Fanservice Paradox

The award effect of the BMA has undoubtedly made Caledo the biggest winner this winter.

Because of the first stage exposure at the award ceremony, the main focus of the winter special was to win [-] consecutive championships at the end of the year when the competition was fierce.

They didn't have time to rest at all, and immediately threw themselves into the long preparations for the concert.The first concert was originally planned to be held in Beijing, but due to a problem with venue coordination, the first concert was rescheduled to June 6 in Guangzhou.During the half-year preparation period in the middle, Caledo made a new arrangement for each song, and also invited a world-class stage design team and backup dance team to participate. Ledo's first concert.Star Map also specially arranged a photography team to record, not only to record their journey from scratch, but also to record the sweat of these boys.

Fang Juexia imagined their concert a long time ago, but he didn't expect this day to come so soon.Sometimes when I fall asleep and wake up after practicing in the rehearsal room, it feels like everything is a dream.

During the preparations for the concert, something happened.Fang Juexia, who had almost retired for practice, was urged by Cheng Qiang to conduct a solo live broadcast in the practice room.He is not very good at telling jokes, so he asked fans to tell him what happened recently.

The barrage scrolled quickly, but he still noticed a person's message, saying that he was very sad and felt that his heart was being pulled every day, which was very tormenting.

That person's id is a combination of numbers, and it happens that Fang Juexia is most sensitive to the memory of numbers.

"Why are you sad? If you can, please tell me what happened." Fang Juexia said seriously to the screen, "I'm not very good at making people happy, but I'm a qualified listener."

But during the two-hour live broadcast, that string of digital ids never appeared again.Fang Juexia remembered it for a long time, and told Pei Tingsong about it, Pei Tingsong could only comfort him, maybe it was just that the fan was not in a good mood that day.

Two weeks later, a letter was sent to Xingtu, which was a handwritten letter written by the fan behind the digital id in the live broadcast.It was a middle school student with gender cognitive impairment. The biological sex was a boy, but cognitively it was a girl.She wrote in the letter that when she was very young, she found that she was different from the boys around her. She didn't like basketball, but liked dancing and singing, skirts, long hair and cosmetics.But in order not to become a different kind, she tried very hard to imitate other boys, trying hard to get rid of the label of "sissy".She thought it would make life easier for herself.

But no, as her self-awareness became clearer day by day, she became more and more unable to bear the false peripherals she created.

At the end of the letter, she wrote.

"I don't know if brother Juexia can read what I write, but I am very grateful to have a listener who lets me know that it is not time to give up on myself."

After reading the letter, Fang Juexia didn't fall asleep all night.

On the second day, he wrote a song and tried to fill in the lyrics for the first time.When showing it to Pei Tingsong, he just smiled and said, "You should sing it to them during the concert. It's not only for that child, but also for yourself and everyone."

At the end of April, Xingtu and Caledo’s official blog announced the news of the tour of the card group on the Internet, and released a poster of the six people’s backs, which said the theme of this concert “Ego.”

Ever since the news of the opening concert in Guangzhou on June 6 spread on the Internet, fans were eagerly waiting to grab the tickets. Who knew that the tickets were sold out in seconds on the day of the grabbing, and even the staff of Star Map Company didn't grab them.

Fang Juexia wrote a reply letter to the child with gender cognitive impairment, and attached a concert ticket.

Into the summer, cicadas chirping loudly.The summer in Guangzhou is not the heat that ignites people, but the hot steam that envelops this emerald green city.

"Hot." Pei Tingsong leaned against Fang Juexia, because his skin was cool in summer, so it was very comfortable to touch.

Fang Juexia wore a mask, a particularly roomy white T-shirt and white shorts, and a Klein blue bucket hat that covered his entire face.When she raised her head, she could only reveal a pair of eyes, staring back and forth, but she didn't push Pei Tingsong away.

"Who told you to wear black, the sun will certainly be hot." Ling Yi complained beside him.

"What's wrong with black?" Pei Tingsong retorted, "At least I don't attract peacocks."

"Juexia, look at him!"

"I don't want to see him either."

