Rebirth of the Lost Me

Yang Qing remembers that when he was in college, he always thought of his middle school days. When it was time to leave school, his classmates were like runaway wild horses, running to the cafeteria with their jobs.Yang Qing, who was in college, had already realized that he was mentally abnormal, and every little thing in the university dormitory would make him care about it, making him want to end everything.Back in middle school, Yang Qing felt a little incomprehensible when he saw his deskmate take out his iron lunch box and put it on his lap 5 minutes before get out of class ended, and looked at the electronic watch in his hand from time to time. one of them.

The students all went to eat. The cafeteria has a fatal attraction for the students who have been in class for half a day. Yang Qing remembers that he was a snack food in junior high school. He was the fastest among the people who ran to the cafeteria every day, but Today, the first day back in the past, he is still lying on the table, and he has no desire to eat for a long time.

Before Yang Qing was reborn, he didn't know whether he was too lazy to cook or couldn't eat at all. He often couldn't think of eating at the end of the day. If he wasn't hungry, he thought he would never eat. He has long been unattractive. People who smell very fragrant things will only make him sick. He has a normal sense of taste and smell, but he eats everything like chewing wax. He has been like this for several years. How can he still have the desire to eat? .

Simin Town is very small, and Simin Town Middle School is not very big. There are only a thousand teachers and students in the whole school. Excluding day students, there are only a few hundred people eating at the school. There is not even a table and chair in the cafeteria. After dinner, they stood together in twos and threes and chatted while eating. Some stood directly in the cafeteria hall, and some went to the playground outside the cafeteria. Teenagers were always easy to understand at a glance.

After eating, the students went back to the classroom with the washed lunch boxes. The lunch break was in the classroom. Most of them came from the village under Simin Town, lived in the school, and only went home once a week.It is said that they live in the school, but in fact, the door of the dormitory is only opened at night. They can only sleep in the dormitory at night, and they have to stay in the school at other times.

In fact, Yang Qing enjoyed the quietness when he was alone more. There were so many people in the classroom that his breathing became cloudy, and his deskmate had already returned. He didn't want to go out again, and he didn't want to say a word.

Yang Qing did not return to the joy he once had. He had planned to end everything, and he had already let go of everything. Life was more difficult for him than death. He couldn't adjust his emotions, how could he take care of his family, once he died, he would know nothing, and his family's mood was not something he should consider.Yang Qing also knew that it was selfish for him to think like this, but when he was extremely depressed, he no longer had a smile in his life, and he could no longer carry anything on his shoulders.

Twelve or thirteen-year-old children, even though they have entered middle school, still act childishly like elementary school students. No one pays attention to Yang Qing's position. The students do their own things. Their energy is always strong, and they avoid lunch breaks. The inspectors whispered and talked endlessly.

The girl at the same table and the girl in front were talking, and Yang Qing's words went in and out of his ears. He couldn't grasp the point of their words, but the voices surrounded his ears, which made him very irritable.

"Hey, Yang Qing, did you finish your math homework?"

Yang Qing looked at the mouth of the girl in front of him at the same table, and it took him a long time to remember that the girl's name was Chen Shan. Many years later, the tall girl was just a girl. She was the youngest in the class, only 11 years old. , Yang Qing didn't have a good impression of her, and he couldn't explain why, probably because she was too noisy.Yang Qing doesn't like other people's touch, just now when Chen Shan pushed him, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart.In fact, Yang Qing was not like this.

Yang Qing also had the closest relationship with people.He also dated a few men during his college days. He didn't date or communicate with him. He went straight to the hotel and flirted with them in the seemingly clean room of the hotel.When he was in college, Yang Qing lived a very indulgent life. His roommates played games every day, and he was often indulgent. He would meet a man for a crazy night, or suddenly go to the station to buy a ticket, go to a remote town, and disappear. For a few days, no one cared.

Yang Qing seems to have a restless factor in his bones, but his edges and corners have been smoothed a lot over the years.He glanced at Chen Shan, then heard her talking again.

"I asked you if you wrote your homework? If you did, let me see!"

Yang Qing suddenly remembered that he was still the representative of the mathematics department, that is to say, he had to collect his homework, so Yang Qing wanted to find a place to hide.

Yang Qing shook his head almost mechanically, then took out his homework book and planned to do his homework. In any case, he is back. Now that he is back, let’s live as before. He thinks he has no ability to change anything, but he can no longer care.Whether it's family or a man you once liked.

The boy's eyelashes are very long. The boy looked at him for a long time, and finally took advantage of the lunch break when his classmates were sleeping, and stretched out his fingers to touch his eyelashes. The touch made his fingertips itchy. He went to see the boy, and the boy still kept She was in a sleeping position, but her cheeks were flushed.