Xiaobai Deformation Meter

Before going to bed, Xu Bai peeked at the picture album for a while - this is the evidence that she wants to start over, every drop of paint exudes her love for Shen Yi.

But how could she feel that this girl who is 8 years younger than herself can bring hope to her life?

She walked out of the balcony alone and stared at the night sky, where the stars in the sky were shining brightly.

Xu Bai suddenly understood why she fell into Shen Yi's feelings so quickly again, the name of the culprit was vitality.

Everything was so coincidental, she fell in love with Meimei right after the high school entrance examination, just like Yiyi is currently having an affair with her.During the predestined summer vacation, she chose to believe in Liang Haimei, handed over everything she had, but lost everything.

And Shen Yi is a completely different girl, bright and sunny, just like she was hesitant about feelings at that time.

Xu Bai smelled a breath of youth in Shen Yi, it was her life wasted for love.The difference is that Shen Yi's life has just begun, and she has long since lost the feeling of vigorous growth.That's why she doted on Shen Yi and always cherished it, in order to make up for her regrets back then.

Shen Yi is not her, but she can feel the original simple self from this girl, she wants to cherish this feeling, and wants to protect this person.Although she couldn't believe it even in her dreams, this happened, and it was at the most difficult time for her.

The more fragmented she was, the deeper she devoted herself to Shen Yi.

But who can understand this kind of feeling?

Xu Bai lowered his head and clenched the phone tightly, tears welling up in his eyes - she regretted it.

She regretted being ignorant at Yiyi's age, pushing herself into the quagmire with her own hands, and dreaming that the person who created the quagmire could take her to fly.

In return, it was despair again and again.She compromised step by step, begging her lover's understanding, and finally pushed herself to the point where there was no way out.It's not working every day, it's not working, and now even this girl who gave her hope is leaving...

Xu Bai closed his eyes, opened them again, and replied Duan Ran's message: [Why do you think I liked Shen Yi before? ]

[Actually, you already know why.The students around me are like this. They ask me questions not for an answer, but for me to affirm their thoughts.Perhaps it was because this answer made them feel difficult, but it was true. ]

[Shen Yi is very sunny, but I always hide in the dark.I want to touch, but I can't. ]

[noob. ]

[Well, I am here. ]

[I like hearing you say 'I'm here' the most, it makes me feel at ease. ]

Xu Bai smiled: [You, you are so deep all day long, don't imitate me, I am a bad example. ]

[I'm not qualified to comment on your feelings for Xiaoqi, but we all miss you.You are warm too, you just hide it. ]

[Well, because of this, every time I chat with you, I feel terrible. ]

[You want to have the sunshine, I can't give it to you, but I can know your depression, I can empathize with you, this is all I can do for you. ]

Xu Bai took a deep breath and stood up: [Don't mention her, let's have a good time. ]

Later, she told Duan Ran about the album.

[Well, just leave a souvenir for her, I'll wait for you. ]

[it is good. ]

[Good night, I love you, Xiaobai. ]

Xu Bai was stunned for a second, and then replied: [Well, I love you too. ]

A cruel pleasure spread throughout her body, she tried her best to deny in her heart that this was revenge against Shen Yi, and turned back to the room.

She stared numbly at Liang Haimei scanning pages of bright drawing paper into the computer, and then throwing it into the editing software to make a video.As if all this had nothing to do with her, under Meimei's repeated urging, it took a week to get the finished product.

Shen Yi came to look for her as usual.

[Abai, what are you doing? ]

[Yiyi, I have something important to tell you. ]

[Well, tell me. ]

[I figured it out, I shouldn't force you, don't be angry with me, I'm sorry. ]

[No, you didn't force me.However, if you figure it out, it's good. ]

[Really? ]

Shen Yi replied after a while: [Well, Ah Bai, as long as you are happy. ]

[I will continue to be your little partner, if you want me to play games with you, I will always be there. ] Xu Bai continued typing and said: [Duan Ran, you know, she is the sister I met in the game, she likes me, and I plan to be with her too. ]

[Oh, that's it...Ah Bai, do you like her? ]

"It's so cruel, I don't dare to watch what you said." Liang Haimei turned to watch the video.

