Fanservice Paradox

One in six dreams.

Fang Juexia wasn't sure if Pei Tingsong was sincere at this moment, but when he heard that sentence, his heart did vibrate violently and his fingertips tingled.Obviously not long ago they were still inseparable, but now, Fang Juexia has begun to indulge in this sense of belonging that he has drawn into the camp.

When did he become like this?

So easily impressed.

After listening to Pei Tingsong's merciless sarcasm, Liang Ruo, who was standing aside, clenched his fists like a stick in his throat.He had heard about Pei Tingsong's style for a long time, and even their manager said that he should not conflict with him, so Liang Ruo held back for now, he didn't want to cause trouble, so he just pretended that Pei Tingsong didn't exist.

"Juexia," he turned his head, his eyes showing a little weakness, "If you have time, we..."

"Sorry." Fang Juexia interrupted him expressionlessly, so decisive that there was no room for negotiation, "I don't have time, and you don't."

Liang Ruo couldn't believe it, he still couldn't accept that Fang Juexia would go on a stranger's road with him, even if they had to go on different paths because of the past, those memories were all true.

"Actually, you really don't have to take it to heart." Fang Juexia's mouth curled up slightly, with a graceful but emotionless smile, "If it were anyone, I would have stood up for him at that point in time."

To Liang Ruo, this sentence was simply the greatest irony.

"I'm going back, I'm tired." Pei Tingsong left with his arms around his shoulders, "Hey, I wouldn't have traveled so far to listen without headphones."

"It's too noisy inside."

"Aren't you going to ask others if they have it? Makoto."

"You've learned to use the word axis."

Watching the two leave, Liang Ruo supported the sink, took a deep breath, faced the mirror, and tried his best to manage his expressions.

The mirror seemed to be a mirror in the practice room, and the indifferent person seemed to be standing beside him.

But everything has changed.

The two left the bathroom and walked to another corridor after turning a corner. Fang Juexia tried to take Pei Tingsong's arm off.

"Hey, just throw it away after you use it up." Pei Tingsong was very dissatisfied with his abandonment, "Sure enough, you have no heart."

"Sore shoulders..." Fang Juexia whispered, then glanced at Pei Tingsong, "How long have you been hiding outside and listening?"

This glance caused Pei Tingsong to express some different emotions, he was no longer the indifferent Fang Juexia.Pei Tingsong hummed for a long time, "From that Liang Ruo's first sentence? Anyway, I followed him in." As he spoke, he thought of Fang Juexia's performance just now, "Why didn't you just reject him directly? If it doesn’t work, it really leaves me room to play.”

Fang Juexia lowered his head and smiled, "Do you think that I don't refuse, but listening to him keep talking, I seem a bit indecisive."

Not really, Pei Tingsong knew his personality, he looked calm, but he was actually very strong.

He shrugged, "I just find it weird."

"I understand Liang Ruo's personality better than you. He is a person with excessive self-awareness." Fang Juexia said in a normal way, "If I reject him decisively and interrupt him, it will only make him feel that I still care about the past. , he will feel very satisfied."

Pei Tingsong frowned, "What kind of logic is this?"

Could it be that Fang Juexia hated him to make him feel comfortable?

Fang Juexia continued, "Actually, I didn't say anything, just because I didn't have any feelings for him, just like a stranger." He looked at Pei Tingsong, his tone was very simple, "Would you sternly say no to a stranger? ?”

Pei Tingsong sometimes felt that the person in front of him was terrifyingly accurate.He would classify each person into the category they should belong to.There is no gray area in Fang Juexia's heart, and there is always a clear distinction. If it doesn't make sense to him emotionally, it will be automatically classified as a stranger.

As if even disgust was a waste of energy.

"But," Pei Tingsong was still surprised, "you can't stand the disgusting things he said there?"

Fang Juexia shook his head, "A person who doesn't care at all, how can we talk about patience."

