in love. Jiang Mingyue sat there obediently, looking good-natured, but in fact she was quite stubborn when she had an idea. Jiang Mingkai finally said, "You said you know it, it's better if you really have one."

Jiang Mingyue nodded hastily: "Don't worry."

Jiang Mingkai only hit him with these two sentences, and he was willing to think in a good direction in his heart, and he didn't want to see Jiang Mingyue frustrated.

After arriving home, Xu Yingyu kept pulling Jiang Mingyue, saying something about her parents, and she collected a lot of things, telling him to bring them back when she went back, and soaking her feet together.

Jiang Mingyue thought of the Zhao family's second son, who was busy preparing for the wedding some time ago, but she didn't hear Xu Yingyu mention it these days.

Xu Yingyu paused for a moment, then said: "No more, I changed my mind."

The tone of Xu Yingyu's "people" is subtle, not referring to others, but to people from the Zhao family.

The elders of Zhao's family were tempered by Zhao Eryi earlier, and they had long accepted that his marriage partner had no background and no fertility. It was impossible to repent at this juncture, that is, Zhao Er himself quit.

"why?"

"As for you young people, your temperament is uncertain at first. When you think about it, you have to think about it. When you want to get married, you can do anything. If you don't like it after a few days, just throw it away. You don't think about your parents or elders at all."

Jiang Mingyue lay on the gun innocently: "We young people are self-improving in their studies and self-reliant in their lives. The five lectures and four beauties are very good."

Xu Yingyu looked at him, but also smiled: "Your Aunt Wen also said that you are the most worry-free."

Aunt Wen is Wen Xiaoqiong, Zhao Er's mother. Jiang Mingyue thinks about the big fight in her family, which is well known. In the end, she said she wouldn't do it. At least in a short period of time, she would feel very embarrassed.

Just like on the day of his own wedding, he was afraid and broke down, but he still insisted on going through the wedding process, half of it was for his own trustworthiness and not letting the family become a joke, and the other half was also for the family's reputation.

Since an individual has benefited from the family, he should not put his own interests aside from the family. Decentness is common, and the family is the most important. Jiang Mingyue has been educated in this way since she was a child, and she also agrees with this truth.

Halfway through the chat, Xu Yingyu asked as usual: "How are you and Xiaoyue?"

Jiang Mingyue said, "It's pretty good."

"I heard from your brother that he is busy, and you are also busy in class recently, so I won't bother you too much, but you should also think about going home once in a while, so Mom can rest assured."

Jiang Mingyue agreed: "Understood, go home more when you have time."

"No more quarrels?"

"No."

"Then why do I seem to hear a saying that someone resigned from your brother?"

Jiang Mingyue had never heard of such a thing. Xu Yingyu must have a reason for saying this. He probably didn't know how many people Jiang Mingkai had under his command. Why did Xu Yingyu know whether someone left or returned.

Jiang Mingyue said: "I don't know, does it have something to do with Yue Zhongshan?"

"It's not that it has something to do with him, don't look upstairs, it's not your brother who said it." Xu Yingyu lowered her voice and said with deliberation on her face, "It's really just a vague sentence, I guess they want to talk to you Let me say something, but I can't be too straightforward, I think about it, and I don't feel at ease, so I can only ask you."

Jiang Mingyue was the first to think of Wei Dongdong, so she didn't feel too surprised at this time.

Wei Dongdong approached him twice later, one of which brought flowers, and said very heartfeltly, saying that he just wanted to let himself have no regrets.

Jiang Mingyue doesn't comment on his actions, but she understands that Wei Dongdong likes him, probably a lot of people in the school know about it, and Wei Dongdong joined Dingye Pharmaceutical again, obviously because of his relationship. strangeness.

Just didn't expect him to resign.

Jiang Mingyue's expression didn't change, and she said, "That may be because you are overthinking, or maybe someone wants to ask you to do something. If so, I will come to you again, so I don't have to think about it myself."

Xu Yingyu sized him up and saw that he had no intention of continuing. Like Jiang Mingkai, he stopped clicking and didn't say anything.

He stayed at home until Monday, and there was class in the first period of the morning, urging Jiang Mingkai to leave early to take him to school. This time, even Xu Yingyu said, let him get a car to drive by himself, or even provide him with a driver.

Mary Su didn't write like that in her novels, and she was too lazy to drive. Jiang Mingyue prevaricated a few words, Jiang Mingkai was impatient and had an ugly face, but he went out anyway and sent him to the school gate.

