Rebirth of the Lost Me

It has been raining lightly for two days, and now it is still raining outside the house. I don’t know when it will stop. The rain is not heavy, but it has been raining all the time, and the road is covered with mud. The chickens are not as bad as they were a few days ago. Running around arrogantly, clucking everywhere, shivering and hiding in the chicken coop, Yang Qing thought, it's a good thing Wang Yi built such a chicken coop, otherwise there would be no help if it rained, but, thinking of Wang Yi, he It's been a week since I came here, it's only been a few days, my appetite has been spoiled by him, I can't get used to it for a week.

Thinking of this, Yang Qing was angry at Wang Yi for treating him well. If he wanted to treat himself well, why didn't he persist for a few more days?

After waking up in the morning, Yang Qing fed all the creatures in the house, but forgot about himself. Wang Yi didn't come here for a few days, and he went back to the beginning, maybe eating once a day or once every two days. The little meat raised by genius has lost weight rapidly in the past few days, even thinner than before.

The pups look different every day, and what Yang Qing likes most now is to hold them. They are also quite obedient, nestling on Yang Qing's lap and not moving, they often accompany him for a long time like this.Yang Qing named them "Little One" and "Little Two". The pup with a pinch of white hair on its head and two white front paws was obviously bigger, so it was called Xiaoyi, and the other one was called Xiaoer. Accompanied by these two dogs, I feel that dogs are more sincere than humans, unlike Wang Yi, who did things that people misunderstood, but disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Even Yang Qing didn't realize how many times he complained about Wang Yi in his heart these few days. Like the previous few days, he had to take a shower and go to bed early. Throwing up, Yang Qing wanted to drink hot water, but he didn't want to go downstairs to pour it, so he drank the cold water next to him. As a result, his stomach seemed to be more uncomfortable. Three years, enough for him to make a healthy stomach It was riddled with holes.

"Qing'er, Qing'er, open the door!"

Yang Qing couldn't sleep, he couldn't fall asleep because of the discomfort in his stomach, which made him hear the sound of the door calling downstairs very vividly, Yang Qing pulled the quilt over his head annoyed, and really wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but Wang Yi's voice woke up the chicken , woke up the dogs, they were all barking, so noisy, how could he still fall asleep.

"Qing'er, open the door for me, I have something to tell you! Qing'er!"

The puppies are usually timid and shy, but they are useful at critical times. After all, they ran up to Yang Qing to protect them without fear, but barking like this was really annoying, and Yang Qing got up unwillingly. , As he thought about it, this man really couldn't help thinking, he appeared whenever he thought about him.

"Qing'er, Qing'er, I miss you so much these days, can you open the door?"

It was still raining lightly outside the house, and I didn't take an umbrella when I went to the yard. It was really cold when the rain hit my body.

It rained for two days, and Yang Qing didn't go out for two days. Now he was wearing sandals and slippers, and his feet were wet after taking two steps. His feet were wet, which was really uncomfortable.After opening the door, Yang Qing could only see Wang Yi's outline by the light in the room, but he couldn't see it clearly at all, and what came to his nostrils was the smell of wine.

"Qing'er, you are finally willing to come see me!"

Yang Qing frowned unhappily, thinking that this person would dare to come here only when he was drunk when he came to see him. He was the one who said those words first before, but why did everything change again.

Wang Yi walked a section of the mountain road, his shoes were covered with mud, and he entered the yard, but stopped at the door. He saw that the house was clean, but he didn't dare to step forward. Yang Qing yawned, if a few Wang Yilai a few days ago, he might welcome people in with a good face, but after being ignored for so many days, he really couldn't pretend that he didn't exist these days.

"Qing'er!"

"Drank a lot of bars? You came to my place when you were drunk?"

"It's not like this, Qing'er, I miss you very much!"

"Shut up! You're looking for the wrong person. I still remember what you said, but I'm sure I'm not the one you're looking for. Stop now, and don't come to me in the future. Look at these few days God, if you didn't come, I wouldn't live well."

"Qing'er!"

Just as Yang Qing was walking in, he immediately felt a patch of ice on his back, and then his whole body was embraced by someone, the clothes on that person's body were all wet, it was really uncomfortable to be hugged like this.

"Qing'er, I have been working outside since I graduated from junior high school at the age of 16. I have been outside for ten years and have experienced many people. Later, I wanted to stabilize, but I couldn't find anyone in the circle. The people in the circle were too Open, not a person who lives a life, back home, parents forced blind dates, forced to get married, I really had no choice but to find this wife, she is my elementary school classmate, she knows I like men, I and her I've been married for two years and I haven't done anything yet. Qing'er, I know I'm a bit older, but there's a big difference between 15 and 30 years old. When we're all seventy or eighty, the gap will naturally narrow. Qing'er, what do you say? Let me take a chance, if it really doesn't work, why don't I let go?"

In this life, Yang Qing's relationship is empty, he doesn't think he can fall in love with anyone else, but he can't lie to himself, he was indeed much happier during those few days with Wang Yi.

"The other day you asked me what was our relationship, and I said we were together, did it make you angry? Are you angry that I came to pester you before my own affairs were resolved? Qing'er, if you think I'm married and let you Not feeling well, I will immediately discuss divorce with her, Qing'er, don't ignore me, okay?"

It turned out that he had been out.

Yang Qing slowly opened Wang Yi's arm, sighed and walked upstairs. It was the first time in two lifetimes that he was confessed by someone. It seemed that no matter who was confessed, everyone would feel happy when others confessed.

"Qing'er?"

"There are no toiletries in the bathroom downstairs. Come upstairs and take a shower. Don't catch a cold."

"Qing'er, do you agree?"

Yang Qing smiled angrily and didn't stop. In fact, he was already moved when he called him "Qing'er". It was his mother who called him "Qing'er", and his mother had already called him "Qing'er". He was not at home anymore, he thought that was the last person who called him Qing'er, when another person called him Qing'er, Yang Qing had already fallen into it unconsciously.