Fanservice Paradox

Fang Juexia clenched his fists tightly, and his emotions surged up the moment he heard about it, almost drowning him.

But he soon came to his senses, and when he looked up at Cheng Qiang, a trace of apology rose in his heart.

"I'm sorry, Brother Qiang, I've been preparing to confess this matter to you all along, but I haven't found a suitable opportunity."

Cheng Qiang was really surprised when he saw this kind of news at the first time, but the recent strong winds and waves have trained his endurance.He pulled the two into the office, let them sit down, and then said, "It's very difficult for you to reveal this kind of privacy, and it's not directly exposed now, and there is still room for relaxation. Let's stabilize that side first , the company has to negotiate such a large public relations fee, and the other party probably won’t announce it immediately.”

"Brother Qiang," Pei Tingsong said, "send me that anonymous letter, and I'll send someone to investigate."

Cheng Qiang nodded, "Okay, then I'll contact the PR team."

"I'll do it," Pei Tingsong said while lowering his head to send a message, "If you want to hire, please hire the most expensive and best publicist. The recent bad things happen one after another. I have long wanted to deal with people."

Cheng Qiang sighed, and looked at Fang Juexia, "Juexia, now that things have come to this point, I hope you will tell me everything."

Fang Juexia struggled in his heart, not because he didn't want to say it, but because it was too painful to face the ugliness of his father, but he had no choice.

He took a deep breath, looked at Cheng Qiang, and tried to retell his past in the calmest and most objective words.

"He used to be a promising dancer, but he was disabled by a stage accident and his career was ruined. Later, he became addicted to alcohol, domestic violence, and drugs. He abandoned me and my mother ten years ago, took all the money in the family and left. Not long ago, I saw him again. He has been taking drugs for many years. The first time he saw me, he wanted to knock me out and kidnap me and take him away in exchange for drug money. Later we sent him to a drug rehabilitation center, thinking that the matter would end there. It's over, I didn't expect..."

During the whole process, he spoke clearly, omitting details, and without any emotion or color, as if he was just repeating something that had nothing to do with him, but Cheng Qiang just felt that every word was crying blood, and it was completely impossible to imagine that all this happened. It's something a father can do to his own son.

Knocked out, kidnapped, exchanged for money.

These are all things that Fang Juexia really experienced when they didn't know.From the first day Cheng Qiang took over Caledo, what he cared most about was the child in front of him, who was obviously the best in everything, but was taciturn, afraid of making mistakes, and lived on a tightrope every day.

He couldn't help but hold Fang Juexia's shoulder, but Fang Juexia just shook his head, "It's okay, I'm just sorry that I didn't tell you about it when he appeared. Now it happened, it's so urgent."

Cheng Qiang smiled wryly, "It's useless to say it. If someone really wants to put a drug addicted father on his son, even if we start preparing from our debut, we won't be able to really stop the loss."

Debut.

Hearing these two words, Fang Juexia felt his throat dry and hoarse, as if thousands of cold needles were pricking his face densely.

He was born with a birthmark on his face, and he also has night blindness that is not suitable for performing on a dark stage at all, and he is also carrying a time bomb of a drug addict biological father.

Such a person, such a him.

"I'm sorry." Fang Juexia looked up, his eyes were red, and he murmured, "I'm not at all, I shouldn't be debuting..."

Pei Tingsong immediately took his hand, "What are you talking about? Fang Juexia, I'll say it again, you are born to belong to the stage. If you are not worthy, then no one is worthy."

How could such a precious person like him wrong himself like this.

Cheng Qiang knew that what he said just now caused the emotional guidance of Juexia, he was full of guilt, "No, Juexia, you are not wrong in this matter at all. Without you, Caledon would not be where it is today, you understand Is it? In fact, this matter is not incomprehensible, if it is not possible, I will pay the public relations fee to stop the mouth, and make the big problem small..."

"No."

Fang Juexia tried to calm himself down, and analyzed the matter to Cheng Qiang, "Since they dare to blackmail, there will be a second time. Whitewashing peace is still a hidden danger after all. Such a big piece of material, they will not just for the mere Stop at 700 million. If I become more popular in the future than now, they will only threaten again and again, and regard this matter as one of my weaknesses."

Fang Juexia's eyes were firm, "But I didn't do anything wrong, and I was also a victim. So about my father's drug use, I must say it, and I must say it myself."

This path is simply desperate.

Cheng Qiang's first reaction was to completely disagree, "How can this work? If you really say it, do you know how many gangsters and opponents will end up making excuses? They will even slander you as a drug addict."

