There is light at the wellhead

Guan Wei avoided He Jingyang, lay down on the sofa, turned on the TV and pressed the remote control aimlessly.

He Jingyang moved the chair in front of him and sat down, followed with a stern look on his face.After watching for a while, my stomach protested, and I didn't eat two meals, and it was gurgling.

Guan Wei didn't ask him, got up and went to the refrigerator to find a bag of quick-frozen dumplings to cook.

The dumplings were cooked, and when He Jingyang finished eating, Guan Wei had already fallen asleep on the sofa, snoring softly, like a sleeping cat.

He Jingyang lay beside him and watched quietly. After an unknown period of time, Guan Wei was sleeping uncomfortably, and moved slightly. A thin red rope flashed past the short neck exposed from the collar of his shirt.

He Jingyang's heart moved, he stretched out his hand and pulled it out bit by bit. It was the little iron piece.

"You don't think it's ugly, you hang it around your neck, it's cold and cold." Seeing that Guan Wei woke up, He Jingyang quickly stuffed him up and tucked his collar.

"Souvenir." Guan Wei fell asleep, his voice became lighter, and his speech was still hoarse, but he could hear clearly without raising his voice, and added, "Two-day trip to Shushui Town."

There was no way to talk anymore, He Jingyang felt distressed after hearing this.

"Li Jie?" Guan Wei asked.

He Jingyang quickly told the details of Li Jie and his training class in detail, and when he saw Guan Wei frowned, he broke it down further.

The more Guan Wei listened, the more interesting he found it, and he didn't care about the little emotions he had with He Jingyang, so he sat up excitedly and listened attentively.

Huang Jin is back.

I bought everything, copied the price of the computer, and wrote all kinds of expenses on a neat piece of paper.

"What do you mean by accepting and sending?"

"□□, no one asked for a receipt." Huang Jin took out a few pieces of paper and put them on top, "Reimbursement."

The two took out their wallets and counted, but couldn't find a suitable change.

Guan Wei also took out his wallet to give them some money, and the two-inch photo of He Jingyang that he put in last night caught the eyes of the three of them.

Huang Jin's first reaction was to look at Guan Wei in surprise, and for a moment he even thought it was He Jingyang who secretly stuffed it in.

But Guan Wei just subconsciously reached out to block it but failed, and finally let it hang out so loudly.

He Jingyang felt a little shy, and felt that he had the confidence to stand upright in front of Huang Jin.He took Guan Wei's wallet together, and said generously to Huang Jin, "You don't need to look for any change, you can go about your business."

Huang Jin wanted to find an opportunity to ask Guan Wei what He Jingyang had said to him, and what the photo meant with the four of them together.But hearing such an obvious order to evict guests, and Guan Wei didn't express his position to keep people, it would be a bit over the line if he didn't leave, so he calmly picked up his big bag and got up to leave.

Walking to the door, he turned his head and waved to He Jingyang.He Jingyang took a few steps, and asked suspiciously from afar, "What are you doing?"

Huang Jin smiled, "Are you afraid that I will beat you? Then don't bully him. The three of us together in the past 18 years have made him cry more times than you have in the past two years."

He Jingyang's eyes turned red when he heard this, he bit his lip and lowered his head not to look at Huang Jin.

Huang Jin left, Guan Wei asked, "Why do you have to let him go?"

"I have to go back later, I just have time to talk to you."

"Why are you going back?" Guan Wei felt it was inappropriate to ask this question.Do you care if he goes back or not?Where will he live if he doesn't go back?When you ask him, he can't think that you don't want him to go back...

"Can I stay?" He Jingyang was really lucky.

"Impossible!" Guan Wei was annoyed, seeing that tacky and ridiculous square pendant necklace hanging on this man's neck again, he was even more annoyed, said in disgust, "It smells like dumplings", got up and went to wash his face.

He Jingyang followed closely.

Guan Wei was lying on the sofa before and didn't sleep well, thinking about how to respond to He Jingyang.

On the way Qingcheng returned to Yunzhou, every time someone got out of the car, he wanted to follow him, stop a car at random and go back, thinking that right and wrong would play tricks on He Jingyang and not let him go, so he couldn't beat himself up.

