There is light at the wellhead

"Can you tell me what's going on with you two." There was wind on the playground, and Li Jie's voice was a little fluttering.

"It's nothing. What's the matter with you?" He wanted to grin and laugh, but he didn't, because "Don't fool me" was clearly written on Li Jie's face.

"You like him? Tell him?"

"I... don't you all like him too..."

"Don't bullshit with me. How do we like him, and how do you like him? Just the way you look at him in class, I wish I could turn him into nothing!"

"How can two men like Fa?" He Jingyang felt guilty. In fact, from the moment he hugged Guan Wei on the top of the mountain, he always felt that he was floating in mid-air, and it was only now that he began to feel the feeling of landing.

Or whether Li Jie or anyone else asked this question, it was also what he subconsciously expected.

"Do you still know the two men? Then you don't feel it or don't dare to admit it? Tell me what the fuck is it?" Li Jie took out a book from his schoolbag and slapped He Jingyang's head fiercely.

He Jingyang took a closer look and saw that it was the calculation book he thought he had lost.

Half of the paper inside is full of pictures: some are like little people, crying, laughing, and running happily, which is the word "close"; some are like a wall, and like a pile of books. , and sitting like a person with his head downcast, this is the word "only".

"I drew it casually, and no one could see it." He Jingyang's voice was weak, and he didn't know how Li Jie could see it.

"Yes, others are blind and can't see it. Are you blind too?" Li Jie sneered. "Don't you ask me where I got this shabby book? You left it in the cafeteria, Cai Xiaoming picked it up, and asked around who was secretly in love with Guan Wei, that's why you got such a romantic book!"

He Jingyang's head hummed.

In addition to the extraordinarily pictorial "Guan" and "Wei", he also embellished a lot of little hearts on the spur of the moment.

He planned to use this book to curry favor with Guan Wei when the painting was full, and exchange it with him for a birthday present when he came back with a shy face.But I didn't expect the book to be lost.

"Scared to death, right? I told her that it was Guan Wei's self-discovered art signature, so don't be a fool to claim it." Li Jie kicked him resentfully.

From the tight hug with Guan Wei to the current turmoil, He Jingyang feels that these days are like a pot of boiling water sitting on a fire, and the fire is not extinguished and the water is always on.

He had been looking forward to waiting until Guan Wei came to lift the lid of the pot before the water boiled dry.But it was Li Jie.

When he came home, his dream was full of the sound of "He Jingyang" on the top of the mountain. He was in the dormitory, and what he smelled was the faint fragrance of his body.

But what can I do?Is it what I want?The more He Jingyang thought about it, the more he felt that he had a big grievance, he bit his lip and his eyes turned red.

"It's the first time for Guan Wei to leave home. He's unfamiliar with the place. He met you, a brother with more enthusiasm than intelligence, who protects him everywhere, so he has some dependence on you. It's understandable. What about you? What do you think?"

"I, I am, just treat him well."

"What's the best way? Don't stay at home for the holidays and come to school to accompany him? Buy him those little gadgets to please girls? Stick to him wherever he goes and do everything? I'm afraid others don't know that there is a guy who likes him?"

"I'm not! I won't let others know!" He Jingyang was anxious.

"Then how do I know? Even if you don't let people know, you can drag him into a mud pit that will never be restored, and roll into two wastes! Everyone looks down on him, and he lives without any dignity. Is this what you want to give him?"

"No, Brother Jie, I don't know what's wrong, I just act impulsively, and I get cold after a while."

"You think so. I don't think Guan Wei is a cold person. Does he like you too?"

"He told me that he liked me, but I didn't understand it, and I didn't respond." He Jingyang said aggrievedly.

"Are you still planning to respond? Then think about it carefully, how will he face his past, future, parents, friends...?"

"I didn't want to respond! I won't be like that in the future."

"Wouldn't it be like that?"

"Hey, I'm just like you anyway, or I'll go back to the head office in Shushui Town?" He Jingyang couldn't say anything to Li Jie, so he yelled anxiously.

