underwater moon

Jiang Mingkai glanced down at the broken knuckles, made a soft "hiss", shook his hands, and rushed to Zhongshan and said, "Get lost."

The corner of Yue Zhongshan's mouth was broken, and the wound from his teeth looked much deeper than Jiang Mingkai's.

He got up from the car he was leaning against, stood up straight, pulled his tie, spit bloody saliva on the ground, didn't move and didn't speak, as if he wasn't the one who was beaten, his eyes kept falling on Jiang Mingkai Pressing Jiang Mingyue in his arms.

After a while, he called Jiang Mingyue's name.

Jiang Mingyue trembled a little. He tugged Jiang Mingkai's arm. He didn't tug at first, but then pulled hard twice.

Jiang Mingkai let go of his hand and said to him: "I know that it doesn't hurt if the knife is not stuck in my body, so you can stay out of the matter and ignore what I told you before, but this time, does it hurt this time?"

Yue Zhongshan called out again: "Jiang Mingyue."

He took two steps closer to Jiang Mingyue, but didn't touch him, with both hands hanging by his sides, as if he had made a big mistake: "I was wrong, I was really wrong, you want to hit me, scold me , anything will do."

Before he finished speaking, Jiang Mingkai laughed.

Yue Zhongshan was only interrupted for a short time, and he always showed that he didn't care about Jiang Mingkai at all.

He wanted to reach out to shake Jiang Mingyue's shoulder, but he felt that Jiang Mingyue would be very uncomfortable, so he didn't shake it.

He just stood beside Jiang Mingyue and said some low-key words to his profile: "I'm changing, you know, I'm listening to everything you say, I won't do things you don't like, you know, right? ? If you teach me, I will change it."

"You said it last night, and we'll talk about it tomorrow." His voice was low and his speech was slow, as if Jiang Mingyue had forgotten, "But you haven't said anything yet."

"As long as you say, I will change, I will never do this again, never, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

After a while, Jiang Mingyue touched his hand suddenly and held his fingertips loosely. It seemed that he didn't want to hear it anymore, and Yue Zhongshan shut up.

After a while, Jiang Mingyue raised her head.

Before he could speak, Jiang Mingkai said: "Think about it, if you go with him today, I won't care about it in the future."

Jiang Mingkai said, "I don't care about anything."

Jiang Mingyue didn't say that immediately.

His eye sockets were extremely red, and the color deepened so fast that it could be seen with the naked eye.

Jiang Mingkai had never said such a serious word to him.

No one in the family had ever said such harsh words to him.

Jiang Mingyue's hesitation made Yue Zhongshan's heart and head almost explode.

It may have been as long as 100 years, and finally Jiang Mingyue slowly let go of his hand, turned around, and said in a tired tone: "You, you go back tonight first."

Yue Zhongshan can only repeat one sentence: "You said it yesterday, and you will say it tomorrow. You didn't say anything."

He became a defeated dog, his embarrassed appearance did not match his tall stature at all.

Jiang Mingyue approached Jiang Mingkai and said softly, "Even if you don't say it, you know what I'm thinking. We should save some face for each other."

Yue Zhongshan opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, he just stared at Jiang Mingyue deeply, as if he was going to pull him into his arms in the next second, and take him to a random place where there was no one to hide.

Jiang Mingyue is his only if he hides it.

There are no classmates that Yue Zhongshan doesn't know, no friends who seem to like Jiang Mingyue, no fiancées who are still in love with Jiang Mingyue, and no family members who don't like Yue Zhongshan being with him.

Yue Zhongshan recalled the day Jiang Mingyue dug out his old mobile phone in the old house of the Yue family.

Faced with a sudden unrequited love for several years, Jiang Mingyue was a little confused, saying that she had never liked anyone else, Yue Zhong said it was okay, and she could take it slowly.

At that time, Yue Zhongshan could see that Jiang Mingyue was willing to accept the proposal to take it slowly, but even if he had gone through all the arrangements for the New Year with him today, Yue Zhongshan could also see that Jiang Mingyue probably didn't want to wait for him anymore.

