Xiaobai Deformation Meter

Duan Ran didn't agree or refuse, Xu Bai happened to be off the night shift that day, so the two made an appointment.

Xu Bai didn't know why she said that, and he often chatted with Duan Ran afterwards, trying to completely discredit him, it's best to just stay so decadent.

She is tired, she wants to be a bad person, and she doesn't want to be constrained by responsibility and morality, what can these get in exchange for?

Can love and dreams be eaten?

Whenever she walked on a familiar street, she always felt that her ex was hiding in the dark and mocking her, saying that she and Shen Yi couldn't get along, and that she couldn't get up.

Xu Bai seemed to have fallen into Liang Haimei's Wuzhi Mountain, no matter how she tried to escape, she would just stay where she was, and when she turned around, she would still see those accusing eyes.

Duan Ran didn't seem to have reacted either, and just replied at a loss for Xu Bai's explicit teasing.She could even imagine Duan Ran looking troubled across the screen, not knowing what to do with her.

Everyone didn't know what to do with her, including Shen Yi.

Xu Bai didn't hide it, she hated liars the most, so she told Yiyi that she was going to meet Duan Ran on the day of departure.

After her overwhelming victory, Shen Yi stopped persuading her and only said: [I see, I will wait for you to go home at night. ]

[No, I won't be back at night. ]

[I'm fine, you will wait for you, I believe that Abai will definitely come back.You go, it's cold, remember to wear thick clothes, it is best to bring an umbrella. ]

[you shut up. ] Xu Bai felt a pain in his heart: [I said I won't come back, just forget it if you don't believe me. ]

[Well, I'll shut up, I'll wait for you anyway, so be careful on your way.I believe in you, I have never believed in you. ]

[Okay, then I will let you down once, so that you can see clearly what kind of person you love. ]

Xu Bai opened the closet angrily, pushed aside the white shirt she wore to the Western Regions before, took out the black shirt and put it on, and listened to Shen Yi's order to put on a thick coat.

[I know what kind of person I love... You go, I won't trouble you. ]

Xu Bai strode across the living room, told Bai Mingzhi that she had gone out, and then slammed the door to the elevator.

Shen Yi really stopped arguing, she was quite disappointed in her heart, thinking that if this person shut up, he would just shut up, wondering if he would lose her lovely husband by doing so...

As soon as he walked downstairs, Xu Bai regretted it.

The restlessness in her body began to unwind, and the cool breeze blowing in front of her suddenly felt a little bit of comfort. The feeling of not having to go to the factory to dawdle was so comfortable.

But she still didn't forget about the date, so she turned up her collar, took the bus to the subway station, stepped into the carriage with the flow of people, found an empty seat and sat down.

The morning rush hour on weekdays has passed, and there are not many people in the train.Looking at the scenery outside the window, she remembered the day when she ran away from home in high school, wandering so lonely, not knowing where her home was.

At that time, what she wanted was the same as now, deeply hidden in her heart, and never changed.

Xu Bai looked down at the diving watch, it was a birthday present Shen Yi bought for her.Because she suddenly wanted it after watching Cheng Peng's diving in Thailand, Shen Yi saved up the pocket money that was not enough to buy it for her.

Although not expensive, it became her most precious thing.She is also doubly nice to Shen Yi, she believes that Yi Yi is not the kind of person who only asks her to give.

But He Quan's words kept ringing in her ears, saying that she should find an older woman who could help her in her career, and Duan Ran was just such a person.

Xu Bai couldn't help laughing desolately, got up and grabbed the ring, and walked to the door, the meeting place for her and Duan Ran arrived.

The door opened, the people in the car began to rush out, and the people outside the car began to squeeze in, only she stood still.

She didn't go out until the moment the door was slowly closed, then turned around and walked towards the opposite door, leaning against the door as if lost in her soul.

The subway that was heading in the opposite direction also pulled into the station, rumbling past the window of Xu Bai's car.The moment she stopped, she looked up and saw a strange yet familiar figure - Duan Ran was standing in the carriage over there, looking at her.

The eyes of the two met and neither got out of the car.