"Wow."

"The Life of the Disliked Vine~"

"Don't make trouble for a while and be photographed by fans."

After the six people arrived in Guangzhou, they didn't have time to go to the hotel, so they went straight to the concert venue to rehearse until eleven o'clock in the evening.

"Can this light make you feel summer?" Cheng Qiang repeatedly confirmed the brightness of the stage lights with him.

Fang Juexia nodded, "Yes, I can see it."

In order to ensure that Fang Juexia did not fall and get hurt on the stage, Xingtu spent a lot of money on lighting design, trying to make every second of his time on stage as clear as possible.Both Cheng Qiang and Chen Zhengyun hope to start with the stage so that Fang Juexia can reduce the amount of practice, but he is used to that kind of practice method, even if the stage is bright enough now, he still wants to spend double the practice time than others.

It rained on the morning of the concert, and Fang Juexia was worried that the fans would get wet when they came, but luckily it stopped after ten o'clock, and the weather was much cooler.They also paid out of their own pockets for response assistance, prepared ice milk tea and ice cream for every fan, and wet wipes with their cartoon images printed on them, and each fan could receive one when they entered the venue at [-]:[-] p.m. .

Everyone posted the gifts they got on Weibo one after another, which aroused a lot of envy.

More than 1 fans entered the concert venue, and there were giant screens hanging above the stage, with two screens in each direction, allowing them to clearly see their performance on the stage.

There is a Klein blue kaleidoscope support light on each fan's seat, which is the second surprise for them.Everyone was very excited after they were seated. They were reviewing the support plan while waiting for Caledo to appear. There were still 15 minutes before the agreed start time. To the surprise of all fans, their faces suddenly appeared on the big screen. When there is no makeup on.

Fang Juexia, who was in the middle, helped the camera and smiled, "Hello, everyone should have sat down in the stadium by now."

The audience was instantly ignited, and the screams almost drowned out the sound on the big screen.

In the picture, Ling Yi squeezed to Fang Juexia's side and hugged his neck, "Hey! Did you eat the ice cream we bought? I ate exactly the same one just now."

"Can you eat two servings?" Pei Tingsong sat on the other side of Fang Juexia, and put his hands on it naturally, "I'm not afraid that my stomach will hurt when I go on stage."

The fans in the arena couldn't help but screamed again after seeing this scene.

"Don't keep talking about Ling Yi." Fang Juexia turned the camera and let He Ziyan and Lu Yuan, who were standing on one side doing handstands, come into the scene, "What are you doing?"

Seeing the abdominal muscles of the handstand duo, the venue boiled instantly.

Jiang Miao appeared with a glass of water, "The two of them bet with me that the rain won't stop until twelve o'clock, and they lost, so they are doing handstands."

Fang Juexia squatted on the ground with a smile, the camera pointed at the flushed faces of the two when they stood on their heads, and solemnly advised: "Don't bet with the captain casually, he is the God of Gamblers."

The alarm on the mobile phone on the ground rang, and the two people who stood upside down finally got up.He Ziyan went directly to the sofa and spread it on Pei Tingsong.

"Hey!" The overwhelmed Pei Tingsong was very dissatisfied, but Lu Yuan also came over and overwhelmed He Ziyan, "Come and play Jenga!"

"I'm coming!" Ling Yi deliberately stepped back and started running, jumping onto Lu Yuan's body.

"Get up for me!"

Fang Juexia and Jiang Miao sat on the ground in front of the sofa, chatting with the camera.

"What time does it start?"

"Six o'clock, you can sleep first."

Ling Yi, who was bullied and overturned, was so happy that he wished he was a child weighing two hundred catties, "That's great, I'm going to sleep on this!"

"...You wait for me."

The piled up unknown creatures behind were noisy, Fang Juexia looked at his watch, and compared his index finger to his hand, "Shhh, the countdown is about to start."

He stared at his wrist and called out accurately: "Ten—"

The six people in the picture shouted together, "Nine—"

The fans in the audience also shouted together: "Eight!"

