There is light at the wellhead

In the evening, Huang Jin called to ask if his voice had improved, and to ask if He Jingyang was around. If he didn't mind, he would like to hear more about that classmate's training class.

Hearing that Guan Wei said that He Jingyang had left, he felt a little regretful, and couldn't help asking: "Then what's the matter with you two?"

"I'll just say it and forget it, but he asked me a bunch of questions, and then ran away." Guan Wei was very wronged, and told Huang Jin the last two words of He Jingyang, asking him to analyze what it meant.

"He thinks you are making sacrifices." Huang Jin said, isn't that obvious? He thinks that you went to him before and said you liked him and wanted to be with him in order to atone for your crime of causing him to leave Qingzhong.

"Which person can stand being given alms with feelings?" Huang Jin didn't talk to someone, so it didn't affect his understanding.

"I'm not giving charity." Guan Wei was even more aggrieved.

"He thinks so." Huang Jin pondered for a while before adding, "You said it wasn't charity, but whether you want to be together depends on whether he gets into a good school or not, that's the ironclad proof."

"I just really want him to get out of my influence and start a normal college life like everyone else."

"If you ask me, it's good. Both of you are back to normal, so don't make trouble with your son-in-law." Huang Jin's rationality hides an unconcealable schadenfreude.

A photo, a small piece of iron, is far less thrilling than a hug, less reassuring than his smell, less than the drowning tenderness in his eyes when he looks at himself.

Guan Wei hung up the phone, remembering the moment when He Jingyang hugged him in the bathroom, the carefully woven protective net had already been wiped out, vulnerable to a single blow.

But 5 minutes later, the man suddenly turned around and left without even looking at him as he was ready to surrender.

Back to normal?There is no way to return.

What was He Jingyang thinking about how to be together?Guan Wei lay slumped on the bed, holding the small iron piece on his chest, and opened his wallet to look at He Jingyang's photo for a while, thinking that this day was really ridiculous, it was clearly going through ups and downs, but it was like never before, back to last night .

No, not as good as last night.

It was evening when He Jingyang returned to Qingcheng, Lao Xu and Zhang Fei were there.

When Lao Xu heard that he had passed the college entrance examination, he was so happy that he almost burst into tears.Li Jie also heaved a sigh of relief, feeling that He Jingyang, who had been dragged down by him, finally had a decent future.

He Jingyang explained to Li Jie one by one what he had bought. Li Jie looked at the receipt, the bank statement and the handwritten bill, and appreciated He Jingyang's friend of Guan Wei very much.

As soon as Lao Xu heard about Guan Wei, his attention shifted to who was admitted there. Who and who in several classes also got admitted to Beijing. What kind of school is Guan Wei?Youth High School has done well this year!

He Jingyang didn't respond to the name, and his mood was very cold. Zhang Fei and Li Jie looked at each other and changed the topic.

At night, Lao Xu and Li Jie slept on the bed, and Zhang Fei offered to share a sofa with He Jingyang.

After lying down for a while, Zhang Fei asked He Jingyang what happened.

He Jingyang used all his reason and logic to describe the dialogue between him and Guan Wei, and finally came to the conclusion that "he wanted to be with me because he felt sorry for me".

"I blame you. If you don't get nervous and grab the knife, can I beat you? If I don't beat you, I won't have to leave from Qingzhong, and he won't feel sorry for me." He Jingyang thought melancholy, Before this happened, Guan Wei liked me, how did it slowly turn into sympathy?

"The knife is innocent! You beat me because I touched Guan Wei, and because you like Guan Wei, okay?" Zhang Fei took a sip, and said with emotion, "It's nice to be young, and you don't care about each other when you're stupid. dislike."

"What's so stupid? Am I thinking wrong?" He Jingyang cried out.

"That's right. According to your understanding, Guan Wei's outlook on life is that whoever is sorry will plan to spend the rest of his life with that person? Then he is still sorry for Old Xu. Li Jie is also sorry for you."

"Zhang! One! Tree!" He Jingyang called.

"I know, I know, let me talk about it. My matter is just an inducement. The most fundamental reason is that you two care about each other, so the following things happen. As for him saying 'forget it' to you, he thinks it is for your own good. And you think he just sympathizes with you, 'forget it' and 'forget it', in my opinion, it's all the fault of being too young~~~~~" Zhang Fei sang, "If you really decide to fall in love with me, Don't be afraid that my heart is as wild as fire~~~~".

"What do you mean?"

"I like the other person, but I'm still not firm. The other person likes me, but I'm not confident. I'm ready to run away at any time, with a smart look of 'look I knew I wasn't hurt'."

He Jingyang was hurt by Guan Wei's inadvertently telling the truth layer by layer, but he refused to believe it because Guan Wei would think that he didn't like him enough.

"Mr. Zhang, you misunderstood me that day. I didn't want to find a way out for myself in the future. I just wanted to figure out what to do if I wanted to stay with him all the time."

Zhang Fei was stunned when he heard the words, "You mean...always? For a lifetime?"

"Well, didn't I say that, if he hadn't been admitted to school, he planned to go back to Shushui Town to find a job to accompany me after graduation—just like you accompany Li Yu. But I passed the exam, didn't I?" He Jingyang sighed, feeling that he might as well have failed.

"I picked up the treasure, foolish people have foolish blessings." Zhang Fei muttered, and he didn't know who he was talking about, "When I can't see anyone at all, I will know that I shouldn't waste my time." These words are hard to understand It's right and wrong, but it can be heard that he thinks of Li Yu.

"Have you ever been like this? I don't believe it, I'm not firm." He Jingyang asked in confusion.

"Us? We haven't had time yet. Let's talk about you. Are you going to take it down, or are you going to fight for it?" Zhang Fei asked enthusiastically, gossiping beyond words.