After the car drove off, Xu Bai ran towards the rear compartment, and didn't stop until Duan Ran could no longer be seen.

After driving to the terminal, she got off the subway, sat on the unoccupied steps and smoked, asking herself over and over again what the hell were she doing?

When she got up and was about to leave, a pleasant voice softly called her name behind her...

Xu Bai was stunned, then turned his head and saw Duan Ran.

Duan Ran's face flushed slightly, as if he couldn't make up his mind whether to come up and hug her to look dignified.Xu Bai laughed directly, and Duan Ran also laughed with her, just like the expression on the photo.

She helped Duan Ran push the box, and said deliberately: "Aren't you going to get out of the car?"

"I hesitated for a long time whether I should get out of the car or not, but when I saw you, I was so scared..."

Xu Bai didn't say anything else, he dragged Duan Ran's luggage to the hotel, glanced at the tidy bed, and backed out again.

Duan Ran is very beautiful and has a good figure, but her desire is getting weaker and weaker, and she even feels empty.Even when he was looking at the bed just now, his mind was full of Shen Yi's appearance in the hotel, so he couldn't help but smile sweetly.

"What are you laughing at?" Duan Ran took the room card in his hand and said to her, "Let's go have dinner."

"Nothing, let's go."

They found a small restaurant and sat and chatted face to face.

Xu Bai was not embarrassed, she had been honed by various jobs, she was unambiguous when it was time to speak freely, and never interrupted when it was time to stop and listen. Duan Ran was much more nervous than her.But thinking about it, she is an old driver, and she is older than Duan Ran. Without the protection of the screen, she can see Duan Ran's every move.

The two talked a lot about work and daily life, but they didn't talk about the purpose of this trip.

Xu Bai knew that she should start this topic, but was she telling the truth or telling the truth?

She didn't know it was over until she followed Duan Ran back to the door of the hotel, and Duan Ran suddenly stopped leaving...

Duan Ran finally couldn't hold back the tears, turned around and rushed over to hug her and started crying, crying heartbreakingly, the crying sound was full of powerlessness.

Xu Bai patted Duan Ran on the back, and said helplessly, "I know this is not what you want, and this is not what I want either."

"Since the day you chose Xiao Qi... I have been trying my best to restrain my emotions, and I have repeatedly warned myself not to push my feet... But that day you just told the truth, and I was defeated. After all, I still can't calm down and bear everything... I am still wronged, I'm selfish, I'm not big enough..."

"I know, I always remember..."

Duan Ran hugged her even tighter: "My friend asked me how much I could do for you, and what I liked about you... I said that it doesn't matter if you are male or female, tall or short, fat or thin, Whether you are young or old, as long as you don't mind, I won't mind... I don't know why I treat you so indulgently... You lied, and I will silently forgive you for your lying difficulties and feel sorry for you The secret behind you... You said you wanted me, so I came, but I was still worried about whether you would be accused by the world. I knew that you didn't love me, but I didn't know how to keep you... ..."

Xu Bai felt suffocated and couldn't help coughing.Duan Ran let go of her immediately, but the tears couldn't stop falling.

Her heart hurt like a needle, her eyes were moist, and her voice became low because of choking.

"I used to think that my ex was blind. No matter what I did, she couldn't see what I did for her... I blamed her for everything I didn't like. It wasn't until now that I realized that I was the real Open your eyes and be blind..." Xu Bai said, clutching his chest, "I'm just blind, I can't see how much the person who truly loves me has silently given behind his back... Whether it's Shen Yi or you, I will suffer for your kindness to me. I am ashamed, especially you... Shen Yi, I can still make it up, because I love her too, but you, I can't do anything, but you are still like a child, relying on your love for me, I put you away again and again In an embarrassing situation, I was wrong..."

"Stop talking." Duan Ran interrupted her, "I know you feel aggrieved."

