fall in love adams

73,

If that's the case, there's one thing that's contradictory.

I asked questions without hesitation, and looked directly... at my uncle and third sister-in-law who gave birth to me.

"Then why is there Chen Feng?"

The old man and the third sister-in-law smiled secretly.

Without answering, she said: "Xiao, you should inherit the mind of your father, you can imagine it. Just to remind you, my offspring are more powerful brain scientists than my mother."

It was difficult for me to understand for a while, and I was at a loss for a long time, until the old man and the third sister-in-law surrendered and gave the clue again:

"Xiao, it's not just illness, what else?"

The so-called enlightenment probably refers to my epiphany.

There are eight sufferings in Buddhism, birth, old age, sickness and death.

In addition, love is separated, resentment and hatred are met, and the five yins are flaming.

what else?

There is old age and there is death.

The old man's original intention was not to create me and Chen Feng to continue his life and love with the old man.

What he wants is probably our young body, right?

In disbelief, I bounced off my computer chair, overwhelmed with thoughts of running away.

"Well, Lei originally planned to recreate a pair of young people, and then replace them with his and Xiao's brains when they were in their twenties. If this succeeds..."

Cross out more than half of the suffering that you will face in your life.

Without fear of illness and pain, you can laugh at parting from life and death.

It turned out that I was born in this world for such a reason.

"It's not that your old man didn't give you a chance. To drive you away is to let you live a new life. Who wants you to go around and make a fuss, and come back to him again." The old man and his third sister-in-law laughed.

I took a deep breath: "What about Dad? What does he think?"

"He doesn't agree."

A thunderous reply.

It was the old man's voice, coming from outside the door.

He pushed the door open, and he was still tall and unattainable. He was still the father who could lift me up with one arm in my childhood memory.

When I saw him, I immediately lost my self-control, and tears welled up in my eyes.

What could be more tragic than realizing in adulthood that your father or mother doesn't really love you?

The life that continues the bloodline and comes to the world is only to fulfill the selfish ideals of the parents...

"Old man, is this true?"

I choked up in frustration.

The old man nodded silently, completely tearing up the last fig leaf of fantasy in my heart.

Slightly nodding to his third sister-in-law, the woman stood up proudly, and when she passed the old man, her voice suddenly became gentle: "You promised me to marry the younger one."

Seeing that the old man was silently nodding again, she glanced at me proudly and left the study.

Only me and the old man were left in the room.

The place is full of memories, after all it was Dad's favorite spot.

The old man walked slowly behind the computer desk, sat down next to me, looked at the computer, not me, and said, "In my life, the only one I can't win is him. No matter how perfect this plan is, he still discovered it.

"He didn't accept it no matter what, but at that time, the children...you and Chen Feng had already been born.

At first, he didn't know my clone existed.He thought I only prepared a body for him, and you, who was holding the baby, showed a smile that I will never forget.

He said, just treat this child as our child.Raise him together and see what kind of person he becomes.

He always has a romantic feeling about being a father that I often laugh at. He thinks that raising children is the most beautiful and powerful challenge in the world.

He hugged you back that night and happily announced that you will be his life's effort.At that time, I was really jealous of you. "

When the old man said this, he still didn't look at me, but his expression softened a lot.

I looked at the framed pictures on the bookshelf, and my dad was always smiling at me.

It turned out that he was not only my complete biological father, but also my savior.

A man who is gentle and calm but not lacking in strength, as a clone of his gene, I can't help but feel ashamed.

Not as good as him.Not as good as my father.

The old man finally looked at me, and I can't describe what his gaze means:

"You grow up and he gets sick and weak.

I also raised you with my own hands, so I naturally have feelings for you. Although I have deliberately kept a distance from you, but looking at his smile, the more I know his expectations in my heart, the less I can walk away in cold blood.

Xiaohan, I wanted to put you to death more than once. "

Word by word, very clear.

Eyes moved again, away from me, to stare at Papa's picture.

The man who meant as much to us now rests in a place beyond the reach of mortals of this world.