Pei Tingsong, who was crushed at the bottom, weakly and stubbornly raised his hand to compare numbers, "Seven—"

"six--"

The screen suddenly went black, and the countdown numbers began to appear, but their voices were still there.

"three--"

Spark-like stage effects appear around the edges of the four-sided platform.

"two--"

Projected blue flames also appeared in the air, cluster after cluster.

"one!"

The flame went out instantly.

On the all-black stage, a loudspeaker-like sound appeared, which was the most familiar part of the narration.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome of light Kaleido. Next station is..."

All the fans shouted, "Future!!"

The sound of the loudspeaker suddenly turned into electronic sound effects spreading in circles, and a jumping lyrics projection appeared in the center of the stage.

"Say hellotomyEGO."

Six spotlights suddenly came down from top to bottom, and the six boys jumped from the stage elevator, landed steadily on the stage, and appeared in front of the fans who had been waiting for a long time. Show their faces.The opening song was also their debut song "Kaleido". The drumbeat after the re-arrangement was even more shocking, and the whole scene exploded in an instant.

Especially for the chorus part, the audience sang in chorus with tens of thousands of people, creating the atmosphere of a war song.

"Wegonnafight! Fight! Fight!

With the face in the mirror

Yes we'll fight! Fight! Fight!"

The kaleidoscope support lights were extremely bright, and the huge audience weaved a dreamy Klein blue ocean.The chorus of fans was so powerful that it almost drowned out Caledo's voice, and everyone was immersed in the music and lights, even though it was the first song.

"Never flinch from shoulder to shoulder

Fight! Fight! Fight!

enjoy falling in the wind

Fight! Fight! Fight!

You'll remember me after the storm. "

In the end, Fang Juexia's clear high-pitched voice was steady and long, ending the atmosphere of the battle song.

"Born to love."

Due to emotions, many fans in the audience couldn't hold back their tears after listening to this song.A year and a half ago, they insisted on singing this song on the stage where the sound failed, which also made many people know them.

Now they finally have their own concert.

After the opening song, there are three consecutive songs, all of which are songs from the Chapter 1 album. There is no break in the middle. Caledo just sang and danced to complete the first four songs, and finally had a pause. Come down for a chance to speak.

After more than ten minutes in a row, several people's faces were covered with sweat. Jiang Miao took the water and tissues from the staff after he came on stage, and gave them to everyone separately.

"How are you guys?" He Ziyan wiped the sweat from his forehead with a tissue, "It's so hot."

The fans in the stands in front of them immediately saw the stitches and yelled in unison to take off their clothes.

He Ziyan listened for a long time, and it was Fang Juexia who told the fans, "They asked you to take off your clothes."

Hearing this, He Ziyan's eyes suddenly widened a little bit, but he still didn't forget to play tricks, "Scared, thank you."

"Hahahaha!"

Pei Tingsong took a sip of water and handed the water bottle to Fang Juexia.After taking it, Fang Juexia took a sip directly to his mouth, who knew that the fans in the audience suddenly started screaming.

Jiang Miao started chatting and said, "Thank you everyone for coming to our first concert. It's been three and a half years since our debut, and we finally have a tour. I'm really excited."

"So are we!"

Hearing the fans' voices, Jiang Miao smiled, "We didn't fall asleep last night, we all suffered from insomnia."

Lu Yuan nodded, "Then we will fight landlords in the hotel."

Fans shouted from the audience, "Who won the most?"

"Me." Xiao Pei arrogantly raised his hand, and bragged himself very cheekily, "A strong person is good at everything."

Ling Yi directly dismantled the stage, "That's because Jue Xia didn't join in the practice at first, and after he came, he watched Xiao Pei play, and then counted cards for him!"

There was another booing scream from the audience.

Lu Yuan smiled and said, "By the way, we also learned a few words of Cantonese from Jue Xia."

After they finished speaking, they began to introduce themselves one by one in very bad Cantonese, just like the scene of the sketch, Fang Juexia had to correct a sentence every time he said a sentence.

Pei Tingsong laughed at himself, "If this goes on like this, I'm really going to receive a notice from a happy comedian."

"Hahahaha!"