"I know." The first time Fang Juexia knew about this, all possible slanders had already appeared in his mind, and he was more familiar with the feeling of splashing dirty water than anyone else.

The slander of these years is like a stain on his body, no matter how hard he wipes it, it can't be wiped off.These malicious rumors have almost grown into scars on his body, which hurt when touched.No matter how much you explain, how much you try to clarify, all you get is more spittle and infamy.

At the beginning, he didn't quite understand why, why everyone was unwilling to believe the truth.Slowly, he got used to it. Most of the time, the malice in this circle has no reason, and the truth is the least valuable thing.

So Fang Juexia's heart also cooled down a little bit. He stopped making fearless arguments and could only respond with the best stage.

These hideous scars have lived with him until now.

"There is no other way, the only thing I can do is scrape the bone to cure the poison."

He didn't want to go on like this anymore, he wanted to completely goug out these dormant sores.

Fang Juexia told them, and also said to himself, "Keep it secret, no one knows what will happen in the future, I can't let this time bomb develop more uncontrollably. As for the accusation of whether I used drugs , we can do an appraisal and put a certificate on it.”

Cheng Qiang was thinking, and heard Pei Tingsong say, "I have already arranged a public relations team, and it is the most famous one in the circle."

"How much?" Fang Juexia asked.

"You don't have to worry about it." Pei Tingsong continued, "They are ready for video conferences at any time to propose plans and countermeasures. However, the advice given to us by the other party is the same as what Juexia said." He looked at Cheng Qiang , "They also believe that this matter needs to be preemptive."

Caledo was the first regiment that Cheng Qiang really led, and he spent all the storms with Caledo, so when encountering such things, his first reaction is always relatively conservative.

"I understand, then I will work overtime for a meeting now, and I will also call the company's public relations department over to inform the members."

"Ah."

It wasn't long before He Ziyan happened, but now it's the turn of the real top in the regiment. The company attaches great importance to it, and even Chen Zhengyun, who just came back from a business trip, rushed back to the company.The PR team talked with Fang Juexia for a full hour, and after understanding everything, they gave a general idea.

The person in charge of the video said, "In fact, Mr. Fang's idea is correct. First of all, we have to disclose the truth before the other party exposes it, so as to avoid the other party's rhythm when breaking the news. This is very disadvantageous. If we take the initiative, Fang will Make it public, and then arrange articles and public opinion guidelines to shift the focus of the incident from "the traffic father took drugs" to "the original family is miserable, and the secondary damage to privacy is frequently exposed". This way of handling can minimize losses."

The person involved in the incident was sitting at the table, the early morning moonlight shone palely on his back, and his whole body was shrouded in shadow.Pei Tingsong only felt heartache. If it were the past, he might have slapped him back on the Internet long ago, but he now knows that this is not a mature approach, and he has to grow up to protect the person he loves the most.

Everyone was discussing this matter, expressing their views and practices, but Fang Juexia in the center of the vortex was silent, only listening but not speaking, as if thinking about something.

After a long time, when the PR team had already contacted the writers and other public opinion forces, he said, "There is one more thing."

Cheng Qiang looked at him suspiciously, and Chen Zhengyun stopped the meeting directly, "Say it."

"From the very beginning, I've been wondering if my father did this, because he already has a history of extortion." Having said that, Fang Juexia shook his head, "But I think the possibility is very low. , because he is currently in a drug rehabilitation center and is isolated from the outside world. But this matter, apart from me, my mother, and Xiao Pei who helped me deal with this matter a while ago, no one else should know about it. So what exactly is this matter? How did anyone know about it? I'm confused about that."

This is also a point that Pei Tingsong has repeatedly thought about. He obviously locked Fang Ping in the drug rehabilitation center with the strictest control, and sent people to watch him all day long, completely isolated from the outside world, and it is impossible to have the opportunity to come out and make trouble again.

"When I was blackmailed by him, I asked him. He didn't admit that he had contacted any company or media, but I have doubts about this sentence now." Fang Juexia narrowed his eyes slightly, "He said he came to Beijing to find me , used up all the money I had on me. This is very strange, because I had been followed for almost a week before the day of the attempted kidnapping. What did he do for a living during this week, especially a long-term addict· How can a poisonous person last for such a long time."

Pei Tingsong also thought about this question before, "Do you suspect that he has met other people before you? These people obtained some information from him and gave him money to support his life."

Fang Juexia nodded, "I guess so. When he was addicted to drugs, he could hardly be regarded as a human being. As long as anyone can give him a little money in exchange for drugs, he will do anything. Whether it is betraying me and his relationship, or betraying something else, it’s all possible.”