People who don't care have nothing to care about.Fang Juexia is such a strange person, with a completely different logic from ordinary people.He can strip away his emotions, as long as he wants, he can get out of the past as quickly as possible.

The speaker has no intention, the listener has the heart.

Pei Tingsong actually caught something from his words.

He quickly caught up with Fang Juexia, walked in front of him, turned around and blocked his way.

Fang Juexia looked up at him, not knowing why, "What are you doing?"

"It's nothing." Pei Tingsong smiled at him with his hands in his pockets.

"Nervous." Fang Juexia bypassed him and was about to leave, but was blocked by Pei Tingsong who moved to the right, and almost bumped into his shoulder.

"Pei Tingsong," Fang Juexia's tone changed, and he stared straight at him, "What are you going to do?"

Seeing the unobstructed impatience on his brother's face, Pei Tingsong was not angry at all, but a little complacent. Like a child, he obediently gave way before pushing the other party into a hurry, "Nothing to do."

Inexplicably, Fang Juexia shook his head and walked ahead alone.Pei Tingsong followed behind him step by step, with his hands in his pockets, smiling contentedly.

Patience seems to have become a unit of measurement to measure the depth of feelings.

Interesting.

After returning to the venue and taking a seat, Ling Yi couldn't help complaining, "You two came back hand in hand even after going to the bathroom."

Fang Juexia looked at his hands, "Have you held hands?"

Lu Yuan directly ignored this fact, and picked up Ling Yi's words, "Don't tell me, remember when you were in high school, none of the girls in your class would rather not go to the toilet together, so the relationship is good. "

He Ziyan laughed, "Yuan'er, I'll accompany you to the bathroom later."

Everyone talked and laughed, Fang Juexia quickly forgot what happened before.His memory axis was pulled back to before he left his seat, rediscovering the purpose of his actions in the first place.

Yes, he just wanted to listen to a recording.

Fang Juexia took out the earphone that Pei Tingsong had given him before, and connected it to his mobile phone, but he only had one in his hand.Touching Pei Tingsong's arm, Fang Juexia asked him in a low voice for another one, but there were more and more people in the venue, and his voice was suppressed.Everyone at Qiyao's table got up together, as if they were about to go on stage.

"What did you say?"

Fang Juexia was about to move over, but it happened that Pei Tingsong also moved over at this time, the distance between the two of them shortened exponentially, and they almost ran into each other.Fang Juexia stepped back instinctively, blinked a few times quickly, and then turned his head.

Others didn't notice this little episode, they were attracted by the stage preparing to open.

Pei Tingsong leaned over again and pressed against his ear, "What did you just say?"

"I..." Fang Juexia paused and regained his composure, "I want to ask you for another earphone."

"Oh," Pei Tingsong nodded, "I only borrow one." Seeing Fang Juexia turn his head and stare at him, Pei Tingsong laughed, "I only borrow one for staring at me."

This man is really... Fang Juexia tried hard to control his emotions.

He really had nothing to do with Pei Tingsong.

"Click to listen." Pei Tingsong propped his chin with his hand, "I'm afraid I'll listen to it. The original file is in my phone. I can listen to it as many times as I want."

Fang Juexia couldn't listen anymore, so he clicked on the recording, put his arm on the table, rested his forehead on his arm, and lay on his stomach to listen to the evidence that Pei Tingsong had preserved.

He doesn't think about anything now, he just wants to find out what happened last night.

Pei Tingsong followed suit, lying on the table with him, staring down at the progress bar of the recording.The noisy hall of the venue was separated by a pair of headphones. They were like two high school students who secretly listened to songs together during their lunch break. What they shared was the same audio, but what they were hiding were different thoughts.

Fang Juexia covered the other ear with his hand, and the sound of the recording was turned up to the maximum. Suddenly, he heard Pei Tingsong's voice.

[This is why you insist on sleeping with me. ]

His heart was lifted in an instant.

