Fanservice Paradox

Fang Juexia was stunned.His powerful and stable logical system was defeated at this moment, losing its ability to operate.

The gaze shifted from the clasped hands to Pei Tingsong's face.He took a point, and he couldn't be more clear about the meaning. There is no second person in the world who can understand the meaning of these words better than him, because this is what he originally said to Pei Tingsong, saying that he has a closed and negative view of love. , saying how much he doesn't believe people can actually find true love.

But just now, Pei Tingsong reconstructed his words.

It's too straightforward, even more straightforward than the three words I love you.

Fang Juexia opened his mouth, but couldn't speak again, he seemed to have lost the ability to speak.

"I don't ask you to give a response now," Pei Tingsong was still serious and calm, "and I know that what you say now must be rejecting me. In fact, you don't have to pay too much attention to it. You can equate what I said today to someone kind of self-introduction."

"There is no difference between me saying 'I like you' and me saying 'My name is Pei Tingsong, I am 20 years old', it is all self-expression."

Fang Juexia did not expect too many things.He didn't expect that Pei Tingsong would come to him, he didn't expect that Pei Tingsong would be angry, and he didn't expect that Pei Tingsong would use his rational number theory, which refuted true love, to express his feelings.

Similarly, he never expected that when the words "like you" fell into his ears, his heart would beat so fast, like crazy.He obviously heard the same three words from another person not long ago, but at that time he was still normal and in a steady state.

Suddenly realizing that she was still holding Pei Tingsong's hand, Fang Juexia hurriedly let go, "But, you said before that you were not gay."

Pei Tingsong was not at all ashamed of what he said at the beginning, "People's self-awareness also needs a process of development, doesn't it? When I was sure that I was not gay, I didn't like you. Now I can firmly refute me at that time because I have strong arguments."

Fang Juexia didn't know how to deal with it. This person's unpretentious eyes and white eyes just fell into his eyes and ears, and magma flowed through his whole body. His throat was hot, his chest was hot, and so were his ears.

In his 23 years of life, he had never met such a person.I am not afraid of anything, even my past self can be refuted dialectically and fairly.

Fang Juexia looked up at him, "Then why tell me now?" But as soon as he said it, he thought of Pei Tingsong's words that made him trust him before he confessed, so he added, "I didn't question your attitude, and I didn't think you It was a whim."

It was also expected by Pei Tingsong that his hand was let go, and it was Fang Juexia's style to be asked why.

Pei Tingsong had no reservations, "Can you imagine? I am a person who hates lying the most. I lie to myself every day, saying that my mood ups and downs and actions are all out of friendship. In fact, this friendship has been from the very beginning. False. I not only lied to myself, but also lied to you, let you accompany me to play such a scene, I don't want to continue to get close to you through the identity of a so-called friend, it's too unfair to you. "

This passage was like a wake-up call, and it also struck Fang Juexia's own heart.Emotions that defy logic these days seem to be resonating too.

"What's more, we will face very difficult things in the next period of time, and we will be devastated. I don't want you to feel that you are carrying something. You have to be clear that I am your comrade-in-arms, and the most special one. I am I like your comrade-in-arms. I will accompany you in the charge, and I will protect you unconditionally."

He spread everything out for Fang Juexia to see, without pretending or embellishing.Because I knew that Fang Juexia believed in logic, I told him the logic behind all his actions so that he wouldn't think too much.

"Also," Pei Tingsong continued to confess, "The reason I lost my temper just now is that I was jealous of Liang Ruo, I was afraid of losing you, I was afraid that you would be moved by him, even though I know you are not someone who can be moved by just a few words , but even if there is such a possibility, I am afraid."

He smiled, "And I know, if I don't express my feelings for you, you won't understand why I am angry. You will only reflect on yourself if you did something wrong. The scene just now is on the verge of breaking out, even if you reconcile You will also blame yourself, I can't stand you like this, just like I couldn't bear to listen to your explanation just now."

Reluctant to let him explain.

Fang Juexia's nose was a little sore, he didn't know how long he hadn't felt this way.

Pei Tingsong looked at him with clear eyes, "I lost my temper because of myself, so I have to say it."

His every sentence is a straight shot, without any ambiguity of beautiful words, no wordplay and overtones.Fang Juexia knew that this was something only Pei Tingsong would do.

Just like in the secret room where he escaped from birth, when Pei Tingsong discovered the medical records immediately and confirmed his knight status, in just a few minutes, he planned a layout and took every step firmly and boldly.

This is Pei Tingsong.

But Fang Juexia was confused.He didn't know if he should respond now, what to respond to, all of this happened too fast, he seemed to have really become that cautious black knight now, he couldn't see his heart clearly, and was afraid of making mistakes.Received two confessions in one day, both of the same sex, it was even more dramatic than a TV series.