Chen Zhengyun, who had been silently listening to him, suddenly grasped the point, "Others?"

"Yes." Fang Juexia looked at him, "This is what I want to add. Boss, there is one thing I have been hiding from everyone."

Under the conference table, his hands were tightly clenched, his joints were blue and white, but on the surface he was still the calm and composed Fang Juexia, "I have congenital night blindness. In dimly lit scenes, my vision will become very poor, and even Nearly blind."

Pei Tingsong was stunned, he didn't expect that Fang Juexia would also say this.This is tantamount to revealing the biggest secret that he has been carrying alone for so many years.His forbearance and prudence, as well as so many years of painstaking practice, will all turn into bubbles.

Cheng Qiang couldn't believe it, "Night blindness? Then you are on stage..."

Fang Juexia said lightly: "When the light is not bright enough, I can't see it. I can only dance according to the intuition I have practiced. But most of the stages have sufficient light." After finishing speaking, he looked at them, His eyes dimmed, and he apologized again, "I'm sorry, I kept this from everyone."

Chen Zhengyun rested his hand on the table with a solemn expression.He was indeed surprised, but after thinking about everything again, all the unreasonable details of the past are now clear.He recalled the first time he saw this child. He was obviously very talented and was born to eat this bowl of rice, but he was full of burdens. His thin shoulders were always heavy. During practice, and even before his debut, he slept on the floor of the practice room for days on end.

He finally knew why.

"It's not your fault." Chen Zhengyun smiled, "It's a good thing you kept it a secret, otherwise we would have missed a genius."

Fang Juexia has never been wronged by her own affairs.But Chen Zhengyun's words made his nose sore for a moment.

Every day since his debut, before every performance, Fang Juexia has had trouble sleeping and eating. Even in his dreams, he would dream that he made mistakes or even fell on the dim stage, implicating the entire team.The self in the dream is being blamed by everyone.

[Why are you making your debut?You don't deserve to dance on stage at all, you understand! ]

[Fang Juexia, look at yourself, you were born to make mistakes on stage. ]

[What's the use of practicing!No matter how much you practice, it is impossible not to make mistakes! ]

[You want to drag everyone into the water, don't you? ]

"Yes," Cheng Qiang said, "they are not here now, if they are, they must be grateful to you. Juexia, you are the backbone of Caledon, understand?"

Fang Juexia tried hard to make himself laugh, and nodded hard to accept their approval, "This point may also become a point for others to attack me. I guess he has already told others, so I'm afraid, I have to make this point public."

The public relations team was silent for a moment, "It's okay, it's not a big problem. Genetic diseases are also private, and they won't cause harm to others. Besides, you have never made a mistake because of it in these years."

never.

Fang Juexia gritted her teeth and nodded.

Pei Tingsong felt powerless and helpless. He obviously tried his best to prevent Fang Juexia from suffering these pains, but they couldn't be avoided at all. These nightmares that had lingered for so many years erupted in an instant and grew into a monster that almost swallowed Fang Juexia. There is nowhere to hide.

Just after he made the matter public, a member of the public relations team responsible for collecting public opinion said, "Mr. Fang, you are right to worry. Indeed, some people have started spreading rumors about this matter."

They sent out screenshots of the revelations, and the content was vague.

[Recently, the new top stream fjx has big melons, fidelity.A person very close to him broke the news, and you will know who it is afterward.He has a disease that has been concealed for a long time, and it is the kind that will affect his future. I am waiting for you to dig his grave. ]

The following comments are obviously also rhythmic, describing this matter in a more malicious way.

[sick?What disease can affect his future? ]

[I'm afraid it's not AIDS...]

[It’s really not accurate to say that, it seems that the unspoken rules that have been passed on for so long are finally going to be hammered, and the hammer came too violently. ]

[AIDS woc, then the whole group... tsk tsk tsk, your circle is really messed up]

[I know that the previous unspoken rules are not groundless, otherwise why would everyone say that your fjx was hidden, and not others?You are beautiful and you are expensive? ]

"Are these people really sick? Are you really not afraid that we will sue them one by one?" Cheng Qiang was furious, "Contact the moderator now!"

Pei Tingsong looked at Fang Juexia, only to see him indifferently watching the malicious words on the projection, without any emotion.

Habits are a terrible thing.

But he did get used to it.

Even if someone rumored that Fang Juexia committed suicide in his dormitory today, he would not have much emotional fluctuations.

The public relations team explained, "It doesn't matter. Now we know it's night blindness. As long as we show relevant medical records and certificates, it can be clarified. I believe Mr. Fang has all of these."

Fang Juexia nodded, and he gave them all the evidence he could find, and even asked, "Do you need me to have a comprehensive physical examination?"