"Will you come back at night?" Although impatient, he still had to set a time to pick him up.

Jiang Mingyue thought for a while and said, "It depends."

The situation is that the laboratory has dinner at night, which is near the school. Jiang Mingyue is happy to participate in group activities, so she sent Jiang Mingkai a WeChat message, saying that she can't go back.

All the people attending the dinner party included many "non-staff personnel".

Senior Sister Xu Jie's husband brought a few from their unit, all of them work in the city hall, and they are all young, it looks like a disguised friendship.

When they arrived at the place, Xu Jie put Jiang Mingyue's shoulders on her shoulders, and introduced first: "I'm a direct junior brother, my dear, and we're married for one year. In the future, we can communicate more about academic issues, and let's forget about other issues."

One sentence opened the topic, and everyone laughed, because they were all young people, and most of the bureaus were for entertainment, and they were not designed to solve the single problem, so it became lively.

After a while, Jiang Mingyue felt that someone was watching her.

He turned his head and saw an unfamiliar face. The man saw him looking over, smiled at him, and said, "I seem to have seen you before."

His colleagues all teased him, saying "he's married" for a while, and "there's really no one dirtier than you" for a while.

Jiang Mingyue had no impression, but she also smiled.

The man was not embarrassed when he was teased, and he always had a smile on his face. Seeing that he and Jiang Mingyue couldn't remember where he met him, he rolled up his shirt sleeves and turned to clink glasses with his colleagues.

At the end of the meal, there was wine on the table, so they were all a little drunk, and the drivers who came by drove called valet drivers.

Jiang Mingyue was the closest, so she sent them all away and walked 200 meters along the road to get home.

Someone mentioned Wei Dongdong during the dinner just now, he is Xu Jie's husband, and they mentioned him because they lamented that young people tend to miss good opportunities in a moment of enthusiasm.

Dingye Pharmaceutical is such a good unit, if you say resign, you will resign, and now you are looking for a new job. When the position is in short supply, there is no second Dingye.

He wrote materials in the mayor's secretary's office all the year round, saying that he had an exquisite heart. He didn't avoid Jiang Mingyue, but it could only be because Xu Jie didn't gossip with him. Wei Dongdong presented flowers to Jiang Mingyue.

Jiang Mingyue didn't feel uncomfortable listening to their discussion, but felt that the senior sister was really kind.

It was past nine o'clock, and he walked under the street lamp, stepped on the shadow of the lamp and made a phone call for 2 minutes. He just hung up, and Yue Zhongshan's man followed him in, asking who he was calling just now, and the line was busy all the time.

"My mother." Jiang Mingyue said, "Go back to the hotel?"

"No, soon."

That was in the car, and the voice sounded like Jiang Mingyue said, "How is today, are you tired?"

Yue Zhongshan said: "I'm not tired, I miss you."

Jiang Mingyue didn't know if there was anyone around him, there should be, at least there were two assistants, she clenched her hands holding the phone, and finally said, "I miss you too."

Yue Zhongshan heard the car whistle on his side and asked him where he was. Jiang Mingyue told him about the dinner party. Yue Zhongshan asked very detailed questions, but he was used to it. Anyone would tell him where he ate and what he ate together. .

Before getting on the elevator, the two said goodbye. Jiang Mingyue was about to hang up when he heard Yue Zhongshan call him, "wife."

The mobile phone is not close to the ear, but it is not far in front of it. The screen is on, showing the call time and the name of the contact.

In the sound effect that was automatically changed to external playback, it had more electromagnetic texture than the original sound. Jiang Mingyue blushed and let out a low "hmm".

Yue Zhongshan didn't speak anymore, Jiang Mingyue coaxed him: "You work hard, you can come back in three or four days, you know?"

It rained heavily on the day Yue Zhongshan was supposed to go home. The last few episodes of autumn were more urgent than the rain in midsummer. All flights at the airport were suspended, and they were expected to resume at noon the next day.

He didn't show much irritability on the phone, but at around three o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Mingyue called him to ask if he had returned to the hotel, and told Jiang Mingyue in a flat tone that he was going to drive to another city more than 200 kilometers away. Taking the high-speed rail home, it seems that this route is very normal, and it is something that people with good thinking can think of.

With such a heavy rain, Jiang Mingyue looked at the weather forecast, and the wind was also strong. Although the high speed was not closed, it was dangerous.