Because after going through such and such things, Jiang Mingyue finally discovered that the fool in love is not herself, but Yue Zhongshan.

Yue Zhongshan was always used to saying nasty words before the other party. After many times, he realized that Jiang Mingyue never planned to say nasty words to him.

Yue Zhongshan was too forceful when kissing, and too anxious when hugging.

Yue Zhongshan loves the way Jiang Mingyue always dislikes.

Yue Zhongshan's method of fighting for love has always been what Jiang Mingyue hates the most.

Yue Zhongshan cunningly didn't give Jiang Mingyue a chance to apologize for his unintentional mistake. About that text message, Jiang Mingyue tried to mention it twice later, but Yue Zhongshan turned the topic around.

So he thought that Jiang Mingyue failed to say it, and everything he did afterwards was just saying sorry.

For all the concessions, tolerance, and willingness to start a relationship without foundation, Yue Zhongshan originally thought that it was all because of his pressing every step of the way.

It was not until later that he gradually understood that all his temptations had been within the safety line that Jiang Mingyue had drawn from the beginning, and Jiang Mingyue had always been the one who decided whether to continue.

Because of the superficial love for him, and the liking that was too easy to give up, the difficulty of calling a stop was even worse for Jiang Mingyue than the first attempt she had promised him.

He is just an ordinary dating partner, equivalent to thousands of Luo Manlin, Wang Manlin or Qian Manling.

He has never been that important, just like he miscalculated how much Jiang Mingyue cared about his ex-fiancee in his heart, just like Jiang Mingyue didn't really care about the life and death of the Jing family and Jing Yu.

Whether it is Luo Manlin or Yue Zhongshan, they are not that important. Whether the story can continue, the focus is only on what role they play in Jiang Mingyue's life.

If it is a fiancee, then Jiang Mingyue will study love skills seriously.If it is a legal husband, Jiang Mingyue will try her best to maintain the minimum harmony between the two families and the small family.

The point was only whether Jiang Mingyue was still willing to be patient.

Luo Manlin and Jiang Mingyue grew up together, and after they broke up, Jiang Mingyue could still be ordinary friends with her.

In comparison, what is so special about Yue Zhongshan?

During the few months they got along, maybe Jiang Mingyue did have some feelings, but unfortunately it was too little to offset Yue Zhongshan's repeated low-level mistakes.

Once Jiang Mingyue crossed the bottom line, he would face the result of three strikes.

The equal power in the relationship does not only refer to their respective innate conditions, but love is the same.

A love that cannot be evenly matched, a love where one party's reason meets the other's sensibility, a love that has never been put on the same balance, and a love that uses the wrong weight, how can there be a good result.

For example, there is no need to continue to support bad stocks, and love without good results, what reason is there to continue?

The color of Yue Zhongshan's downcast eyes gradually darkened, he turned his face, and changed into a gesture of tightly grasping Jiang Mingyue's arm who seemed to pass him by.

He couldn't let go, he didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that for a ten thousandth of a second, Jiang Mingyue thought the same way - to think about the reason to continue with him.

The muscles all over his body were tense to the point of soreness, but his vocal cords couldn't make a sound.No one spoke anymore.

It was a long time before Jiang Mingyue heard him say hoarsely in a tone that tried to calm down: "Have I ever had face in front of you, Jiang Mingyue, I haven't, and you don't have to give it to me, I just want you by my side."

There was a brief pause in the last few words, and Jiang Mingyue's heart seemed to be crushed by something.

It was only six o'clock, and people began to set off fireworks one after another.

Colorful lights bloomed on half of the dim yellow sky. Jiang Mingyue did not move. If he had followed his decision when he turned around, he would have walked home by now, but he did not move.

Because Yue Zhongshan looked like if he didn't go with him today, he would be more uncomfortable, more painful, and more half dead than he showed.

Jiang Mingyue three months ago would leave without hesitation, but Jiang Mingyue three months later would not.

He just glanced at the bruises that started to spread from the corner of Yue Zhongshan's mouth, and his eyes were full of water.

On the car back to Green Lake Pearl, Jiang Mingyue was also crying.

