Dare to Live Up to the Country and Live Up to Your Honor Ⅰ

In the face of Pon Ce's sweet touch, he has no way to have it, because he knows that he can't afford it, and he absolutely can't have it.

Thinking that he had to attack him fiercely and reject him, Gongsun Mingyue felt heartbroken. Why would she be like him? Why was her normal heart filled with a man at this moment?He is not reconciled, he believes that he is just dizzy for a moment, as long as he lets the woman he likes stand in front of him, then he will definitely be the same as before.

Pang Ce took out the jade pendant from his sleeve, put it into Gongsun Mingyue's palm, and said calmly, "This is yours in the first place, and I will return it to you now, and we will not owe each other in the future." He didn't get an answer from Gongsun Mingyue, so he suddenly felt that maybe silence was also an answer. Since he had no intention, why should he keep his things by his side, which would only increase his troubles.

As soon as the words fell, Pang Ce let go of Gongsun Mingyue's hands that had just been tightly grasped. In fact, he should have let go a long time ago. It's just that he has never given up, which is why he has ended up in this situation. At this point, he feels that being entangled with him is already over. Unintentionally, so he stood up, sighed deeply, and walked out of the cave.

Gongsun Mingyue felt something in his hand, he already knew what it was, but it was not important to him now, he slowly raised his arm, looked at the familiar jade pendant, his heart was filled with ripples, At this moment, who can save himself and the soul that is deeply trapped in it.

Pang Ce sat beside Tan, looking at the bottomless pool of water, a thin layer of mist rising slowly on the surface of Tan, although he would feel the cold here, but he felt that now there was only the icy cold energy , to calm down your heart.

I have said enough and understood enough, doesn't it mean he still doesn't understand?Since he has no intentions towards himself, he can say that he is not a stalker, a man, who can hold and put it down, and will never be procrastinating. If they can escape, the two can go their separate ways. If they don't see each other, even if they can't escape from birth, at least they can support each other for the rest of their lives, but what's going on with the stalemate like this?

Pang Ce drew out the soft sword at his waist. Under the dim light, the sword body gave off a faint blue light. When he was in the capital, he would dance the sword when he was unhappy. For him, there are only two things that can relieve his troubles, one One is wine, one is sword.

Outside the cave, Pang Ce danced his sword vigorously, while inside the cave, Gongsun Mingyue had already struggled to get out of bed.

"Cough, cough, cough." Gongsun Mingyue coughed several times uncontrollably. He felt as if there was a rampant cold in his body, eroding every inch of his body.

The cough became more and more severe, and the chill in his body became more and more obvious. Gongsun Mingyue felt like he fell into the cold pool at the beginning. The warm blood seemed to be frozen into icicles again. He couldn't help but hugged his body tightly. Curled up, but still couldn't resist the coldness that invaded the soul.

The corners of his mouth were also trembling because of the cold. His pale lips made him look so haggard, as if he would faint if he was not careful.

The chill on her body became heavier and heavier, and Gongsun Mingyue uncontrollably collapsed on the straw mat, her body twitching uncontrollably.

Pang Ce didn't notice Gongsun Mingyue's strangeness. He was still dancing swords beside Tan, but the more he danced, the more strange he felt. In such a thousand-year-old cold pool, the chill inside can hardly allow any fish to survive, but why is there such a thing growing next to it? So many flowers and grasses, how do these creatures survive in such a harsh environment?

He stopped dancing the sword, squatted down, approached those plants, and smelled the unique smell they gave off. He couldn't help but feel a wave of heat rising from the bottom of his heart, slapping the cold air in his body, and gradually blending into every inch of his body. to a lot warmer.

These plants must be using their own special conditions to compete with this cold pool, and at the same time they are dependent on each other. If I knew that these little things are so useful, I should have put him in these unknown little things when I rescued Gongsun Mingyue. In the grass and flowers, he might have woken up early.

Thinking of this, Pon Ce couldn't help but feel elated. It's still too late, so he put away his soft sword and walked towards the cave.

When Pang Ce entered the cave, Gongsun Mingyue was hugging the straw mat, trembling unceasingly, because of the cold, a lot of white liquid had already started to emerge from the corners of his mouth.

Seeing this scene, Pon Ce's heart couldn't help trembling. He strode forward, trying to support his trembling body, but a chill made his fingertips numb. Pon Ce was incredulous. Looking at the unconscious Gongsun Mingyue, why is he so cold?

Pang Ce rushed out of the cave, and quickly picked back the grass and wild flowers beside the cold pool, one after another, until Gongsun Mingyue's body was completely buried. I don't know if it was the effect of these plants, but Gongsun Mingyue's trembling It was obviously much weaker, and Pang Ce didn't dare to be negligent. He stood by Gongsun Mingyue's side unwaveringly, and he didn't even notice that the sky was getting brighter.

There was only one thought in Pang Ce's mind, and that was to never let him leave him, not even for a moment, and never let him die, even if it cost his own life.

At this moment, there was no fear in Pang Ce's heart. He looked at Gongsun Mingyue calmly, waiting for the moment to decide himself and his destiny.

The Valley of Unrequited Love is very deep, and it will be at least noon when the sun reaches the bottom of the valley. When Gongsun Mingyue wakes up, it is the time when the bottom of the valley is sprinkled with bright lights.