Xu Bai said indifferently: "I don't feel cruel, so I won't pester her."

She continued typing to Shen Yi: [I like it, what's wrong? ]

[Okay...it's nothing, I wish you happiness. ]

Before Xu Bai could return, Shen Yi disappeared.She chased after him without thinking, but Shen Yi kept getting awkward, so she kept chasing.

[Happy bastard, I haven't finished my words yet! ]

[Oh, what else do you want to say...]

Xu Bai didn't understand why Shen Yi wanted to run away, let alone why he was so angry.

[I made a video for you, watch it when you have time.This is the video password, only you can see it. ]

She sent the video to Shen Yi.

Xu Bai sat on the chair blankly, also watching the video.The video is divided into two parts. The front part is the picture she drew for Yi Yi herself. With the gentle music scrolling page by page, the sensational text slowly emerges below, telling the story of their incredible encounter, surrounded by flowers. Qihe Venom, everything is so beautiful...

Suddenly, following the sentence "My love for you can only go so far", the style of painting changed, and the music also began to be sad. Venom said that she was leaving, and she couldn't regard Shen Yi as her most beloved girl.

And she herself lowered her eyes, quietly waiting for the dust to settle.

The penguin reminded Shen Yi that a message had come.

Xu Bai didn't want to face it, so he asked Liang Haimei to watch.

After Liang Haimei saw it, she suddenly turned her head and said to her, "Shen Yi said she cried!"

In fact, Xu Bai was about to cry, so he had to say: "Okay, I know, tell her not to cry."

"No, no, come and see for yourself!" Liang Haimei pulled her up from her weak body.

[Ah Bai is a fool, a big fool, you are really stupid... Can't you see that I like you so much? ]

Xu Bai pushed Liang Haimei away and asked Shen Yi: [What did you say?You say it again? ]

[I said I like you, you bully me, I don't want you to like others, I feel uncomfortable, don't leave me, Ah Bai...]

Xu Bai burst out laughing, still asking: [What? ]

"Oh, you can't read, Shen Yi has always liked you, only you, a wooden fish head, thought she didn't like you!"

"But she obviously..." Xu Bai was at a loss for words.

She continued to ask Shen Yi: [How can I bully you... Don't you dislike me? ]

[I bully myself, I like Abai, I want to keep Abai by my side, but Abai is so good, he can do everything, I know I am not good enough for you... I am not beautiful enough, not good enough, all kinds of random thoughts, afraid What if you don't want me...]

Xu Bai hammered the table: [Nonsense!Yiyi is the cutest, you just lack confidence. ]

[If you are leaving me now, I might as well be with you.I'm so stupid, Ah Bai, don't leave me, okay... I'm used to being by your side, I can't live without you. ]

[Good boy, stop crying, I will feel bad, I want you, I want you no matter what. ]

At this moment, Xu Bai had the illusion that she seemed to be holding Shen Yi in her arms, stroking her hair.

The next second, when Shen Yi raised her head from her arms, her eyes showed fear.Xu Bai also looked back at Yiyi in surprise, trying to find out the reason for this expression.

She soon saw it in Shen Yi's eyes, and saw herself reflected in the pupils—not venom, but a woman who had lost her soul...

Shen Yi pushed her away in fright, and she staggered back, bumping into a black figure behind her.

The black shadow said in her ear: "Didn't you promise to be with me? Why do you love Shen Yi but say you love me? The most hateful thing is that you have been lying to us. It turns out that you are a woman... "

Xu Bai stood up all of a sudden, panting heavily, sweat dripping down her forehead.