Yue Zhongshan held Jiang Mingyue's arm tightly, holding him on his lap helplessly, holding him on his lap with one hand across his back, holding Jiang Mingyue's arm tightly, and wiped his tears with the rough palm of the other hand.

Jiang Mingyue also completely lost her habit of standing and sitting, leaning on Yue Zhongshan's shoulder, as the car bumped, her forehead brushed against Yue Zhongshan's neck from time to time, her nose twitched, A stream of tears fell.

When he was walking with Yue Zhongshan, Jiang Mingkai didn't stop him, and even took a few steps back to give way to Yue Zhongshan's car.

Thinking of that scene, Jiang Mingyue's tears fell even harder.

As the car left at high speed, he felt a betrayal he had never felt before, some against Jiang Mingkai who only wanted to protect him, and some against himself.

But he didn't regret it.

He chose the action that he would not regret the most at the moment, but he also began to feel the pain caused by love.

He didn't think whether it was only Yue Zhongshan's love that made people hurt, or whether all the love in the world was like this. He only knew that his love for Yue Zhongshan was probably more than he thought. He hated Yue Zhongshan to death, and hugged Yue again Zhongshan's neck was sobbing fiercely.

After arriving home, Jiang Mingyue didn't eat.

The not too big table in the restaurant was also chosen by Jiang Mingyue. It was suitable for two people to eat.

But Jiang Mingyue didn't eat. He went straight upstairs. It happened that one or two servants in the living room saw the two of them, and no one said a word.

Yue Zhongshan didn't dare to speak.

Jiang Mingyue cried and wiped off the little liquid foundation left on her face with makeup remover to cover the red eye circles from crying, and then went to take a bath crying.

After he came out, he saw Yue Zhongshan was still wearing the coat that Jiang Mingkai had beaten to the car to rub dust, his eyes were red again, and he was sitting in front of the mirror wiping his toner with tears.

Yue Zhongshan followed, looked down at him and said, "Don't cry."

He explained the details of handling the matter to Jiang Mingyue bit by bit, and the focus on Jiang's family really didn't affect him at all.

In the future, those casinos have nothing to do with them, which means that Jiang Mingkai finally got rid of the last part of the gray industry he took over from his father.

He didn't say what he had paid for, nor did he say how much pressure he was under, nor did he plan to say it, but Jiang Mingyue could hear it.

Jiang Mingyue said with red eyes, "I don't want to talk to you."

Yue Zhongshan didn't seem to like this sentence very much, but he held back and said, "Okay."

He didn't speak anymore, but he didn't go to take a bath either. After a while, he went to bed with Jiang Mingyue and was pushed away by Jiang Mingyue's shoulder.

"I don't want to go." Yue Zhongshan had already put one leg on the bed, his eyes were not looking at anything, only staring at Jiang Mingyue, "I don't stink."

Jiang Mingyue's tears tonight came as soon as she said it, and immediately she had an expression on the verge of crying again, sniffing and saying, "Who would sleep on the bed wearing outer clothes without taking a bath? You just don't want to make me feel better on purpose. You'll be happy if you're mad at me, why are you doing this?"

Yue Zhongshan panicked when he saw that he was about to cry, but he really didn't want to go, and finally said: "Don't cry, I won't sleep in your bed, okay? Don't cry, I'll sit on the floor."

Jiang Mingyue covered the quilt tightly, tucked it up to her chin, turned her head to see him sitting on the carpet, then turned back, leaving Yue Zhongshan with a back view.

Yue Zhongshan heard him and cried quietly for a while.

I was irritated thinking that Jiang Mingyue would never end today, but in fact he didn't dare to move. He never thought about being in his bed, and he didn't have any more demands.

Jiang Mingyue fell asleep, and when she woke up, she was hugged by Yue Zhongshan.

Yue Zhongshan took off his coat and all the other clothes he could take off. He seemed to have listened to Jiang Mingyue's words and didn't go to bed with his outer clothes on.

Jiang Mingyue felt a dull headache, was very uncomfortable, and her throat was very dry.

He took his hand out of Yue Zhongshan's hand, Yue Zhongshan didn't use too much force, Jiang Mingyue felt that he didn't want to use force, but for some reason, he finally had to let go.