Tears finally fell, I said: "If you told me earlier, I would."

The old man smiled: "But he didn't want to. He said that only parents die for their children, how can it be reversed? No matter how great a person is, facing his own children is just a past that will eventually disappear.

Even at the last moment, he didn't have the strength to hold my hand, but he still begged me with all his strength, no matter what, don't do anything to embarrass you. "

I trembled when I heard it: "You?"

"That's right," the old man smiled wryly, "When he forced that plan to be abandoned, I asked that woman to dispose of my clone. Since I can't get his life back, being young doesn't mean much to me.

It's just that I didn't expect that her 'handling' wasn't to kill the baby—that woman's feelings for me were simply crazy, I... oh...

Maybe it's because they have something in common, but he was the one who discovered the existence of Chen Feng earlier.It's just that he didn't have the ability to find out where my clone was. He asked me for help, but I refused. "

I couldn't help but blurted out and asked, "Why?"

The old man smiled: "I'm not your father, I can't bear the existence of a creature exactly like me. He treats you as his real child, but I can't.

In the end, I still respected his wish and didn't do anything to you.It's just Xiaohan, you probably don't know that for a long time after he left, I felt extremely painful whenever I saw you.

It took a huge effort for me to be able to convince myself that you were not him.I can't ask you to do anything.

But you are completely another him, Xiaohan, you don't have to be Xiao Shuihan, but Xiao Muke.After all, I miscalculated his determination, he said, if I really put his brain into your body to complete his 'resurrection', he will never have any intersection with me again, no matter this life or the next. "

After the old man finished speaking, his breath became short of breath. He looked a little uncomfortable, lowered his head and coughed a few times, and when he looked at me again, there was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes: "I didn't expect you to come back with such a face. , What a waste of his genes."

I understand that the old man is trying to hide his sadness forcibly before changing the subject, and so am I.

The sadness is the sadness, but it can't make me feel any warmth. I asked: "What about Chen Feng? Why did you ask me to see him?"

The old man didn't answer me directly: "Didn't you find me for a while? At that time, that woman and I were making the final effort, the brain transplantation between living human beings, the age gap was greater than 20 years, and out of five, four succeeded. Another reason for the failure was not the brain transplant."

I stared at the old man, and it took me a while to say something: "You... want to change your mind with Chen Feng?"

"To be precise, it's not a change, he will disappear." The old man nodded.

After understanding what the old man said, I felt powerless all over my body, and the warnings from the fan girl just now were constantly stirring in my mind. It seemed that only in this way could I grasp the last straw and stay in the ridiculous world.

"The original plan was to switch positions. You will be with my clone, and you won't find any difference. I will also experience my life with him again-of course, not the real him, but you.

Now, this is no longer necessary.Xiao Han, I will not take the initiative to find Chen Feng, this is my concession to you.Will he come to you? "

I felt cold all over my body, staring at the old man tightly.

Kill him...is that the only way?

Only in this way, can Chen Feng have a way out?

Unknowingly, I approached the old man, but the old man didn't look at me, he stared at the computer with a smile on his lips.

74,

Kill the old man, can I really do it?

Her footsteps were moving, and her head hurt like an electric shock.

Has the adrenaline rush reached its limit?

It seemed that the breathless, heart-numbing pain was not just mine, but Dad's too.

"You want to kill Chen Feng?"

I desperately swallowed saliva that didn't exist.

"Is this considered killing?"

The old man still didn't look at me, he stared at the computer screen.

I couldn't help but follow along:

He had to browse through photos of him and Dad when he was young.

That's just me and Chen Feng.

"I met him when I was 25 years old. This whimsical plan, if you are completely wrong with my clone, I will not continue-but you fell in love with him.

Even so, I still softened my heart when facing you, and I gave you a chance to leave. "

To be honest, the old man was right.

It's just that that's not entirely fair, I left off.

It is absolutely true that he intends to stop having any interaction with Chen Feng.