But he was already on the highway, it was too late to say anything, and it seemed impossible for him to find the nearest exit to turn around and go back, so I had to tell him not to sleep, the driver was prone to sleepiness due to the heavy rain, and everyone in the car would fall asleep.

Yue Zhongshan agreed, and added that he had eaten on the way and was not hungry.

He left the high-speed rail station at 11:30, backed up the car for the rest of the section, and arrived home at 03:30 in the morning.

It was cold when he entered the door, and it didn't rain in Haicheng, but Jiang Mingyue always felt that there was still mist on his body, his eyebrows and eyes were dark in color, and he was lined with the same pure black coat. Standing behind the door, he stood there, and saw Jiang Mingyue At the first glance, he said, "Why didn't you sleep?"

An assistant pushed the box through the door, and the other assistant and the driver also moved a few boxes, explained to Jiang Mingyue that they were special products, and left soon.

Jiang Mingyue took Yue Zhongshan to sit on the sofa, brought him a hot towel and poured hot water.

Yue Zhongshan took off his coat, put it on the armrest of the sofa, wiped his face and hands, watched Jiang Mingyue busy walking around, and finally pulled him into his arms when he was catching the water cup, and hugged him tightly.

At 03:30 in the morning, Jiang Mingyue sat on his lap in pajamas, warm from the blanket, put one hand on the back of his head, and touched his still cold face with the other hand, then wrapped his arms around his neck, Hold him for a while.

Yue Zhongshan buried his face in his chest, and said nervously, "Why don't you scold me."

Jiang Mingyue touched his face again and said, "You're so stupid, are you a pig?"

Yue Zhongshan raised his head slightly, kissed Jiang Mingyue's neck, and suddenly picked him up in the air. Jiang Mingyue was startled and carried back to the bedroom.

Yue Zhongshan put him on the bed and got up to take a bath, but Jiang Mingyue pressed the back of his neck and pressed him back. He leaned in front of him and smelled it, and said, "Sleep, pigs don't stink."

Yue Zhongshan was annoyed by his coquettishness, and hugged him for a long time.

Jiang Mingyue was already half asleep and half awake, not in good spirits, so she didn't have the strength to resist, and maybe she didn't want to resist. One leg was put on Yue Zhongshan's waist, and both hands were placed between the two chests. She was kissed with her eyes closed, her mouth half Zhang, it took a while to respond, and he seemed to be terribly obedient.

Yue Zhongshan bit his tongue with his lips in his mouth, Jiang Mingyue groaned in pain, it still sounded like a baby in his ears, but when Yue Zhongshan really wanted to do something, he looked really sleepy, his eyes were real Can't open it.

The two slept until dawn. Jiang Mingyue looked at the time, jumped out of bed and packed up in a panic, preparing to go out.

Yue Zhongshan turned over in a leisurely manner, seeing the drops of water on his face, he hurriedly put on his trousers, amused.

Jiang Mingyue was not annoyed, and asked him, "Are you going to the company today?"

"Don't go."

"Then I'll be back early."

"What time is it?"

"Before three o'clock." Jiang Mingyue went to the bed and kissed him, pinching his stern face, "It's still early, sleep a little longer, and pay the public rations at night, don't lose the chain."

He spoke so solemnly that Yue Zhongshan didn't react immediately.

Jiang Mingyue touched his abdominal muscles, as if she was not willing to move her hands away, touched them twice, and rubbed the dents on a few abdominal muscles with her fingertips: "Did you hear that?"

Yue Zhongshan's face became more serious, his eyes changed in an instant, Jiang Mingyue had already avoided holding Jiang Mingyue's wrist, straightened up and took a step back, and still said seriously: "It's the evening."

He left, leaving Yue Zhongshan gnashing his teeth on the bed, and finally went to the bathroom to take a shower with his penis on.

Jiang Mingyue didn't eat breakfast, so she took her schoolbag and went out. In the elevator, she received a WeChat message from Yue Zhongshan. It was a photo, followed by a few words: I will keep it for you.

He didn't wait until three o'clock to get home in the end.

Yue Zhongshan showed a kind of slowness, Jiang Mingyue thought that he was deliberately torturing herself, so she covered her eyes and refused to kiss him.

Later, Jiang Mingyue cried intermittently, Yue Zhongshan pulled him into his arms, kissed him sideways and said: "There is still public food, don't lose the chain."