"Okay, then let's sing a quieter song." The lifting platform behind appeared again, holding up a huge white piano, and the staff brought up an acoustic guitar.Jiang Miao made a fool of himself, "Guess which song it is?"

Lu Yuan immediately gave a reminder, pointing to the sky, "It's getting dark."

Fans immediately understood, "Night tour!!"

"That's right." The members scattered to the extension of the four-sided platform, deep among the fans.Fang Juexia walked to the piano alone, while Pei Tingsong, who got the guitar, sat on the stage holding the piano. He plucked the strings and looked back at Fang Juexia.

The two started the accompaniment tacitly.

The single-player version of "Night Journey" is like a two-way secret love that is constantly approaching, while the six-player version is more like two lovers holding each other's hands and playing on the beach in summer night.

"The green algae on the coastline are growing wildly, doesn't it look like my delusion about you.

The fireworks bloom suddenly, and there is nowhere to hide the heart that wants to kiss you. "

When Fang Juexia, who was sitting by the piano, sang these two lines, fireworks suddenly appeared in the night sky. Although they were just projections, they were very realistic, as if they and the six singing boys on the stage were really in the same place. In the summer night fireworks display.

They looked up at the fireworks, looked at the beautiful faces of the six people on the screen, every sound effect of the fireworks hit their hearts, and every second was carefully prepared by these boys.They reciprocated this precious heart with a tacit chorus, until the fireworks gradually disappeared, until Pei Tingsong, who was playing the guitar, sang the last sentence gently.

"You blame me for being good at lying, I said summer is so long."

Summer is here.

Wish it could be longer.

After the night tour, the six of them went backstage to change their clothes, and the behind-the-scenes process of their concert began to be shown on the big screen. They discussed the new arrangement in the recording studio, and they danced all night in the dance practice room, sleeping. The look on the floor.

Every shot is a picture that fans want to treasure in their hearts.

At the end of the behind-the-scenes footage, Ling Yi in a white suit appeared on a rising platform, which was his solo part.Everyone's solo is free to choose, he chose his favorite English song.

Ling Yi's timbre is very transparent, especially the treble.He rose higher and higher, and the projection of the blue whale surrounded him, like a little prince coming out of a fairy tale.At the end of the song, the gigantic whale shatters into countless falling points of light.

Fans couldn't help but reach out and touch the glow.

"Thank you everyone." Ling Yi stood on the high platform and chatted with them, "The theme of our concert this time is called ego, which means ego, right?"

"Correct!"

"It's written in this song, don't be afraid to face your true self and believe in your own strength. This is actually what it means." Ling Yi smiled and leaned on the railing, "Don't look at me being silly every day, in fact, I also have When I was very confused, I often listened to this song during that time, which gave me a lot of strength. So I also hope that I can sing it myself and give you a little strength."

While chatting with everyone about his previous participation in singing competitions, he stepped down from the high platform step by step, and then suddenly had some kind of inspiration, "Look, I was like this at the time. After you won some kind of honor, you It may be that you are trapped on a high platform, unable to leave, and unable to go further. So you have to learn to get down first."

"Back to the original point and find yourself before you can go to a wider world."

After speaking, Ling Yi returned to his old self, "Oh, I'm so philosophical, I should study philosophy."

The fans were immediately amused by him again.

"Who's going to be the next soloist?" Ling Yi kept his mouth shut, and heard the names of the other five people being shouted from below. He was about to speak when he suddenly heard a lot of screaming.

Turning around, Lu Yuan has already come up.Ling Yi was so angry that he blamed him, "Hey, what's the matter with you, there is no tacit understanding at all. I haven't finished my talk yet."

"You talk too much." Lu Yuan raised his chin at him, "Here, the road is there, let's go."

"You drive me away." Ling Yi pursed his lips, "Okay, I'll go." After he finished speaking, he actually went to the elevator platform, pretending to wipe his tears and waved to everyone.

Lu Yuan's solo was a dance he choreographed for a week, and he completed it in cooperation with fifteen backup dancers. It combined multiple dance styles, and the stage effect was quite gorgeous.After the dance, he announced a good news to everyone. The dance troupe created by him and several choreographers will soon hold its first public performance, and will then participate in competitions all over the world.

