Fanservice Paradox

How could this be?

"Oh!" Fang Juexia tried her best to break free from the hand held by him, and pushed him with all her strength, but it didn't work at all. Instead, it drove Pei Tingsong even more crazy, and pressed him down completely, making him lose the slightest bit of pain. breathing room.

He didn't know if he really forcibly kissed Pei Tingsong when he was drunk, let alone how he did it.But no matter what, Pei Tingsong's kiss was more than a superficial kiss. The more he resisted, the harder Pei Tingsong became. The fire of alcohol and desire to win and win burned his reason to ashes. He didn't even care whether Fang Juexia was still Pushing him, pinching his jaw with his hands, forcing him to separate his confinement lips and teeth like prying open an iceberg.

An inexperienced beginner, how can there be any superb skills.

Kiss him with lips and teeth, kiss him with bones.

This fire ignited a desire deep in his heart that he had never had before, making this spur-of-the-moment mimicry no longer pure.

Enclosed glaciers crumble into helpless ice floes, forced to melt into spring water.The gradually thinning oxygen turned Fang Juexia's resistance into a dying struggle, and the raised neck seemed to lose the ability to swallow. He really became a prey that gradually lost himself.

No, he cannot be the prey.

The will regained a moment of clarity, and he bit down hard with his last strength.

The crazy wolf cub let go of his hands in pain and raised his head, only to be slapped severely by Fang Juexia again.

This slap was very clear in the bedroom late at night, so clear that it echoed repeatedly in Fang Juexia's bewildered mind. He had never hit anyone like this, with such force.

But he really didn't want to be Pei Tingsong's tool to vent after he was drunk.

Pei Tingsong was slapped to the side, and his arms supported his body, as if he had been stunned by the slap. His half-dry hair covered his face in a mess, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Fang Juexia wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, gasping for breath, seeing that Pei Tingsong's bath towel was also scattered by him, he had no choice but to lift up the entire quilt and cover Pei Tingsong's body.

He could feel the smell of blood in his mouth, spreading from the back of his teeth to the tip of his tongue, but it wasn't his blood.

Originally, he was full of anger waiting to erupt, but now that Pei Tingsong was motionless, he couldn't swear a single word.Just after that slap, the room was eerily silent.

Fang Juexia didn't know what was going on with him, he could just walk away at this time, it was Pei Tingsong who went crazy first, so he had the right to think that he was bitten by a dog.

If you are bitten by a dog, you can't bite back.

correct.

He is not a person who likes to be entangled. He can easily block any person or thing that will affect him emotionally, as if it does not exist or has not happened, as long as he can maintain his inner peace.

This is Fang Juexia's consistent principle of doing things.

After getting out of bed, he took away a pillow, opened the closet, rummaged through it and found another quilt, ready to leave.He didn't want to stay in the same room with this lunatic even if he was sleeping on the sofa.

Hugging the quilt and leaving the bedroom, Fang Juexia, who had just taken two steps, was stopped by a voice.

Pei Tingsong sneezed three times in a row.

In just a few tens of seconds, Fang Juexia stood in the aisle, searching out all the shortcomings of Pei Tingsong he could find in his mind, all kinds of teasings he had made to himself in the past two years, and then tried hard to recall what he had just done. How angry, how angry, how much I want to beat this lunatic down.

Several dozen seconds passed.

Fang Juexia, who had gone through thousands of sails, returned to the bedroom, scolding himself while walking back.

He is simply the most contradictory person in the world.

Pei Tingsong is obviously the most arrogant and childish person he has ever seen, and there are countless shortcomings that can be used to pave the way for him to ignore, but in the past few tens of seconds, all he can think about is how Pei Tingsong can help him out of the predicament , followed him without hesitation on the critical stage, held his shoulders in the dark, stayed with him who was demented all night even though he obviously couldn't take care of others, secretly protected and tried his best in the game...

And he just said over and over again, Fang Juexia, you are fine.

His so-called cruelty is a paper tiger that can be broken at the first poke.

"Pei Tingsong, for the sake of taking care of me at that time, I'll give it back to you. I will do my best to you." He threw the quilt on the bed, put Pei Tingsong down mercilessly, tilted his head and used it hard Another quilt wrapped him up.He is now the most careless sushi chef in the world, rolling up a wolf-hearted kimbap with rough techniques.

