Journey of a Thousand Miles

This sentence has been hidden in his heart for a long, long time.How much Wu Jiu has done for him, he knows, he knows everything, he is moved, but also panicked, he can't repay anything, even a sincere thank you is hard to say.

Even a sentence, I don't want to lose you, dare not say it.

Wu Jiu stood there, motionless.

He smiled helplessly.

"I thought it was me who was hated."

"..."

"Thousands of miles."

"Ah."

"I do not accept."

"……what?"

"In order to avoid the end, give up the beginning directly. I don't accept this kind of argument."

"..."

Wu Jiu walked towards him suddenly, this move made Qianli a little bit at a loss.Wu Jiu came to him, "I ask you, if I was going to die tomorrow, would you still think so?"

"……what?"

"Answer me, if I were to die tomorrow, would you still think so?"

Qianli was dumbfounded for a long time, "Don't make such a joke——"

"I'm not joking." Wugui said.

Seeing his extremely serious expression, Qianli was speechless.

"I said, I don't accept it, unless you say you hate me, then I swear that I will never cross the line again in this life, I will not accept any other reason, we are not others, we are us, as long as we live, There's nothing wrong with it, didn't you tell me this sentence?"

I was taken aback for a thousand miles.

This sentence was casually mentioned by him in a small chat with Wu Jiu.

At that time, they didn't discuss any bitterness and hatred, they didn't lament any bad luck, they were probably just complaining about something without pain, but Wugui listened to his casual sentence.

Just live.

He had already planned to bury his emotions, he had planned not to force him any more, he had planned to leave quietly after finishing this game well, to leave this field, to leave the sight of thousands of miles, and from now on, he would not disturb his life any more.He continued his wanderings, and he returned to his world.

I had planned to just forget about each other in the rivers and lakes.

Today, Qianli said such a sentence to him.

No, he doesn't accept it.

"If I hadn't met you in "Heart of the Fighter", I might have quit playing games long ago." Wu Jiu said.

For a long time, Qianli seldom talked about himself to Wu Jiu, and Wu Jiu was the same.

Who doesn't have a bad past?

Regarding his past, Wugui is even more secretive. Compared with the collapse of his character, he is more afraid of receiving sympathy and pity from others.

In the past, he was considered a proud son of heaven, a child born with a golden spoon in his mouth, and he should be one of those lucky ones.His family has been in business for generations, and his parents run their own company. They can't be said to be rich, but they can easily live a quality life.Since he was a child, his parents have provided him with elite education, and he has lived up to expectations without blame. He has shown outstanding IQ since he was a child, and he can always walk in the forefront of other children, becoming the legendary "other people's child".

Wu Jiu grew up like this as a matter of course, and his life seems destined to have nothing to do with the words "ordinary" and "ordinary". In the expectation of his parents and his own plan, he will study hard, strive for the top, get a famous brand, and study for a master's degree , and finally inherit the property of his parents, carry it forward, become a successful entrepreneur, and realize the value of life.

Therefore, in his life, there will never be the scourge of games, and there will never be time for him to do nothing and relax. His work and rest are even arranged properly every minute.

No one expected that the turning point would come so suddenly and so quickly.

In the second year of junior high school, he fell ill.

It was only the first time he fell ill. Compared with the later ones, it was not particularly serious. He stayed in the hospital for several months. During that time, his grades declined severely. Although he was not particularly bad compared with others, he Enough to form a heavy blow to him and his parents.

The most frightening thing is that during this period, his physical vitality was seriously injured, and he was afflicted with all kinds of diseases. The doctor urged him to reduce his study intensity and focus on recuperation.

Parents did not dare to neglect, and quickly adjusted his schedule.However, in that international metropolis, the competition in every aspect was unimaginably fierce, and learning was no exception. Although Wugui worked hard tenaciously, and sometimes even secretly studied behind his parents' backs, he was no match for the weak The body, probably can't match the complicated reality... He didn't get into the key high school he was determined to win.

This is the most disappointing time he has let the people around him live for so long.

But the parents didn't give up. They didn't know what method they used, or how much money they spent, and forced Wu Jiu, who was originally unsuccessful, to squeeze into the high school that didn't belong to him.

