Xiaobai Deformation Meter

Chapter 25 Lost Lamb

Last time he couldn't get out of the closet, Xu Bai was always uneasy.There is always something hanging in my heart, and I don’t feel at ease in doing anything on weekdays. I always worry about when this layer of paper will be wrapped until it will be pierced.

But this also aroused her fighting spirit, and she refused to admit that Lala was at fault.Aunt He's words did not change her determination to continue being with Liang Haimei.

Xu Bai still lived his own life, Jinchuan and his family ran around two o'clock and one line, and occasionally went to Yuquan.Liang Haimei spends more time in Jinchuan to see her.

They were almost discovered a few times, and Xu Bai was very scared when he thought about it.

The first time was at noon when the sun was very strong, Xu Bai finished his lunch at the gate of Jinchuan, and was saying goodbye to Liang Haimei next to the light rail station.A teacher happened to come down from the platform and witnessed the scene of them hugging each other.

Xu Bai let go of Liang Haimei in embarrassment. Seeing that the teacher's face was a little green, she also glanced at her, and then walked towards the school.

"What's the matter, wife, who was that person just now?"

"My music teacher."

"Oh, that's okay, there is no music class in the third year of high school, and these teachers won't take care of the students' affairs." Liang Haimei said in relief.

Xu Bai felt a little uncomfortable, because this teacher usually liked her quite a lot.Seeing that Meimei turned around and was about to enter the station, she also stood behind and said nothing.Coincidentally, after that, their class stopped the music and changed to the main subject, and Xu Bai never met that teacher again.

What happened the second time was not so reassuring.

Her studies were getting more and more busy, Xu Wenhui refused to let her take the art test, so she could only bury her head in her studies.After finally making it to the first holiday, Xu Bai took the time to go to the field where he used to make up chemistry lessons to wait for Liang Haimei to finish class.She hadn't studied chemistry for a long time, so she didn't make up lessons with that teacher Yang.

When she picked up someone, she and Liang Haimei bounced to the place where they were waiting for the van, and they hugged each other intimately.Xu Bai saw from the corner of his eye that her aunt, who was also Cheng Peng's own mother, walked down the path from above, and was instantly startled.

Liang Haimei put her arm around Xu Bai's shoulder, and was still talking in her ear.Xu Bai just stood there in a daze, meeting his aunt's eyes.

"Auntie..." Xu Bai took the initiative to call, and Liang Haimei let go of his hand, and looked at the woman who was about to walk in front of them.

"Xu Bai, are you out to play with friends?" The aunt also looked at Liang Haimei.

"Yeah." Xu Bai said guiltily, "I'm ready to go home."

At this time, the van stopped beside them, and Xu Bai hurried in after saying goodbye to his aunt.Seeing that Meimei beside her was not as calm as last time, she even asked her about her three aunts and six wives afterwards.Xu Bai told Meimei that her aunt was the school doctor.

What Xu Bai finds inconceivable is that they are obviously distressed because they are lesbians, but they use "both of them are girls" as a cover, shouting slogans "why can't we have a good relationship", and hide all the way.

Not long after this incident, Xu Bai ran into his aunt again at a family dinner, and the aunt sat over and asked her hastily, "Is your friend a girl last time?"

"Well, she's a woman." Xu Bai had no choice but to take out this shield again.

"You know that your aunt and I also work at the school, and I have seen too many students. Let me tell you, Xu Bai, don't get too close to her."

"why?"

"There is a class in my school, and there are several gay couples!" The auntie tugged at Xu Bai, insisting on her listening, "It's so weird, they are all the best-looking girls in the class. They hug each other all day. Hug, it looks disgusting."

Xu Bai looked angry and gripped the water glass tighter and tighter.After a while, it slowly loosened again.

"Auntie, don't worry about me, we just...have fun."

Xu Bai was helpless, she realized that she didn't even have the right to be angry.It wasn't until the third time that she was bumped into by her grandma that she felt that the locker was ready, otherwise she would definitely collapse.

It was rare for grandma to visit her house that weekend, and it was rare to stick her head out of the window, and it was rare to see her and Liang Haimei playing downstairs.

Xu Wenhui smiled and said to Xu Bai who was sitting in the living room: "Grandma said you saw you playing with a man downstairs and told us in secret, so I told grandma that she misunderstood that Liang Haimei is a girl."

Xu Bai didn't know how to answer, Xu Wenhui suddenly said solemnly: "It's good that you can learn from Liang Haimei, but remember what Dad said, you must never learn what you shouldn't learn."