[Um! ]

[Then can I hug you? ]

Hearing his own voice expressed in such a tone, and used to respond to Pei Tingsong, Fang Juexia really wanted to die.After only listening for a few seconds, he already wanted to take off the earphones in despair.But Pei Tingsong took a step faster and stopped his movements.

"There's more in the back."

[As, whatever you want. ]

Pei Tingsong in the recording sounded a little less confident than usual, but he was indeed right.

how could this be, how could this be...

When Fang Juexia heard her own voice, she couldn't help pinching her thigh.

[I can't see you anymore. ]

It's so interesting, Pei Tingsong has never encountered such an interesting thing in his life.He held back his laughter too hard, raised his head and supported his arms, and his divine prophecy was still in the earphones.

[Fang Juexia, if you act like a baby again, you will regret it when you wake up tomorrow. ]

[That's all right. ]

After turning over, the sound of the quilt rubbing against each other was very real. Even though the venue was so noisy, it was so difficult to even have a conversation.But their sense of hearing seemed to be infinitely magnified, hugs, pats on the back, sweet responses, chaotic songs, all the details were reproduced in the voice, pulling the unwilling Fang Juexia back to that drunk night.

He even recognized Pei Tingsong as a small abacus.

At this moment, Fang Juexia seriously considered the operability and success rate of suicide by biting her tongue.

Accidentally found Fang Juexia pinching her thigh lying on the table, Jiang Miao worried, "Are you all right, what's wrong with Juexia, are you uncomfortable?"

Pei Tingsong suppressed a smile and explained for him, "It's okay, he's fine."

After speaking, he patted Fang Juexia on the back, "Really, Brother Juexia."

Seeing Fang Juexia's red ears and neck, Pei Tingsong felt an indescribable sense of satisfaction.

The progress bar moved to the end, ending with Fang Juexia's last sentence [sleep, little abacus].

Fang Juexia felt that his self-esteem had never been damaged to such an extent. He took off the earphones, slapped Pei Tingsong's thigh, sat up, and took a deep breath.

He needs to cheer up, it's not him, it's him who has been drinking.

Pei Tingsong gasped in pain, but still smiled and put away the earphones returned by his brother, and leaned over to him proudly and asked, "I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Fang Juexia's face was hot, and his whole body was hot.

"You're too thin-skinned." Pei Tingsong stared at his red earlobe, a little dazed, and couldn't help but think of the cherries in the magazine shoot.

A pinch will break.

The host appeared on the stage, and everyone started to applaud.The first program was the opening of Qiyao, but Fang Juexia didn't want to watch it at all. He even forgot that there would be fans filming reaction at this time, and his mind was full of what happened last night.

"You... did you record anything else?"

Pei Tingsong spread his hands, "This is the one."

That's at least good news.Fang Juexia asked with a blushing face, "Then what happened later, did I fall asleep?"

later.

Pei Tingsong's memory flashed back to the eve of the tsunami, back to that soft surprise attack.

That later was too dangerous for him, so dangerous that thinking about it now, those butterflies are still desperately dying.

"Yes." He replied stiffly, "You fell asleep and slept soundly, and you will know what happened afterwards."

Hearing what he said, Fang Juexia breathed a sigh of relief.

It's embarrassing, it's a shame if you just hug and sleep, they are all men, and they can't do anything out of the ordinary.

But the burning on his face didn't disappear because of this, instead it spread like a prairie fire.Fang Juexia poured himself cup after cup of water, and poured it in an attempt to calm down the heat.But it seems to have had little effect, and now he can't even concentrate on going to the show.

The other members were watching the opening of Qiyao, Lu Yuan swayed with the rhythm on the surface, but whispered in his mouth, "Is the sound of the accompaniment too low?"

Ling Yi hummed, "The sound just broke..."

"This kind of unprofessional dinner party, the sound effect is not very good." Jiang Miao planned ahead, "It may be the same when we go up, everyone should prepare in advance."