He could only show his head, Pei Tingsong looked aggrieved, the right side of his face was red from the beating, his eyes were so red that he almost cried, he didn't know if he was really sad or he had a cold, but he kept sniffing anyway.

Fang Juexia was still angry, he held him down with both hands, and said in a rare ruthless tone, "Don't move around, if you catch a cold, I really don't care about you."

Pei Tingsong felt even more aggrieved when he heard that, "My mouth hurts!"

"You deserve it," Fang Juexia glared at him, "You should be thankful that I didn't bite off your tongue."

Hearing what he said, Pei Tingsong pursed his lips, "Why are you so fierce?"

"Did you meet me the first day?"

"No..." He answered the question honestly, and began to babble again, with his tongue sticking out, "You can be gentle to others, even if you are the most fierce to me, you don't, you don't know how to smile at me." .”

Fang Juexia glanced at him, and was about to speak, but Pei Tingsong seemed to be particularly afraid of his interruption, and complained again without being out of breath, "I, you, you kissed me that day, and I didn't even lose my temper .I didn’t say a word about you, and I hugged you to sleep. But you, I just kissed you, and you hit me. My dad didn’t dare to hit me. If he hit me, I would jump out of the window, and I would Take his car away! I'll go..."

Fang Juexia had a terrible headache, covered Pei Tingsong's mouth with one hand, and sat on Pei Tingsong who was wrapped in the quilt, "Shut up, I don't want to know where you are going in your dad's car, even Las Vegas It's okay with me."

"Hmm!" Pei Tingsong was obviously not happy, and he couldn't speak any words, so he became more and more angry, so he opened his mouth to bite him, but just as his teeth touched, he closed his mouth again, so angry He shook his head.

"You're really crazy, don't drink anymore, let's all stop drinking." Fang Juexia put his hand on his head, Pei Tingsong sniffed pitifully, "You bite my hand, I won't bite go back."

Fang Juexia opened his collar, "You bit my neck so badly, Young Master, and you said you didn't bite back."

Pei Tingsong refused to let go, "Then you kissed me, can't I go back? I didn't even hit you, but you still hit me."

"I can't say enough about you."

"You were originally..."

Fang Juexia got angry and pointed at his face, "Shut up. I'll just ask you, did I kiss you like that? No matter how drunk I am, I won't be like you just now, it's impossible."

"That's how you are." Pei Tingsong raised his head vigorously, and kissed Shang Juexia's index finger, "That's it."

Fang Juexia quickly withdrew her fingers, and couldn't help but shouted at him again, "Who told you to kiss again?"

"You asked me, you asked me!" Pei Tingsong seemed to feel that he was the most wronged person in the world, and he was as anxious as an earthworm who couldn't turn over.

Fang Juexia had never dealt with this kind of situation in his life. His 23 years of experience in interpersonal communication were all wasted on Pei Tingsong, and he was exhausted physically and mentally.

Taking a deep breath, Fang Juexia didn't want to entangle with him about who to kiss whom and how.He got up from Pei Tingsong and let out a long breath.

He's really becoming less and less like himself.

"Let's have a truce, okay? Go to bed." Fang Juexia picked up the bath towel and tied him up diagonally. "You still have class tomorrow, so you sleep well."

"I don't want to go to class." He sneezed again after speaking.

It has nothing to do with me whether you want to go to class or not.

Fang Juexia ignored him, and was about to leave with his quilt in his arms. If he kept going on like this, half his life would be on Pei Tingsong.

But just as he was about to leave, Pei Tingsong yelled and twisted to follow him.

It's really hard to fall down.

"Don't move." Fang Juexia had no choice but to lie down next to him, planning to leave after he fell asleep.

Seeing Fang Juexia lying next to him with the lights off, Pei Tingsong finally calmed down and stopped making noise.Fang Juexia wrapped her own quilt and turned her back to face the wardrobe, feeling Pei Tingsong leaning against his back.

Fang Juexia didn't say a word, he couldn't see clearly in the dark, and he didn't want to see clearly.A full day of recording had drained his energy and he should have fallen asleep long ago.He felt like a balloon full of air. When he met Pei Tingsong, a cactus, he got thorns all over his body. Whether he wanted to or not, all the air would go out, leaving only a limp, shriveled body.

After a while, Pei Tingsong's voice came from behind him again, but it was not as aggrieved and self-willed as before, it was deep, with some indescribable surprise.

"Don't turn off the lights."