What puzzled him most was why when he heard Liang Ruo's confession, he felt nothing but a little surprise.But facing Pei Tingsong, it became so difficult for him to even think.

Fang Juexia struggled to repair the malfunction of his thinking, and tried to speak, "I...I haven't..."

Pei Tingsong interrupted him, "Don't say it. At least don't say it now." He leaned on the steering wheel again, as if he had changed back to what a 20-year-old boy should be, "I just did that, maybe you looked at me I think it's pretty stupid, but I'm actually very afraid of being rejected by you. I know you must be confused now, but I am also, I have never been like this, this is the first time."

He turned his face to Fang Juexia, "Teacher Fang, don't close the paper so quickly, give me a chance."

Under the brim of his hat, his eyes were bright, "Let me chase you, okay?"

The first time Pei Tingsong called him that, Fang Juexia's ears turned red, and he stuttered, "Chasing, chasing me?"

"Otherwise, who told me to like you." Pei Tingsong wasn't shy at all, and kept talking more and more smoothly, "You also know what kind of person I am. As long as it's what I like, I'm bound to get it."

"I, I'd better drive back by myself..." Fang Juexia tried to open the door to get out of the car, but Pei Tingsong grabbed his arm and threw back what he just said, "You are not in the right mood now, it is not safe to drive." After finishing speaking He raised his eyebrows at Fang Juexia, "How am I doing? I'm a good student."

"You..." Fang Juexia was at a loss for words for a moment, he only now realized that he really had no way to deal with Pei Tingsong.

Taking back the car keys from Fang Juexia, Pei Tingsong told him to fasten his seat belt, but Fang Juexia was still in a daze, silent.

"Hey, do you want me to help you?" Pei Tingsong tilted his head to look at him.

Fang Juexia reacted immediately, and buckled the seat belt by herself.

"OK, go home."

Pei Tingsong didn't speak any more along the way.Fang Juexia could feel that he was intentionally leaving space for him to organize his thoughts.His small clock was broken, so that the journey back to the dormitory became so fast that he arrived before he even realized it.

The defense system that had been working hard for 23 years was attacked to the point of collapse. Pei Tingsong was indeed the biggest crisis in his life.

Putting his hand into his pocket, Fang Juexia's heart twitched again when he touched the USB flash drive.From the moment he got this evidence, he fell into self-blame, and was shocked by Pei Tingsong's unexpected confession, and almost forgot about it.

It was already 01:30 when we got back to the dormitory, the dormitory was quiet, everyone should be resting in their own rooms.Fang Juexia stood with his back facing Pei Tingsong while supporting the porch cabinet.

"You're still worried about leaking the song." Pei Tingsong directly used declarative sentences.

Fang Juexia turned around, faced him but lowered his head, "I am a person who rarely thinks about what-ifs. I have never regretted anything that happened in the past. But today..."

"You regret that you didn't respond to Liang Ruo earlier."

Hearing what Pei Tingsong said, Fang Juexia couldn't deny it. He looked at a very inconspicuous stain on the toe of his canvas shoes and said nothing.

"Do you know? If Liang Ruo wants to help you, although I don't like him very much, I also admire his courage this time. He didn't hang up on my phone and let me listen to it, which means that he has already looked away and doesn't want to We had a misunderstanding. In doing this, Liang Ruo’s original intention and approach were good. But, Juexia, even if you responded to him three days ago and obtained this evidence, we can really avoid this. Is it a misfortune?"

Pei Tingsong said, "You are so smart, I don't need to say these words. Even if we get the evidence in advance, so what, they have already got the music, and they will still leak it if they want to. They can treat the person who stole the music as a Abandoned children are thrown away, this is capital. Astar really wants to compete viciously, and it can't be stopped no matter how many days in advance."

Of course Fang Juexia knew it, but he was too used to doing everything by himself.He has become accustomed to trace the source of mistakes back to himself.It's not that he doesn't know the despicable means of competition in the entertainment industry. Even if Astar doesn't make a move, Kaleido is already a thorn in the eyes of many people. It's hard for them to evade all the targeting even if they can avoid it today.Red is the original sin.

Pei Tingsong threw the car keys on the cabinet in the entrance, and said to him, "Don't blame yourself for the backstabbing you can't guard against, you haven't done anything wrong."

Hearing these words, Fang Juexia relaxed, feeling relieved.He still lowered his head, shaking his body back and forth slightly, swaying, resting his head on Pei Tingsong's front shoulder, he took a deep breath.

Seeing him like this, Pei Tingsong couldn't help raising his hand, paused, and lowered it again.He coughed lightly, and said in a low voice, "Hey, aren't you too defenseless to lean on a man who just confessed to you like this?"

Fang Juexia immediately raised his head, leaning his back on the porch cabinet, staring straight at him with a pair of beautiful eyes.

