There is light at the wellhead

"There is a cloud in the sky, I can't grow roots, but I want to get close to it..." A male voice in Cantonese suddenly came from the TV, reminding them that another episode of "Peerless Twins" has finished, and Guan Wei is still in a low mood.

Huang Jin touched his cold hands, wrapped him in a blanket, poured him hot water, and listened to him talking intermittently about how He Jingyang treated him, how Zhao Bingcai treated him, how Li Jie treated him, and others. How well the roommate treats him - is there really a difference between these kinds of kindness?Why is it him and not someone else?And that dream. In the dream, the eyes of poplar trees looked at him from behind, which made him feel chilly.

Without him, would he fall in love with another man, just like Zhu Baoping's classmate in the studio? It's just this idea that scared Guan Wei soberly.

The questions he raised far exceeded Huang Jin, a sophomore in high school, and there was no way to answer them.

The atmosphere gradually eased up, and Zhu Baoping even heard a sentence in the middle: "Hey, your dream is very emotional, I have to draw one~~~"

Ever since Huang Jin could remember, Guan Wei played with him and Liu Quan.Although the age is generally as high as the senior grade, Huang Jin thinks that Guan Wei is a little brother.One is that Guan Wei looks too pink, and the other is that Huang Jin has been old-fashioned since he was a child.In Guan's mother's words, she was pregnant five years longer than other children.

From how to bounce a glass ball, how to roll a hoop, how to wrap a book cover, how to beat a bee, to taking him to peek at a video tape, Liu Quan even took him into a fight—could it be because he didn’t teach him how to find a girl in time? Friend, he will find a man to come back?And if he didn't talk about it by accident, he might not be willing to say it, what a big deal it must be to hide it!

After being frightened, Huang Jinda felt a kind of melancholy that "the child is too old to help his mother", and at the same time, he was glad to find out in time.

"You did the right thing, you should let us know." Huang Jin sighed and said softly.

But I thought silently in my heart, what if, what if Guan Wei fell into it, I just couldn't break it, couldn't forget it?Or cut it off and forgot about it, and replaced it with another one?It doesn't matter if we know it, what about others?

No one cared about the love and hatred between Hua Wuque and Xiao Yuer and the Jianghu, and no one got up to change the tapes. The VCR played the fixed episodes in a lonely loop. Liu Quan and Zhu Baoping also had a day. Talking about whether to build or not:

"You said, why do people like another person?"

"You don't know why you like Zhang Yidan? I also want to know why my dad likes a camera more than his wife."

"I know this. The scenery seen from your mother is not as colorful as the one seen from the camera. And I don't like her very much. If I choose who to play with, I will definitely choose you." Liu Quan said while saying Taking a look at Huang Jin, I was afraid that "Liu Quan wants to play with Zhang Yidan" after "Xiao Wei likes men and he is another man" would also irritate him.

"You mean that He Jingyang gave more to Xiaowei than we did? You see, I said his mother shouldn't send him down. He may be subject to some kind of restraint. If he treats him better, he will fall."

Guan Wei laughed at himself, didn't he?Nope.He didn't feel that he was restrained and suffered, but he seemed to have fallen.

"Have you seen him? Is he as handsome as me? Why did Guan Wei fall in love with him first after I have been in love with him for so many years?" Liu Quan objected.

"There is no comparison. For example, even if you like girls, it is impossible to just give you one and be tempted."

"Then... tell me, is it possible that Xiao Wei likes more masculine women? It's a pity that I haven't met them yet, so I just find a man to entrust her to?"

"What do you mean, you can accept a man like Zhang Yidan?"

"Why do you keep running on me? You know it!" Liu Quan was annoyed.

"It's fine, don't run on you, I don't understand either. Why don't you borrow the tape some other day to come back and study."

"Is the sperm on your head? Who doesn't know what the two men can do? What kind of a fart is a man with no breasts and no butt?"

"You don't know what a fart. My dad just asked me to buy that thing! Just the two of us in the studio, I heard from the people in the dormitory..." Zhu Baoping leaned close to Liu Quan's ear and said in a low voice, while peeking Close the only eye.The man was lying on the sofa with Huang Jin's legs as a pillow, eyes closed, and he didn't know if he was awake or asleep.

Liu Quan listened, spewed soda all over the table, coughed wildly, and struggled to ask, "Really? You ask clearly, if the two men are like that together, Xiao Wei can't... ..."

Huang Jin realized what the two of them were talking about. Although he didn't know what they were talking about, but seeing Liu Quan's appearance was not a good thing, he glared at them and warned them to shut up.

