Rebirth of the Lost Me

There is an osmanthus tree outside the window. It is the season of osmanthus blooming, but the small yellow flowers have a pleasant fragrance. The osmanthus tree is not high, and there are trimmed and flat plants underneath. Yang Qing’s house is on the first floor, as if going out from here. Standing on the balcony, you can touch the little flowers, but you don’t need to reach out. The wind in Nanjing is strong, and many small flowers have already been blown down on the balcony by the wind.

Yang Qing felt a little cold, but he was reluctant to walk away from the window and just looked outside.Sometimes you can see cars driving past, and sometimes people walking together. It's only past nine o'clock at the moment. For the city of Nanjing, it is far from night.

"You only say this kind of thing every time. If you can do it, why am I still here all these years. I also know that you are annoying when you look at me, but even if you are annoying, I will not leave. "

Yang Qing slowly turned his eyes back from the outside, Zhang Rin's choked up voice, tears falling down his face, Yang Qing didn't know why he suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart, the almost suffocating pain slowly spread from the bottom of his heart Hey, now he only sees the person in front of him, his cold eyes from the previous life and his warmth from this life alternately appear in front of his eyes, and finally there is only this picture in front of him. He reached out and wiped away his tears indiscriminately.

He didn't come back to his thoughts until he felt a little itchy on his face. The man in front of him bowed and approached him helplessly, and carefully wiped away the tears on his face with his fingertips.

"Don't cry! You don't want to see me, I'll just go out, don't cry!"

Obviously he was the one who couldn't stop crying, the corners of Yang Qing's lips were slightly raised, and the smile was not obvious.

"I'll go out first, don't cry, Yang Qing, I don't know how to please you, but you just don't want to see me going out."

The world became quiet again, Yang Qing shrank his body, completely shrinking himself in the hanging chair, there was the sound of the door closing softly, Yang Qing's mind was in a mess, the picture of Zhang Rin crying just now seemed to pop up again, distressed Yang Qing didn't know what had changed, Zhang Rin was still the same Zhang Rin, and he was still the same him, but why did the pain in the heart hurt so much, was it affected by that Yang Qing?

The whole body seemed to be stiff, and the head was even more groggy. Yang Qing heard the knock on the door, but did not open his eyes to look.

"You just sat here all night? Why don't you go to bed? It's still early, I'll carry you up!"

Yang Qing didn't respond, just opened his eyes and looked at him, and then woke up. His eyes were so lazy, like a cat opened his eyes and looked at him, Zhang Rin felt as if his heart was scratched by a paw. , Even the movements were stiff, but soon, he didn't have the heart to think about anything else, Yang Qing's hand was a little hot, he immediately put down his hand, and touched his face, the temperature was also very high.

Yang Qing only felt that his feet were numb, and it was really beyond the reach of ordinary people to maintain a posture overnight.It was very comfortable for Zhang Rin to hold him, and he didn't bother to quarrel with him anymore, so he just leaned in his arms, and he felt a little regretful when he was put on the bed.

"Yang Qing, open your mouth, let's measure the temperature, your temperature is a little high, come on, be obedient!"

Yang Qing squinted his eyes, then opened his mouth a little slowly.

After feeding Yang Qing and taking the medicine, Zhang Rin finally breathed a sigh of relief, and he finally had time to sit there and watch Yang Qing.When Yang Qing fell asleep, he was not like usual. At this time, he was not prepared at all, lying there with flushed cheeks. Zhang Rin felt his heart beating slowly, and finally couldn't help but kiss his face lightly. After that, he was like a teenager who just started to fall in love, and he couldn't hide his happy expression.

Yang Qing slept until noon, Zhang Lin also went out and came back, busy in the kitchen, Yang Qing was thrown down by a big white dog as soon as he got up, he felt more helpless towards these dogs because of the pain, and forced him to A few dogs pushed him away, and he got up from the ground. Thinking about it, it was already Friday, and it was time to pick up the child. Let Zhang Rin pick him up today, and he wanted to go for a walk.

Before he got to the kitchen, Yang Qing smelled the fragrance of rice. Sure enough, Zhang Rin was cooking porridge again. Every time he had a minor illness, Zhang Rin would cook porridge, saying that eating light food would be good for his health, but who would want to drink it? Porridge!

"Are you up? You'll be fine soon."

Yang Qing looked at the plate of vegetables on the dining table. The green ones were vegetables, the white ones were garlic, and the red ones were peppers. It seemed that he had no appetite at all. Who wants to eat grass!

"Is it better? You really are, can you not catch a cold after blowing for a whole night?"

Yang Qing walked away from the kitchen. He really didn't want to hear Zhang Rin continue talking. Yesterday's events were very clear, but Zhang Rin seemed to have selectively forgotten, or he didn't care at all. They went back to the past, as if something Nothing has changed.

In fact, Yang Qing was relieved to be able to do this, although he didn't know why.

Zhang Rin's second dish was not as good as the first dish. There were a few dried chili peppers in the first dish, which had some taste, but the second dish was just boiled vegetables, which had no taste at all. Yang Qing was dumbfounded. While watching Zhang Rin eating, he finally couldn't help but went to the kitchen, picked up some kimchi made by Zhang Rin and ate it with porridge.

In the afternoon, Yang Qing said to go out for a walk. Zhang Rin planned to follow him, but he couldn't do it. He just put his parents in the hotel like that, so he didn't follow Yang Qing, but he told Yang Qing to bring his mobile phone, otherwise there would be something wrong Yang Qing couldn't find him when he was busy, and Yang Qing got tired of listening, so he went out with his mobile phone.

His temperature had already dropped, but his body was still a little weak. Fortunately, it was sunny outside, so it was fine to go out for a walk. He just walked along the street without a destination, just walking casually like that.

The city of Nanjing doesn't seem to have changed much compared to two years ago. I don't know if it's because Yang Qing doesn't go out often. He looks unfamiliar and has never seen anywhere. He is just wandering around. There was no destination, so he just walked like that.

He didn't eat last night, didn't eat this morning, and didn't eat much at noon. Yang Qing felt hungry after walking for a while. He found a cake shop, went in and bought bread and felt better after eating, so he continued walking.

While waiting for the traffic light, Yang Qing boredly looked at the red light opposite, and counted down along with it. Suddenly, two men opposite came into his sight. The man he knew was looking at the boy next to him and smiling. Yang Qing is somewhat similar.When Yang Qing looked across, one of the men also saw him, and he didn't know why, the moment he made eye contact with the man, he turned and ran away.