Jiang Mingyue felt that she never wanted to hear the word public grain again.

He slept until after ten o'clock, and the room was completely dark when he got up. After a long delay, he finally woke up. Feeling dry mouth, he got out of bed to drink water.

Pushing open the bedroom door, Yue Zhongshan sat on the sofa directly opposite the door, looking down at his phone.

Jiang Mingyue didn't pay attention at first, but he was suddenly stunned by the movement of Jiang Mingyue going out, and Jiang Mingyue then realized that it was her cell phone.

He knew the password of Yue Zhongshan's cell phone, and Yue Zhongshan knew his.

He used Yue Zhongshan's mobile phone to play small games, send emails, and make phone calls, but he didn't touch it when Yue Zhongshan was asleep.

Yue Zhongshan touched it, I don't know how many times, and Jiang Mingyue saw it once, saying that he would change it.

After that, Jiang Mingyue really didn't see him move again, this was the first time in a long time.

Jiang Mingyue walked over, Yue Zhongshan held it as it was, and the screen did not go off, showing the call log.

Jiang Mingyue took the phone from him and looked at other open apps, including address book, WeChat, SMS, Weibo, and Taobao.

After a while, Jiang Mingyue said, "Look at what Taobao is doing. There are secrets in it too?"

Yue Zhongshan didn't speak.

Jiang Mingyue's hand holding the phone hangs down, and at the same time, there is a sound of locking the screen.

He closed his eyes, feeling tightness in his chest.

Neither of them spoke anymore. Jiang Mingyue turned around to drink water. After drinking the water, Yue Zhongshan still sat in his original position, motionless like a statue.

He glanced at Yue Zhongshan from a few steps away, and walked back to the bedroom.

"That day." Yue Zhongshan said behind him, "Who did you call on Monday night?"

It was Wei Dongdong, and Jiang Mingyue said it was Xu Yingyu.

Yue Zhongshan didn't approach, but hearing the sound, he should have stood up.

His voice was not as cold as his expression, and even a little painful and depressed: "What did you call him?"

Jiang Mingyue was holding the phone, feeling a little too tired, so she lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I didn't say anything."

"Two minutes and 45 seconds." Yue Zhongshan said, "Jiang Mingyue, you think I'm a fucking idiot."

Jiang Mingyue turned around and controlled her voice not to tremble: "Be polite when you speak. I don't need to tell you every phone call. I was wrong to lie to you. I didn't do anything wrong except this. .”

"And I said, you don't look at my phone anymore, you promised to keep doing it, it made me very angry, you know that."

Yue Zhongshan's expression seemed to have been greatly humiliated, the contraction of the masseter muscle made the jaw line tense, and it was full of pain.

He almost didn't know how to vent the pain. Under the dark gray home clothes, the muscles in his shoulders, neck and chest were undulating. He stood there with his fists clenched, his neck stuck, like a wounded beast.

Jiang Mingyue wanted to turn around and go back to the bedroom, but for some reason she didn't. She confronted Yue Zhongshan silently for a long time, and finally walked to his side.

"I heard that he resigned. He went to Dingye at the beginning because of what I said. If I didn't help that on my own initiative, he might have joined another unit. Now that he has resigned, he knows why without thinking. .You may not be very clear. The current situation is not very good, and it is not the recruitment season. Fresh graduates have no work experience. I have no other intentions, I feel uneasy after thinking about it, and I want him not to be impulsive..."

Jiang Mingyue tried to shake Yue Zhongshan's hand, but Yue Zhongshan avoided him and turned to leave.

Jiang Mingyue went to stop him, and during the tugging, Jiang Mingyue's phone fell to the ground because Jiang Mingyue's hand was thrown away by Yue Zhongshan, and it flew far away with the force, hitting the corner of the wall. Jiang Mingyue flew up after seeing the broken screen fragments.

Jiang Mingyue had just woken up, and he didn't have any strength, so he took a few steps back. If he didn't have the sofa to support him, he would have fallen too.

Yue Zhongshan subconsciously took a step forward, with a tense expression, and maintained the gesture of protecting Jiang Mingyue until Jiang Mingyue stood still, and then did not move again, but the way he looked at Jiang Mingyue was hurt all the time, and Jiang Mingyue knew that he didn't listen to a word .

"You can talk about it after you look at my mobile phone. I know you are also very uncomfortable. This is my explanation. Can you accept it?"