Wu Jiu didn't feel the slightest bit of joy, only felt the cold irony, all of this seemed to remind him how failed he was.

However, this should not be his fate!

The parents firmly believe that it doesn't matter what the difference is, as long as he enters that environment and is among a group of outstanding people, Wu Jiu will surely stand out as before and become an excellent son who will live up to them.

Who knows, the joke of fate is not over yet.

In the second year of high school, Wu Jiu fell ill again.

Since the second day of junior high school, his health has not been better. He has been taking medicine for many years, and he can't tell which disease is causing him the greatest burden.And this hospitalization was different from any previous one—the doctor suggested surgery.

Wu Jiu suddenly realizes that he may not even have the right to resent the injustice of fate, and there is only one thing left for him to think about—whether he can survive.

All of a sudden, the grades, prospects, and even other people's eyes and evaluations that he has been clinging to are not worth mentioning.

Yes, he might not survive this year, so what's the point of those things?

Both parents are businessmen with strong executive ability. They instilled positive and enterprising ideas in him since he was a child. If he doesn't work hard, he will only be reduced to the bottom. , as long as I walk down this bright road step by step, I will surely reach the foreseeable bright future.

But his parents didn't tell him that there is an invisible hand that can easily crush all these "truths" at once.

In the face of fate, he is just an ordinary person.

It is unpredictable and willful, and it can defeat him in an instant, but he is powerless.

Wugui put down the pen, put down the textbook, and put down all the obsessions he had been restless with. He picked up the extracurricular books and the game console. The leisure time of ordinary people who dismiss it.

He found the most time when he found he had no time.

During those days, he revisited "The Old Man and the Sea".The first time I read it was when I was hospitalized in the second year of junior high school. At that time, I was a little ignorant. Now, he understands why that sentence becomes the soul of the whole book.

Man can be destroyed, but cannot be defeated.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Wu Jiu wryly smiled alone in the dead of night.He has read so many books and seen so many truths, but why, the bitterness and helplessness in his heart can't be lingered no matter what?

Perhaps, from the very beginning, he thought wrongly.

He is not the pride of heaven, not some social elite.

There are hidden defects in his body, which are different from ordinary people's defects, which probably means that he is an inferior product that should be eliminated.

Survival of the fittest is a law of nature and a law of society.

No?

My father put down a lot of work and spent a lot of time studying his condition with the doctor. My mother thought he fell asleep and cried uncontrollably beside the hospital bed. After so many years, they worried about him. They no longer forced him to study, Make up lessons, take interest classes, participate in various competitions, they no longer control his hobbies, no matter what he wants, they try their best to satisfy him, just to see a smile on his pale face.

Once, he said to his mother, who was peeling an apple for him, if only I had brothers or sisters.

The mother stopped and looked at him blankly, she understood what this sentence meant.

She hugged Wugui tightly.

After that, they became even more worried. As long as Wugui showed a tendency to depression, they raised 12 copies of energy, hired a nurse to accompany them 24 hours a day, and did not leave any sharp objects in the room. The windows are locked.

Wu Jiu finds it funny that they are facing the enemy.No, he will not kill himself.He just felt that since it was an inferior product, it was normal to be eliminated.

Is this how the world works?

Accept that life may come to an end at any time, and that's it.

For this reason, Wu Jiu took a year off from school, and the operation was successful, but it doesn't mean it's done once and for all. You must pay great attention to everything after the operation. Once the care is not good, Wu Jiu's body will collapse again.

It was not long after the recovery period that he tried to enter the world of "Heart of the Fighter".

There is no special reason for choosing it, just because it was one of the most popular online games at that time, and it could make so many people forget to eat and sleep, and wondered what kind of world it was.To his surprise, he got started very quickly when he came into contact with games for the first time in his life. He is a person who is good at thinking. Even if there is no one to guide him and go alone, he also knows how to learn from the vast network.

After playing on and off for half a year, he didn't get a very satisfactory answer.

Life is much more ordinary than before. Parents no longer tell him how many piano levels their child has passed, what awards their child won in the Olympiad, and how many points their child scored in IELTS. As long as he eats well Medicine to sleep well, and other things, they no longer insist.