There is light at the wellhead

"I'll think you like me too" - these words swept through He Jingyang's heart like a hurricane, leaving a mess everywhere, spelling out a fact:

I am afraid that the distance between me and him will become farther and farther away and sad, I don’t want him to be wronged and angry, I feel distressed when I see him hurt, I want to see him smile, I want to hold him in my arms without being hurt, I want him Wishes come true—if he knows, will he be mistaken for liking?

Or, is it not a misunderstanding at all?

From the moment he knew that Guan Wei liked him, He Jingyang followed Huang Jin and Zhu Baoping's established plan, from the standpoint of a good buddy, went all out to kill and suppress, but never thought that he could respond.

When Guan Wei said, "No matter the wasteland or the oasis, if you don't come up, I'll keep waiting", he can excuse not to express his position on the pretext that he doesn't understand what he means.

What about now?

When this person looked at himself with dark eyes and said, "I promised to go to the same school with you", "we will be classmates for another four years, okay", but the wish I made was for him to "come true" ", He Jingyang could no longer ignore his heart.

This unexpected hug proved that Guan Wei hadn't let go of that feeling completely.

And me?do i like himThe phrase "If you still like me, keep liking me, I don't mind anymore" that has been hidden in my heart for a long time but has not been said, is it a love that I want to push away without realizing that it has grown?

Even if not, at least you care?

Since you care so much, why can't you be happy together and have to push away?

Even if it is true as you said, "wrong" and "not good", but Guan Wei has a thorn in his heart for a long time, it must be very painful, right?

In this case, at least for now, on the empty mountaintop, he can make mistakes together, make mistakes together, and relieve the pain for a moment.

He Jingyang turned around, stretched out his hand hesitantly, and hugged the person who was closely behind him, feeling his slightly trembling body, this strange experience made him throbbing in a daze, he couldn't help tightening his arms, wanting to hug him even tighter closer.

A large piece of flowers slowly bloomed in Guan Wei's heart, covering every corner.

The moment He Jingyang said that he wanted him to get his wish, Guan Wei's heart softened beyond measure.

What else is there to be dissatisfied with?The person I like, he likes me too.

Does he know it, admits it or not, what does it matter?

That's all.

How about two men?

All the hopeful things he could not get before, those thoughts that he thought he had let go, really turned into nothingness at this moment, and were blown away by the fierce wind on the top of the mountain without a trace.

Only a pool of spring water is left, soaking a heart in it.No matter which direction you drift, you can feel the warmth and comfort of being wrapped, and feel at ease.

Not long ago, he had felt that he had turned into a human-shaped scaffold without flesh and clothing, and the wind from all directions passed through his body inside and out, and it was still cold besides cold.

How cold it was then is how warm it is now.

If it is said that sooner or later this absurd relationship must be brought to an end, what could be more perfect than this long-awaited hug?

No way, it’s still not enough, just let me indulge once, just this time, and only this time——Guan Wei closed his eyes and greedily breathed in the breath of the person in front of him, and slowly pressed his cold lips against his warm neck , with a slight sigh, stopped contentedly.

The face of a child in March.The sky was still clear when going up the mountain, but suddenly it began to rain.

Before He Jingyang could wake up from the dizziness caused by the warm, soft and careful touch on his neck, he was dragged by Guan Wei and ran all the way down the mountain.

When we got back to the dormitory, the rain stopped again.

The doors and windows of the Datong shop were opened, and Zhou Yi forced people to clean up, saying that the waking of stings had arrived, and some strange insects had been locked up all winter, and it was time to let them out.

People who had just descended the mountain and planned to take advantage of the weekend to be lazy, grieved and complained and began to clean up.

There are also benefits, such as a stack of meal tickets, a long-lost sock, someone's exercise book, a handful of date stones, a suspicious semicircular unknown object covered in dust—— In the end, the object was stripped and half a glass of water wasted to rinse it, only to find out that it was half a baked steamed bun... When I was very busy, two visitors came.

The people who came were Liu Chang and another female classmate, Yao Jingfei, from Qingcheng, who were playing with Li Jie during the sports meeting.