"This is the most primitive desire in my heart. After going around and going around, it can finally be realized."

"It'smyego!"

The fans in the audience were also really happy for him, and they followed him and yelled out this sentence loudly.

After the two solo performances, the whole group gathered on the stage again, singing and dancing "Icewar", "Hunting" and "Xmas".Immediately afterwards, the others left. Jiang Miao, who took off his jacket, revealed his wide-sleeved robe, sat in the center of the ethereal stage created by dry ice, and played the guzheng song "Order of the General" solo.

Under the spotlight, Jiang Miao raised her slender hand, and the last note fell.Two other spotlights appeared on the stage, one left and one right, hitting He Ziyan and Pei Tingsong.The lights on the stage instantly became brilliant, with silver and blue lights interlaced, flickering continuously following the rhythm of He Ziyan.

The holographic projection above the stage presented blue lyrics with a three-dimensional effect, and the visual effect exploded.

Pei Tingsong appeared and sang the remixes of "RapGod" and "Loseyourself" with He Ziyan's electronic accompaniment. Finally, he showed his amazing prowess in the concert. The fastest part even changed the lyrics of the projection Can't keep up with his rap speed.

The two most offensive players in the team teamed up and ignited the audience as usual.

At the end, the fans in the audience still shouted the names of the two of them.The four sides of the platform are completely black, and the screen above is also blacked out.

Fans are waiting for surprises in the discussion, "Is Juexia's solo coming soon?"

"Seems to be!"

The screen lit up again, showing Jiang Miao removing the fake nails for playing the zither one by one, and his voice also appeared.

"They said, you don't have money, so you shouldn't learn such useless things. No one listens to guzheng anymore."

The screen switched to Lu Yuan dancing in the practice room.

"They said, you should be a choreographer, it's too wasteful to join a boy group, or you just want to make quick money."

Ling Yi appeared in the vocal class and practiced the high notes over and over again.

"They said that your conditions are really ordinary, you have no talent, and singing won't make you full."

The screen switched again, and it turned into He Ziyan sitting in front of the pad.

"They said you should make up a decent family background."

Some fans in the audience were about to cry, and Pei Tingsong's face appeared on the big screen, and he casually scratched his hair.

"They told me not to dream of being a hip-hop singer, and taught me to become a 'mature' adult like them." Pei Tingsong raised the corners of his lips, "I told them, fuckoff."

The voices of five people overlapped, and there were recordings of many, many others.Under the projection technology, these words appear above the stage in the form of seals in black and white, layer upon layer, making it breathless to watch.

[Don't do this, don't become that.You are ugly, you are ordinary, you should be like so-and-so, and be a more likable person. ]

[You have to grow, you have to mature, you have to change yourself. ]

[People like you really make me sick. ]

[Learn to shut up and learn to be patient. ]

[Why don't you die! ]

[How do you deserve to talk about dreams, you are not worthy. ]

[You are so annoying. ]

[You are not important at all. ]

The stage was lit up, and Fang Juexia was sitting in the center, holding a guitar.His gentle smile appeared on the big screen. After adjusting the Lime, he said, "There are a lot of voices in this world, right?"

The fans shouted for him, and the waves came like waves.

"I also grew up with these sounds." Fang Juexia casually plucked the strings with his hands, and his cold tone is very suitable for telling, "Everyone knows that many conditions I was born with and the dream I want to pursue are the same. Contradictory."

"So, everyone stopped me from pursuing my dream, because they all thought it was impossible. Living with the word 'impossible', I spent a long time practicing being a normal person and adapting to the darkness. , to avoid making mistakes.”

"So I developed a habit of avoiding mistakes. For this reason, I lost the ability to feel the world and locked myself in a small black room like a calculator. As long as this impossible event can be realized, I can do anything give up."

The fingers on the strings stopped, and Fang Juexia smiled self-deprecatingly, "But human beings live in groups."

"Living in this social group is like running a store."