Unexpectedly, Pei Tingsong showed a smile, deliberately changed his English accent, and said to him in English, "Obviously, I am a gentleman."

Being teased by him like this, Fang Juexia accidentally laughed out loud.

"Don't be too happy." Pei Tingsong said, "Because you have more important things to do now, I am very sensible, so I choose to be a gentleman. But don't forget what you said, my bottom line All in the third quadrant."

Smiling and laughing, Fang Juexia choked, quickly changed his shoes and walked to the room as if fleeing, and closed the door before he heaved a sigh of relief.

Ling Yi wore a frog blindfold, and slept sprawled on the bed with his arms around a little yellow man.Fang Juexia walked over to cover him with the quilt, and then sat back on her bed.

He tried his best to expel Pei Tingsong from his mind, calmed down, and then took out the recording and listened to it again. The voice was indeed Jin's, and it sounded like a drunken voice.

Fang Juexia did not doubt the authenticity of this recording.The reason why he was willing to go to Liang Ruo without his mobile phone was because he understood him essentially and knew that his nature was not bad.Liang Ruo didn't check whether he really brought his mobile phone, and didn't even care whether Pei Tingsong had a recording after he answered the call, so he told the whole story, presumably he really wanted to make a break with the past.

Fang Juexia had a vague impression of the names of several people mentioned in the recording, but he was not very familiar with them, and he was not a staff member who had frequent contact with them.He thought over and over again, and dialed Chen Zhengyun's phone number.Probably because he was busy with the process, the call took a long time to connect. Fang Juexia kept the story short, only saying that he had obtained very reliable evidence, but he couldn't say who gave it to him, and he could only report the names of the people involved.

Back then when Fang Juexia left Astar and came to Star Atlas, Chen Zhengyun inquired about the situation in private, and also chatted with Fang Juexia. He knew the reason for his falling out with his former company, and knew that there were many secrets in it.There are hidden secrets everywhere in the entertainment industry, and he understands it.

"Understood, I will send someone to investigate these people in private. In fact, I also guessed that it is As. There is no way to put this kind of matter on the surface and hold them accountable. The company is also negligent." Chen Zhengyun comforted, "Luck and misfortune Yi, don't be too nervous. Take a good rest and leave the rest to the company."

After hanging up the phone, Fang Juexia took off the USB drive and put it in a corner of the drawer, then lay on the bed, looking at the texture on the ceiling.

For him, same-sex or opposite-sex makes no difference at all.Love is love, something he distrusts and resists.

But even so, he still couldn't refuse Pei Tingsong decisively and warned him not to approach.

It was too messy, Fang Juexia closed his eyes, and memorized the nine-nine multiplication table in his heart.

When he opened his eyes again, Ling Yi lay down on his bed, snoring.Fang Juexia was woken up by this little snoring.He rubbed his eyes in a daze, and glanced at the time, 03:30.

"Yi Yi." He pushed Ling Yi's shoulder and sat up by himself, "Why are you on my bed?"

Ling Yi woke up suddenly, "Wake up and feel Xia."

"I'm up already."

"Oh yes, yes, yes," Ling Yi got up from his bed and yawned loudly, "Just now my alarm clock rang, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I came to see you half asleep, trying to wake you up , and after yelling twice, I lay on your bed and fell asleep.” He got out of bed and stretched himself, “I’ll go and see them.”

Fang Juexia folded the quilt before going out. Seeing that everyone was already sitting at the dining table, she wondered, "Brother Miao, didn't you sleep? Why did you still make food?"

Jiang Miao, who was dividing the chopsticks, looked up at him, "No, I didn't do this. It was on the table when I woke up. I don't know who ordered the takeaway."

"Me." Pei Tingsong came out of the bathroom, "It was just delivered, and it was still hot. I just slept and didn't eat lunch. Eat more so I can work at night."

Ling Yi rushed up and gave Pei Tingsong a bear hug, "Thank you, Boss Pei, for feeding me!"

Fang Juexia walked over and found that he ordered a lot of Cantonese tea, as well as scallop shrimp porridge and sashimi porridge.

"Mmm! This chicken feet is delicious."

Lu Yuan took a bite of his money belly, "It's weird, Xiao Pei actually ordered dim sum today, not pizza."

He Ziyan said with a smile, "It may be that I was summoned by Chinese food in my dream."

Pei Tingsong went back, "I just want to eat some snacks, no way."

"Okay." Jiang Miao smiled and served a bowl of porridge for each of them, and when he handed it to Fang Juexia, he asked, "How is it, is Xiao Pei's order authentic?"

Fang Juexia nodded, "It's delicious, I haven't eaten it for a long time."