Fang Juexia didn't understand, turned his back to Pei Tingsong and said coldly, "How can you sleep without turning off the lights?"

After all, he felt Pei Tingsong's head against the back of his head.

"If you turn off the light, Fang Juexia won't be able to see."

Only at this moment did he realize that the kiss just now still had aftershocks.

Once he closed his eyes, he would fall into that deep kiss again, his heart was soaked, and he couldn't find a way out.

He didn't turn around, but Fang Juexia stretched out his hand, went around and patted Pei Tingsong's head.

"I can see it, go to sleep."

Pei Tingsong was woken up by the alarm clock he had set. In the ten o'clock class, the alarm clock he set for 08:30 gave him a headache.Sleeping in a daze, he couldn't even open his eyes. He wanted to reach out to turn off the alarm clock, but he couldn't reach out at all.

Strange.Pei Tingsong frowned, and in the next moment put an arm on him, and touched the side of his pillow for a long time, after fumbling around, he finally grabbed his phone, and turned it off with a long press.

He was startled and woke up for a moment.Opening his eyes and turning his head, he saw someone nestled beside him, half of his face was huddled under the quilt, but the birthmark on the corner of the eye was exposed except for Fang Juexia.

Slowly recovering his mind, he tried to find his previous memory.He remembered that they came out of the program group's dinner, and then Xiaowen sent them back to the dormitory.

No, the lock on the dormitory door was hacked, so they should be in his apartment now.

That's right, that's why he and Fang Juexia slept on the same bed.

Everything is very logical, Pei Tingsong's hanging heart relaxes a little.After the hangover, he had a terrible headache. Pei Tingsong wanted to drink some water, but found that he couldn't get up at all.

He raised his head vigorously, only to realize that he was wrapped up and tied tightly with two knotted bath towels, let alone getting up, he couldn't even move.

No, what was Fang Juexia thinking?While cursing in his heart, Pei Tingsong tried to find a way to get out of the quilt, and as soon as he got an arm out, he realized something was wrong.

How is he naked?

Pei Tingsong struggled to pull out both hands, arched them outward, then untied the bath towel that bound him, glanced under the quilt, only to realize that he was really not wearing anything.

How did things turn out like this?

With a terrible headache, Pei Tingsong looked down and saw that there were no clothes for him anywhere, so he just got out of the bed wrapped in a quilt, opened the closet and found a set of pajamas to put on.Suddenly looking at the mirror in the closet, he realized that the right side of his face was a little swollen and red.

Tongue is also a little sore.He opened his mouth and looked, and found that his tongue had been bitten off.

Not only that, but he also had nail cut wounds on his shoulders.

what happened.

Every bone in his body hurts.

Looking back at Fang Juexia, who was still asleep, Pei Tingsong went to the bathroom by himself suspiciously. He took a shower, checked himself for any other wounds, and recalled what happened last night by the way. It was so messed up that I couldn't remember anything.

I thought I would feel better after taking a hot bath, but the more I washed my hair, the more painful it became, and the more difficult my breathing became, so I simply turned off the water and came out from inside.When he came out of the second guard and returned to the bedroom in a tangled state, he realized that there was no one on the bed.

He is not still dreaming.

"What are you doing here?"

A familiar cold voice came from behind, Pei Tingsong was startled, turned and moved away.

Fang Juexia's hair was scattered in front of her forehead, and there were still drops of water on her hands.He put a cup of hot water on the bedside, and winked at Pei Tingsong, "There's nothing in the fridge, I can't make hangover soup, so I'll just drink it."

"Oh..." As soon as Pei Tingsong opened his mouth, he realized that his throat was also hoarse, dry and sore. He coughed a few times to try to clear his throat, but the coughing became worse and worse. I walked over and sat down on the bed, wanting to drink some water and press it.

Fang Juexia just looked at him like this, afraid that he would choke, so he took the water up first, "Drink after coughing."

Pei Tingsong's face turned red from coughing, it's so pitiful, Fang Juexia had no choice but to reach out and pat him on the back, and waited for him to feel better before handing him the water, "Slow down."

Watching him gulp down the water, Fang Juexia stood aside and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Pei Tingsong put down the water glass and said hoarsely, "Bone hurts."

"anything else?"

"Tongue hurts too, I don't know what's going on..."

It seems that he doesn't remember what happened last night.

Fang Juexia couldn't tell what mood she was in right now.

