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Lu Ningyang nodded lightly, and didn't show any special affection for his son, whom he hadn't seen for more than a year. If he insisted on being special, he just frowned because he saw that his son had lost a lot of weight, and quickly regained his composure. Go straight to the ward.

Lu Sheng's heart seemed to be pressed by a huge rock, and he was so choked that he couldn't speak. He stopped in place for a while, smiled at the surprised nurse, and followed his footsteps.

Mr. Lu's back is tall, and he looks calm and calm, which makes people feel at ease.But his face is always cold and serious, making people daunting and afraid to get close.

Lu Sheng stared at his back for a while, then lowered his head again, twisting his fingers unconsciously.

It's been like this since he was a child, Lu Ningyang was strict with him and had extremely high demands, and he was very busy. Most of the time, Lu Sheng could only see his back, or he couldn't see his people for a few months.

Sometimes Lu Sheng longed to meet his parents, deliberately did not meet Mr. Lu's pass line, and wanted Lu Ningyang or Chen Mingtong to scold him—but Chen Mingtong never scolded anyone, and Lu Ningyang was well-mannered, so he didn't scold him either.

Just being called into the study, Lu Ningyang looked at the documents and ignored him. The atmosphere was suffocating, which was more embarrassing than being scolded.

And when relatives and friends see Lu Sheng, they always praise Lu Ningyang, and they will add a sentence at the end, "A tiger father has no dogs, so it will be better to keep a low voice."

Little did he know that he had planted a heavy psychological shadow, low self-esteem and cowardice, even though he was able to hide himself in front of outsiders, he couldn't help but expose himself in front of Gu Bailu and his parents.

He shook his head, and when he came back to his senses, Lu Ningyang had already stopped in front of a ward. Hearing that there was no movement behind him, he tilted his head to look over, and frowned: "How old is he, and he's still shy."

Lu Sheng parted his hands expressionlessly.

Lu Ningyang said: "I just passed my 24th birthday not long ago."

Lu Sheng was startled when he heard this.

Since he was 16 years old, his family stopped celebrating his birthday on the grounds that he has grown up and doesn’t need cakes and gifts like a child, and has illusory wishes when blowing out candles.

Afterwards, no one cared about his birthday, and he almost forgot it himself, but it is rare for Mr. Lu to remember it.

Feeling a little strange in his heart, Lu Sheng and Lu Ningyang looked at each other, then looked away, "Yes."

"Take it easy when you've played enough." Lu Ningyang said lightly, "You're no longer a child, so don't be childish."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Lu Sheng to refute, he knocked on the door, opened the door of the ward and walked in.

Lu Sheng rubbed his forehead.

Mr. Lu is probably unwilling to admit that his son is gay, intending to deceive others and himself, and cover it up peacefully.

This was different than any intense scene he had imagined before, and it was really difficult to deal with.

Why is it so difficult to get out of the closet?

After making mental preparations, Lu Sheng also walked into the ward.

Ms. Chen had a leg injury, which was minor but not serious, but Lu Ningyang was worried and insisted on hospitalizing her for observation.

Lu Shengmin glanced at the pink food box.It is said that when Mr. Lu was pursuing Ms. Chen, Ms. Chen fell ill and was hospitalized. He followed the advice of his bad friend and bought a food box full of the girl's heart, cooked and delivered it himself.

As a result, the cold beauty burst out laughing, and the two of them became so inexplicably.

I don't know how two strong and indifferent people can get together harmoniously.

The couple whispered a few words. Ms. Chen pushed her husband away and looked at Lu Sheng with a serious face: "Come here and let me have a look."

Lu Sheng walked over, he didn't know where to put his eyes, and finally he could only continue to lower his head, wishing he could penetrate the ground with his eyes.

Before coming out of the closet, he was always a good boy who obeyed his parents' arrangements in everything. At first, he was "pissed off" and really didn't know what to call self-willed.

Chen Mingtong's gaze softened a little, but Lu Sheng lowered his head and didn't see it. His mother had always been strong and elegant, and her fingers ran from his head to his face, rubbing them lightly.

"Thin." Chen Mingtong commented.

The tone seemed to be evaluating some goods, but the eyes were distressed.

Lu Sheng said: "Mom, how are you...?"

Chen Mingtong snorted softly: "Do you remember caring about my mother? She won't die." After a pause, she said, "Do you know how it feels to suffer when you are outside? Don't be stubborn with your father."

The couple said almost exactly the same thing. Lu Sheng had a terrible headache and couldn't help but said, "I'm not angry. Your son is gay, that's all."

Lu Ningyang and Chen Mingtong glanced at each other, and Lu Ningyang was in charge of singing the white face: "It does not prevent you from coming back to inherit the family business."

Lu Sheng continued: "I will not quit the entertainment industry either."

When the family talked together, the atmosphere was always weird. Lu Sheng quietly squeezed the hem of his clothes, wanting to eat candy to relieve anxiety and tension, but afraid of being called childish, so he had to hold back.

After a while, Chen Mingtong frowned, unable to maintain Lu Ningyang's indifferent attitude, and said: "Shengsheng, you grew up under our wings, and you have never seen a complicated human heart. You think people are good , may not be very good."