They were all discussing the stage, but Pei Tingsong couldn't listen to a word. The half-dead butterfly in his heart seemed to enjoy this kind of reflection, and he didn't know how to stop.He needed to get away from that unexpected kiss, to divert his attention.Clenching his fist subconsciously, Pei Tingsong felt something.

"One more thing," he stretched out his right hand to Fang Juexia under the table, "do you know why I have to wear gloves today?"

Of course Fang Juexia didn't know.When doing styling, he wondered why the sister stylist only wore leather gloves for Pei Tingsong and only one hand, thinking it was a new trend.

He looked down at the glove, then shook his head at Pei Tingsong.

Pei Tingsong gave him an expression I knew, and winked at him, with a tone of commanding, "Take it off."

Although Fang Juexia thought it was weird, he still involuntarily grabbed his fingertips and tore off the white leather gloves.

Under the dim light of the venue, he held Pei Tingsong's hand and lowered his head to get a closer look.On Pei Tingsong's right hand, there was a clear tooth mark on the tiger's mouth. It was blue and purple, and the bitten skin had begun to scab.

"You did a good job." Pei Tingsong raised his eyebrows.

"Me?" Fang Juexia couldn't believe it, let alone biting, he had never even fought at this age.

But after listening to the recording just now, he dared not believe anything.

Pei Tingsong made an innocent expression, "Otherwise, who else? I regret not having a video now. You should really see yourself drunk."

Could it be him... Fang Juexia stared at the tooth marks, feeling guilty.He really didn't expect his wine quality to be so bad.

"Does it hurt?" Fang Juexia looked up at Pei Tingsong.

For some reason, Pei Tingsong couldn't help but think of that night, the temperature of Fang Juexia's skin and the aroma of shampoo as soon as he met Fang Juexia's eyes.

"Nonsense." Pei Tingsong turned his head and pretended to watch the stage.

"Sorry." Fang Juexia apologized to him, "There is nothing to bandage here."

Pei Tingsong glanced at him quietly, "No, I'm not that delicate." After finishing speaking, he added wryly, "Help me put on my gloves."

Fang Juexia nodded, put his hands on his knees, put on the leather gloves for him lightly, and pinched the tips of his fingers after putting them on to make sure they were empty.

"Okay." Fang Juexia was very satisfied with her results, raising her head with smiles in her eyes.

Pei Tingsong withdrew his hand, clenched his fist uncomfortably and coughed near his mouth, "Then, wrap it up for me when you go back."

Fang Juexia thought he heard it wrong, so his eyes widened, "Huh?"

"Well, what if you bite me like this, what if you get infected?" Pei Tingsong was extremely awkward, "Wrap it up for me when you go back, and you will be responsible for what you bite."

Fang Juexia's eyes were still looking at him like that, bright and bright, which made Pei Tingsong's heart wander.He had no choice but to hold Fang Juexia's shoulders and forcefully turn him to face the stage.

"Watch the show, what are you staring at me for?"

Qiyao's performance ended amid the cheers of the fans, and the other programs went up in order. It didn't take long before it was Caledo's turn. The six big boys hurried to the backstage under the leadership of the staff. When passing a corner, , a woman accidentally ran into Fang Juexia.

"Feel sorry."

Fang Juexia supported her politely, "Be careful."

The woman looked to be around 30, well dressed, kept apologizing to them and offered to make way for them.

He only thought it looked familiar, but time was of the essence, so Fang Juexia didn't care.They played according to the instructions, and the sound was still the same as before, and the sound of the accompaniment was very small.But they have seen all kinds of broken speakers in commercial performances before, so it's nothing.

The six people held the hand mics, one fast song and one slow song, holding the audience with their own strength.During the performance, parts were exchanged impromptuly. Ling Yi and Fang Juexia exchanged, Fang Juexia easily soared up to three high notes, He Ziyan and Pei Tingsong exchanged rap parts, and Lu Yuan and Jiang Miao exchanged dance moves.

