There is light at the wellhead

Chatting with Zhang Fei is really a kind of enjoyment.His voice is pleasant, his speech is also interesting, and even his gestures are better than others.And today has been in an enviable state, very stable.

It was the first time for Guan Wei to be talked to as an adult on an equal footing. Every sentence of Zhang Fei's "What do you think?" and "What do you think?" Feeling a little indescribably close, I stayed late unknowingly.

When he got up to say goodbye, when he opened the door, Zhang Fei asked in a very low voice but with a smile on his face: "Is that your little boyfriend?"

Guan Wei was startled, looked up, and there was a person standing under a tree far away looking here, but it wasn't He Jingyang.

"Mr. Zhang, what are you talking about?" All the things in Zhang Fei that he admired and admired, as well as the warmth of chatting all night, were shattered by this sentence, and Guan Wei froze on the spot with a cold face.

He could also pretend that he didn't hear this sentence, after all Zhang Fei spoke in a very low voice.

But he heard it, he didn't want to be misunderstood with He Jingyang, because no matter what possible relationship between the two of them was misunderstood, in his opinion, it was all wishful thinking, even sentimental.

What's more, Zhang Fei's attitude is as if he is not talking about "boyfriend", but "classmate" or "buddy".

Even if it is true, it is a very private or even shameful thing, right?Just say it so openly?

This feeling of being nakedly seen through, mixed with the humiliation of being underestimated, and the uncertainty of how he will be treated, made Guan Wei involuntarily angry and resisted.

"It's painful, isn't it? I like someone like this." Zhang Fei didn't take him seriously at all, and he was still so calm.

Guan Wei's whole body was stretched into a log, and he remained silent with a stubborn cold face, hoping that he would say to himself "I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing."

"Don't be nervous, I know you are too." Zhang Fei continued to play it lightly, "There are some things you can't find anyone to say, you can come to me as much as you want, I will keep it secret."

Guan Wei was a little confused, "Know what I am?"

"I like a boy." Zhang Fei looked at him with a very strange look, like pity and sympathy, and suddenly all expressions disappeared, replaced by a disdainful sneer: "Don't dare to admit it?"

It is another brand new Zhang Fei, a Zhang Fei who is so disgusting that he never wants to see it again.

"No wonder people call you crazy Zhang!" Guan Wei said bitterly, then turned and left.Hearing the sound of Zhang Fei sneering behind him and closing the door, he staggered in relief.

Seeing He Jingyang under the tree, she even wanted to turn over and hug him to lean on, "What should I do? I was noticed by others. Some people know that I like you, and some people know that I like a boy."

But before he came to him, He Jingyang left.

It seemed that his purpose of standing there was just to watch Guan Wei come out of Zhang Fei's office.

Guan Wei supported the tree and stood for a while, feeling very confused, but suddenly remembered what the familiar thing was.

Although Zhang Fei stuffed the thing into the drawer as soon as he entered the door and did not take it out, but the small coffee-colored wooden shelf, if he guessed correctly, should be the photo frame of Li Jie's brother on Lao Xu's desk.

So Zhang Fei met Li Jie and his brother?Li Jie's brother was admitted to Yunzhou University? ——This thought flashed through Guan Wei's chaotic mind without staying.

Before realizing that he liked Guan Wei, He Jingyang didn't know that liking someone could torture someone like this.

After realizing that he couldn't like Guan Wei, He Jingyang realized that not wanting to like someone is more torture than liking someone.

The wind on the playground that day was not too strong, and the weather was not too cold, but after listening to Li Jie's story, He Jingyang felt cold from the inside out.

"There is a man who has been outstanding since he was a child. He studies well, has a good temper, and is popular with others. Old Xu also thinks that I am not good enough and that I am not as good as him."

"Is that your brother? His name is Li Yu?"

"You know him?"

"I heard from Guan...Wei said that I saw his photo at Lao Xu's place, and he looks very much like you."