"what time is it?"

"It's just nine o'clock." Yue Zhongshan said, "Eat something?"

Jiang Mingyue said she wanted to drink water, so Yue Zhongshan got out of bed to pour water.

After Jiang Mingyue finished drinking, he came up to hug Jiang Mingyue again,

Jiang Mingyue asked him why he wasn't sitting on the carpet, and Yue Zhongshan said he was afraid he would be cold.

Jiang Mingyue took a deep breath, and Yue Zhongshan immediately felt as if he was facing a formidable enemy. After realizing that Jiang Mingyue hadn't cried anymore, his body slowly relaxed, and the muscles on his arms were still tense.

After two or three days, neither Jiang Mingyue nor Yue Zhongshan went out. For them in previous years, this was simply impossible.

On the morning of the fourth day, after talking to Yue Zhongshan, Jiang Mingyue went back to Jiang's house.

He didn't say that he would go with Yue Zhongshan to pack up some presents and ask him to bring them to his grandparents.

Near ten o'clock in the evening, Jiang Mingyue was reading comics in her bedroom with the window open, and heard the sound of a car coming in from downstairs. Soon after, someone spoke, and it was Yue Zhongshan who came over.

Xu Yingyu didn't know about their turmoil, chatted with Yue Zhongshan for a few words, and then let him go upstairs.

Yue Zhongshan was wearing more casual clothes than usual, but the color was still black and gray. The material of the coat was crisp, showing his smooth shoulder line. When he opened the door, Jiang Mingyue had just lifted up his pajama pants halfway.

Yue Zhongshan was only stunned for a short time, then continued to close the door, and then locked it habitually.

Jiang Mingyue also put on her pants.

He continued to read the manga, and sat on a thick round cushion with Dumbo printed on it. Yue Zhongshan sat down beside him. After a while, Jiang Mingyue turned the page and was held by his wrist: "I haven't finished watching."

Jiang Mingyue had no choice but to stop and wait until he said, "Okay."

The two of them leaned against the foot of the bed and read half of Gintama.

Jiang Mingyue closed the manga, and was hugged by Yue Zhongshan into his arms.

After a long time, Jiang Mingyue raised her head, looked at his chin for a long time for the first time when he was awake, and gently touched the corner of his broken mouth with her hand, "Does it hurt?"

Yue Zhongshan said, "It doesn't hurt."

When he was talking, Jiang Mingyue could see a wound on the tip of his tongue.

Jiang Mingyue sniffed and said, "I hate you to death."

Yue Zhongshan frowned and said, "Yes."

He added: "I like you."

The two sat in silence for a while, Jiang Mingyue suddenly threw the silver soul in his hand onto the carpet, exerted a little force, but there was no sound, and said very irritably: "Then do you know, if I don't like you, you put us I won't be nice to you after all the house is sold... What are you thinking, is there something in your head that I can figure out?"

Yue Zhongshan quickly said: "I was wrong, I didn't know at that time, but now I know."

Jiang Mingyue didn't ask him why he didn't know at that time, there would be no one in the world who would keep the person he likes by tearing up his face and hurting the other's family like him, because Yue Zhongshan couldn't answer him.

Yue Zhongshan was that kind of person back then. Jiang Mingkai and Xu Yingyu had told him so much, and Jiang Mingyue knew it early on.

Jiang Mingyue finally buried her face in her palm, and said in a muffled voice, "My brother is so disappointed in me."

"I won't let you down." Yue Zhongshan was probably too nervous, hugging Jiang Mingyue so hard that his bones ached, his face had an expression of the rest of his life that hadn't been hidden, and his voice was so stiff that he almost stammered, "Trust me. "

He was like a robot in disrepair, and the movement of lowering his head and touching the back of Jiang Mingyue's hand with his lips was also very stiff.

Jiang Mingyue didn't want him to kiss her, so she hid her fingertips in her fists and put them on her stomach, but he kissed her on her mouth.

After kissing twice, Yue Zhongshan couldn't help but asked the most urgent question in his heart: "Wait for me again. Jiang Mingyue, I love you very much, really. Is it okay?"