"I don't know. I messed up the two times, so I don't have the face to go again." He Jingyang sighed and lay down on the pillow, wondering if Guan Wei's voice had gotten any better.

"Then wait until you are firm and confident enough. If you can't wait until you fall down, haven't you seen someone break up?"

"But we haven't started yet." He Jingyang was hurt for a long time, and said to himself, "Besides, I'm just such a person, why should he wait? He will also meet someone better, a new start."

"Hey, promising!" Zhang Fei turned over in disdain, not intending to continue chatting.

"Hey, do you still keep a diary now?" He Jingyang was heartbroken and wanted Zhang Fei to do the same.

"Don't remember, I burned it for him, and burned a pen to write it down, and he will remember it for the rest of the day. Time shoots through you and me like an arrow, I just want to be happy! Happy!" Zhang Fei stretched out two fingers and pointed at the ceiling, Sing hoarsely.

There are a lot of things to do before the start of school, whether Guan Wei who is going to Beijing or He Jingyang who is only in Yunzhou, like all the prospective college students who have received the notice, the closer the start of the school is, the busier they are, and the most secretive of being so busy I only dare to hide my thoughts secretly, and I don't have time to think about it carefully.

After He Jingyang helped Li Jie in Qingcheng for a few days, he went back to the auto repair shop and made the small stove. Datong shop changed from a semi-finished product to a large semi-finished product.He packed up most of the semi-finished product and put it away, planning to work hard again when he came back from the winter vacation.

Guan Wei is also very busy, relatives and friends from all walks of life congratulated him, sent Zhu Baoping away and sent Huang Jin away, and it was time for him to leave.

Occasionally glance at the phone, involuntarily pick it up and want to dial, realize that I don't know what to say, so I have to put it down again.

In September, the sky in Yunzhou was high and cloudless, Guan Wei left, and He Jingyang came.

A brand-new university life is unfolding before their eyes. Zhao Bingcai went to Guangzhou, the two heroes of the Zhao family went to Wuhan, Zhou Yi went to a normal school, and Ma Liwen stayed in Yunzhou...Li Jie's training class seems to have become intelligence. The transfer station, where the correspondence addresses are gathered here, and then spread out from here, and frequent correspondence between everyone began.Those who had phones in the dormitory also exchanged numbers.

But Guan Wei has never inquired about He Jingyang's mailing address, and He Jingyang has never asked Guan Wei's contact information. Sometimes he thinks that the two of them said "you are my good friend, and I still want to write to you", as if It happened in my previous life.

He Jingyang, who went to school in Yunzhou, became a frequent visitor to Qingcheng's training class, and he and Li Jiexiang came back every now and then to have a look.I ran into Wang Yahui once.

Wang Yahui also went to school in Yunzhou, and it was very convenient to go home. Zhang Fei contacted Wang Yahui and his parents to give a few intensive lessons before the final exam. He accompanied him to talk about things and have fun.

While chatting with Wang Yahui, he heard Guan Wei's name unexpectedly, and He Jingyang realized that he didn't miss him, didn't ask about him, and didn't look at the photos hidden in the necklace pendant. Zhao Wu's name is the same, and there is no longer any touch.

Such a deep miss, you will forget it as you walk, break it, don't you think about it anymore?

He Jingyang felt sad, thinking that Guan Wei might be the same, and became more and more frustrated.

From time to time, the classmates and roommates around are paired up to make sweet gestures, and he occasionally thinks of Guan Wei's words, "I will meet better people, girls who like you, a new start", but looking around, the flowers are red, willows and green are all Just feel dull.

I have also received favors and glances, but all the thoughts are at the beginning, and they spontaneously lead to the end. There is a person standing there. He Jingyang knows that this person is holding a wronged face With a small face, he opened his mouth and said "forget it", and his mood suddenly faded.

The mouth of the well came up, but the light source disappeared.Ganqing is a flashlight, and it's out of power.

I just don't know if Guan Wei has met someone better, a new start?

After Lao Xu suffered half of his hair to be bald, the training class was finally on the right track after stumbled, and he optimistically estimated that he would be able to make money after another semester.

"It's time to buy a better gift for your girlfriend." Zhang Fei teased Li Jie.

He Jingyang once asked Li Jie who that person was in his heart, and Zhang Fei laughed: "Actually, I don't know if there is, I just lied to him."

When Li Jie heard this, he was even more reluctant to say more.

On a weekend afternoon when winter snow was approaching, He Jingyang had nothing to do and went to Qingcheng for a routine inspection.

There was no one in the office, and a piece of letter paper was spread out on the table. There were a few lines of writing on it, and the handwriting was Li Jie's:

I want to penetrate the years and meet you at that time

It's good to trek through mountains and rivers, and it's good to stay in the rain and eat in the wind

know you are

I put that

hard earned sophistication

all turned into cute

In just a few sentences, who was enchanted by some one sentence, He Jingyang thought of Guan Wei irresistibly.

Li Jie pushed open the door and entered, bumping into He Jingyang with red eyes, one hand clenched into a fist against his mouth, choked up and unable to speak.

Li Jie was puzzled for a long time, and then realized when he saw the poems on the table, and asked He Jingyang in surprise, "Are you... moved?"

"Give me an address." He Jingyang squeezed out a few words in a hoarse voice.

"It's finally time for you to ask." Li Jie sighed, took out a stack of letters from his desk, found one from Guan Wei, and handed it to He Jingyang.

He Jingyang copied the address and left.

It turned out that the concern for Guan Wei was not forgotten, broken, or no longer thought about as he walked, but became a scab that did not heal with him.

If you don't touch it, you'll be fine. Today, Li Jie's poem was caught off guard by rubbing against the scab, and even touched the flesh and blood inside.

No, I have to recharge this flashlight.