If it weren't for the damned "Dayan", "Hairspray" and Du Yu's gang of idlers to disrupt the situation, the relationship between me and Chen Feng...

Maybe we'll still be together?

I was in despair: "If you kill Chen Feng, you will kill me."

The old man finally looked at me.

It is no longer the eyes I have been familiar with for so many years, there is no warm communication between father and son, only the will to persevere to the end.

"Xiaohan, of course I won't let you die. But maybe, you won't be Xiaohan anymore. What do you choose? Threatening me with death?"

When he said this, the old man was calm from expression to tone.

"No!" I screamed in pain, and rushed towards the old man.

The old man who was too late to stand up was suddenly taken by me, and he and his chair fell to the ground.

When the tumbling stopped, we were still entangled. Young and strong was naturally my advantage. I pressed on top of the old man during the confrontation and stretched out my arms towards his neck.

The old man firmly grasped my wrist with both hands, his eyes were tearing apart.

No, you cannot kill Chen Feng.

He is almost everything to me, the reason I live!

Sweat dripped down, and his fingertips touched the skin on the old man's neck.

The strength of the rebels is still there, but it seems to have weakened a bit.

At that moment, I burst into tears, and the sweat fell on the old man's face one after another.

The old man's eyes were red.

The killing intent was fierce, but with it came an indescribable love and pity.

Finally, he firmly grasped the old man's throat.

Blood gushed under my palms.

——Suddenly, the back of my neck suddenly felt the pain of a heavy object, my eyes turned black, and before I could react consciously, I was kicked away.

Another sap, directly hitting the temple.

I passed out immediately.

After waking up, I was already the old man's prisoner.

The person who reversed the situation was naturally the woman who was madly in love with the old man.

Later, when I heard anecdotes about her from her clones, I couldn't help but sigh.

What is the infatuation for?

In order to stay by the old man's side, he married the old man's third brother, and then went all out to support any decision the old man made.

She doesn't have the idea of ​​replacing her own clone, but holds the ideal of "my clone is another me", hoping that the fan girl will be a dignified couple with the young old man in a youthful body.

The fan girl said, in fact, if Chen Feng agreed at that time, this step would not have been possible.

She controls Chen Feng, and if I disappear without a trace, it will be no different from breaking up.

At least, the wish of the old man and the third sister-in-law has been fulfilled.

It won't be so obsessively entangled together to stimulate the final huge BOSS.

Only in that way can Chen Feng escape from birth and pass the test by luck.Because there is no use value.

But that is impossible.

"I'm not her," the fan girl said calmly, "Even if every piece of my DNA comes from her and was conceived and born by her body, I am me, and I am still not anyone who ever existed."

When there is this dialogue, of course there is no threat of us being corrupted by our respective "identities".

On the old man's island, I was under house arrest until I only knew the sunrise and sunset, but I didn't know how much time had passed.

I just wait and wait.

I don't know what I'm waiting for.

The people who take care of me are three personal secretaries who follow the old man, two men and one woman.

They have excellent concentration, allowing me to laugh and scold without being moved.

Delivering food and drinks, I was wandering around the island, and they followed me 50 meters away.

I threatened to die, and one of them replied coldly: "The boss said, if Young Master Xiao can take the life and death of others lightly, then he can commit suicide."

Immediately I was so stuffed that I had nothing to say, and I didn't dare to act rashly.

So far, among those people in my life circle, except for Chen Feng, who is destined, others have not been involved.

That's what the old man warned me about.

He is almost invincible, at least I am not an opponent at all, now, even the possibility of killing him is gone.

I can't see other people at all, whether it's the old man, the third wife of the old man, or the fan girl.

I don't know how many days passed, but one day, while I was having breakfast, the only woman among the three secretaries came forward and opened a tiny handbag in front of me.

Without waiting for me to ask a question, she quickly clicked on a video file.

In the video that was carefully blocked from the date, I saw the award ceremony.

The protagonist is nobody else but Chen Feng.

He really did as I wished, he really stood at the top of that circle.

