Rebirth of the Lost Me

Time flies by, and another spring and autumn has passed unknowingly. As a native of Sichuan, Yang Qing and the others have stayed in Nanjing for almost two years, and they are more or less used to the changing weather in Nanjing.

Since Yang Qing's car accident a year ago, he took a year off from school and rarely went out. Even if he went out, he only sent his children to the kindergarten. The kindergarten is very close to his home, and it only takes ten minutes to walk.What is gratifying is that the child's household registration finally fell into Yang Qing's household registration book a few months ago. He and Zhang Lin couldn't find a relationship to adopt the child, but his mother could do it. After this matter is done, Yang Qing doesn't find it troublesome.For this matter, he deliberately went back to Sichuan once, and moved his household registration to Nanjing. Now, the child is finally his family.

It was summer vacation, the child didn't have to go to school, so he didn't go to bed early, Yang Qing wanted to wake him up later, so he lay on the bed and didn't get up. His sleep quality was still not good, and he woke up early every day. Things that make him unhappy, but he just can't be happy, and occasionally he is in a better mood, but after a while, he will fall into melancholy again. Yang Qing hides these things, even Zhang Rin who lives with him, He didn't feel any abnormality at all.

The door was knocked lightly twice, and then Zhang Rin opened the door and came in. Yang Qing felt agitated, pulled up the quilt and covered his head.

"Yang Qing, I've already bought breakfast. It's on the table. After you get up, put it in the microwave to warm it up. I'll go out first. If you want to eat at noon, just send me a WeChat message and bring it to you when you come back."

What time did Zhang Rin come back last night?Yang Qing couldn't remember, anyway, he was asleep and he hadn't come back yet.Zhang Rin hasn't bowed his head to his family yet. Wherever he goes in the past year, Zhang Rin will go there.Sometimes Yang Qing couldn't figure out what he was thinking. If they were in love, it would be understandable, but he made it clear that he didn't like him anymore. Sometimes Yang Qing would feel unworthy for him, but he really couldn't do it. Show that you like him.

Yang Qing didn't know what Zhang Rin was insisting on. He worked in a bar at night, and besides that, he also took a tutoring class. The tutoring class arranged for him either in the morning or in the afternoon. In this way, he didn't have many lessons in a day. time to rest.With such a hard-earned money, Zhang Rin gave him everything he needed in addition to keeping what he needed for family life. If this was him before, he must have been very moved, but now he can’t do it anymore. I like people.

After Zhang Rin left, Yang Qing slowly took the quilt off his head. The air conditioner was always on in his room. Even the three dogs at home preferred to come to his room. It feels hot, but Zhang Lin's room is completely different. His room only has a small fan, and every night when he goes to sleep, he takes off his clothes and blows on the fan, just to save the few electricity bills.Yang Qing thought, when it was time to start school, Zhang Rin should pay the tuition too.

The three dogs in the family are already very big. Of course, they are still very destructive, but Yang Qing is rarely away from home. Whenever the dogs have the idea of ​​tearing things down, Yang Qing stops them. Stopping them from dismantling things, but they couldn't stop them from barking. Several dogs sneaked into Yang Qing's room when Zhang Rin came in just now, jumped onto Yang Qing's bed as soon as Zhang Rin left, and barked at him. Want to eat.

Yang Qing can't be bothered. These dogs are not Zhang Rin, but they don't have Zhang Rin's eyesight. They will walk away when they know he is unhappy. Halal wanted to throw them all out, but they had already grown to a weight that he couldn't hold.

Annoyed, he pushed the dogs out of bed, and then slowly went to wash up. He still has a slight obsession with cleanliness, and he is used to taking a bath when he wakes up early. Most boys of this age are more impulsive in body, and they slapped out against the wall after a while, and then their brains It's a momentary blankness, a blank gap, where I can't think of anything.Before he knew it, it had been more than a year since his car accident. In this year, that Yang Qing hadn't appeared once. Yang Qing didn't know what was going on. He could see from Zhang Rin's eyes that Zhang Rin was actually I am willing to stay with him like this, but I am actually waiting for him to appear. He doesn't know how long Zhang Rin can last. He has never given him a good face, and he is not even willing to pretend in front of children. Zhang Rin must be very tired. Alright.

He and Zhang Rin are both in their twenties, when they are just full of blood. Even so, Zhang Rin is unwilling to touch him, and he really can't take the initiative as he did to Wang Yi. For more than a year, It's not that he hasn't encountered Zhang Rin to solve it by himself, but they all know it well and don't go to each other.

In fact, Yang Qing thought that if Tan Shunli hadn't been around, he might be living a completely different life now. He would be presumptuous, which would arouse Zhang Rin's strong dissatisfaction, and would make Zhang Rin leave him, and slowly become Lonely and widowed, and changed back to the previous life, Yang Qing now understands the reason why Zhang Rin let go, Zhang Rin is willing to let him raise a child, just because he will not live such a decadent life after raising him, no will continue to hurt themselves.

It was past nine o'clock when Yang Qing came out, and he was about to wake up the child. When he opened the child's room, there was no one on the bed, and the quilt on the bed was still neatly spread. Just got up.

Yang Qing went back to the living room and saw that the child had woken up, but the child was too small, sitting in front of the sofa and covering his body, Yang Qing didn't notice at all.The child was drawing with paper and crayons, his expression was so serious that he didn't even see Yang Qing when he was around.

"What are you painting?"

"Uncle Hua!"

The child smiled sweetly and continued to draw, but Yang Qing stared at his paper for a long time, but he couldn't see that the lump drawn by the child was him, how could he be so ugly, he thought, maybe the little boy The boy drew Zhang Rin, right?

"Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

"When did you get up? Did you take a shower?"

"I've washed it. Uncle Zhang helped me wash it, and I've eaten breakfast. He told me not to disturb you and let you sleep a little longer."

Yang Qing rubbed the child's head, didn't talk to him, then walked to the kitchen, there was porridge in the pot, it was not cold enough, it was just right to eat now, but Yang Qing just put the lid on the pot again, and didn't intend to eat , there were buns and steamed buns on the side, probably Zhang Rin bought them in the morning, and Yang Qing didn't have any appetite, so he just walked around and returned to the living room.The living room was neatly tidied up, Zhang Rin made everything well, he didn't have to do anything.