Xu Baiyi realized that Xu Wenhui might have the same meaning as his aunt wanted to tell her.But she felt wrong again, so she looked up at him.

"What can't you learn?"

"I watched Liang Haimei grow up, just like He Ying watched you grow up. This child has a quick mind and strong analytical skills, but being too smart is not necessarily a good thing. She has some ways of doing things. , in terms of personality...you just don’t need to learn.”

Xu Bai looked at Xu Wenhui in bewilderment, not understanding what he was talking about.But she didn't care, how could her father know how stressed she was now.

As time passed, Xu Bai was very afraid of going home, she would rather stay in Jinchuan than go back to face her family.Even if he added evening self-study, whenever Xu Bai looked up at the dark clouds outside, he would fall into depression.

"Close the curtains, it's fucking annoying to watch in the dark! The shadow of the tree outside is shaking on my paper!" Han Ye threw a paper ball at Wang Ke who was sitting by the window, and said to Xu Bai, "Okay, I told her to pull it up, don't watch it if you don't like it."

"Well, thanks. What are you drawing?"

"After the second year of high school, I'm going to prepare for the art exam. My dad is worried that I don't have enough skills, and my mother feeds me pig feed every day, for fear that I won't be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts." Han also raised his eyebrows. Why don't you join our training camp quickly?"

Xu Bai said dejectedly, "I give up."

"You really don't want to take the exam?"

"I really don't want to take the exam."

"Good luck!"

Han also crumpled the paper he had just drawn into a ball, threw it behind him without looking at it, and then took out a piece of white paper to continue sketching.The classmate behind him grabbed the paper that Han Ye had drawn and spread it out, and made a math draft on it.

Xu Bai saw that Han was working so hard, so he stopped disturbing him, and immediately took out the black wool hidden in the desk and started knitting a scarf.Mi Yong'er also put down her textbook, rubbed her swollen eyes, and also took out the gray wool from her schoolbag, and studied with Xu Bai how to handle this damn thing.

"You said you wanted to weave a scarf for Liang Haimei, so I didn't hold back, so I bought it with you."

"I may not see her in the third year of high school, and I may never see her after graduation. I don't know what else to give her."

"What happened to you?"

Xu Bai told Mi Yong'er that every year the senior students of Yuquan Middle School would move away from the headquarters, go to a branch school far away to be locked up in a small black room, and not allowed to go home.

"It's really miserable enough."

"Liang Haimei's family wants to rent her a house next to the branch school. She shouldn't have too much trouble."

"I'm talking about you." Mi Yong'er put down her wool and tugged on Xu Bai's cuff, "Aren't you a little... like her too much? You think of her in everything..."

Xu Bai noticed that Yong'er was a little angry, but he still nodded, and asked her curiously, "Are you going to weave it for Tang Shi?"

"Hmph, then I'll give it to Tang Shi." After finishing speaking, Mi Yong'er turned her head away and ignored Xu Bai.

Xu Bai kept wondering why she got angry when she asked Yong'er about the scarf.It wasn't until a week later that Yong'er told her that she and Tang Shi had broken up two weeks ago.

"Really?"

"A lot of things have happened to us recently. My mother seems to have seen the relationship between me and Tang Shi. Tang Shi is so fickle. I really don't have any confidence at all. She went to her ex again, and her ex always wanted to get back together with her. .”

Xu Bai was inexplicably happy, but he couldn't let Yong'er see it, so he pretended to comfort her.

"Old man, look, the scarf is finished!" Mi Yong'er held up the knitted gray scarf and showed it to Xu Bai.

"Well, I finished knitting too..." Xu Bai blushed, and stuffed the ball of black cotton in his hand into his schoolbag, "I'm going to give it to Liang Haimei tonight, she's going home again."

"Show me."

Xu Bai had no choice but to pull out the scarf again to show Mi Yong'er.

"Haha, so cute." Mi Yong'er smiled.

Seeing that Yong'er wasn't mocking him, Xu Bai happily chatted with her, saying that he didn't want to touch wool in his life.

"I don't knit anymore, this is the only one in my life, I'm too tired." Mi Yong'er took Xu Bai's hand.

Xu Bai didn't know what she wanted to do, so he obediently lowered his head.In the next second, that delicate gray scarf was wrapped around Xu Bai's neck.

"What is this for?"

"For you, to keep out the cold."

"This is not meant to be given to..." As soon as Xu Bai opened his mouth, he knew he had said the wrong thing.

