Running a horse over the head of an ex [Rebirth]

He Qingqi walked to the door, stood there with lowered eyebrows for a while, suddenly remembered the anger and jealousy in Zhuo Zhiwei's tone just now, the corners of his lips smiled gradually, and he rubbed his thumb and index finger lightly.

In fact, she was flustered when she heard the knock on the door. On the one hand, Fang Xuanyao was her first love, and on the other hand... the tragic death in her previous life still left traces in her heart.

The moment the car hit her body, it hurt so much that her internal organs didn't seem to belong to her anymore. Fortunately, she was hit completely, and she was freed from the pain in just a second.

But her girlfriend seemed to have some special magical power. The moment she heard her cold voice, there was only silence in her heart.

What's so scary?He Qingxi calmed down, this was her home.

Open the door.

really.

The dim lights in the corridor blended with the sudden pouring incandescent lamps, reflecting on Fang Xuanyao's face.Half of her body is embedded in the orange shadow, half of her body is looked at by the bright light, and the whole person reveals a kind of hazy beauty.

She was wearing the pair of slippers that were always in He's house, and the moment she opened the door, she grasped the hem of her clothes and looked up at He Qingqi with surprise and surprise in her eyes.

No longer the high-ranking and domineering appearance, after washing away all the pretense, it seems to be the sister next door that He Qingxi was deeply infatuated with once again.

It's a pity that He Qingxi has no time to pay attention to her beauty, the light above his head is white, reflecting He Qingxi's clear and flawless eyes.

Her emotions were affected by another person, and the person in front of her became a pretty woman that was not uncommon in ordinary times.

nothing special.

He Qingxi's heart was as calm as a lake without waves in a winter night, and his voice was very quiet.

"what's up?"

Fang Xuanyao's heart suddenly ached, she bit her lips, pain appeared in her eyes, even though she knew that He Qingxi's heart was no longer on her, but every time she faced her, she still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, and then her heart felt Laugh at yourself.

If you know today, why should you be in the beginning.

Shen took a deep breath, her throat rolled, her eyes were no longer hot, and she gestured to the room: "Is it convenient for me to go in? Let's... have a chat, shall we?"

He Qingxi refused without hesitation: "It's not convenient."

The heart fell into the bottom of the valley in an instant, and then there was a reversal that was not a turn of events.

"You can be regarded as my ex, let's go out and talk."

She said disapprovingly, her expression remained unchanged, and the inadvertent arrogance and indifference made Fang Xuanyao unconsciously shaken.

She stared fixedly at He Qingxi under the light, her appearance was still bright and handsome, her eyes were honest and clear, as if she had returned to those days in the past.

He Qingxi happily married herself, and then faced everyone who tried to get close to her with a clean face.

Including Zhuo Zhiwei.

Now her love and thoughtfulness belonged to another person.

I don't know if Zhuo Zhiwei will be hugged tightly by her in the middle of the night, and she will rub her back and forth like a baby, but she really loves He Qingqi, and she will not break free from her embrace, nor will she Impatiently, he put on his slippers and walked towards the guest bedroom.

Fang Xuanyao blinked sluggishly, her throat choked up: "Yes."

If Zhuo Zhiwei used to be able to keep her happy and not embarrass her, just looking at her from a distance, then he could do it too.

Her love for He Qingxi was by no means inferior to that of Zhuo Zhiwei, Fang Xuanyao pursed her lips tightly, turning slightly pale.

"Then I'll put on some clothes." He Qingxi closed the door without hesitation.

Without asking if she wanted one too.

She also only wore a short sleeve.

She was the only one left in the empty corridor, Fang Xuanyao's heart was empty, she stared blankly at the door, rubbed her arms with both hands, and trembled subconsciously.

There was a wry smile.

……

In the dead of night, the dark night sky is dotted with stars that shine like diamonds, and the autumn wind sways the green belt. I don’t know what kind of dwarf trees, and the leaves rustle.

The dim street lamps were flickering, He Qingxi put his hands in his pockets, and walked in the community with Fang Xuanyao.

"Do I need to accompany you home to pick up a piece of clothing?"

He Qingxi looked sideways and asked.

In fact, she had long since realized that she was wearing a little less clothes, but she didn't want her clothes to be contaminated by others, let alone Fang Xuanyao.

Wei Wei knew she would be angry.

So there is this question.

Fang Xuanyao felt the temperature of her whole body, and quickly compromised: "...OK."

Now that both of them are dressed, they occasionally see patrol cars patrolling every half an hour.

Accustomed to the bombardment of the city, suddenly returning to the quiet and peaceful hometown, Fang Xuanyao felt inexplicably relieved, like a baby bird returning to its nest.

Sighing slightly, he raised his head slightly and asked, "How have you been recently?"

"...It's fine, everything is going well."

Fang Xuan stayed silent, but still couldn't hold back: "Does everything go well with Zhuo Zhiwei?"

He Qingxi was a little surprised, looked sideways at her, but admitted frankly: "That's right, we are together."

Fang Xuanyao's pupils suddenly squeezed her fingers tightly, and her heart seemed to be pinched, and she felt a suffocating feeling.

She lowered her head, squeezed out a smile, a bit bitter, and nodded insincerely: "That's pretty good."

After finishing speaking, he repeated in a low voice: "Very good."

"I think so too." He Qingqi said angrily.

He pursed his lips: "What about you?"

"Why did you suddenly go to Africa and don't plan to come back?"

Fang Xuanyao was taken aback, and sighed, what she saw and heard these days gradually took over the pain of disappointment in love.

"I want to contribute my own strength."

There was a slight smile in her eyes: "After all, I made so many mistakes in my previous life... After being reborn, my first reaction was to make up for you."