The camera matched my intentions very well, and turned to Du Yu, who had a gloomy face but had to force a smile.

At this time, no matter how superb his acting skills are, he can't hide his failure.

Yes, I hope Chen Feng will avenge Du Yu for me.

So what if he was given the chance?

It's just...a cat-and-mouse game,

No matter how you struggle or flee, it will be futile.

Because God forbid.

I watched Chen Feng's smile as usual in the video, with a heroic spirit, and thought of being imprisoned now. When I meet again, I am afraid that it will be a different day. He is not him, and I will no longer be me.

The continuity of time is completely cut off, it's okay to think about it, if he disappears, I will not be able to survive alone.

What's the point of being alone with absurdity and despair?

I smiled and reached out to turn off the video.

Said to the female secretary: "Please tell the old man, Chen Feng will definitely come over soon. Please let him see for Xiao Muke's sake, at least let us meet again."

The female secretary packed her handbag silently and did not reply.

He has done what I told him to do, and he will come to me.

I still have that confidence.

It's just that the moment we meet is the moment of farewell.

The funny thing is, we don't even know if this is life or death?

I don't know how long it has passed, but the days have already made me a person in the "Peach Blossom Spring".

I don't know there is Han, regardless of Wei and Jin.

Suddenly one day, I was having the only entertainment in my room: while reading a book, the door to the room behind me opened softly.

The secretary never comes in here on his own initiative!

I suddenly turned around, and the person I had been thinking about day and night was right in front of me.

He has not changed, with a smile on his face, with dust and dust accumulated between his brows.

When I was speechless, Chen Feng said to me: "I'm here to find you."

The words are clear, and the expression is always indifferent.

Naturally, this cannot be faked by anyone.

I didn't have any doubts anymore, I got up and stepped forward, hugging Chen Feng fiercely, I couldn't help trembling all over.

"Thank you." I said.

I stomped on Du Yu hard in the way I specified, and found me as promised.

"I'll take you away." Chen Feng took a deep breath.

I didn't react for a while, what?

He put his hands on my shoulders, pushed me away a little distance, and stared at me with a serious expression that he had never seen before: "Everything is over, I will take you away, and we will leave here together."

how is this possible?how can that be?

I stared at Chen Feng in a daze, completely disbelieving that things had such a miraculous change.

Chen Feng smiled: "Do you still remember the ring you gave me? It was your father who saved us. Now, let's leave first, and talk slowly on the way."

He took me quickly to the outside of the villa and trot all the way to the pier.

There was a speedboat parked there, and there were two people on board, except for the black man who drove the speedboat, there was also a fan girl sitting upright.

She also smiled when she saw me, but this time, there was no makeup on her face.

Probably the mentality has completely changed, and there is no need for any superficial disguise anymore?

I didn't ask.

After the speedboat set off, the three of us were silent for a while.

Coupled with the sound of the motor of the speedboat and the wind on the sea, it is not a good place for conversation.

I looked back at the small island where the old man was, with mixed feelings, as if I had passed away, and the sense of unreality still lingered in my heart.

When they got to the shore, the fan girl had already arranged a pick-up car.

This time, the three of them squeezed together in the back seat. Fortunately, there was a lot of space in the car, so they finally had a chance to chat.

It's also quite interesting, the three of us all came out of the same mother's womb, but we have no blood relationship.

Chen Feng opened his mouth first, and the process of looking for me went through twists and turns, and finally the old man took the initiative to take him to the island.

On the island, like me, Chen Feng knew everything.

It's just that, probably because of my lessons learned, the old man didn't meet him alone, he was accompanied by the woman, and he was still in the study.

Chen Feng told me and the fan girl that he had already made up his mind at that time, after seeing me, he waited for the opportunity to commit suicide and destroy this body.

But things took a turn for the better when the old man noticed the ring on Chen Feng's hand.

The ring that my father gave me, I gave to Chen Feng.

The old man asked Chen Feng to show him the ring, and then he played with the ring in his palm, showing a slight smile.