"Don't be self-willed. I'll just ask you if you know what you're doing? If you don't want to answer, I'll never ask about your affairs again." Although there was no one around, Li Jie still deliberately lowered his voice, but suppressed I can't help being angry.Every word spit out from his thin lips seemed to have been severely tempered by the raging wind on the playground, and then recomposed into a sentence, like a sharp knife, one knife at a time, slowly cutting into He Jingyang's heart.

"I don't know." He Jingyang answered honestly.

"Let me tell you something." Li Jie stared at He Jingyang coldly for a long time, confirmed that he sincerely said "I don't know", let out a long breath, and pulled him to sit down.

Guan Wei actually bought a new gift for He Jingyang.

"Hey, is there anything special about giving gifts? For example, giving a cup means a lifetime or something." Guan Wei asked Wang Yahui on the bus to Qingcheng.

"I haven't heard of it, have you heard of it?" Wang Yahui turned around and asked several other people.

"Yes, you can't send the watch, that's the end—"

"Also, you can't send umbrellas, which means you're breaking up—"

"Anyway, you should rely on the homophonic sound. If you can rely on it, if it is not suitable or not, then don't buy it." Wang Yahui made a conclusion.

Finally, Wang Yahui accompanied him to several stationery stores and bought a fountain pen.

The body of the pen is made of stainless steel, and it glows with a cold light. Guan Wei leaned close to take a look, and could still look at his eyebrows in a daze, and fell in love with it immediately.

"Isn't there something special about sending pens?" Guan Wei asked the clerk hesitantly.

"Yes, it means that there is ink in the belly, and it is specially given to cultural people." The clerk said something insincerely, and Wang Yahui laughed, "You two have such a good relationship, why would you not be happy to give it to him?"

To say that Wang Yahui is a very decent person besides being stubborn. He knew that he was buying a gift for He Jingyang. In addition, he made a slip of the tongue in the car and asked people about "a lifetime", but he didn't ask a word Does it have something to do with He Jingyang shouting "my cup".

Guan Wei was grateful, paid the bill and came out to treat Wang Yahui to a meal.

After the two chatted for a long time, Guan Wei realized that he still had a good impression in the eyes of others.

"The people in your Datong shop are nice, but the people in our dormitory are also pretty good. You'll know when you get to know each other a few times. They're all hardworking and excellent. And have you noticed that you're discussing the same issue with people with different ideas? , can also develop your own thinking." After Wang Yahui finished speaking, he looked at Guan Wei expectantly, "We definitely welcome you if you want to come, and I am usually here too."

"Then... well, I will often harass you from now on." Guan Wei was filled with emotion.

That night he went directly from the playground to Lao Xu's dormitory, wanting to listen to music, but Lao Xu was not there.

Walking back through the boys' dormitory, I turned in like a ghost.

He made up an impromptu excuse and said "I'm looking for Wang Yahui" as soon as he entered the door. If this person was not there, he could just turn around and leave.

On weekends, only half of the house was there, and everyone was surprised to see him as an unexpected visitor. Some poured water, some handed Maza, and some ran to the next door to yell at Wang Yahui to come back.

There is no embarrassing scene of being cold and speechless as he imagined. A classmate who doesn't like to talk will push the cup in front of him, say "washed", and go about his own business.

The talkative classmate didn't have the self-consciousness of "he came to see Wang Yahui and only had something to say with Wang Yahui" at all, and talked about whatever he wanted to talk about.

When Wang Yahui came back, he couldn't say anything for a long time.

Guan Wei, who tremblingly took his first step into the strange world, was assimilated by people's enthusiasm, and agreed to go to Qingcheng together the next day.

"What harassment, you can't ask for it." Wang Yahui brought Guan Wei back to reality with one sentence.

He Jingyang, you are fine, and we are all fine.But I, I have to take some time and energy out of you, otherwise the two of us will be one after another, endlessly.

Fortunately, I have already escaped, and you don't have to go in.