Lu Sheng had a premonition in his heart, raised his head abruptly, and heard Chen Mingtong say: "You are very close to a male star named Gu Bailu? I know your temperament, and you don't even know how to deal with it if you aren't the type you like. .If it is true that you came out, is it because of him that you entered the entertainment circle?"

Lu Sheng's appearance was similar to his mother's, but his demeanor was completely different. Chen Mingtong's eyes were sharp, half lying on the bed, he looked up, but looked more like looking down at him.

"No!" Lu Sheng denied without hesitation.

Mr. Lu and Ms. Chen's companies are not involved in film and television. Lu Sheng did not expect that these two people who have always been indifferent to him, neither close nor alien, would start to pay attention to this circle because of him.

Chen Mingtong said: "You have never lied since you were a child."

Lu Sheng took a deep breath, controlled his expression, showed his acting skills, and wrote lightly: "That's a senior from my school. He is very powerful. The manager deliberately found the navy in order to stir up popularity."

This is not a complete lie, Gao Xiang did just that.

Chen Mingtong frowned and looked at Lu Sheng's expression carefully.

In fact, it was impossible for her and Lu Ningyang to let Lu Sheng outside with peace of mind. Although they would not monitor them all the time, they would find someone to observe and record Lu Sheng's situation and the situation of the people around him every now and then.

To say that the person Lu Sheng likes is Gu Bailu... There seems to be no obvious trace, not to mention that what Lu Sheng said makes sense, it is not a good thing to make a light judgment.

Chen Mingtong sighed in his heart.

I used to be able to see through my youngest son's thoughts at a glance, but now I can't.

Lu Sheng felt that the atmosphere was a little unbearable for him, so he was quiet for a while, walked out of the ward, took out a candy from his pocket and bit it, calming down a bit.

In the past, because of hypoglycemia, I liked to carry sugar with me, which gave me a sense of security, but now I cannot do without it.

Standing in the corridor for a while, Lu Sheng secretly decided that until his parents were willing to accept his sexuality and stopped opposing him in the entertainment industry, he would never let them know that Gu Bailu was the one he liked.

God knows what they would do if they found out now.

Before the Chinese New Year, Lu Sheng finally returned home again, and because of Ms. Chen's light sentence, "I haven't been home for nearly two years..."

At a loss, Lu Sheng stayed at home helplessly until the holiday was over.

Gu Bailu understood and agreed: "I haven't been back for so long, my uncle and aunt must miss you very much, so I should spend more time with them."

Lu Sheng: "..."

Lu Sheng was really embarrassed to say that Ms. Chen insisted on leaving the hospital to go to work the next day, and Mr. Lu also went to work.

The house is empty, and the only way to get it together is at dinner.

It was Lu Ningyang who did the cooking. It would be hard for others to imagine someone like Lu Ningyang working in the kitchen wearing an apron and refusing anyone to help.Lu Sheng also got used to it, secretly texted Gu Bailu on the sofa, and when it was time for dinner, he went to the study to help Chen Mingtong down.

Although it was similar to the previous life, Lu Sheng felt that there was a subtle difference.

After dinner, according to the Lu family's habit, they usually go for a walk in the garden to digest food, but now that Chen Mingtong's legs and feet are inconvenient, Lu Ningyang firmly opposes her going out, the couple confronted each other, Lu Shengmin glanced at his phone, and took the opportunity to sneak back to the room , Guiltyly locked the door behind him, rushed to the bed and covered himself with a quilt, and connected Gu Bailu's phone call.

"Brother, what's the matter?" Lu Sheng asked in a low voice.

Gu Bailu said with a smile: "I haven't seen you for a few days, and I want to hear your voice. Why are you so bored? Could it be that you are hiding in the quilt and talking to me?"

Lu Sheng said: "..."

He lifted the quilt, poked his head out, and said with a serious expression, "No, you heard it wrong."

Gu Bailu seemed to laugh, but after a while, he sighed and said softly, "There are still three more days."

"Well?"

Gu Bailu said: "There are still three days before we can meet. Junior brother, have you figured out how to make up for me?"

The taste of this compensation is slightly different. Even though Gu Bailu was not in front of him, Lu Sheng's ears still started to feel hot, his drooping eyelashes kept trembling, he bit his lip, and after a while, he slowly said: "Brother, what do you think of me?" Make up for it, just make up for it.”

The sound is moist and natural temptation.

Gu Bailu's breathing was stagnant, and he felt like he was lifting a rock to shoot himself in the foot.

The two started chatting, one side was talking and the other side was listening, the speaker talked with great interest, and the listener listened attentively, and after talking for a long time, there was still something to talk about.

Lu Sheng was not as patient as Gu Bailu. At the end, he was silent for a while and whispered, "Brother, I miss you."

Gu Bailu wished he could appear in front of Lu Sheng immediately and hug his junior brother tightly, but instead comforted Lu Sheng: "It's only been three days." After a pause, he smiled again, "Don't you feel unreal now?"

Lu Sheng asked back: "How do you feel, brother?"

"Happiness is falling from the sky, what's the point?" Gu Bailu's voice was gentle, "You are the most real."