It is an idol's instinct to enjoy acting.In the time that no one knew, Caledo took every hard-won stage seriously in this way, even if the people in the audience didn't know or care, they tried their best to release their enthusiasm.

They like to call out the names of their teammates on the stage, and give their parts to each other with confidence.

This kind of ease is not pure talent, but the tacit understanding and ability accumulated by the six boys who spent countless silent nights together in the small practice room.Sweating, getting hurt, falling down, standing up, singing a few or two lines of lyrics repeatedly, fantasizing about fans and stages that don’t exist yet, these boring and exhausting days they survived together, holding each other’s hands, and groping Unknown road ahead.

So at this moment, Fang Juexia on the stage looked at his teammates around him and thought of what Pei Tingsong said.

[One-sixth of the dream he finally realized had to write my name. ]

He likes this one out of six.

"thank you all."

He loved the satisfaction of holding hands and bowing together with them.

In the dark room, it turned out that he was not the only one who was groping around.What he groped was not a corner of the cold furniture, but his hand.

The warm hands of the other five.

The audience below almost forgot that this was a performance at a charity dinner, and thought they were listening to a concert.It wasn't until Kaleido finished the performance that everyone started applauding belatedly.The host came on stage to chat with them, and only then did they know that the company had donated 30 yuan in the name of Kaleido.Seeing the surprise that flashed across Jiang Miao's face, Fang Juexia knew that Brother Qiang hadn't told them.

But what surprised them even more was that after learning that they would attend the dinner, Domino raised funds and donated 20 yuan in just three days. He retweeted Weibo repeatedly, appealing for donations, and wanted to give these six boys confidence with a little bit of his own strength.

"Then we invite Ms. Jiang Yin, one of the persons in charge of this charitable fund, to come on stage and present Kaleido with a small commemorative gold ring, thanking Kaleido for its contribution to autistic children."

A lady in an evening dress came slowly from the backstage, picked up a small gold ring from the red velvet cushion of the hostess, walked over and handed it to the team leader Jiang Miao with both hands.

Fang Juexia looked at her, only to realize that she was the woman who accidentally bumped into him just now.

Jiang Yin...

Finishing their session, Kaleido stepped down at the direction of the staff.When Fang Juexia left the backstage channel, he heard the voice of the host on the stage, who seemed to be talking to this woman named Jiang Yin, and seemed to have mentioned escape from birth.

Cheng Qiang hugged them one by one in the background, "You are awesome, you performed very well, you are worthy of being my little brats. After walking around and eating, I can finally watch the performance with peace of mind."

"Brother Qiang." Fang Juexia asked, "Who is Miss Jiang who gave us the award?"

"Ah, she's amazing." Cheng Qiang said, "You remember Zhou Ziheng who won the best actor in Berlin some time ago, eh, she is alumnus Xiao Pei, and Jiang Yin is his manager."

"It's not just that." They left the stage and prepared to enter the auditorium from the aisle outside the venue, "She is still the producer who escaped from birth. Why, did she talk to you in private?"

Fang Juexia shook his head, "That's not true."

"Hey, I thought she would ask you to be on the show." Cheng Qiang laughed, "It's better not to paint cakes." He drove the six people back to the seats like ducks, and watched Pei Tingsong help him all the way. Looking at Fang Juexia, I feel very relieved.

This time the business plan not only changed the popularity, but also seemed to bring the little wolf cub on the right track.

The shows continued one by one, and Kaleido watched with gusto. Fans could be seen from He Ziyan's position. They also interacted with Ms. Zhan for a while. Anyway, they didn't need to go on stage anymore, and their mentality was very stable.Qiyao was the most popular combination in the audience, every move caused screams, and the organizer specially put their awards ceremony at the end.