Hearing these words, Pei Tingsong's heart throbbed violently.

The people in the public relations team are also in a very complicated mood. They have experienced too many things, cheating entertainment couples, seemingly incompatible couples, and even more exaggerated and bloody gossip.Professionalism allows them to smooth out these things and give the employer a face.

But now, the boy standing in front of them is obviously a clean boy, but he has to peel himself off, wishing he could even peel off the skin, to show them the flesh and blood inside, is it like what the world says? That way, it's black and dirty.

All mouths make gold, even his bones will be destroyed one by one and melted.

"Before posting Weibo, I have to communicate with my mother." Fang Juexia calmed down, got up and left the conference room.As soon as he left, Pei Tingsong stood up and told Cheng Qiang, "I'll accompany him."

Cheng Qiang nodded and watched Pei Tingsong chase him out.

Fang Juexia's back is very thin, like a withered leaf in the dimly lit corridor.He walked to the corner of the stairs, stopped, and the hand that dialed the phone was trembling unconsciously.

Pei Tingsong who followed came to him and held his trembling wrist, "Juexia, don't be afraid, I'm here." What he didn't realize was that his voice was trembling involuntarily.

It was already 02:30 in the morning, and no one answered the phone. Fang Juexia lowered his head, and clicked to dial after failing to dial again and again.Transparent tears fell on his hands, and his vision became more and more blurred on the screen.

Enduring the tears all night, she finally shed for her mother.

"What should I do..." Fang Juexia, who remained extremely calm at all times, finally showed weakness in front of his lover, "Pei Tingsong, what should I do...I still want to tell her, but I..."

Pei Tingsong's heart was tightly grasped, as if he had returned to that summer rainy night again, watching helplessly his lover who had already been bruised and bruised was approaching the abyss again.

In any case, this time, he wants to hug him first.

Pei Tingsong pulled Fang Juexia into his arms, and said softly, "Juexia, come."

He suddenly felt that Fang Juexia had lost weight again.This person who is clearly a few years older than himself is like a child in his eyes.So small, so distressing.He didn't even dare to touch his shoulders, "Didn't you say that you don't want your mother to wait forever?"

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Even if you hide this moment, what will you do in the future?"

Fang Juexia lowered her head and listened to Pei Tingsong's questions, every sentence held his tightly closed heart.

"Do you want her to go to the end of her life alone, and still guard this person who won't come back?"

He clearly held the bad ending of this fairy tale in his hands, but he never dared to tell his mother.

He was too afraid of disappointing his mother.

Fang Juexia wept silently on Pei Tingsong's shoulder. He gave all the sorrow, grievance and fear to Pei Tingsong. He knew it was unfair. He should be stronger and bear everything by himself.

But at this moment, in the whole world, he only wanted to rely on Pei Tingsong's shoulders.

Even 1 minute is fine.

"You have to know," Pei Tingsong stroked his back tenderly, "to your mother, the most important thing is not her dead love, but you."

The phone I was holding vibrated, and it was my mother's reply letter at 02:30 in the morning.Fang Juexia struggled to get out of his arms, wiped away his tears, and held back all his emotions before he dared to connect.

On the other end of the phone, the mother's voice was anxious and worried. Fang Juexia had been traveling abroad for many years, and no matter what happened, he would grit his teeth and bear it. He had never called her at such a late hour.

"What's the matter baby? Jue Xia, are you sick? Mom is awake now."

Fang Juexia held back his tears, "Mom, a lot of things have happened, and I need to deal with public relations now. There is one thing I have to tell you." He frowned and continued, "Dad came to see me in June."

"What..." Fang's mother's voice was weak, "You, why didn't you say it before?"

"Because... because the day we met, he became addicted to drugs." Fang Juexia tried his best to hold back his emotions, but the truth was so bloody, "He took a steel rod and was going to knock me unconscious and then kidnap me, because he didn't Qian continued to take drugs. Fortunately, there were bodyguards who blocked him and failed. Later we sent him to a compulsory drug rehabilitation center."

The other side suddenly quieted down, Fang Juexia's chest hurt so badly.

"Now, someone wants to blackmail us with this matter. I have to disclose it myself." He knew that every word he said was to drill into his mother's heart, but he had no choice. It's just a nightmare.

He wished so much that he didn't have such a father, didn't have the disease that had tortured him for more than ten years, and didn't have a body full of dirty water that couldn't be washed and dried.

"I'm afraid you'll see the news, so... so I can only tell you in advance."

"Mom, I'm sorry."

Sorry, I ended up...

Broke your dreams with my own hands.