It's best that he doesn't remember what happened last night, and there's no need for embarrassment for each other.If it was true what Pei Tingsong said, he would have kissed him when he was drunk.But after he woke up, Pei Tingsong didn't say a word, which meant that he also felt embarrassed and didn't want to say anything.

Forgetting is easier than anything.

But for some reason, he was a little unwilling.

The frightening thing is that Fang Juexia in the past has almost no intersection with the words "unreconciled". He is a seldom emotional person.

"The eyes are also a little swollen..."

There was something wrong with Pei Tingsong's voice. Thinking of how he had been naked for a long time yesterday, sneezing and having a runny nose, Fang Juexia felt that something was wrong.

"Why do your eyes hurt?" He felt strange, and put a pillow on Pei Tingsong's back, "Lie down. Is there a thermometer at home?"

Pei Tingsong shook his head, "No, I never got sick."

"Then congratulations, you are sick now." Fang Juexia covered him with a quilt, and reached out to touch his forehead, but his hands were too cold, and no matter how you touched them, they would be hot, which was inaccurate.

Pei Tingsong stubbornly felt that he was not sick. Being sick in front of Fang Juexia seemed particularly embarrassing, "I'm sure I'm not..."

Before he could finish speaking, Fang Juexia pushed his forehead hair back and pressed it against his forehead.

The distance shortened suddenly, and the unfinished words stuck in his throat, Pei Tingsong was stunned.

Although the closeness was only to measure his body temperature, and it was only for a few seconds, it was like an opportunity, and it was ignited with a snap.He remembered things that he couldn't remember at all.Those scenes reappeared in front of his eyes in an instant.

He kissed Fang Juexia last night.

The pain on the tip of the tongue suddenly had a source and became more difficult to ignore, and those absurd actions reappeared under the stimulation of pain.

Looking up, Fang Juexia's Adam's apple was torn, and the wound was red and clearly visible.

"You have a fever." Fang Juexia seemed to have known this for a long time, and was not surprised. He raised his hand to tuck his quilt, "Do you have any medicine at home?"

Pei Tingsong saw the light blue bruises on his wrists, as if they had been gripped.He shook his head hoarsely, "No."

Fang Juexia sat by the bed, was silent for a while, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have prepared ibuprofen.Because their schedules are too busy these days, the sleep time is only three or four hours a day, and they often suffer from headaches, so he always carries them with him.

It came in handy.

Pei Tingsong watched Fang Juexia leave the room, reached out and touched his lips, frowning and thinking about last night.

He seems to be like a psychopath who has been pestering Fang Juexia and talking...

But Fang Juexia wakes up in the morning as if nothing happened.

Not long after, Fang Juexia came back with a glass of water and a pill in his hand, "Take it, the fever is gone."

"What time is it?" Pei Tingsong asked after swallowing the pill.

"09:30."

Pei Tingsong coughed, "I still have to go to class."

"You said last night that you didn't want to go to class." Fang Juexia took his mobile phone, "If it's not an important class, call and ask for leave, you won't be able to listen if you go like this."

Pei Tingsong thought about it, and did as he said.He hasn't had a good rest for too long, and he was tense all day yesterday, and he caught a cold from drinking at night, so it's no wonder he didn't collapse.

Fang Juexia didn't look at him all the time, and Pei Tingsong couldn't say sorry to him because of this, it seemed that Fang Juexia would leave immediately if he exposed this matter.He didn't understand what was wrong with him yesterday, and he said so much nonsense, he just forgot, but he remembered it all.

"I'll lie down outside for a while, and call me if you feel uncomfortable."

"Hey..." Pei Tingsong stopped him, but he didn't know what to say after he stopped.

He felt that he failed in uttering the truth after drinking last night, so he might as well not utter it.

Fang Juexia stopped and looked at him.

Pei Tingsong held back for a long time, and finally gave up on himself, "It's nothing, you can go. The sofa is uncomfortable, you can drive my car back, the car key is in the second drawer of the entrance cabinet."

Fang Juexia stood there for a while, thinking that the words he said when he was drunk and lying on top of him last night were all things he would never say when he was sober.

"It's okay, I'm just outside."

Pei Tingsong shrank into the quilt, turned around, "Go back, I can do it by myself, I'm 20 years old." It sounded like he was angry, but Pei Tingsong was serious.

He heard Fang Juexia's moving footsteps, getting farther and farther away, his heart sank, and he closed his eyes.

When he drank again in the future, he would write his name upside down.