"Be kinder than me. Everyone I've met has said that, saying that I'm cold and fake, and I'm not as good as Li Yu. That's why he will let others squeeze him."

"Your brother, what happened to him?"

"I originally went to school at Yunda University. Our baby was quite proud of being in the village. Then one day, the school called the village to find my dad. They said that Li Yu had mental problems and asked him to lead him."

Li Jie, a third-year junior high school student, is doing his best to prepare for the senior high school entrance examination, following the example of his elder brother Li Yu.

When I came home from school that day, I heard my father answer the phone and it was as if the sky had collapsed. He walked around the room and kept nagging, "How can a good child have mental problems?"

After asking for a long time, I couldn’t find out why, so I ran to the village committee, took the phone number my brother had left me saying that I could find him, and called him. The other party said indifferently, “Li Yu hasn’t returned to the dormitory for several days. .”

Looking at his parents who were so frightened that they had no idea, Li Jie gritted his teeth and took two days off under the incomprehensible pressure from his teacher. He accompanied his father to Yunzhou University and met Li Yu.

Apart from a bad complexion, the person has lost a lot of weight, and no mental problems can be seen.

After a while, the summer vacation will be over, and the father asked if he can let the exam pass. After this semester, he will definitely take his son to see a doctor during the summer vacation.

The school insisted that the family members lead them away, but Li Jie couldn't get in the way, his father was obedient, and Li Yu didn't say a word.

Only when the family of three left the school did Li Jie dare to ask, "Brother, don't you want to go to school? Are you not allowed to come anymore?"

"Brother, if you want to listen to them, the school will ask for it."

"Then why don't you listen?"

"If you listen, you will harm another person."

"Who?"

Li Yu didn't answer Li Jie's words, because they found out that their father was missing, they must have been unwilling to go back to school to find the teacher.

Li Jie wanted to run back to look for him, but Li Yu refused.The two brothers sat outside the school gate and waited. After a while, the father came out in a hurry.

Li Jie went up to meet him anxiously, wanting to ask if his brother could go to school and didn't have to go home.

The father gave his brother a slap in the face.

Li Jie didn't dare to ask any more questions, and followed his father and brother obediently, bus and minibus all the way, until he entered the mountain road back to the village, only then did he hear from his father's scolding that his brother, who had always been outstanding, had failed in his studies in college. , engaged in the object.

It doesn't matter if you are dating, but you are still doing things that are offensive to public morals in school.I was hit by a classmate, and they reported it to the school, so I can't punish them.

Originally, two people could get through with one punishment, but Li Yufei refused to say the name of that person.

As a result, the school said that either you applied for expulsion on the grounds of mental problems, or we expelled you for immorality and moral problems.

"Looking for a partner? Just for this?" He Jingyang felt incredible.

"Ah."

"Yunzhou University is so feudal? Is it serious for college students to find a partner?"

"Others are not serious, but he is serious." Li Jie said lightly.

"Why? It's... the girl was not happy at the time?" He Jingyang was terrified.

"No." After being silent for a long time, Li Jie sighed, "His partner is a man."

He Jingyang understood what Li Jie meant. Even if the two men went to college, they would not end well.

If it is said that he had longed to ignore the mistakes and the bad, to respond to Guan Wei's feelings and give him comfort.Now there is only fear and fear left.Because he never thought that this kind of response might harm Guan Wei.

There is only one thing he can do, which is to suppress the budding closeness to Guan Wei.

Even when passing Guan Wei by mistake, he pretended not to hear him happily saying "Wait for me, I'll go home with you", He Jingyang thought, in this life, Guan Wei has been offended.

He Jingyang was very upset when he heard that Guan Weiyi chatted with Zhou Yima Liwen about the teacher Zhang Fei of the literature club in the dormitory. His words were full of admiration and admiration.

Affected by what Li Jie said, he didn't have a good impression of these students from Yunda.

But he and Li Jie made an oath not to provoke Guan Wei, so he could only watch and listen like an outsider.

