Xiaobai Deformation Meter

"What is a transgender person?"

Xu Bai had never heard of this word before, and he just stared wide-eyed, feeling bad.

"Well, it seems that you don't even realize it." Han Qian stopped looking at her, but looked in the direction of the Academy of Fine Arts, "Actually, I don't know too well, I just feel that there is a boy living in your body .”

Although she usually draws some abstract paintings, it is still difficult for her to understand this abstract concept.

"I like to imitate the opposite sex... Isn't this T?"

Han Qian couldn't help but smile: "I know a lot of lesbians, but they all regard themselves as women in their hearts, and they won't tell a few hooligans that Han Ye is her woman...such words."

Xu Bai blushed, she didn't know that the real T didn't reject her biological sex.

She's not particularly repulsive, but if someone accidentally calls her brother, she'll be happy for a long time.

"Some people are transvestites, just like some girls like to wear their husband's shirts as skirts at home. They will feel warmed by the opposite sex. But you are not. Your every move has no sense of disobedience. Maybe you just feel that you should It's just dressed like this."

Xu Bai quickly shook his head: "Wearing women's clothes makes me feel awkward."

She grew up disliking bras, even bandages, preferring to wear sports bras and feel free.Preferably without breasts, she can just wear a T-shirt and run on the street like a boy...

Thinking of this, she broke out in a cold sweat.

"Transgender doesn't represent orientation, do you understand?" Han Qian continued, "It's just a perception of one's own gender."

"I see. You're trying to say that my psychological sex is the opposite of my biological sex. Is this what you call a transgender person?"

Han Qian nodded, and said, "Well, if your psychological gender is biased towards men and you like straight women, you have to consider whether you are gay or not."

Xu Bai blinked, she thought Han Qian was teasing her, but she obviously was, and didn't know what to say for a while.

"By sex alone you are gay, but psychologically you are straight."

This concept has completely impacted Xu Bai's three views. After returning home from get off work, she has been looking up information on the Internet, trying to confirm or refute Han Qian's statement.

The dense pages occupy the computer screen, the deeper the research, the more confused and clearer it is.

To put it bluntly, a transgender is a person who cannot identify with his or her birth gender psychologically, and believes that he should belong to another gender, not necessarily male or female, but also a third type between male and female. gender.

Some people say that this is the correct way to open the T, but many people can't tell the difference...

Xu Bai almost didn't pee in fear, but she still resisted the desire to go to the toilet and continued to read, she was eager to know——what on earth is she?

When she saw reports of some transgender people undergoing surgery to change their sex, she suddenly thought of Liang Haimei.She could at least live in peace with her body, but Liang Haimei hated it much more than she did, and she always thought Meimei was a T.

As far as women are concerned, there are many classifications of transgender people in terms of sexual orientation. The two most common are: transgender heterosexual and transgender gay.

Both have a female body and a male heart, the former can only have feelings for women, and the latter can only have desires for men.

Xu Bai found the point she couldn't understand the most - just because she likes girls, is she still heterosexual?And the latter's homosexuality refers to people like her who think they should be boys, and only like boys...

What the hell is this?

Xu Bai felt awkward when he heard it, so contradictory.But she finally admitted that she is such a hopeless contradictory body...

For so many years, she has always thought that she is a straight girl, but only after she met Liang Haimei did she realize that she likes girls, and she accepted the identity of P ignorantly.It wasn't until she bent Shen Yi that she suddenly realized that she was T, and she enjoyed the feeling that Shen Yi needed her love like a little bird.

Damn, it’s okay now, and she said she is a transgender person, overturning all the previous claims, and put on a heterosexual hat. The key is that other people don’t think so. Judging from the appearance alone, they will still say she is a transgender person. gay.

Going around in such a big circle, it's better to be a man from the beginning, but she can't decide her biological sex.

Ten thousand roe deer were running in her heart, and she took a deep breath to choke them to death.

Xu Bai's legs were shaking and limping, she rolled her eyes, and sent Zhang Xiaoxing a WeChat message: [Did you know that many Ts are transgender? ] Immediately, he took a few screenshots online and sent them over.