The Qiyao group donated 50 yuan, and fans donated another 50 yuan in their names. The host finished the interview and invited the editor-in-chief of the hosting magazine to present them with a commemorative gold ring after the donation.

"Then, do we, Qiyao, have anything to say?" The host handed over the microphone, and Liang Ruo, who was standing in the center of the group, took the microphone, looked at the guests below and spoke.

"First of all, I am very grateful to the organizer for giving us the opportunity to participate in this grand ceremony. The charity theme this time is to help autistic children, improve their living environment and growth environment. I think it is very meaningful. In fact, when I was a teenager, I don't like to talk too much, and social interaction is a big obstacle for me, but I was lucky, and I was helped by a good friend at that time..." Having said that, Liang Ruo looked at Fang Juexia's position.

Again.

Pei Tingsong tried his best to manage his expressions like never before, and resisted the tenth-level mocking expression that was about to come out, but he stretched out his hands, grabbed Fang Juexia's shoulders, and turned him towards him.

Fang Juexia was puzzled, and Pei Tingsong picked up a marshmallow from the table and stuffed it into his mouth.

"If you don't eat any more, you will be eaten by Ling Yi."

Ling Yi was secretly chewing food in a small way, when he was suddenly cueed, his shoulders trembled in fright.

Caught off guard by being stuffed with a mouthful of candy, Fang Juexia's eyes were filled with the words inexplicable.Pei Tingsong ate a piece of marshmallow himself, and then put his right hand in front of Fang Juexia.

Fang Juexia looked up at him, but didn't speak, just looked at him.

"Hand hurts." Pei Tingsong said to him with lips.

Fang Juexia's cheeks were bulging, and he nodded to him, expressing his understanding.

Then he stretched out his index finger and poked Pei Tingsong's tiger's mouth expressionlessly.Unexpectedly, Pei Tingsong flicked like a little grasshopper, and stared at Fang Juexia with an expression of disbelief.

After eating the marshmallow, Fang Juexia also said with her lips, "Oh, I thought you said it didn't hurt anymore."

After speaking, he pointed to his ear.

"Hearing bad."

The author has something to say: a small auditory theater——

When Kaleido participated in the grand ceremony, what happened to the Weibo homepage of hearing CP fans?

@听听饰饰Official Weibo: Ah, ah, Fang Juexia and Pei Tingsong are sitting together!Two people bite their ears! [Picture 1] [Picture 2] ... [Picture 9]

Reposted [-], commented [-], all groundhogs.

15 minutes later:

@春日邪雪CP Station: Ah, ah, grape tree and brother came back from the bathroom together, what did you two do for so long!As soon as he came back, he lay down on the table and listened to the music, and the wolf cub, Grape Tree, even patted his brother on the back. How could you be so good at it!Are you high school students here to fall in love at public expense? [Picture 1] [Picture 2]...

Fans retweeted [-], commented [-], and all staff were groundhogs.

Three 10 minutes later:

@雅教运散I only engage in hearing: the scenery line is actually a large and beautiful doll of a grape vine, some children turned my brother over and over, their eyes couldn’t be separated from my brother, my DSLR flash can’t even flash you! [video]

Fans forwarded [-] and commented [-]

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最后:

@听音结合: I can't stand this young couple anymore, others are watching the show seriously (01 is eating seriously).Name and criticize both of you!After playing hand to hand for more than ten minutes, a leather glove was taken off and on, pinched fingers and poked the back of the hand.I'm really fed up with the pain of love. (Sisters who can read lips may be surprised) [Video]

Fans retweeted [-] and commented [-]. This time it's not all groundhogs.

[Oh, it's too much business pts! (Sisters, I can't hold it anymore...)]

[It’s too fake, it’s too fake, this is the legendary industrial saccharin (who will press the cabinet door for me!)]

[Don't ask, it's just a colleague's job! ]

A certain grand ceremony has achieved Weibo's auditory girls' carnival night.