Rebirth of the Lost Me

Tonight, he just waited like that, thinking that it would not be long before Zhang Rin would come to quarrel with him again, and then go to bed after he came, but this night was destined to disappoint him, he was as long as ever I couldn't fall asleep, and when I finally felt sleepy, that person didn't show up either.

Yang Qing was a very light sleeper, and he would be woken up by the dog barking a few times outside. When he turned on his phone to watch it, it was only after four o'clock, and he put the phone back again. At that time, Yang Qing really wanted to send the dogs back, the noise was so loud that people couldn't sleep well.

The dog outside quickly quieted down, Yang Qing's frowning brows were loosened, and he put down the quilt. Then, he heard the sound of the door being opened. The sound was not loud, but it was very obvious. Close your eyes and pretend to be asleep.

As soon as Zhang Rin came to his room, he sat down on the ground, but Yang Qing clearly heard his gasp.

It was already past four o'clock, and Zhang Rin came back, and when he came in, there was a smell of alcohol. He was still drinking?

Usually Hou Zhanglin would come to see him and leave, but today he didn't seem to intend to leave.

Yang Qing used to sleep next to the bed when he slept, occupying a small space, which made it convenient for Zhang Lin to visit him every day.In the dark night, Yang Qing's indifferent appearance could no longer be seen, so Zhang Rin couldn't help reaching out to touch his face.The lights in the room were not turned on, and neither of them could see each other. Yang Qing tried his best to slow down his breathing so as not to let him know that he was awake.

"Yang Qing, I really love you, whether it's this you or that you."

Zhang Rin's kiss was very young and soft, not at all like Wang Yi's kiss. This was the first time Yang Qing felt his tenderness so clearly. His only intimate contact with Zhang Rin was still in five years. Before, when he was just freshman in high school, that night was the first time in his life that Zhang Rin plundered his body. That time, the pain caused him to cry again and again, and he begged him again and again, but it was of no avail.He didn't know what was wrong. A person who hated him so much in the previous life suddenly fell in love with him in this life. Even if he had never had a good face in the past year, he was still here, and even fell out with his family because of him. Yang Qing really wanted to Can't understand Zhang Lin.

Thinking back to his car accident, his younger brother would come to see him once a week, and his mother would ask him to see him once a month. He told his family that he was working here, so he didn’t go home during winter and summer vacations, but he didn’t Lonely, he has his family, they will care about him all the time, but Zhang Rin is different, Zhang Rin only has him, Yang Qing doesn't know whether the love Zhang Rin said is true or not, but knows, in this situation for the two of them It is said that the city is unfamiliar, but Zhang Rin cannot do without him.

"I really regret that I didn't stay with you all the time in junior high school. If I stayed, wouldn't there be a Wang Yi between us? But what I regret most these years is that I did such an excessive thing to you that time. How much pain should you have had that time?"

The first time in his life was indeed not good, but it was not to the point where he would be worried about it. Yang Qing didn't understand why Zhang Rin suddenly came to talk about this today, and the reason why he pretended to be asleep was just because they were afraid of embarrassment for both of them.

"The past two years with you have been exhausting."

Yang Qing's heart sank, he knew all along that Zhang Rin had a problem with his personality, it was normal for Zhang Rin to feel tired, but it still didn't feel so good to hear him say it with his own ears.

"But if it weren't for you, I would be even more tired. The work in the bar is so bad that I can't do it anymore. I originally wanted to wait for this month to finish and take you out for a good time, but now I can't do this job anymore, Yang Qing, I really want to be at home every day, in a place where I can see you, and feel happy every time I see you, but you don't like me, and you get annoyed when you see me, I know it all."

It was already dawn after four o'clock, and Yang Qing was afraid that Zhang Rin would see that he was actually awake, so he pretended to turn over unconsciously, and turned his back to him.

"Yang Qing, are you awake?"

Of course Yang Qing would not answer him, and Zhang Rin didn't speak again. He just sat on the bed for a long time. It was early in summer, and it was already very bright after five o'clock. Zhang Rin stood up with his hands on the ground, and looked at the It took Yang Qing a long time before he went out.Yang Qing opened his eyes to look at him, always felt that Zhang Rin was very different today, as if walking was a bit strange!

After seven o'clock, the door was knocked on time again. Yang Qing was not disturbed by the noise today. He had been lying there since four o'clock, and his thoughts seemed to be getting clearer and clearer.

"Yang Qing, haven't you woke up yet? Xiaoli is already up. He said you told him to take him out today. Also, what happened to the pile of clothes on my bed? You bought them for me? You bought them for me if you have nothing to do. What are the clothes for? Don’t buy them next time! But I’ve tried them and they all fit, thank you!”

"Are you bothered early in the morning? Get out!"

"Okay! You sleep a little longer, I'll go buy something to eat, what do you want to eat?"

Yang Qing turned over and turned his back to him.

"Yang Qing, I'm fine in the morning, shall I go out with you?"

In fact, Zhang Rin also knows that Yang Qing can't answer him, but the pile of clothes on his bed is enough for him to enjoy for a long time. There are only three people in the family. However, he was even more reluctant to return it, because Yang Qing bought it for him.

"Then I'll buy noodles, right? Get up quickly, I'll be back in a while."

Yang Qing couldn't figure it out, would life make everyone feel bad?Otherwise, how could Zhang Rin be like this, the nagging is really annoying.

Thinking of the conversation that Zhang Rin sat on the ground talking to him not long ago, he didn't know why Zhang Rin came over to him early in the morning and said those things, as if to confide, as if to confess, those words kept echoing in his mind, No matter what, he couldn't think about other things. Thinking of these, Yang Qing wanted to shoot Zhang Rin to death, but he still pretended to be nonchalant.

However, in the past half an hour, there was another knock on the door. Yang Qing was anxious to throw someone with a pillow, but when he saw a cute and cute child running towards him with short legs, he lost all his anger. not out.

"Uncle, you agreed to take me out, why don't you get up?"

"Just got up, why did Xiaoli get up so early? Are you just waiting for uncle to take you out to play?"

"Yes, Uncle, Uncle Zhang is also at home today, shall we take him with us?"

Children rarely asked him for anything, so there was no reason for him not to agree, but Yang Qing thought that Zhang Rin must have encouraged the child to tell him.