[I knew it a long time ago, your reaction is too slow, there are many Ts, but I still like Miss Sister, hehehe~]

[Ah, you actually know? ]

[I've known it for a long time, aren't you just... What are you doing recently, why don't you come to the piano room? ]

Xu Bai was speechless, she had laughed at Zhang Xiaoxing for being naked, now it's her androgynous turn...

Thinking about it carefully, she really doesn't have any feelings for P, she just likes straight girls like Shen Yi...

After arguing with Zhang Xiaoxing for a long time, he finally turned his gaze back to the screen, staring at the facts, still unable to believe it.

At this time, there was a topic that was maxed out by Keyboard Man, which caught her attention.

The host is a person in the same situation as her, and keeps saying: [How can we be transgender and prevent you from being gay? ]

Various complaints in the building:

[Why does T insist on dressing himself up like a man? ]

[I can't bear this kind of T the most, women have to look like women! ]

[If you find a woman who looks like a man, you might as well find a man. ]

The landlord is not a vegetarian either, so he directly yelled: [Yes!I admit that this is a gender cognitive disorder in current medicine, but you would say to a physically disabled person with a sense of superiority: "I am a normal person, are you sick?" What's the difference between looking down on homosexuality? ! ]

Both sides were so vicious that Xu Bai couldn't stand it anymore.I can’t say how much I agree with the landlord’s words, but she discovered a more serious fact—the status of transgender people is lower than that of homosexuals.

She turned off the computer and went back to the bedroom. Now she only wanted to find Shen Yi.

Xu Bai was very calm, having experienced too many things, she already had her own opinion on this answer.

[Wife, so I’m a gay guy on the outside, but in my heart I’m eager to attack him. Everyone in the know thinks I’m a T. In fact, I’m just a person who will be rejected by the heterosexual group and thrown by the homosexual group. Will be squeezed out here, a man who is not a man with a small public opinion? ]

[...]

Xu Bai looked up to the sky and smiled, this is indeed her, that's right.

[Ah Bai, you are so cute, really cute, the baby loves you. ]

[I'm serious, I'm not kidding you...]

After a while, Shen Yi replied: [I'm stupid, I don't understand what you said, my requirements are not high, just Ah Bai. ]

Xu Bai smiled happily: [I also have no solution. ]

[Then don’t think about it, don’t care what it is, as long as Ah Bai is happy. ]

[Well, it’s like mathematics, if there is no solution, then I just don’t do it, and do what I can do, such as loving my wife and loving life. ]

[How sweet mouth. ] Shen Yi said again: [So fast, the college entrance examination is coming soon. ]

[Uh, remember to come and pay my debt. ]

[What do I owe you? ] Shen Yi made a pouting expression.

[You owe me countless days and nights, and I will remember them all for you. One hundred a day, if you don’t have any money, then pay it yourself. ]

[I hate it, how could it be like this...]

The two quarreled for a while, Xu Bai picked up the phone, and said in Shen Yi's ear, "Honey, I don't care about anything, as long as I can be with you."

"Well, wait for me to go to your side, and then take good care of you."

"it is good."

After recognizing himself clearly, Xu Baifangfo was reborn again, and worked hard as the day and night of the city alternated.When there are no students, she turns on the blocking function and draws without distraction.

Han was almost driven crazy by her, rushed in and said, "Xiaobai, a stranger came in just now, did that person take things indiscriminately?"

Xu Bai shook his head and continued to draw.

After a lot of times, Han didn't go out to play games anymore. He seemed to be worried that the studio would be emptied, and he couldn't explain to Han Qian who was far away in the United States.

Han Qian would occasionally make cross-border calls to ask everyone how they were doing.

"Ha, let that kid stay in the studio, you seem to be his nemesis."

"Really?" Xu Bai didn't feel that she had done anything.

Han Qian's tone suddenly became a little self-blaming, and he said to her: "Some things cannot be changed. Don't take what you said last time to your heart."

"It's okay, it's better to know than not to know."

"At least I won't look at you with colored glasses. I hope you can understand the difference between yourself and a real man. Just be yourself."

Xu Bai stopped what he was doing, and said, "I know it's different, being a good man is actually very tiring, every step is hard."

"What about you?"

"Men can at least stand and walk." She said with a firm expression, "And I will walk even when I can't walk, and I will persist until the end."