During the conversation, the projection began to change, turning into small cartoon-like shops next to each other.

Fang Juexia continued, "In order to be able to operate smoothly, we have tried our best. The easiest way is of course to compare. The store opposite is not bad, so we must try our best to decorate it similarly to others, at least to meet normal standards. In order for more people to like it , we’re replacing popular items, and even open 24 hours.”

This passage suddenly hit the hearts of many fans in the audience.

Holding a kaleidoscope in their hands, they are transformed into thousands of light spots, so they are not the shops that are struggling to open.

Fang Juexia continued to talk, "But what we don't know is that the store opposite is actually like this. He also changes himself in day-to-day comparisons, observing other stores besides him, and imitating them. We are open in China." Having said that, he looked at the camera with spring water in his eyes. "So, who is the correct specimen?"

"No one knows, it's a paradox. A paradox about business."

Fang Juexia lowered his head and smiled, "In the end, we became similar, we converged, and every shop on this street is similar. People in this society are also like this, but at least in this way, we can still maintain business and Life."

"Some time ago, I received a letter from a small store that was struggling. She was about to lose business, so she told me her story. I was very moved and wrote the next song, and I also I wrote her back and said so."

Fang Juexia looked at the camera and said softly, "Hello. I also spent my youth like this. In order to be like others, I constantly correct deviations, reduce fallacies, and get closer to the right while preserving myself. Because I am afraid Make a mistake, I know there is no room for error in this world, maybe if I make a mistake once, it will go bankrupt.”

"Now I just want to say, don't care about him." He laughed, the corners of his eyes were curved and connected with the birthmark, as beautiful as a crescent moon.

"It doesn't matter whether it's closed or open, I don't want to just chase the right anymore." He lowered his head, hugged the guitar and played the prelude. The minor key was soothing and warm, and said the last sentence, "I want to be the weirdest store."

"Today's plaque has not been hung

Don't say welcome but have a hug

It's very dark inside, be careful to trip over butterflies

You don’t need to turn on the lights, the fireflies always light up very early.”

Fang Juexia sang softly, occasionally looking up at everyone with a relieved smile on her face.

"Thank you to every customer for coming

But the advice book you write to yourself

If you don't like it, you can go to the next door

It doesn’t matter if it’s closed today”

Suddenly, many people in huge doll costumes appeared on the stage, including koalas and giraffes. They walked crookedly with small baskets filled with candies.

"The gentle have gifts

kids are always welcome

so weird

But that's who I am"

With Fang Juexia's warm singing, they sprinkled colorful candies to all fans.

“Miscategorization is also fun

Shelf search finds hidden treasure surprises

The error flag actually has special meaning

Who says the correct trademark is not the same”

A lot of projected starlight suddenly appeared in the night sky. In the middle of the stage, there was a small shop with a crooked signboard. Fang Juexia, holding a guitar, seemed to be sitting in front of that shop.All the little animals came back to him.

"Why is this store so weird

How can you be loved by everyone?"

Fang Juexia held down the strings with her hands, raised her eyes, and sang the last line of the lyrics.

"But the one who frequented the most said

He likes the real me best"

The author has something to say: ——— Lyric warning———

"Weird Store"

Composer: Fang Juexia

Lyricist: Fang Juexia

Composer: Pei Tingsong

Final right of interpretation: Zhichu

Today's plaque has not been hung

Don't say welcome but have a hug

It's dark inside, be careful you will trip over butterflies

Fireflies always light up very early without turning on the lights

Thank every customer for coming

But the advice book you write to yourself

If you don't like it, you can go to the next door

It's okay if it's closed today

there are gifts for the gentle

kids are always welcome

so weird

but this is me

Miscategorization of products is also funny

Shelf search finds hidden treasure surprises

The error flag actually has special meaning

Who says the correct trademark is not the same

Thank every customer for coming

But the advice book you write to yourself

If you don't like it, you can go to the next door

It's okay if it's closed today

there are gifts for the gentle

kids are always welcome

so weird

but this is me

why is this store so weird

How can you be loved by everyone?

but the one who frequented the most said

He likes the real me best