Liang Haimei's words brought her back to reality: "Now that you and Shen Yi are happy, what will Duan Ran do?"

Xu Bai showed a painful expression, she really wanted to punch herself!

She still replied calmly: [Yiyi, please stop crying, I have already promised Duan Ran. ]

[I went to wash my face, I am obedient, stop crying, do you want to be with her? ]

[No, I like you, and I don't want to accuse you now.My mind is very confused, give me some time, I can't let myself be confused anymore. ]

[I see, you can go. ]

[Hey, do you trust me? ]

[I believe, I believe every word Abai said. ]

Xu Bai nodded heavily, now is not the time to feel sorry for himself.If this continues, everyone will be doomed, only she is sober, she must do something, she must open the skylight and speak out.

She took a sharp puff of a cigarette, restrained her emotions, then turned her head to Liang Haimei and said, "I have to make it clear to Duan Ran that I still like Shen Yi."

"Hehe, aren't you afraid that Duan Ran will get hurt?"

"I will apologize to her. It is indeed my mistake. I was too impulsive. I feel guilty to her."

"Then go and explain it to Duan Ran first."

Xu Bai did as she did, and she secretly sorted out the current relationship between the four people: she and Shen Yi like each other, Duan Ran likes her, and she and Liang Haimei should have broken up a long time ago, and the final ending should be a happy reunion.

To peel this onion, she must first put herself out of the way and peel it layer by layer.

The first to bear the brunt was Duan Ran, who was the latest to fall into the trap and the easiest to get out of.

Xu Bai took a chance to tell Duan Ran that she and Shen Yi were together, and he said it as tactfully as possible.At first, she thought that Duan Ran would kill her, but Duan Ran acted very aggressively. Although she still admired her in words, she couldn't help it. How could Duan Ran know that she was in a state of collapse.

She gradually chatted less with Duan Ran, and Duan Ran didn't completely leave her, but returned to the position of Sister Venom and continued to be friends with her.

Next was Shen Yi, which was also the part that Xu Bai couldn't bear the most.

Every day, she and Shen Yi get along like lovers, but they don't make it clear that they are already together.But Shen Yi still noticed it...

[Abai, have you made an agreement with your sister? ]

[Speaking of which, I am such a fool, I feel like my conscience has been eaten by dogs. ]

[Ah Bai, don’t do this, it’s my fault, I’m sorry, I should have promised to be with you earlier. ]

[Uh, well, actually, we're fine as before...]

Shen Yi paused, and suddenly asked her: [Ah Bai, can I treat you as my partner? ]

Xu Bai's heart softened, and she almost couldn't control herself: [Uh, it's up to you...]

[Well then, from today on, Abai is mine, you must take care of yourself, and I will be obedient. ]

Xu Bai agreed, but was very conflicted in his heart.

"How can you say that!" Liang Haimei beat her chest beside her, "You can say goodbye to Duan Ran, but why can't you face Shen Yi? She has fallen in love with you completely, and if this continues, she will ask for a mobile phone and a video , I'll see what you do then!"

"Shen Yi is self-aware, she won't take the initiative to ask me for these for the time being." Xu Bai said confidently, "Even if she wants, I won't give it. She will never force me to do anything."

Liang Haimei also lit a cigarette, frowned and said, "You are too biased, your sister treats you very well."

"Did Shen Yi treat me badly?" Xu Bai pondered for a while, then continued, "I will solve Duan Ran's matter, and I also feel that I am too wrong, at worst, I will not choose anyone. But the truth is, I really No one can choose."

"As soon as you talk about Shen Yi, you completely change." Liang Haimei blew out a smoke ring, and then asked, "Xu Bai, are you really in love with Shen Yi?"

Facing this question that should have been frank long ago, Xu Bai widened his eyes, staring at the last link in front of him, which was also the most painful link.

She forced herself to muster up her courage, and answered Meme clearly:

"Yes, I think I'm really in love with her."