There was nothing serious about the two of them, they just came here to borrow some notes from last week, because Yao Jingfei asked for leave last week.

Notes are dispensable for Zhao Bingcai, but he enthusiastically expressed that he could give on-site assistance to real people. For example, Guan Wei was brought up by him last semester...he was dragged aside before he finished speaking.

He Jingyang had just experienced an unexpected emotional baptism on the top of the mountain, and he was still in a state of mind wandering, so naturally he didn't show much initiative.

Zhou Yi and Ma Liwen consciously thought that as students in the liberal arts class, they had to provide notes to the science students in the fast class.

During the whole process, Li Jie, who was supposed to show up on his own initiative, kept squatting at the base of the wall with his back facing the box and the door.

Seeing the situation, the two heroes of the Zhao family had no choice but to accept the matter very boldly, and said that they would pack it up later and send it to the cafeteria in person, and see you at lunch.

Yao Jingfei and Liu Chang left.

Zhou Yi strode in and kicked Li Jie: "Stop pretending, everyone is gone."

Li Jie's legs became numb from squatting for a long time, and he fell to the ground with a bang. He got up and sat on the edge of the bed with no expression. While rubbing his legs, he said to the onlookers, "What are you looking at? Have you finished sweeping?"

It's a pity that the voice was so stern and mean, that even Zhao Bingcai realized it. He grabbed the book on Li Jie's box and asked, "Are you looking for me? Let me see what you wrote just now and don't care about him." ——Eh? You didn’t write anything!”

Li Jie became angry from embarrassment, grabbed the notebook and threw it on the bed, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward.

Zhou Yi greeted everyone with a malicious smile: "It's gone, it's gone—I'm looking forward to it, I'm looking forward to it, the east wind is coming, the footsteps of spring are approaching, Li Jie's face is turning red, I have to get out of here ..."

Everyone tacitly dispersed quickly.

He Jingyang, who had been distracted for a long time, suddenly realized, and asked in a low voice, "So that letter..."

Guan Wei didn't hide this time, just looked at him and smiled without speaking.

He Jingyang suddenly remembered the proactive hug he had just had on the top of the mountain, and the smile froze on his face.

Guan Wei didn't want to understand what He Jingyang's ambiguous hug meant. To him, it was an unexpected surprise and sweetness, and he had to taste it when it came.

It is also a beautiful curtain call for a relationship that was paid unilaterally. After the curtain call, there is no need to worry about physical contact with He Jingyang.

Even if one more look at He Jingyang's current embarrassment, the sweetness will fade a bit, and now it is almost gone.

"Don't worry about it, I don't really think so, I think it scares you." After saying this, Guan Wei twitched a cross dart in his heart, and his internal organs were shattered.

It's okay, once you get used to it, it will heal slowly, he thought.

Having said that, Guan Wei still felt the hug on the top of the mountain, which may have turned on a certain switch on He Jingyang's body, and at the same time poured in a little mountain wind and light rain, which caused him to be offline all day.

Carrying the small table out, he tripped over the threshold and caused Ma Liwen to fall.

After washing the rag, he wiped his face and was laughed at by Zhao Bingcai for a long time.

On the way to the cafeteria, while walking, he suddenly turned his head to search around, his eyes fixed on Guan Wei but he didn't speak, which shocked Zhou Yi who was walking with him.

When they walked back after eating, Guan Wei waited for him behind, and the two of them walked all the way in silence.

He Jingyang suddenly asked: "Hey, you...forget it!"

? ? ?Guan Wei was puzzled.

"just me……"

"Speak!" Guan Wei looked at the people around, wanting to collapse.Wishing there was such a switch, he would turn it off again immediately.

"Tell me, why does one person like another..."

"I don't know!" Guan Wei collapsed, as if he had traveled back to the day of the Chinese New Year, and several people in Zhu Baoping's house had also talked about this topic.At the same time, I feel like I want to pull the light rope when I see it. What if it works?