I don't know where the old man moved the ring and put it on the bookshelf. The photo frame made by the old man broke apart, and the photos fell down.

In the original photo frame, there was a man's low voice, as if reciting a poem softly.

Chen Feng said that he only remembered the first few sentences:

"I would like to see you sleep,

This probably never happened.

I would love to watch you, sleep.

I would like to sleep, with you, into your sleep..."

Listening to the meaningless words that sounded like a cart wheel, made the old man completely lost his mind.

The old man didn't move until the man's voice ceased to sound.

He picked up the photo, stared at it for a long time, and finally turned to Chen Feng and said, "Forget it, forget it. I still can't beat him."

The woman stepped forward to hug the old man, but the old man didn't move. He held the photo in front of her, smiling sadly: "Look, he is still unwilling. If I want to accompany him, I can only sleep."

The woman bowed her head silently.

The latter matter, in simple terms, is that the old man gave up.

"Take Xiaohan away and tell him not to let his father down."

I was speechless, the only thing in my heart was what my father once said: "If I can't accompany you to old age, I will accompany you to death."

When shaking hands with Chen Feng, I glanced at the fan girl.

She noticed it, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Don't worry about me. Since I didn't die then, I won't die now. Xiao, why don't we continue to cooperate with you, I just want to get a large test sample, and I can help you too make money?"

Naturally, the words were a little bleak, but I felt relieved.

There is no blood relationship, but there is a wonderful connection, that is, relatives, I think.

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Not long after, Chen Feng and I visited Dad again.

In front of his tombstone, I held Chen Feng's hand and said in my heart: "Dad, I want to be with him, always together."

Different from the birth of ordinary people, my father and uncle still gave me the love of my father's generation as much as they could.

Compared with Chen Feng, I am much luckier.

Although I don't know the old man's situation anymore, and there is no trace of "Young Master Xiao" in my life not long ago, but I believe that the old man must be waiting for an opportunity to accompany the old man again.

On this issue, I don't want to be an atheist. I prefer to believe that people who loved each other during their lifetime will continue to love even if their lives are over.

Deep sleep is also by the lover's side.

The past life is already a post-apocalyptic paradise.

Live happily, die without fear.

I apologized to my father in front of Chen Feng. Between the old man and Chen Feng, I almost instinctively chose Chen Feng.

At that moment, the intention to kill was really the killer.

After saying sorry several times, Chen Feng pulled me up on my knees, faced my "bumpy" face, and said three words that he had never bestowed before: I love you.

His kiss made me more convinced that the happiest thing in life is to watch my lover sleep.

And sleep with your lover.

Only.

—I would like to watch you sleep,

This probably never happened.

I want to look at you,

sleep.i would like to sleep

and you, enter

Your sleep, let the smooth dark waves

rolled over my head

I'd like to walk through that transparent sky with you

Trees with swaying blue and green leaves

With a wet sun and three moons

to the cave you must go down

to your greatest fear

i would give you the silver

Branch, this little white flower, a

words that will shelter you

From the center of your sorrowful dreams, from the

center.i would like to follow

you step up the long stairs

again and become

the boat that brought you home

Carefully, a flame

in two holding hands

your body lying

my side while you get into it

soft as a breath of air

I would like to be that air

in your body only

stay for a while.I would like to be air unnoticed

And so necessary. (by Margaret Atwood)

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The author has something to say:

Was this ending a surprise?If so, the author succeeded 23333

I've already said that this is a fiction of fiction, believe it?

The theme of this article... the author will not talk about it, and leave it to the predestined readers to examine it for themselves.

In other words... maybe this place is really not suitable for me (in fact, I don't know where it is suitable for me),

This No. 1 mutual attack article is said to have a debuff of [-] plus coldness, and it is true.

There may be writers who can write and publish quietly, don't expect to be seen, and don't need the love of readers, but probably not me.

Anyway, thank you to the three little angels in this article, Momo, Children, and Zhuifeng, thank you, it is you who made this dusty article see the light of day again.

Thank you!