Delusion Master

Bai Yuan patted his head: "Think optimistically, your father may still be alive, even Xu Mu has never seen his dead body, right?"

Wei Lin: "I dare not harbor such hopes. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment in the future."

Bai Yuan took him into his arms and kissed him tenderly.

Wei Lin rubbed his head against his chest, and his mood seemed to improve a little.Lying half in Bai Yuan's arms, he continued to read the last few pages of the diary.

"On September 9th, it rained heavily in the afternoon, and it didn't stop until it was dark. I had to go back to the experiment center to see what was going on, and I couldn't wait any longer. It is my strength, and I am not as good as me in this aspect. After all, Ms. Gaia is a person, not a machine. Unless she stays in the laboratory forever, as long as she appears in the crowd, I have a way to find her. After all, she There is a family with a husband, and maybe children, all of which will become hidden dangers of revealing her identity."

"September 9th, the rain was still falling. I found her whereabouts. She kissed her son goodbye by the luxury car. The boy looked only three or four years old, a little younger than Xiaolin, and he was quite delicate. Look at her The attitude towards her son is like a normal mother, not a cold robot. But it's none of my business, I just want to see Yicheng. I have to follow her carefully, find the location of the experimental center, and then find a way to slip Go in. Ten percent, wait for me."

Xu Mu waited for the news of less than [-]% for a long time, and planned to sneak into the experimental center to find out. There is no record of what happened after this.

The date of the last diary entry was September 9th, and the day Xu Mu appeared in front of Wei Lin was October 13th.During the nearly one month in between, what was Xu Mu doing?Have you met Yicheng's face?Wei Lin didn't know.But he guessed that Xu Mu should have confirmed Yicheng's death, so he gave up contacting the other party and turned around to find himself.

It was also from that time on that Xu Mu stopped writing a diary and hid the diary until he died.

Wei Lin closed the notebook: "Unfortunately, Xu Mu didn't leave the real name and identity of this 'Ms. Gaia' in the diary, and he didn't even mention the specific address of the experimental center. Has he already Expected that I would read this diary one day, and not allow me to continue to investigate?"

Bai Yuan said: "In his previous diary, he described a lot of techniques such as fighting, counter-reconnaissance, infiltration, blasting, etc. during his military experience, and also wrote about various anecdotes with your father, in order to make the best of his experience. He can impart experience to you and let you know more about what kind of person your father is. The reason for not mentioning anything later is to better protect you. Linlin, he really loves you."

Wei Lin sighed: "He loves Yicheng, but he loves me."

Bai Yuan slapped his butt disapprovingly.

Wei Lin had no choice but to change his words: "Well, let me be honest, he does love me too."

"Then stop blaming yourself, otherwise he will jump up and scold you if he knows better." Bai Yuan said.

Wei Lin lowered his eyelids, and asked in a low voice, "Have you ever seen the whole process of a person from birth to death, and then from death to decay?"

Bai Yuan: "..."

Wei Lin said to himself: "At first I was able to speak in a low voice and breathed hard. Bones and intestines poked out from the hole in the wound, my face was livid with pain, and I was covered in cold sweat. You know you won't live long, and you can't wait for someone Give you a good time to end this torture that you don’t know when it will end. If you are alone and have nothing to worry about, maybe you will choose to commit suicide. But the one who is hiding in the same narrow and closed space as you, There is also an adopted son you want to protect, you cannot commit suicide, let alone abandon him, so you can only endure and suffer until the danger outside passes.

"You endured for two full days and two nights. Your adopted son didn't drink a drop of water. He was thirsty and hungry. You couldn't bear it. You put the only uninjured arm to his mouth and asked him to drink your blood to quench his thirst. How could your adopted son agree to such a thing? Even if he died of thirst and starvation, he would not do it. So you ordered him to live on before dying, even if..."

Wei Lin covered his face with his arms, he didn't want others to see his expression, but his trembling jaw revealed his emotions at the moment.

"Even if you eat the flesh and blood of the corpse, as long as you can survive. You forced your adopted son to swear. He cried until the end and refused to swear this oath. You died with unresolved concerns and unfulfilled wishes. Your adopted son continued to endure, Continue to boil, watching you become cold, corpse spots appear, and the smell of rancidity fills your nose, until you gradually get used to the smell. His physical strength and spirit decline rapidly, and he begins to hallucinate, almost dying with you— —That might not be a clean ending. But you cursed him in hallucinations, forcing him to wake up again and again, digging the collapsed exit, with hands, with stones, with... severed from corpses ribs.

"Your adopted son has finally crawled out of the ground, covered in blood and corpses, like a half-dead beast crawling out of hell, hideous and ugly. If he wants to live in the bright world with a healthy mind, he must put all the darkness away. Both pain and pain are buried deep in my heart, just like the soil buried your corpse deep.

"Now he's alive and well—at least he looks fine, are you relieved, Xu Mu?"

