Running a horse over the head of an ex [Rebirth]

"Yes, what's the matter?"

Bian Suitong's slightly tense breathing and heartbeat were amplified by the microphone and transmitted to his ears, causing an inexplicable tingling feeling.The wind lifted Tao Jinghan's hair slightly, she held a cigarette with red sparks in her mouth, raised her hand to tuck her hair behind her ears, and stared at the darkness in the distance with deep eyes.

She blinked her eyes slowly and said in a calm voice, "Where are you?"

Without waiting for Bian Suitong to reply, she reported the hotel and room number by herself.

Tao Jinghan lowered his eyes and tapped lightly on the railing with his fingertips: "If...you are serious at night, I will wait for you here."

She raised her arm and glanced at her watch, thought for a while and added softly: "I'm going to bed at eleven o'clock, I won't wait for you forever."

"No one will always wait for someone." She murmured.

Bian Suitong gasped for breath, and an indescribable joy rushed straight into her mind, like a big pie dropped from the sky, she was dizzy from being hit, and she was incoherent in surprise: "I, I know, Would you like to see me, I, I... I have."

Bian Suitong panted a few times, and hurriedly said as if she was afraid of her repentance: "You wait for me, I will come right away."

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Tao Jinghan stared at the cut off call in a daze, her fingertips moved imperceptibly, and she... regretted it again.Since they are two people separated in the crowd, why bother to join them together?Is it possible to fight to the death like a bayonet, and finally burn into ashes in the fire?

However, she would not be reconciled if the relationship she had cared for was allowed to wither away silently.

The corner of Tao Jinghan's mouth hooked slightly, and he sneered.

Really deserve it.

It may be 2 minutes, or 3 minutes, but Bian Suitong will come soon.

There was a knock on the door, and Tao Jinghan extinguished the cigarette in his hand. Wearing slippers, he yelled unhurriedly, "Here we come!"

It was indeed Bian Suitong standing at the door, wearing pajamas, holding a coat in his hand, staring at her with burning eyes, smiling and tearful cheeks as beautiful as cherry blossoms.

Tao Jinghan heard his heart skip a beat, his eyes flickered for a moment, and he covered up the astonishment in his eyes for a moment, turned sideways neither sad nor happy: "Come in."

Bian Suitong was stunned for a moment, his eyes gradually dimmed from surprise.

Why did Jinghan react like this?

She thought they would hug each other and tell their feelings...

She suddenly realized that perhaps this was not Tao Jinghan's intention to forgive her, or it might be the last time they met before their farewell.

She clenched her teeth tightly, her cheeks were trembling, sore, she entered Tao Jinghan's room, her nails sank into her flesh, and then she heard the soft closing sound of the door, but trembled like frightened.

Obviously when they were trainees before, they were still roommates, and they should have gotten used to being in the same room by now, but Bian Suitong was never more nervous than now, like a defendant waiting for trial.

She lowered her head, clenched her fingers tightly, her muscles were tense, and she was still trembling faintly.

Tao Jinghan frowned, his eyes fell on the jacket she was holding tightly: "Is it cold?"

As if infected, she also shivered, and touched the pajamas that were tightly attached to her body, and it was cold.

"It's not cold." Bian Suitong shook his head and handed the coat to Tao Jinghan: "Thank you for the coat."

Tao Jinghan froze for a moment, seeing that it was indeed the one she was wearing at night, she laughed: "I thought..."

You don't want it.

Just like you didn't want me back then.

She didn't say it.

Maybe it's because late at night always makes people extra fragile, and Tao Jinghan feels sad for no reason. In fact, she has been here for so many days and nights. It is normal for her to breathe in pain, and she can't even feel the pain nerve...

It's just mediocrity.

Bian Suitong bit his lips: "Actually, I didn't yell at you asshole."

Tao Jinghan was silent: "...I know."

Otherwise, the coat would not have been thrown on the ground, but on her body.

"Jinghan." Bian Suitong suddenly didn't know where the courage came from, and suddenly raised his head, staring at Tao Jinghan in panic, holding her arm, his voice was like sand stained with blood, hoarse and mournful: "I I regret it."

"I shouldn't have said that at that time... I like you, I'm just too scared, so I can't choose what to say."

Tao Jinghan nodded thoughtfully, then fixedly looked at her, the orange light blurred her enviable complexion, but made the watery eyes in her eyes even more charming.

She pondered for a while: "So, what are you afraid of?"

Asked a word, the air seemed to stagnate.

Tao Jinghan's face remained unchanged, looking at Bian Suitong who was staring at her stubbornly with tears shining.

She doesn't speak.

Tao Jinghan sighed lightly: "Is it true that girls in your country are like this...reserved, why are you always unwilling to speak clearly, always have been."

"Do you know? Last time you asked me, did I blame you? I lied. You messed up my heart. I already allowed you to settle down, but you patted your ass and left. The reason for refusing is actually It's... aren't we operating CP?"

"What are you afraid of? If you don't speak clearly, how do I know if you really like me?" She took a deep breath: "How do I know if I'm just a spare tire?"

Bian Suitong's eyes suddenly widened: "You are not!"

"What's that?" Tao Jinghan pressed on step by step, and after he said it, he realized that he was a little aggressive, so he smiled.

What, it's not that I want to be with her.

She shook her head: "Forget it, don't say it if you don't want to."

As soon as the words fell, Bian Suitong grabbed her arm in fear: "I am willing to say."

She knew that if she took another step back this time, it would really be over between them.