Her voice lowered: "But you don't need it."

"I thought, can I put this guilt on others? At least, they need me."

"I've seen people starve and poorly clothed. As a volunteer, I've seen people displaced by war, and I've seen people die from wound infections. These are far away from our lives. Although I have heard a little bit, But when I witnessed it with my own eyes, it was a completely different feeling, and I made a decision at that moment."

"I have nothing in my body, and I have nothing to worry about. Even if I die, it is a worthy death."

Fang Xuanyao chuckled, in fact, she wished she could die, and then forget about He Qingxi and everything else.

She couldn't help but stared at the girl beside her: "If one day I die, will you feel sorry for me?"

He Qingxi's footsteps were obviously confused for a moment, but he didn't answer.

She doesn't know either.

Just looking at the night sky, the loose hair was blown to a mess, and there was a kind of breathtaking beauty in the half-hidden way.

Very tasty.

Fang Xuanyao knew that she would not get the answer she wanted, so she was lost for a moment, and then her eyes caught such a picture, and then she smiled wryly:

"do you know?"

"what do you know?"

"Actually, did I blame you?"

Doubt suddenly appeared in He Qingxi's eyes, and he stood still suddenly with a speechless look.

She laughed angrily, pointed at herself with wide eyes: "Blame me?"

"Is it my fault for co-authoring?"

Fang Xuanyao bit her lower lip, and said after a while, "It's my fault."

"But... maybe people are so greedy and never repent. In fact, it's not unreasonable to be arrogant. You were too kind to me before, which made me more greedy and want more."

"I blame you for leaving too early, why don't you wait for me a little longer, maybe I will wake up?"

The atmosphere suddenly condensed, and He Qingxi's face turned cold.

"You can't wake up." He Qingqi asserted, seeing her lost interest, suddenly felt that it was a mistake for him to follow her.

Seeing a gazebo not far away, he walked over quickly and sat down.

Fang Xuanyao also followed her, and sat down a body away from her.

"Ten years." He Qingxi's indifferent side face suddenly outlined a sarcastic smile: "Then I died."

Fang Xuanyao was stunned for a moment, and then knew what she was referring to.

She couldn't help asking: "Then if I found out at that time and stopped in time, would you forgive me?"

Will it?

He Qingxi couldn't help thinking.

I will.

Maybe she would still try to forgive, after all, this person was the only one who had ever set foot in her love world at that time, and the place where she stood was where He Qingxi could not leave his eyes, and she represented obsession and delusion.

But later she was everything except love, and when her obsessions were over, she was nothing.

He Qingxi knew this very well.

When those filters and aura disappear, this person is just a woman she loved.

Loved, that's all.

So in the end, let's leave.

This is a fate they cannot escape.

But as the best girlfriend, He Qingqi will never leave the slightest thought for his ex.

She said decisively: "No."

He Qingxi began to recall her widowed marriage in those years, and couldn't help laughing at herself, and also helped Fang Xuanyao to recall.

As for whether it will hurt her, it has nothing to do with He Qingxi.

She looked up at the night sky and said calmly, "Do you remember that one time?"

"what?"

"Our wedding anniversary." He Qingxi narrated: "It's the eighth year of our marriage. I wanted to surprise you and prepared a candlelight dinner, but you waited and waited, and you never came back."

"When I fell asleep on the sofa, my whole heart went cold. I knew you must have forgotten, so I sent a message to Chai Xu and the others as if to vent." He Qingxi paused: "Probably the content is , I licked the dog until I had nothing left, I decided not to be a dog lick anymore, it was just to vent at that time."

"Qiqi." Fang Xuanyao endured the pain, "Don't talk about yourself like that."

He Qingxi glanced at her as if nothing had happened, and didn't bother to correct her address anymore, so he just continued:

"About twelve o'clock. I'm very surprised that you finally came back."

Fang Xuanyao's pupils shrank suddenly, obviously recalling it, she panted a few times: "Don't...don't say it."

The tone was flustered and at a loss, as if unwilling to face those bloody realities.

Her harm to He Qingxi, from body to heart, was thorough, how can a few words of sorry can make up for it?

He Qingqi's words were like knives, piercing straight into his heart, but they were slow and blunt, and he couldn't even give her a happy heart. After piercing it, his heart was bleeding, and the splashed blood was gradually frozen.

She gritted her teeth, recalling all that.

Later, He Qingqi greeted her cheerfully. She always liked to make some intimate gestures to her, such as kissing or hugging her, but she pushed her away.

He Qingxi was in a daze at first, lost his center of gravity, fell to the ground, hit his head on the coffee table with a "bang", his painful eye sockets were physiologically filled with tears quickly.

Then she said...

What she said is still clear to He Qingxi, and she smiled sarcastically: "At that time you said: Can you stop being like this all the time, am I your wife, or am I an airplane cup? A tool to vent? "

"I woke up immediately."

"At that time, I loved you and lost myself, crushed my dignity and threw it into the dust to trample on it."

"So why should I jump into the fire pit again and use my time to gamble on a fruitless love."

After finishing speaking, He Qingxi turned his head.

His eyes were cool and distant.

"Fang Xuanyao, I, He Qingxi, have never been afraid of anything since I was a little boy. There is never anything I can't get, so I don't want to let go, and I don't want to turn back when I hit the south wall."

"You taught me this lesson in life, let go, I learned."

"Thank you." Her eyes were sincere, and she thanked her sincerely.

Fang Xuanyao was silent, her nails almost sank into her flesh and she didn't know it, her teeth trembled under her bite.

After a while, he lowered his head in a slump:

"sorry."

He Qingxi waved his hand.

He also said, "I'm sorry."

"I do not accept."