When he came back from the outside that day, he saw Guan Wei standing guard at the door of Zhang Fei's dormitory waiting for others, talking and laughing, opening the door to enter, and closing the door again, feeling very uncomfortable.

It's hot, it's May, and the door will be closed when the two of them enter the house?What can Guan Wei and him do, not come out for a long time?That teaching assistant usually looks at people with disgusting eyes, does he have any bad intentions?

Oh, let's go, what does it have to do with you - a little man said in his heart.

Wait till he comes out of the house--said the other little man.

You restrain yourself, since it is impossible, don't give the other party any hope - Li Jie said.

Several parties fought, and the second little man gained the upper hand.He Jingyang stood under the tree and waited silently. When he saw Guan Wei coming out with all his tail and the door closed, he quickly turned and walked away.

But Guan Wei's demeanor didn't seem quite right, and the eyes of the teaching assistant watching Guan Wei leave were still so disgusting!Chatting with a student can last so late, how free is he?Why don't these people get out?

He Jingyang was puzzled that Li Jie wanted to mingle with these people.

"I just want to find out who was the guy who got along with my brother back then, and how he could continue to go to school on his own with peace of mind." Li Jie replied, "If my brother didn't have this problem, he would be a senior this year. Maybe he can Find any clues."

"Then you asked them?"

"Not yet, let's find an opportunity. They are not in the same department, and they may not know him. Besides, if they know him, they may not know about it, and if they know it, they may not be willing to talk about it." The two were talking, and Guan Wei came back up.

He Jingyang couldn't hold it back even though he didn't look at Guan Wei, but pointedly said, "Don't run to other people's dormitories so late in the future, you know whether this person is good or bad, what are you thinking?"

Guan Wei was startled and ashamed after hearing Zhang Fei's words just now, but now he wants to listen to He Jingyang, who pretends to be a stranger to him, and is very annoyed.

Guan Wei glanced at the two of them angrily, turned around and went out again like a provocative demonstration.

He Jingyang was so angry that his chest hurt, but there was nothing wrong.

Uncle Zhao was listening to the radio on the recliner outside the door and was about to fall asleep. When he heard Guan Wei say that he wanted to use the phone, he didn't open his eyes, and waved him to go into the room by himself.

Guan Wei called Huang Jin's home.

"Hello?" Huang Jin waited for a long time, but did not hear anyone speak, but heard some small voices, like... sobbing?

"Xiao Wei?"

"Yeah." Guan Wei restrained his crying and responded in a low voice.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I just missed you."

"I'll call Liu Quan to see you tomorrow. You're all resting."

"No, you won't be able to go back that day. Besides, I'm also nervous, there are study group activities, and..." Guan Wei wanted to say that there was still homework assigned by the literature club, but then he thought that he didn't have to do it, Anyway, I will not go again, my heart is sad.

"Well, let's not go. Are you going to keep crying, or let's talk about something else." Huang Jin asked very sincerely when Guan Wei's voice stabilized.

"Stop crying." Guan Wei felt embarrassed.

On the phone, Guan Wei told Huang Jin exactly what Zhang Fei had said to him in a low voice.

After pondering for a while, Huang Jin was quite sure that Zhang Fei had no malicious intentions, because he said "I know you too".

Huang Jin asked Guan Wei, "Don't you think that the word 'also' is referring to himself? He knows your secret, and told you his secret. Besides, you and He Jingyang have nothing to do. What are you afraid of?"

Guan Wei's brain finally recovered its ability to think after galloping like a frightened crazy horse.

He carefully recalled Zhang Fei's pitiful and sympathetic eyes at that time, and realized belatedly, did Zhang Fei mean that he "also" "liked a boy"?

Although a heart is still wavering, it is finally put in the stomach.

After hanging up the phone, Guan Wei floated back to the dormitory full of surprise, and fell asleep without saying a word.

It was good to sleep.

It feels so good to fall asleep.

It's just that a hand suddenly touched his face, and a voice said in a crying voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Who is this man?sorry for what?

Forget it, sleep!