Xu Bai's persistence gave her endless strength, and even infected Xu Wenhui.

Maybe because he knew he couldn't beat her, Dad no longer put all his focus on her, but started to grow flowers and grass, enjoying the fun of being a middle-aged man.

Bai Mingzhi still took good care of Yunyun as usual.The parents finally started to get along peacefully and stopped worrying too much about her.

Xu Bai sometimes mischievously forwards all kinds of gay-related news to the "One Family" WeChat group.

Parents will not come back.But she knew that Xu Wenhui and Bai Mingzhi must have seen it, and it didn't matter to her whether they made a comment or not.

The day before the college entrance examination, Xu Bai cheered for Shen Yi, as if she was the one who entered the examination room.

After two consecutive days of the college entrance examination, her tense nerves were finally relieved, and she thought that Shen Yi could finally rest...

The summer vacation is so beautiful, she plans to get together with Shen Yi.But at this time, Shen Yi's parents began to insult Yi Yi in various ways, mocking her that she would definitely fail the exam, and told her to stay in the Western Regions and help her younger brother who was about to enter elementary school.

Shen Yi couldn't even relax during the summer vacation of her third year of high school, so she applied online to volunteer, and then went out to work, just to avoid listening to her parents' unreasonable troubles at home, and to take the initiative to help her relieve her financial pressure.

Xu Bai felt distressed and helpless, until Shen Yi's parents did something disgusting, and she almost exploded again!

"Your parents actually stole your money?"

Shen Yi cried very sadly, saying that she had lost hundreds of dollars at home, but her parents must have taken it and refused to admit it.

Xu Bai held the phone and said, "Did they scold you after they knew about this?"

"No, that's why I find it strange... Usually they would scold me for losing a few dollars, and most likely it was used to pay my brother's tuition."

"Why, are you going to let you raise your brother?" Xu Bai panted angrily, "Don't even think about it, unless I die! Your brother is what they want to give birth to, and they can't afford to take care of you after giving birth. With a student's money, you are going to college, can they consider you?"

Shen Yi cried and said: "I can't help it, my family is like this, so I must go, I will not stay in the Western Regions, I want to be with A Bai."

Xu Bai asked Shen Yi to persist for the past two months, and silently provided help behind Shen Yi. Even Nana, who didn't agree with her at first, said she was reliable.

"Nana has completely changed her mind about you." Shen Yi smiled rarely, "Nana also told me to leave this place and live a good life. I will be obedient."

Xu Bai originally wanted to wait for the day when Shen Yi grew up and came out of the closet to kneel down to Yi Yi's parents, and even planned the plot of the bitter scene.

Shen Yi's parents repeatedly broke her bottom line.

She then said: "You give me good. As for your parents, it's not a matter of whether they agree with me, but whether I accept them. If they don't learn how to treat you well, I won't give them a day. Have a good face."

"My mother also told me to find a rich man in the future... It feels like I'm selling my daughter..."

Xu Bai felt it was ridiculous: "Have they ever invested in you? Can you play the piano or dance? If you don't pay attention to you, you still want this and that all day long. Do they think that the second generation is rich? Are they all fools?"

She really hates such excellent parents.But she knew that she couldn't solve it with just a few angry words, just like this unsolvable problem that existed on her body.But she firmly believed that when Shen Yi stood up like her, all this would come to an end...

Shen Yi is still working part-time, and she is still working hard. As the school is approaching, the admissions for junior colleges start.

Xu Bai was extremely nervous, and Shen Yi was on the verge of crying, because it was still displayed on the Internet as not admitted...

"Abai, what if I don't record it, I'm dying of panic!"

But Xu Bai said very calmly: "What should come will always come. You have done your best, just wait."

For some reason, she wasn't worried at all, and she didn't have a bad premonition in her heart.

Just as she was sleeping with her head covered, Shen Yi suddenly sent her several messages in a row, saying that the teacher from Yueshi University of Medical Sciences had called to inform her of admission!

She proudly said: "I'll just say, follow in the footsteps of my husband, you can't go wrong."

Shen Yi was so happy that she started to cry again...

Xu Bai finally said what he had been holding back in his heart for a long time.

"Thank you, wife, for helping me realize my dream of going to college."