But then?

The farther away from Qingcheng, the weaker this impulse, and finally Guan Wei forced himself to recognize a reality: "If you want it, others don't have to."

From the first time the two met, to the discovery that they fell in love with him, and then to the retreat after that, and so many things that happened during the period... one after another flashed in my mind like a revolving lantern However, after flashing countless times, it seemed as if it happened to someone else. He was not happy, but finally he was no longer sad.

All affection can't be worth a "don't", and I can't force it.Waking up in the middle of the night, the melancholy with no sustenance was sealed in that small photo with a light kiss.

If He Jingyang disappears from his life, a small piece of iron tied around his neck and a two-inch black and white photo in his wallet are enough to support that side's secret little emotional world.

But he managed to carefully set up the protective net, but He Jingyang suddenly ran back, saying that he had figured it out, and insisted on squeezing in.

Do you want to let him in?

For He Jingyang being forced to leave Qingzhong, Guan Weiwei has a deep heart.He once wanted to do his best to put everything he could give in front of He Jingyang, even if he didn't need it, he would give it first and let him choose.

But when he heard that He Jingyang was accepted by the Finance College, Guan Wei suddenly realized that this person was no longer the boy who was still wandering on the well wall and needed to be encouraged by himself.He has jumped onto the mouth of the well.

From here, He Jingyang will start towards a new goal.The one who was by his side should be more suitable for him, who he could introduce to his friends in Shushui town - a girl.

This is right, this is his oasis.

And his absurd and unfeasible idea of ​​"being together" could barely be regarded as compensation for him before, but it will only become a drag on him, and may even drag him to the wasteland.

Guan Wei was thinking a thousand times in his mind, but it only turned into a sour "forget it" in his mouth.

He Jingyang followed up in the bathroom, and saw at a glance that the toothbrush he had used the year before last was still there, standing side by side with Guan Wei's green one in the brushing cup.

Guan Wei washed his face, and he cheekily squeezed beside him waiting to brush his teeth, to get rid of the dumpling smell.

Guan Wei still kept the used toothbrush, He Jingyang was secretly happy while brushing his teeth, when he suddenly heard "forget it", he was terrified, put away the toothbrush and carefully asked: "Forget what?"

"What I said." Guan Wei replied gently, and He Jingyang felt cold when he heard it.

"why?"

"When you come to Caizhuan, you will meet better people, girls who like you, and a new start." Guan Wei thought of the cross dart that messed up his internal organs on the day when he came down from the top of the mountain a long time ago. Still so sharp, "I started the absurd things before, so I'm the one to end it. Until yesterday, we both don't look back."

"I didn't figure it out yesterday, but now I have some clues. You are not willing to wait all night?" There is a small transom window, and the light is blocked by frosted stickers.

"The one who didn't realize it was me, not you." Guan Wei hadn't finished speaking when he was suddenly pulled into his arms by He Jingyang.

The brain is chaotic, but the body is extremely sensitive.He Jingyang's hand stroked his back, every time it passed, it was like a small ball of sparks ignited, burning Guan Wei's body unbearably, he wanted to stretch out his hand to push, but he was weak and weak.

"Xiao Wei—" He Jingyang yelled in his ear, and Guan Wei panicked.

He Jingyang's name, he has heard it several times, and he remembers the situation clearly.

"I was wrong, I just want to be like you, I don't want to be with others..." He Jingyang lowered his voice, lowered his half head, and rubbed against Guan Wei's chest back and forth like a child, rubbing against that Small piece of iron.

"I'll let you see something." He Jingyang didn't know what to think of, let go of the switch and pressed it.

Guan Wei was trying hard to restrain himself from hugging He Jingyang in the darkness, when the light suddenly came on, as if the thoughts in his heart had been exposed.

"You said you started it, that's not right." He Jingyang fished out the necklace he was wearing around his neck, and the two characters "Fu" on the square pendant shone brightly under the light.

He took Guan Wei's hand and put it on, "You press here, there is a small bump."