Not long after I closed my eyes, the sound of footsteps approached again.

Pei Tingsong wondered if he turned around, until Fang Juexia pulled him over, lay down flat, and put a folded and wrung wet towel on his forehead.

"Anyway, I don't have a job today, and I'm going to sleep when I go back. Xiaowen followed Lu Yuan to Changsha, so I can't take care of you." Fang Juexia spread out the towel.

Pei Tingsong closed his eyes and remembered, "I don't need you to take care of me. You sleep. The sofa outside is not comfortable. I'll go outside and you sleep here. Anyway, I can't sleep, and I'm not sleepy at all."

Fang Juexia held him down, "Pei Tingsong."

He stops.

"Didn't you say you want to be friends with me?"

"It's normal for friends to take care of each other." Fang Juexia took off the towel and put it in the basin, soaked it in water and wrung it out again, "You know?"

It turned out that he really said this.

Pei Tingsong was ashamed, he never thought that he would become like that after drinking.With his eyes closed, Fang Juexia's back of his hand was pressed against his cheek, cool.Yes, that's right, he really wants to be friends with Fang Juexia, he has changed, he no longer looks at him with colored glasses like in the past, he is willing to get close to him, admire him, and admit his charisma.

He wanted to break the barrier and become friends with Fang Juexia.

Obviously he thought so, but Pei Tingsong couldn't help thinking about the scene of kissing him last night, thinking of the soft touch that he had never felt before.

Even the trembling heartbeat when the lips and tongue are roughly intertwined.

"I... what else did I do?" Pei Tingsong opened his eyes, looked at Fang Juexia's guilty mouth, and added even more guilty, "I don't remember."

Fang Juexia's face was calm, "You want me to praise you. I praised you. You are very smart and powerful." After speaking, Fang Juexia looked at him seriously, "I'm not trying to perfuse you, Pei Tingsong. You are really outstanding, I just I'm not used to expressing it to you."

"You may have forgotten, I will tell you again what I said last night. I accept your apology last night, and I know it is sincere." He looked into Pei Tingsong's eyes with a frank look, "The past two I'm also sorry for neglecting and ignoring you this year, and I will treat you like a friend in the future." He took Pei Tingsong's hand, shook it, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth, "The cold war is officially over, we shake hands reconciled."

Pei Tingsong lowered his eyes, staring at the hand that was holding him, and quickly let go, before he could exchange his body temperature.

Fang Juexia repeated what he said last night, everything was said frankly and directly, and he broke the ice maturely in a sober state.

Only the kiss was avoided.

Pei Tingsong should be thankful.But his chest was inexplicably congested, and his heart was beating feebly, probably because of his illness. He was very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

After applying a cold towel several times, the water needed to be changed. Fang Juexia took the water and walked to the main guard.The more Pei Tingsong thought about it, the more he felt uncomfortable. He knew that it would be embarrassing to expose this matter, but Fang Juexia didn't say it, and he just felt uncomfortable.

He has never kissed anyone before, even the so-called first kiss was taken away by Fang Juexia without hesitation.

He had never felt this way before, feeling that his heart was being pulled by something.

The phone vibrated, Pei Tingsong picked it up, and saw Ling Yi's message.

[Dash number: Xiao Pei!Are you awake?I want to eat the chocolate you bought last time!Just the box in Brother Qiang’s car, I opened it~]

Pei Tingsong couldn't even remember when he bought chocolate, so he could only deal with it.

[Caledo's No. [-] boss: Take it. ]

Just after he pressed send, he thought of something again, so he suppressed the powerlessness of the fever and typed a lot, deleted and deleted, and finally took advantage of the few seconds before Fang Juexia came back, he clicked send in a panic, and threw away the phone .

Just as Ling Yi tore open the package, the phone vibrated again.

[Caledo No. [-] boss: Let me ask you a question, I have a friend who wants to make friends with another person, and then he told him that it was pretty good at first, but he messed up, accidentally , I really accidentally kissed him once, just once.Then he was very panicked now, so he called me and asked me, you know I have never done such a stupid thing, how can I help him?Brother Yi, you know everything about courtesans, so I'll ask you for him.Do you think they can still be friends? ]

Sitting in the car, Ling Yi quacked and laughed non-stop, Cheng Qiang was taken aback, "What are you fussing about? Why is it so funny?"

"Pei Tingsong accidentally kissed a man! Isn't it funny hahahahaha!"

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