She was just afraid... how many people are willing to fight against the world for love, Tao Jinghan was rejected by her once, it is not easy to forgive her.What's more, she has a shortcut to take...

"You know." Bian Suitong bit her lip: "We're on the other side." She paused, swallowed, and with a lot of strength, she finally said the three words she was ashamed to say. With a slightly hoarse voice: "Homosexuality."

"Still in an attitude of resistance. Although my mother is Chinese, she grew up there since she was a child..."

"I have been educated since I was a child, and when I grow up, I will marry a good man, just like most people in the world, and live an ordinary life."

"Actually, before you confessed your love to me, I never thought that the relationship between us is actually love." Bian Suitong laughed at himself: "Am I very slow..."

"I'm afraid of being judged by people around me, I'm afraid of my parents' accusations and scolding, I'm afraid that everyone will shout and beat me like a mouse crossing the street." Bian Suitong's eyes gradually turned red, her voice became more and more excited, and her breathing became more and more difficult. It became more and more urgent, and the crying was obvious: "I'm afraid that we have already worked hard to hold hands, but in the end we still can't reach the secular world..."

For some unknown reason, Tao Jinghan was inexplicably touched, the corners of her eyes turned red, her throat and heart were sore, she blinked twice indiscriminately, trying to force back the tears in her eyes.

Her throat moved slightly: "It's me, I didn't think about you."

"What about you now? Are you still afraid?"

"Afraid." Bian Suitong smiled bitterly, his brows were full of seriousness: "But I love you, I want to try to face it."

Tao Jinghan's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help taking a step forward anymore, like many times before, he hugged Bian Suitong into his arms, stroked her long hair, and listened to the sound of her heartbeat in her chest.

Bian Suitong shook her eyelids in a daze, her agitated emotions turned into grievances, and in the next second she clenched the corners of her clothes, huddled up and leaned against her arms, her tears were like floods that opened the gate, The man's clothes were smudged.

There was a large area of ​​wetness in his chest, and there was an uncontrollable whimper in his ears... Bian Suitong had tried hard to restrain himself, but voices still inevitably came out of his lips and teeth.

Tao Jinghan felt the trembling of the person in his arms, for a moment, she really had the urge to kiss her.

But a gust of wind came from nowhere, and the fabric on her chest was icy cold, and even her brain was frozen awake.

Once she was confused by impulse, confessed her love regardless, and forgot Bian Suitong's education and her situation. At that time, her mind was only full of love, but now she has gradually become realistic and learned to think about more things .

For example, foreign countries.

In other words, the separation of nearly a year has made her love for her no longer so turbulent. The grievance that once thought of it made her heart, liver, spleen and lungs ache everywhere. With the passage of time, it slowly settled, and now it just twitches. The pain passed slowly, and it also made her understand that for many people, including herself, love is not a must.

If Bian Suitong had said such a thing to her at that time, she would have loved everything vigorously without regard for herself.

But after the storm, the trickle of love that calmed down as if under the breeze and drizzle could not make her give up everything she had.

She has... returned home.

Open the bow without turning back the arrow.

Then it depends on Bian Suitong.

If it is destined to be separated, she would rather never start.

Tao Jinghan spoke softly, with a calm tone: "Then have you ever thought about what we will do in the future if we are together?"

"Are you willing to come to China to develop for me?"

Hearing this, the blood all over her body seemed to be solidified, Bian Suitong's body froze immediately, and she didn't speak for a long time. Then she suddenly realized that they were from a foreign country...

These days her mind was in a mess, figuring out her feelings for Tao Jinghan, mustering up the courage to come over and redeem her had exhausted all her energy.

She didn't think about everything that followed at all, only vaguely had a general direction, and she wanted to fight against everything.

But Tao Jinghan's words gave her some kind of signal, she withdrew from her embrace, with tears in her eyes: "So you are willing to forgive me and stay with me?"

Tao Jinghan said sincerely: "If you can solve these problems."

Bian Suitong bit his lip, but he couldn't casually agree to all this.

"Forget it, I won't force you, let's have a long time in the future." Seeing that she hadn't answered for a long time, Tao Jinghan breathed out from his chest: "You should think about it seriously, you don't need to get the answer right now."

She pinched her waist and smiled relievedly: "If I agreed directly, I should doubt the authenticity of this. Take your time to think about it, and I will wait for you."

Bian Suitong was soothed by her words, his eyes rolled, and he was also in the mood to joke: "Didn't you say you won't wait for me?"

Tao Jinghan corrected her: "I won't wait forever."

Bian Suitong also lived in this hotel, and the room happened to have two beds, so he stayed coquettishly.

In the dark, listening to the rhythmic breathing of the people around him, Bian Suitong bit his lips, staring at his eyes without any sleepiness.

Want to... come to China?

……

In the morning, the sun shone through the cracks in the curtains and fell on the two people hugging each other on the bed.

Slightly dazzling.

Zhuo Zhi frowned slightly, and slowly opened his eyes, looking at everything in front of him, he was stunned at first, and then the memories of last night flooded into his mind.

She was brought into the house by He Qingxi, and then they...

Not daring to think any more, Zhuo Zhi bit his lip slightly, embarrassment creeping up his cheeks.

She lightly picked up the underwear she was wearing among the scattered clothes, but was caught by a long box.

She picked it up curiously and glanced at it, her face flushed instantly, and she threw it far away like an electric shock.

Only those few words remained in my mind.

G point assault + a bead.

Bastard He Qingxi!

Zhuo Zhiwei put on her underwear and kicked He Qingxi's ass with her back in a fit of anger.

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