She handed a piece of paper to Duan Ran and said, "I apologize to you for my impulsiveness, and this kind of thing will never happen again in the future. Just treat me as a coward, no matter how bad I am, I won't do anything to you. Even if I am tonight I also believe that Shen Yi will forgive me for what I did to you, because she is so stupid, but I can't hurt her just because she is easy to bully, just like my ex came to torture me because he thought I was weak, that's not right... "

Duan Ran cried and nodded, Xu Bai showed a faint smile, and the dark night suddenly brightened.

The two looked up at the sky at the same time, and their eyes were full of stars.

"Haha, I finally saw the stars with you." Duan Ran opened his arms, as if he wanted to embrace the entire sea of ​​stars.

Xu Bai also got up to watch the starry sky, and said to Duan Ran sideways, "Me too, I said I wanted to watch you grow up, but now I finally see it..."

Duan Ran showed a relieved smile: "Do you know which star I like the most?"

Xu Bai searched for a while, but she really didn't know.

"What is invisible to the naked eye is Pluto." Duan Ran continued, "Although it is smaller and weaker than other stars, and it has been removed from the nine planets, there is a light-colored area on its surface, just like a planet. heart."

Xu Bai blinked: "Is there such a thing?"

Duan Ran nodded: "Well, every time I look at it through the binoculars, it's like seeing you silently waiting with my heart in my arms."

Xu Bai smiled knowingly, then looked at the sky again, she knew it was time to leave.

"Xiaobai, will you stay?"

"No, I won't come back again." Xu Bai's voice was firm, "Then do you know what made me go back?"

"is love."

Xu Bai shook his head: "It's home." She saw Shen Yi's appearance under the starry sky, her eyes were full of tenderness, "You will always meet someone like that, when you see her, you know you are home."

Duan Ran turned to look at her, and smiled: "Go home, Xiaobai, it's time for you to go home."

The stars were still twinkling, after parting with Duan Ran, Xu Bai stopped the car and rushed home.

During the time she was away, Shen Yi sent her countless voice messages, each of which was crying, saying that she missed her so much.

[Honey, I'm back. ] Before Shen Yi returned to her, she said again: [Good boy, stop crying, I didn’t do anything, I was wrong...]

[Ah Bai, you are a big villain, you are finally back, I have been waiting for you for a long time, I am a big fool. ]

[Husband knows I was wrong, I promise I won’t play tricks to death anymore, can you trust me? ]

[You still annoy me during the day, and come to coax me at night, you are so annoying, every time you come to bully the baby, scare the baby, I hate you, despise you...]

Xu Bai smiled with tears: [Hate me and despise me, so do you love me? ]

[I love you, I love you so much, you are not allowed to bully me anymore, and you are not allowed to be unhappy anymore, I am so worried about you, and I really want to be by your side quickly. ]

[When the time comes, you will come, can I let you hit me? ]

[When did I beat you? You have done so many wrong things, and I never scolded you. ]

[Okay, then I will beat myself. ] After all, Xu Bai really slapped himself, and saw the stars again in an instant: [Daughter-in-law, don’t spoil me too much, I will be spoiled by you... When you are a good person, you call me bad, and when you are a bad person, you call me bad. Not happy, what exactly do you want...]

[Hmph, then let’s break it. If it breaks, you won’t be able to think about it all day. ] After Shen Yi finished speaking, she began to scold her again, not allowing her to beat herself.

That night, Xu Bai coaxed Shen Yi all night, and he woke up in a good mood.Although she has not yet come out of Liang Haimei's shadow, she has no guilt towards Duan Ran, and she has done everything she can.Shen Yi once snatched her away from Duan Ran, and she also paid off the debt with Yi Yi's tears.

[Wife, although you don't like Duan Ran, she is not bad, she is a good girl. ]

[I know we did something wrong, we owe her, but you have to go on, she should be able to understand this. ]

[Hopefully, I won't bother her anymore, she will find the right person. ]

Xu Bai walked into the study room, clicked on the invisible penguin, and looked at Duan Ran's head portrait, which was the same as the rest of the head portraits, and could no longer stir her heart, and it really became a piece of the past.

She was about to turn around when she saw the mailbox flashing, she clicked on it, and found that it was a greeting card from Duan Ran.

On the yellowed letter paper, there was only one sentence:

[May time be kind to you. ]