Bai Yuan let out a sigh that was almost a moan, his heart throbbed like a thousand cones, and the pain was unbearable.He leaned over and hugged Wei Lin tightly, and murmured, "I'm sorry, I won't persuade you anymore... Wei Lin, what do you want, what do you want from me..."

Wei Lin took a deep, quick breath: "You were the one who teased me first. It was you who held my hand stubbornly. If I hold it back, you won't be allowed to let go first."

Bai Yuan: "I won't let go. Unless it's dead and sinking."

Wei Lin: "Then I will never let go, let's sink together."

Bai Yuan was silent for a few seconds and said, "I want you."

Wei Lin replied: "Come."

They couldn't wait to tear at each other's clothes, burning with desire from the inside out.The afternoon sun slanted in from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, sprinkled among the tangled limbs on the carpet, and their young and clean skins were haloed with golden halos.

Wei Lin stretched out his hands to grab Bai Yuan's bare shoulders, and endured the other's deep impacts time and time again.While moving, Bai Yuan kissed his partner's wet forehead.They were driven by a strong force from their own hearts, and they couldn't stop for the whole afternoon, as if they wanted to confirm each other's affection and determination time and time again through this fusion of the most primitive and real.

Until exhausted, except each other, can no longer feel the outside world.

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In the middle of the night, Bai Yuan lay on his side on the bed, sleeping soundly, with his bare, strong arms under the sheets wrapping around Wei Lin's waist, and even his ankles were hooked around his calves.

In the afternoon, Wei Lin was tossed until he almost lost his strength.Before going to bed, he wanted to take a comfortable hot bath in the bathtub, but the cold and serious Mr. Bai broke in and said he wanted to wipe his back. After wiping, he fucked him again.

He even began to wonder if Mr. Bai was a bit of a sex addict. He was really blind when he suspected that the other party was frigid based on his appearance.

Wei Lin opened his eyes, looked at the handsome sleeping face close at hand, and breathed in the breath gently blowing on his face.

——I can look at this face all night, so it doesn't matter if I don't sleep.Wei Lin comforted himself in this way.

But after all, there was silence for several hours, only the humming of the brain running at high speed—maybe it was an auditory hallucination. It is said that in extremely quiet situations, the auditory nerves will spontaneously excite and fabricate voices—in short, it is a bit irritating. Irritability is unbearable.

Wei Lin carefully recalled Xu Mu's diary from the beginning to the end again. He really had nothing to do, so he went to touch the phone on the bedside table.

Plug in the earphones, turn down the volume, and after he finished watching a whole season of wilderness survival documentaries, the morning light was almost lit outside the window.

He started to browse news on his mobile phone again, science and technology, military, economy, society... Then he froze for a moment after seeing a piece of social news.

"Suicide?" he murmured.

Bai Yuan was awakened by the morning light that penetrated the window screen, opened his eyes in a daze, and asked, "What committed suicide?"

Wei Lin gave him a good morning kiss, then handed over the phone screen: "Look."

"The suspect Wang Moulun, the mastermind behind many cases of provocation, fraud, and malicious injury, hanged himself in a psychiatric hospital yesterday, and the police have ruled out homicide. Wang Moulun's attending doctor said that the deceased suffered from paranoid mental illness Schizophrenia, thus producing severe symptoms of exaggerated fantasy, claiming that he is the supreme "Pope" and "Son of God", and feels that he is omnipotent and possesses earth-shaking divine power. Once such patients' delusion is exposed, they will be in a state of confusion between delusion and reality It created a huge psychological gap, which led to the inability to accept the truth and suicide."

Wei Lin sighed: "We must have caused it."

Bai Yuan said indifferently: "He caused it himself. If his paranoia was not harmful to society, we would not expose it. Besides, judging from the combination of expert diagnosis and our report, his delusion can permeate reality. , Most of the crimes were in a lucid state and had some criminal responsibility. Perhaps what he can’t accept is not the reality, but the fact that he has to go to court to be tried and sentenced.”

Wei Lin shook his head regretfully: "Your brain can think wildly -- thoughts can't commit crimes, but don't harm others with words and actions."

"That's the reason." Bai Yuan kissed him back, "Can we not mention those annoying people early in the morning? What do you want for breakfast?"

"Well, egg pancakes, broccoli with scallion oil, hot spicy soup, and then you send me to work?"

"...I know how to fry eggs, how do I fill the pancakes? Is the broccoli with scallion oil fried in a pan or poured with oil? What should I put in the hot and spicy soup?"

"...Forget it, let me do it."

Bai Yuan felt a little ashamed: "I'll go buy some cookbooks after get off work in the evening."

Wei Lin laughed: "No need, I have to pay the rent with breakfast and dinner. You just need to eat."

Bai Yuan turned over and pressed him down: "Cannibals have soft mouths, there is nothing to repay, let's repay with hard things."

Wei Lin shouted: "You don't expect to repay your kindness... If you waste any more time, you won't be able to drink spicy soup!"

Bai Yuan: "It's the same with drinking milk."

(I am omnipotent·End)

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