Just after the New Year's Eve dinner, someone came to ask He Jingyang to fry up "hot fire" together.

It is a custom in Shushui Town that in the courtyards facing the street, a pagoda-shaped coal pile was built with the best clean coal blocks outside the gates of each courtyard years ago. Firewood was stuffed in the belly of the pagoda. The entire town can be seen everywhere in red joy.

This group of middle-aged and middle-aged people didn't even watch the Spring Festival Gala, and wandered around the town after eating, with a box of matches in their pockets, a cigarette in one hand and a firecracker in the other, blowing up someone's house as they passed by.When encountering a fire that has not been lit yet, I have to kindly light it for others, so that when I return later, it will burn vigorously before blowing it up.

A good pagoda will be crooked when it is blown up, but no one is serious with them. The Chinese New Year will be lively and festive. Besides, this group of young people are talking and joking, and they are obviously very popular. It's a bit embarrassing if someone hasn't been blown up on the morning of the first day of junior high school.

So someone even stood guard at the door, and when they came over, they had to scatter some sweets and treats.

When Guan Wei was crying at Zhu Baoping's house, He Jingyang was sniffing his red nose and looking for a kind of hard candy from his friends.

This kind of candy is transparent, red, green and green in many colors, and its shape is also unique. There are kittens, dogs, rabbits, and the naive Monkey King Zhu Bajie. Although the lines are simple, but the expression is smart, Guan Wei must like it.

They hadn't seen this candy when they bought new year's goods in the town. Some people said that it was sold by outsiders at the rally years ago, and it happened to be distributed to them by others.He Jingyang didn't say what he was doing for it, anyway, he forced others to give him all the ones they had, gathered a dozen or so, and packed them carefully.

"Is it for the object?" Someone teased him.

"Is it still that Zhao Qing? Have you caught up?" He Jingyang had followed Zhao Qing all the way to Qingzhong, and it was no secret between them.

"I don't think about it. The youth school is very strict, and I will be sent back to the original high school when I find a partner. Don't spread rumors to others." He Jingyang paused, looked at the noncommittal expressions of his partners, and followed: "I If you can’t pass the level test, if you want to chase others, it will become a joke.”

Only then did everyone show an expression of "I knew hehehe", and continued to happily stir up "hot fire".

The four of them slept until almost noon the next day, only to be woken up by Guan's mother's phone call.

Having said this, Guan Wei's mind was finally not so oppressive. All the heavy stones on his chest were piled up and put aside. Although they were still in danger, as long as they didn't reach out and touch them, no one would know how dangerous it was.

Liu Quan wants to go back to his hometown with his parents.Zhu Baoping plans to visit relatives frantically. Uncles and aunts run from house to house, crying poor and pretending to be pitiful. He wants to collect a considerable amount of lucky money before school starts, so that he can go to another place to join an awesome studio during the training camp for the third year of high school.

It will be a long time to be separated soon, and at Guan Wei's suggestion, everyone went to take a group photo.

Coming out of the photo studio, several people broke up. Huang Jin looked at everyone seriously and said, "I may never be able to accept this, but no matter what happens in the future, I will definitely stand by Xiao Wei."

"Me too, even if you suddenly change your mind and want to like me—" Liu Quan kicked Zhu Baoping before finishing his sentence.

"If you have one, don't you think it's messy? Anyway, I advise you to stop it. Being ambiguous is not a solution. If you want to affect the college entrance examination because of this, you will suffer even more if you stay in Yunzhou for the rest of your life. Our studio Then the two discussed it, and in the future we will pass the exam together, either in Shanghai or Beijing." Zhu Baoping said in a mature and solemn tone, "Come on, let's cheer up, goodbye is summer vacation." After thinking about it, he added: "I Love you guys."

Although the wind is bitter, my heart is warm.The four smiled and high-fived goodbye on the street.

When we broke up downstairs, Huang Jin said to Guan Wei: "It was my fault that I didn't block you in time last night. But you still have to remember that thing, you're going to break up, let alone let him know, understand? ? He's not us, if it gets out to you, it's really..."

"I know." I love you too——Guan Wei said it silently in his heart, and nodded vigorously.

I was woken up by firecrackers in the morning on the first day of the new year, and every family began to greet and send them off, and the house and yard became lively.He Jingyang thought of Guan Wei, this was the first good friend he made who needed to call for New Year greetings.