"No more, let her ex weave it for her."

"Well, don't be mad at her."

"Not mad at her."

"..."

That night, Xu Bai waited beside the light rail wearing Mi Yonger's scarf, and gave Liang Haimei the black scarf he knitted.

"Thank you wife, I'm so happy, really happy."

"Thank you for telling me, it's just a little ugly...I tried my best." Xu Bai was afraid that Meimei would not like it.

"No, I like the things you gave me the most. I will treasure them carefully, the scarf woven by our family's Xiao Bai." Liang Haimei touched Xu Bai's face, "Did you knit this one too?"

"Yong'er knitted it, and she gave it to me." Xu Bai rubbed the scarf he was wearing.

"You two have such a good relationship, and she will knit scarves for you after studying."

"Of course, isn't she my 'husband'?" Xu Bai joked, "Actually, she intends to give it to Tang Shi, but you know they have broken up. I don't even know what gift I should return to her."

Liang Haimei rolled her eyes: "Okay, then let's think about what to give her." Then he hugged Xu Bai.

When she got home that night, Xu Bai was still very happy, and she was no longer so worried about whether the relationship would be exposed.She loves Meimei, and Meimei loves her, unlike Tang Shi and Yong'er, they never thought of really leaving each other.Even at this critical moment, they still guard each other.

At the end of the second year of high school, Xu Bai's grades made some small improvements a few times, but he soon lost his temper and could no longer catch up.Han Yezhen suspended the school's courses as he said, specializing in fine arts.Looking at the empty seat on the right, Xu Bai's heart was also empty.

Liang Haimei told her that Aunt He knew that they had been in contact, and Xu Bai was afraid that she would take further action.But maybe not, because as soon as Meimei passed the hurdle of sophomore year in high school, Meimei would be transferred to the branch campus, and it would be really difficult for the two of them to meet at that time, and the one-way drive alone would take nearly two hours.

Xu Wenhui kept cheering her up every day, it might be better to say that Xu Bai was giving him psychological comfort.The day of separation from Liang Haimei is getting closer and closer, and even Han Ye took the paintbrush and left to realize the dream she originally wanted to realize.All of this made Xu Bai very anxious. Everything she wanted was about to be lost.Or, except for Yong'er who was sitting next to him.

Mi Yong'er also encourages Xu Bai from time to time, but instead of being oppressed like her father, she is relieved.

Until one day, the class teacher ordered Xu Bai and Mi Yonger to be separated.

"Why do you need to adjust your seat? I don't want it!" Xu Bai yelled at the classmate who gave her the order.

"I don't know. Are you afraid that something will happen to you two? After all, the whole class knows about your incident, and it's impossible for the head teacher not to notice."

Xu Bai only felt a piercing pain.Although it was not a big deal to adjust the seat, but it was changed at this juncture, and it was obvious that he wanted to exile her.

Mi Yong'er was around to persuade her not to be angry with the class teacher, Xu Baihong's eyes suddenly felt a hysterical sense of relief.

After the evening self-study, Xu Bai threw the book on the desk of the classmate who was seated with her, pulled the schoolbag, and rushed out of the classroom without looking back under everyone's attention, just walked with his head buried, and soon arrived at the light rail underfoot.

She stood there, her mind blank.Then he turned around and got on the light rail, entered the platform, took the class that had just entered the station, and headed towards Yuquan Middle School.

Xu Bai didn't get off at Yuquan, but let the light rail keep driving forward.Doors opened and closed, fewer and fewer people were on the light rail, and it was getting darker and darker.

She leaned her head against the glass, buildings floated past her eyes one by one, she closed her eyes and turned off her phone.

She didn't know where she could go.

Where does she belong?

The author has something to say:

As an aside, this book is not cynical.I just throw out a series of realistic problems that everyone will experience, and then hide in a corner to see how Xu Bai will deal with it.Don't show her the way, just give her a choice.From beginning to end, let her shape her own life.Fate is big, it is the only golden finger I prescribe for her.

It was not updated yesterday because there was no such chapter in the original outline, but it seems to be an indispensable chapter and must exist alone.Well, I went out to play for a while last night, and ate some double-skin milk or something... I will stop pretending, and I am still a little tired after typing thousands of words every day.Writing realistic essays is no easier than reasoning essays. It is necessary to study the heart of a girl who has lost her footing and encourage her to counterattack, and she is afraid of pain.

Let's not talk nonsense, who told me to give birth to this daughter to death.

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