As for the pen, Guan Wei originally wanted to give it to He Jingyang when he returned to school that day, but he was still very angry when he thought of his arrogance at the school gate early in the morning, and planned to suppress his arrogance, so he didn't give it to him for now.

Besides, this person didn't even return to the dormitory that night. I was the one who was embarrassed. What are you trying to hide from?Because of this injustice, let's procrastinate!

I didn't expect that if I procrastinated, it seemed that I had missed the best opportunity, and it would be quite embarrassing to take it out and hand it over from time to time, because I didn't find another opportunity with the right time, place and people.

This sum settled down under Guan Wei's pillow.

He Jingyang invited Guan Wei to Shushui Town, planning to go back on Friday afternoon, sleep in on Saturday morning, take him for a ride on a motorcycle in the afternoon, go to the mine to watch videos in the evening, and eat the fucking pancakes the next morning—— If you want to climb the mountain, we also have it, and there is a small pavilion on the mountain.

He Jingyang spoke cheerfully at the time, but Guan Wei didn't intend to refuse.Moreover, I just took this opportunity to give away the pen.It's just that I have made an agreement with someone that I want to join a study group, so I have to say hello.

When he came back after saying hello, he happened to see Li Jie and He Jingyang coming from the playground one after the other.Both of them had abnormal expressions - Li Jie was a little sad, and He Jingyang was a little confused.

Guan Wei followed behind with a head full of question marks, and wanted to wait for He Jingyang to ask questions, but he didn't want to make Li Jie suffer.

As a result, they waited until they returned to the dormitory, and the two did not separate.

When Guan Wei entered the door, he bumped into He Jingyang and ran out, clutching his schoolbag.Seeing Guan Wei, he grinned reluctantly and left.

Guan Wei hurriedly said, "Wait for me, I'll go home with you", but He Jingyang didn't seem to hear it, the wind passed by his side and disappeared, like a dream.

This dream didn't wake up until Zhao Bingcai called him to have lunch.

gone.

gone?

gone!

"Where's He Jingyang?" He asked blankly.

"Going home, didn't you bump into the door when you entered?" Zhao Bingcai stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes.

"He also said to take me back." The moment he said this, Guan Wei thought he would cry, but he didn't.

"Ha, that's because he forgot. Next week, anyway, he always comes back." Zhao Bingcai didn't care.Yes, others should not take it seriously.

Only Li Jie looked over with complicated eyes.

On the day when Qingcheng was subdued and would not fight back when he was beaten or scolded, Guan Wei thought about when to talk to Li Jie, to talk about his hostility that came and went without a trace and hints that there was something in his words.

Now it seems that it is useless.

Although he didn't understand what happened, he was still secretly glad that he was able to go home with He Jingyang, his heart was only in full bloom in the dark, and he never showed it.

Otherwise, how unbearable it would be now.

Fortunately, I have already planned to let go.No, I would have let go long ago.

What's more, He Jingyang's attitude is sometimes yin and yang, sometimes cold and sometimes hot, it seems that he can't even be a good friend.

Even if I want to accompany you, they don't need it.

In comparison, Wang Yahui and the others are more comfortable, enthusiastic and lively, restrained and polite, and there will be no inexplicable things or inexplicable emotions.

Based on his inner anxiety and curiosity about what happened, Guan Weiqiang insisted on pretending "I'm fine" on the surface, expecting He Jingyang to come back and give him an explanation.

Whatever the reason, he was willing to accept it.

When He Jingyang came back from home, there was no pancake, no explanation and no apology.It's as if nothing happened at all as if he never said that he would take Guan Wei home.

Guan Wei felt that the small broken boat in his heart was also struggling so hard that he managed to maintain the same calm as him.

But compared to before, there are more people around and more things to distract us. Although the boat is broken, the bottom is not leaking. Once it is supported, it will be stable.

So everyone continued to move forward calmly, each with their own ghosts, and kept secrets from others.

It's just that when Guan Wei was changing the pillow cover, when he saw the pen, his heart would shake: "Is this pen shaped like an umbrella, so it means that we are going to break up? But I haven't given it away yet."