Yue Zhongshan said, "You lied to me."

"I don't want you to worry so much." Jiang Mingyue didn't know that he was also the one who would say such things one day, and he felt incredible when he said every word, "If I tell you, you will think a lot, and I won't call him again for anything, and I don't have his number saved in my phone, I just asked my senior to ask for it temporarily... You know it's Wei Dongdong, because you read my WeChat?"

Yue Zhongshan also put his hands on the back of the sofa, and the two of them faced each other, with a distance of less than three meters between them.

He seemed to use a lot of effort to ask, "Do you like him?"

Jiang Mingyue's eyes widened.

Yue Zhongshan's eyes were bloodshot, and during the time when Jiang Mingyue fell asleep and checked Jiang Mingyue's phone repeatedly, his heart was all tormented in hot oil, and at this moment: "You like him too, even if not much, there are some ,Yes or no?"

Jiang Mingyue couldn't speak, so she could only shake her head in a daze.

"Why? Because he is worse than me, you don't have enough pity for me, you have to pity others?"

Yue Zhongshan gritted his teeth, turned sideways to face Jiang Mingyue, rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, and then used the other hand to pestle the back of the sofa silently and slowly. : "Jiang Mingyue, you might as well kill me, Jiang Mingyue."

Jiang Mingyue sat down in a daze.

He had a trance feeling that it really was so.

Happiness and happiness will not always be with him and Yue Zhongshan, it is always like this.

After a short period of happiness, there are endless quarrels, the content becomes meaningless every time, and the point of outbreak breaks through the bottom line every time.

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Mingyue asked, "Why can't you trust me?"

When two people are together, whether others like each other is uncontrollable, but whether the other party wants to like others is what he should care about, Jiang Mingyue originally thought so.

But Yue Zhongshan stood in front of him, frowning, stubborn, confused, and in pain.

His pain almost made Jiang Mingyue unable to breathe.

Because he loves Jiang Mingyue, he suffers, but Jiang Mingyue didn't want him to suffer like this.

"I said I like you, I said I love you, I really want to give you a sense of security, I have worked hard to do everything you want me to do, but is there an end to all this? This is not how many people I see , The question of how many friends you make is that you never believed me from the beginning to the end."

Jiang Mingyue lowered her head and covered her face with both hands.

He felt heavy fatigue.

In this ordinary and ordinary night, in a debate where the end point is unknown, Jiang Mingyue is asking Yue Zhongshan, and she is also asking herself:

Is it really that he did so poorly, even if he tried his best, he couldn't make this relationship go from a bad start to an open road.

He's not a good role model, at least he didn't understand the truth that "you don't need too many principles in your relationship".

He understands a little late that if he really loves Yue Zhongshan, then he shouldn't want Yue Zhongshan to be perfect from the beginning.

Let's not talk about whether perfection exists in the world, but just say that everyone's definition of perfection is very different. They fall in love first, and then they must have to work together.

Love is a precious thing, maybe it started with some small and unreasonable reasons, but if you want it to last forever, everyone must give their precious things accordingly.

If Jiang Mingyue's preciousness lies in blurring the boundaries of principles for the other party, Yue Zhongshan's preciousness may be trust.

But also on this ordinary and ordinary night, Jiang Mingyue suddenly realized that no matter how much Jiang Mingyue's boundaries were compressed, Yue Zhongshan's trust was out of reach.

Not only did he not trust Jiang Mingyue, but more importantly, he had no trust in himself.

He doesn't believe that he is worthy of being loved. When a love does not require him to pay any price visible to the naked eye, every second that the other party pays, this love makes him feel at risk.

Jiang Mingyue also began to think that people really shouldn't regard a little change for the sake of feelings as a concession, but the facts have proved that too many changes will make people lose themselves. At that time, it is not called a concession, but can Called meaningless blindness.

When he was packing his things before, he accidentally found out the two tickets he had asked for from Cheng Yexin alone on the mountain. He remembered that he planned to go again with Yue Zhongshan at that time, but why didn't he bring it out later?

Many things don't give people too much preparation time at the beginning, but there are often signs of ending.

Jiang Mingyue was not someone who couldn't admit his failure, but when he realized that this relationship would eventually come to an end in a short time, he felt deeply sad.

Facts have proved that he cannot give Yue Zhongshan the correct love. It is so difficult to make Yue Zhongshan feel happy. More pain.