But if they really have to accompany Zhu Baoping through the years, they must not be at home.Call in the morning and if he is not there, it is not good to call again in the afternoon. Is it not appropriate to pray twice a day?Thinking about it this way, I held back until the afternoon before dialing the number I had been reading for a day.

Guan's mother picked up the call. First, they exchanged pleasantries, thanked He Jingyang for taking care of Guan Wei, and invited him to play during the Chinese New Year, and then transferred the call to Guan Wei.

"Hello~~" Guan Wei was a little nervous, feeling that the smile was fake, completely unaware that He Jingyang couldn't see it through the phone.

"Happy Chinese New Year! Xiao Wei!" A sentence burst out from the microphone, followed by He Jingyang's unscrupulous laughter.

All the entanglement and depression are my own and have nothing to do with others.He is still the same He Jingyang who stood in the sun and showed his big white teeth and smiled like a big dog—it was a simple truth, but he only understood it when he heard He Jingyang's laughter. Guan Wei smiled as if he was relieved , "Little He'er, Happy Chinese New Year!"

He Jingyang talked and laughed, and it took him 3 minutes to describe his weird candy. Guan Wei couldn't imagine what kind of candy could satisfy the needs of "red, green, yellow, blue, twinkle, twinkle, and twinkle". Shiny, especially like your eyes" These few conditions, I had to give up this topic, and heard him say that Yangko and opera singing started as soon as the fifth day of the new year was over, and there were performances in ten miles and eight villages, and it would last until the sixteenth day of the first lunar month. .

"Then have you figured out which day you're going back to school?" Guan Wei asked.

"I'll follow you. Don't worry if you haven't settled down. Call me when you're sure—" He Jingyang said a series of numbers, and Guan Wei hurriedly wrote them down.

"Don't you want to go early? Playing Yangko is definitely more interesting than going to school." Guan Wei was worried and expected.

"Yes. But you can't make a fire when you go by yourself, it's like an ice cellar, and you catch a cold again." He Jingyang's unabashed worry made Guan Wei even more uneasy.

If he knew that he had such thoughts for him, he probably wouldn't be able to avoid it, right?It is impossible to have such concern again——Guan Wei suddenly wanted to be selfish for a while.

"My eighth and seventh day, my uncle wants to bring a partner to our house to meet our parents." Guan Wei was a little apprehensive: "If you really don't want to come, it's okay, I'll just ask Uncle Zhao to help me light the fire."

"Well, that's right. Then you go first, and I'll go after I've finished watching the red fire." He Jingyang covered his mouth while laughing, this guy must be furious when he heard what he said.

Hearing the unexpected answer, Guan Wei's heart sank, a selfish person really did not end well, and he just thought that He Jingyang's concern for him was more like self-indulgence.

After all, when He Jingyang heard the news that he was going back to Yunzhou at the end of his sophomore year, he didn't ask any more questions, and even ate an apple.

"Okay, got it, see you at the beginning of school. Goodbye, He Jingyang~" He quickly dialed the phone, but the moment he dialed it, he heard He Jingyang say something again, and suddenly he was afraid that He Jingyang would call again, so he didn't put it on purpose.

So be it!From now on, learn to not have He Jingyang, not to accept his kindness, and don't always think about bothering him - it will fade away slowly, right?

Guan Wei found an excuse that he thought was appropriate for his behavior of not putting down the phone, but he couldn't do anything in his heart.

Replay of the Spring Festival Gala Boring Noisy people in the room. Eat a snack, but it's still walnuts... Finally, he walked over helplessly and put the phone away, but it didn't ring again.

"Brother Zhao went to the market and bought me a chain to play with. Guess..." He Jingyang finished laughing secretly here, and was about to say the third thing, but found that the phone was cut off, and he couldn't get in anyway, so he secretly Depressed for a long time, I guessed that Guan Wei had only friends playing together, and he was in a hurry to call him, so panicked that he didn't put the phone down.

The smile on his face was still there, but his heart was a mess of millet porridge.

That's right, there's nothing to show off with a broken fruit candy, and I didn't say anything special for wasting half a day.Guan Wei's topics of conversation with his friends, Zhu Baoping, Huang Jin, and Liu Quan, whom he has never seen before, must be more interesting than his own. Hey, I can only light him up. It's no different from the concierge, Uncle Zhao.

Moreover, after the sophomore year exam, Guan Wei will not stay in Qingzhong anymore.Even if He Jingyang is different from Uncle Zhao, to Guan Wei, there is no difference.

He Jingyang took off the gold chain plated with something unknown, held the pendant in a daze for a while, and put it in the drawer.