Later, He Jingyang was dragged back to the dormitory by Guan Weilu, climbed onto the bed and took a nap that couldn't be longer.When he woke up, the dormitory was empty.

"Among the crowds, I saw you again, just as charming and beautiful~~~" - this song that I learned on the day of the spring outing suddenly popped into my mind, and He Jingyang couldn't help humming.

It turns out that realizing that I might like Guan Wei is a completely different feeling from liking Zhao Qingshi.The same heart skipped a beat, why is it dancing so chaotically now—is it because Guan Wei is a man?

He is a man.He is a man?He is a man!

Whatever, he still likes me!

Huang Jin, Zhu Baoping and Liu Quan will beat you to death.

Whatever, I like him too!

He Jingyang has never felt that the word "like" can make people so excited.Thinking of Guan Wei's hard work liking him for so long, and receiving all kinds of cold reception, he obviously likes him too, but his heart is covered with lard and he is generally unconscious. I feel very guilty, and feel that I should take the initiative to do something to make up for it.

He was very eager to express his opinion to Guan Wei, but Guan Wei was not there, where did he go?

When Li Jie entered the door, He Jingyang raised his voice and roared, "Don't say too much, I know what you and I want to do—" Forgot the words after that, it was stuck.

Li Jie looked at him suspiciously, pointed to his head, and wordlessly sent out a question with his eyes - "Are you sick?"

He Jingyang received it perfectly, and smiled very straightforwardly, "I'm not sick, I just want to sing."

"Why?"

"happy."

"Why are you happy?"

"like."

"I'm sick." Li Jie came to a conclusion succinctly, and said something normal to him: "Go to the city tomorrow to buy reference books, will you go?"

"Guan Wei will go and I will go."

As soon as these words came out, both of them were stunned.

He Jingyang was stunned by the nerves that had been erratic for a day, and was suddenly brought back to reality by these words - "I like Guan Wei", "Guan Wei likes me", "We both like each other" It seems that none of these three states should be people I know, the inexplicable words of myself are too ambiguous.

Li Jie was stunned by He Jingyang's inexplicable singing, inexplicable smile, inexplicable happiness - plus this sentence that came out of his mouth.

"If Guan Wei doesn't go, you won't go?" He asked tentatively.

"What's the matter?" Guan Wei appeared at the door in time and heard this sentence.

"As for buying books tomorrow, ask him if he will go." Li Jie turned to Guan Wei, his eyes full of doubts and the coldness that had disappeared for a long time.

Guan Wei also perfectly received Li Jie's wordless question, but he was unwilling to reply, and said to He Jingyang, "Everyone is going, why don't you go?"

"Go, go, go." He Jingyang was startled into sweat by Li Jie's words, and nodded quickly.He wanted to ask Guan Weiyi, "Where have you been? I have a lot of things I want to tell you", but he didn't dare, for fear of leading the conversation to himself again.

He was worried until dinner time, He Jingyang dragged Guan Wei to find a secluded corner, but didn't eat well, took a few mouthfuls to watch Guan Weiyan, Guan Wei became impatient, and reached out to hold his head to prevent him from lifting.

He Jingyang raised his head a little bit, struggled and said, "I... am I a little abnormal, I get nervous when I see Li Jie."

"Because you know who wrote the love letter to him? Everyone knows, why are you nervous?" Guan Wei wanted to avoid the topic.

"Oh, no. It's because of me, you, me..." He Jingyang stammered for a long time, unable to utter a whole sentence.

"Because it's like that on the mountain? You're so nervous, you can't open your mouth. Didn't I tell you not to care, and I won't take it seriously?" Guan Wei said with a low voice.

He Jingyang faltered for a long time, "I thought about it all afternoon, I think, I should also like you..." He Jingyang's voice became lower and lower, staring down at the dishes in the bowl, not daring to look at Guan Wei.

"Just be quiet for a while." Guan Wei heard every word sincerely, and Guan Wei had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know how to answer the words.

"I want to say that you are not here all afternoon." He Jingyang's embarrassment turned into grievance.

"Then tell me, should you, or are you sure?" Guan Weixin asked with a stern look.