Rebirth of the Lost Me

How painful is a broken bone?Yang Qing didn't feel it before, but now he has the opportunity to feel it, but Yang Qing doesn't want to feel this kind of pain that makes him lose control of his body.All night, the pain was so painful that he couldn't sleep, but he wanted to know what kind of car hit him, why did he feel as if he had been run over by a car, and his bones seemed to be falling apart.

But Yang Qing is not used to staying in the same space with others. Apart from him, there is also Zhang Rin, an old man, and a child in this ward. He was more or less used to his presence, but the other two were different, they were people he didn't know at all, and he didn't like this feeling.

So this night, Yang Qing didn't really fall asleep. When it was early morning, he finally felt sleepy. Before squinting for a long time, there was a noise in the ward. He finally felt sleepy, but was disturbed again. , His heart was only restless, and there was no sleepiness at all.

Yang Qing wanted to cover his head with a pillow, as if his voice would be quieter that way, but he couldn't use any strength now, he couldn't even do that simple movement, he opened his eyes involuntarily, wanting Zhang Rin to go See what the hell is going on, when you open your eyes, how can you see anyone? When Zhang Rin is usually swaying in front of him, he feels annoyed, but now that he is not here, he feels a little lost.

The noise was about to explode, and Yang Qing could hear clearly that it was the family members of the elderly in the same ward talking, and the old man kept complaining that his son shouldn't deliberately ask for leave to pick her up, and she could also be discharged from the hospital by herself. But from his words, she could hear her happiness.Compared with the quietness and noise, Yang Qing and the child were a little strangely quiet.

Thinking of this, Yang Qing turned his head and looked at the window. The child looked very thin, and looked at this side with a pair of black eyes calmly. It wasn't because he was sick, his face was abnormally white.

The child's family members did not seem to show up, and they were relieved to be put in the hospital for such a young child.

After a few glances, Yang Qing closed his eyes disinterestedly. The family members of the old man over there were already packing up their things. They should leave soon. Yang Qing felt that his head was going to be blown up by the noise. I have to leave, otherwise it would be unacceptable to live in one ward all the time.

The old man finally left, it seemed that the world suddenly became silent, but Yang Qing still felt someone buzzing and buzzing in his ears, and he couldn't drive away those voices.

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was because of his injuries and the pain. He felt that time passed very slowly. The key is that since he woke up, Zhang Rin was not there. At first, Yang Qing could still tell himself that he Maybe he went to class, but the longer time passed, the more ironic Yang Qing felt. The man said he liked him, but he was not there when he needed him. No, not even enough to drink water.

Yang Qing wasted his time trying to get enough water on the cabinet. Zhang Rin bought it last night when he was thirsty. It was heated at the time, but after several hours, it was already cold, but Yang Qing also Regardless of that, he wanted to drink water now. He could only move his body slightly to get it, but no matter how hard he tried, he was still a long way from the water bottle. With this movement, the wound on his ribs seemed to hurt again. He fell back to sleep helplessly.

It was estimated that after a few minutes, Yang Qing seemed to hear the child move, but he didn't pay much attention, so he didn't open his eyes, but soon, he felt someone pushing him, the movement was very light, Yang Qing felt a little bit Opening his eyes impatiently, what he saw was a pair of small hands holding the water bottle close to his mouth.

Yang Qing just drank some water and soaked his mouth. Before he could say thank you, the child put the bottle back to its original place and crawled back to his hospital bed.

Yang Qing felt a little turbulent in his heart. He unconsciously cast his eyes there, but the child kept his back to him. The child looked small, and it didn't take up much of the small hospital bed, and he slept on it. It just doesn't move, like it's lifeless.

Today's weather is fine, it's gradually getting hotter, and the sun is not as close to people as it is in winter. When the sun shines through the window, Yang Qing only feels dazzling, and the child finally has something that the child should be Some look like reaching out to catch the sun.

The doctor in charge had also checked routinely, saying that his wound was not infected, he was recovering, and there was no major problem. He said some formulaic words and left, but no one asked the kid over there.

Yang Qing wanted to talk to that child, but he was so cold that he couldn't open his mouth to ask someone who obviously didn't want to talk to him.

"Yang Qing, are you awake? I went to your school to ask for leave, and I asked for two months leave for you. When I left, I saw that you were still awake, so I didn't disturb your sleep. The doctor said that you can't eat now. , I didn’t buy food, you see, I can’t force you to eat now.”

When Zhang Rin was not around, Yang Qing felt lost. When Zhang Rin came back, Yang Qing felt that he was annoying, but he couldn't move, otherwise he would definitely turn his back on him.

"My school has also asked for leave. Hey, I will always take care of you. Don't think I'm annoying. I can't leave now. You need me now. The tutor also agreed, resign, and I will leave later. Concentrate on being with you. I went back this morning and fed the dog, you don’t know, ha ha ha almost demolished the house!"

"Quarrel."

After Yang Qing uttered a word, Zhang Rin really shut up, but Yang Qing couldn't explain why. After closing his eyes, Zhang Rin's smile appeared in his mind. The warm smile, the confused smile on the handsome face in the first year of high school, the painful and helpless smile on the mature face in the third year of high school, what Zhang Lin's smile looks like now, Yang Qing is rather blurred.

"Yang Qing, do you want to call your uncle and ask him to come?"

After Zhang Rin asked this, the ward fell into silence again, but Zhang Rin was not in a hurry, he knew that Yang Qing had heard it.

Yang Qing slowly opened his eyes and looked at Zhang Rin. What was he thinking about calling?Over the years, the relationship between their father and son has become more and more alienated, and now they can't make a few calls a year. Why is he lying here and calling him now?Apart from making him worry, he might come to see him in a car, what other results?It's better not to let him know, let this matter never happen.

"stop fighting."