Rebirth of the Lost Me

The new home is a bit far from Yang Qing’s school. It used to take only 10 minutes to walk, but now it takes half an hour. However, there is a bus stop when you leave the community. You can take two stops and walk to the school for a few minutes. No trouble.In this way, they are closer to Zhang Lin's school. This is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that after moving into the new home, they no longer need to pay monthly rent, and their life seems to be much more comfortable in an instant.

After walking the dog, Zhang Rin saw Yang Qing sitting on the sofa with his laptop in his arms. He untied the dog’s leash silently. Zhang Rin didn’t have time to walk the dog every day. There were three dogs at home. If you can't take care of it, just walk two at a time, one hour at a time.

After Zhang Rin came back, he didn't go to Yang Qing's side, but went back to the room first, took a shower, and changed his clothes.

Their current relationship is just living under the same roof. Except for class, Yang Qing does not leave the house every day. Everything outside is done by Zhang Rin. They don't communicate too much, and it is often Zhang Rin. When talking, Yang Qing may reply, but often does not strike up a conversation.

"Yang Qing, I'm going to tutor!"

Yang Qing was typing, but his fingers only paused for a moment, and then continued typing, as if the words just now were just hallucinations.

"I don't have time to cook today. I ordered takeaway. Let's eat something later! Call me if you need anything, and I'll bring it back to you later."

Xiao Sa ran over and put her front paws on the sofa, and stuck out her tongue at Yang Qing. Yang Qing put the computer aside and stroked its big head. Among the three dogs, Xiao Sa was the most clingy to him. He sticks out his tongue as if smiling, Yang Qing likes this dog the most.

"Yang Qing, then I'm leaving."

Yang Qing still didn't answer, his attention seemed to be completely attracted by the dog, but when Zhang Rin went out, Yang Qing immediately stopped touching the dog's head, and sat on the sofa as if he had lost his mind , looking forward for a long time without moving.Zhang Rin treats him well, he can feel that Zhang Rin treats him no worse than Wang Yi treated him before, but he can't respond, every time he wants to treat Zhang Rin a little better, he will think of Wang Yi, That was the person he decided to be with, but ended up separated in that way. He didn't dare to give affection to another person. Who knows if Zhang Rin will be like Wang Yi in the future, he can't afford to lose.

At this time, he especially hopes that Yang Qing has the right to use his body. He thinks, it's not just him who thinks this way, Zhang Rin may have endured to the limit when facing such a situation, if it wasn't for his body There is still that Yang Qing here, maybe Zhang Rin has left long ago.

Wouldn't it be better for everyone without him.

When Zhang Rin came back, he saw that the takeaway he ordered was left unmoved in the Xuanhuan place. Yang Qing was leaning on the sofa and fell asleep. His eyes were drooping and his eyelashes were long. The lines are very soft, without the usual feeling of keeping strangers away. Zhang Rin squatted in front of him and looked up at him.

To be honest, it was really tiring.

No matter how much you pay, you will never see a response.

No matter how much love you have, you always face indifference.

Love someone, but he doesn't love himself, so it's so tiring.

In the past few months, Zhang Rin had the idea of ​​giving up countless times, and every time he thought of Yang Qing he saw in Chongqing, he was afraid that Yang Qing would start to hurt himself again if he left.Zhang Rin grew up in the hands of his family at home. In the past few months, he has gradually learned how to take care of a person, how to still put a smile on his face under the faces of others, but in fact, he is really tired. .

A love that can never be answered, a hopeless life with no end in sight.

Zhang Rin slowly put his hands on Yang Qing's hands tentatively, those hands are always cold, no matter which soul is in the body.He knew that after meeting Yang Qing, Yang Qing would wake up immediately, and he would not have the opportunity to look at him quietly, but he still held his hand, and then put his hand on his face superior.

"Zhang Rin, what are you doing squatting on the ground?"

Zhang Rin stared at Yang Qing with wide eyes, this expression, this tone, these words, this is the Yang Qing who will not give him a cold face.Zhang Rin didn't know what happened at this moment, the sadness seemed to spread from the bottom of his heart suddenly, and then he leaned forward and kissed the cool lips forcefully, at this moment he suddenly thought about it, no matter how that Yang Qing treated him , as long as this Yang Qing likes him is enough, he still has motivation.

"What are you doing, I can't breathe."

"Yang Qing! I miss you so much!"

Yang Qing felt a little inexplicable, but since Zhang Rin said he missed him, he couldn't help but say no, so he also went to kiss Zhang Rin, a shallow kiss, which seemed to be just a peck on his mouth, but he Unexpectedly, this would cause such consequences, Zhang Rin directly pressed him onto the sofa, this time seemed to be more intense than usual, no matter what Zhang Rin wanted him to be, Yang Qing regretted it, regretted kissing him a mouthful.

He didn't have time to look at the house until everything was finished and he was cleaned and carried back to the sofa. It was a completely strange room, but Yang Qing didn't think much about it. For him, it didn't matter how strange the place was, as long as there was Zhang Rin This familiar person is enough, the only worry is that the other self is not happy with Zhang Rin.And he still remembered that he also had an awkward situation with Zhang Rin, but that awkwardness had been resolved long ago when he saw Zhang Rin squatting beside him.

"Eat something and go to sleep, there is class tomorrow!"

Zhang Rin warmed up the takeaway, and brought it over to eat with Yang Qing. He had originally planned to do so. He ordered a takeaway, and Yang Qing would definitely not be able to finish it. When his tutor came back, he would warm up the rest of Yang Qing Just heat it up and eat it. Who knew that after he came back, he gave him such a big surprise, this Yang Qing came out.