Guan Wei stretched out his hand and pinched it, unexpectedly, the pendant bounced off the middle, and the inside was hollow.On one of the inner walls, a small photo was embedded.To be precise, it was part of the photo, only the head remained.

He asked He Jingyang where he put his photo, but He Jingyang changed the subject and didn't answer.Unexpectedly, it was hidden in such a vulgar necklace pendant.

He had seen this necklace on He Jingyang's neck twice, and both times he took it off and put it aside as soon as he mentioned it, presumably because he was afraid that he would open it while he was playing around.

"Ugly." Guan Wei closed it in disgust and stuffed it into his clothes, but his heart beat more and more chaotically and out of order.

"How ugly! Looks good!" He Jingyang refused.

"I'm talking about this pendant." The blush on Guan Wei's face did not fade, his body was hot, he opened the door and went to the living room when He Jingyang didn't notice, "Besides, what does this have to do with who started it?"

"It's a big deal. This necklace was bought by a brother at the New Year's Market the year before last. I didn't know what to put it in. I just took a photo of you, cut it out and pasted it in. "

"and then?"

"Explain, explain that I liked you first!" He Jingyang thought about his thoughts about Jing Guang ah all night, and swallowed them before he could say them out, it was too nasty!

"That's what I said first. If I didn't say it, you wouldn't think about it in your life."

"Okay, okay, whoever loves first goes first. You just say, does what you said yesterday count? I plan to keep it for myself." He Jingyang couldn't play Guan Wei with his mouth, and decided to attack head-on.

"It doesn't count. We'll all have our own—girlfriends."

"Zhang Fei said you can't, but he said that you are just like him—you like men." He Jingyang muttered, afraid that it would be too abrupt and Guan Wei would be angry.

"I don't know it myself, what does he know? Besides, you will." Guan Wei was startled, and suddenly realized that he had never considered this question before.

"Would it not be a half day's business for me? How could you be willing yesterday?"

"At that time, I didn't know that you were admitted to a college of finance. If you failed the exam and could not go to school, or the school was not good, then I would be with you wherever you are. Now that there are better choices, I will delay It's too selfish to be with you." Guan Wei touched the small iron piece on his neck, thinking that Zhang Fei said that he "only likes men" is ridiculous, if the other party is not He Jingyang, it doesn't matter if he is a man or a woman.

He Jingyang had been walking up and down clinging to Guan Wei, but he stopped when he heard it, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After Guan Wei finished speaking, he asked, "Did you just say the truth?"

"Yes."

"You ran to look for me on National Day, because you were afraid that I would go back to Shushui Town and live like a bastard?"

"Yes."

"You ran to find me the day before yesterday because you were worried that I wouldn't be able to get into a university because I wasn't in Qingzhong?"

"Yes."

"If I fail the exam and become a car repairer, will you accompany me to hang around in that crappy place?"

"It's to accompany, but it's not to hang out."

"No more now?"

"I don't think it's necessary anymore." Guan Wei felt guilty and didn't know what He Jingyang's question was for.

"I thought about it all night last night, how can we count as being together." He Jingyang began to tidy up a pile of things spread out on the coffee table, including receipts and small change, "Did you stop listening?"

Guan Weiwei was stunned, he wanted to listen, but after answering the previous series of questions, he could only say "I don't want to listen anymore", otherwise what will happen after listening?

"Understood." He Jingyang put his bag on his back, stretched out his right hand towards Guan Wei, Guan Wei subconsciously grasped it, only felt a slight shake, and He Jingyang had already let go.

"Even if I have been in Qingzhong, it would be good to be admitted to the college of finance. So in the future, don't think that my poor life depends on you, and you have nothing to sacrifice for me. Goodbye, Guan Wei "He Jingyang stared into Guan Wei's eyes earnestly and finished speaking, then turned around very neatly and walked out.

Guan Wei realized that something was wrong, and when He Jingyang watched him say these words, the sloppy look that was pestering him in the bathroom just now disappeared from his face, but there was no smile in his eyes either, as if he had been humiliated like.

He stayed for a few seconds and then opened the door to chase after him. He Jingyang had already taken three steps with his long legs and walked away like running away.