Gongsun Mingyue slowly pushed away the flowers and plants on his body. He felt much better, and his body was not as cold as last night, so he sat up and wanted to relax, but he saw Pon Ce squatting opposite him, staring straight at him. Own.

Seeing that he didn't show any expression, Gongsun Mingyue felt a little worried instead, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Pang Ce said leisurely, "You finally woke up."

Gongsun Mingyue stood up, went to him and knelt down and asked, "I'm awake, what about you?"

Pang Ce raised his haggard face, stared straight at Gongsun Mingyue, and didn't speak for a while.

Before Gongsun Mingyue could react, Pang Ce suddenly reached out and hugged him tightly. Gongsun Mingyue was stunned. He forgot to struggle and respond, and just let him hold him.

Ponce buried his head in his neck, greedily sucking the familiar and fascinated breath, he almost lost him, that kind of heartache, that kind of despair, he didn't want to have it again in his life, so He said softly: "Don't leave me, leave me forever."

When Gongsun Mingyue felt something was wrong, it was almost impossible to break free. Pon Ce's arm was like a tough cattail, tightly wrapped around the hard rock, no matter how hard he tried to break free, it would be futile.

"You really scared me to death." Ponce was still talking about his fear, but the strength in his hands did not relax at all, but showed signs of getting tighter.

Gongsun Mingyue felt tightness in her chest and difficulty in breathing. If she continued like this, she might be hugged to death instead of being frozen to death.

"Let go... let go quickly, I can't breathe anymore." Gongsun Mingyue said intermittently in Ponze's ear.

Only then did Pang Ce realize his agitation just now. He raised his head from Gongsun Mingyue's neck, and the strength in his hand was much weaker, but he didn't let go.

The distance between the two was so close that Gongsun Mingyue felt oppressed. Looking at Pon Ce's face so close, he couldn't help but feel warm in his ears. He had never done such a gesture with anyone before.

Pang Ce looked at him dotingly, the tenderness in his eyes was so strong that it could melt Gongsun Mingyue's cold heart.

Gongsun Mingyue's heart beat faster, and his face was blushing. In the end, he had to turn his cheeks away. After all, he couldn't do such a direct look.

Pang Ce smiled wryly and said, "I really hope it can go on like this forever." After speaking, he let go of his arms, stood up slowly, and walked out of the cave.

Gongsun Mingyue looked at his lonely back and couldn't help doubting her choice. Could it be that she made a mistake?How can two men have the same feelings as women? Even if there is, it must be abnormal. He is a general, Pang Ce, he can do whatever he wants, of course he can do anything, but what about himself?Can you accept it?How to explain in the face of the world, how to explain in the face of relatives?So for him, Gongsun Mingyue, he couldn't do it.

Gongsun Mingyue followed Pon Ce out of the cave door. The noon sun was shining warmly on the bottom of the valley, and the mottled spots projected from among the lush branches and leaves made the bottom of the valley look peaceful and peaceful.

Standing in the light, Pang Ce looked even more helpless and haggard. Gongsun Mingyue couldn't bear to think: Maybe just once, just once, and she will be satisfied.But after thinking about it, after being self-willed once, if they go out, how will the two of them face each other?

Looking at the bottom of this beautiful valley, he couldn't help saying to Ponce: "Can we still go out?"

Ponce raised his head, and the mottled face looked beautiful on his resolute face.

"I don't know," Ponce said with a deep sigh, looking down at the ground, "but I hope never to go out."

Gongsun Mingyue turned her head to look at Pang Ce's drooping face, choked up in her heart and didn't know how to respond, so she could only pretend not to understand and said, "You are willing to give up your wish, but I am not willing to give up my lifelong ambition."

"Yes, for you, I am willing." Ponce said softly, he knew that he was doomed, but he still didn't want to escape.

At this moment, Gongsun Mingyue could no longer pretend to be stunned, so he turned around and prepared to leave.

"Are you willing?" Pang Ce asked suddenly, making Gongsun Mingyue stunned.

Will he?This is what Gongsun Mingyue wants to ask himself, but in such a situation, can he know his true state of mind?For a long time, he chose to ignore those weird feelings to him, just to return to the right path and conform to ethics, but if he really couldn't get out, would he let himself be willful for a while?

The two stood quietly like this. After a long time, Pon Ce smiled wryly and said, "After all, I still haven't been able to wait for your bravery." After finishing speaking, he walked straight to the mound in the distance. It was already doomed, but he was still uncontrollably sinking into the mud, and he couldn't blame others in his heart, but after this, how should he face him?How will the life at the bottom of the valley continue?he does not know.

Gongsun Mingyue's heart is bleeding, but he can't show it. He believes that he can go out. As long as he has faith, there are many things waiting for him outside. One day, he will understand that the relationship between them is like this. Feelings are beyond anyone's reach.

For many days, Pang Ce did not speak to Gongsun Mingyue again, but he would still cook for him and make a bed for him with grass and flowers from Tan Bian, but he never looked at him again. Wanting to get out wholeheartedly, he searched almost every corner of the valley, but he couldn't find a way out.

He looked up at the bowl-sized sky, did he have to climb up from here?But it's so steep and slippery that even an expert like Ponce can't climb it easily. How can a scholar like himself climb up it? But time goes by day by day, what's going on with the uncle's case?