"That's it," Ling, a senior diner, turned around the sign on the lunch box, "This restaurant is rare. I only dine in before, and I didn't know that I could order takeaway."

Everyone chatted while eating, as if waking up, they all tacitly filtered out the incident of leaking music in the morning.No one talked about it, nor mentioned it, just thinking about the shooting at night.

After drinking a bowl of warm porridge, Fang Juexia felt much better all over his body. The hometown cuisine has a wonderful effect of calming the mood at any time, as if what he eats is not food, but a sense of familiarity.

Familiarity means stability.

Xiaowen picked them up quite punctually, and on the way he was relieved that the company dealt with it in a timely manner, and the scope of the music leak was not as large as imagined, so let them not worry too much.The six people went straight to the studio as soon as they got out of the car, and it took several hours to complete the first set of makeup and hair.Clothing is a modified black military uniform, similar in style but with different details.Match the first indoor venue with red as the keynote.

The big photographer of Tuan Zong also came to shoot, recorded the whole shooting process, took a picture of Pei Tingsong who had finished his makeup and hair, asked him if he liked the makeup and hair this time, Pei Tingsong used the lens as a mirror, and took a look ,"fine."

"Which part do you like best?"

"Favorite..." Pei Tingsong walked to the big mirror, and the camera followed him, but suddenly he sat next to Fang Juexia who was doing hairstyles, "I like this part the most." He pointed to Fang Juexia's Birthmark on the corner of the eye.

"What?" Just as Fang Juexia finished speaking, he saw the camera in the mirror, and then he understood.

The makeup artist used a fine lip pencil to outline the birthmark with a relatively complicated red pattern, like the pattern of a phoenix.With a military hat, there is a kind of ascetic beauty.

After finishing the makeup and hair of the last member, they finally entered the shooting location.Fortunately, the director they invited was a good friend of the boss Chen Zhengyun, a well-known music video director in the industry, and he was willing to save face for his old friend and start work early to catch up with the emergency.

It wasn't the first time for them to shoot an MV, but it was indeed the first time for such a high-intensity shooting.Shooting from 25:[-] pm to [-]:[-] am. After changing two studios, I switched to the location for location shooting. I shot from early morning to afternoon. After taking the sunset shots, I went back to the green screen studio for reshoots. In some shots, six people worked for [-] hours and danced a dance so many times that they could barely lift their arms.

"Thanks for your hard work." After work was over, they bowed to all the staff, and they were so sleepy that they could hardly say anything else. The cameraman in the studio asked them how they felt, and they were all dumbfounded. After some words, Lu Yuan made a joke, and everyone regained some energy and picked up the joke.

"What do you think of the effect of this shooting?"

Fang Juexia smiled at the camera, "The exterior scene is very beautiful, and there were few exterior scenes before. The Chinese-style set in the interior scene is also very cool. I hope everyone will like this MV."

"Tired?"

He nodded honestly and smiled again, "But very happy."

But they don't have much time to sleep, and the return time is advanced, which means that the company needs to release various photo materials and promotional videos immediately.The six of them went on and on, and slept for half an hour in the car back to the company. Before getting off the car, they found that the company was full of fans, and there were some proxies and media mixed among the fans. They were afraid of revealing their hair color. He got out of the car wearing a coat, which was tightly covered.

"Brother Jue Xia!!!"

"Little Pei! Pei Tingsong!"

"Ling Yi, look at mom! Ling Yi, you are the most handsome!"

"He Ziyan, come on!"

"Lu Yuan! Jiang Miao!"

"Kaledo, come on!! Domino will never admit defeat!"

When they returned to the company, they started a new look, filmed the promotional videos of the three apps, and then waited for the photo shoot for the album.

The studio corresponding to the first photo shoot is a dark studio. When everyone takes a close-up, a light will be cast on the right eye, and the background environment will be relatively darkened.It is relative to ordinary people, and the other party Juexia just turns off the lights.After the first one finished shooting, Ling Yi took over. Fang Juexia wanted to see how his film was going, and wanted to go to the monitor, but everything in his vision was blurred, so he slowed down and walked forward little by little.

He could hear the photographer's voice getting closer, so he could judge that he was in the right direction.

But he didn't know that while he was getting closer to the destination, he was also getting closer to a step.The step he took carefully, turned out to be empty.

The body lost its balance in an instant, and the center of gravity fell forward. Fang Juexia's heart was pulled up suddenly, but he fell into an embrace unconsciously.The familiar smell of sea salt and musk enveloped him, unexpectedly and safely.

"This is your initiative."

Fang Juexia's guide dog has changed.Instead of coming to him immediately and helping him to where he wanted to go, he stood in front of a set trap, calmly waiting for him to walk through a flat area, pacing step by step with the unknown in his arms step forward.

Throw yourself in the arms.

The author has something to say: the new song will still be displayed on a live stage.