Ye Can

When Ye Can drove the car to the gate of Lin Zixi's community, he realized that he hadn't asked him out at all.Ye Can nestled in the car, looking at the bright autumn sun outside the window, with some remorse she raised her hand and slammed it hard on the steering wheel.

"Hiss..." Ye Can felt the pain, retracted his hand and put it to his lips for a few breaths, then slowly took out his mobile phone, clicked on the phone book, looked at Lin Zixi's name with hesitant eyes.

To connect or not to connect?this is a problem.

Since that night, she and Lin Zixi haven't seen each other again.It is not appropriate to come to the other party rashly now, or want to inquire about the other party's past.

After all, is she qualified to do so?But what is qualifications?

As the old saying goes, "If you don't understand, you have to ask." Ye Can confirmed that she could not suppress her curiosity, and appeased her jealousy. After she felt better, she decided to call Lin Zixi.

After pressing the call button, Ye Can took a deep breath, put her heart in her throat and waited for Lin Zixi to answer her call.After a few beeps, Lin Zixi on the other end quickly connected the phone.

Lin Zixi's voice sounded very light: "Ye Can? Is there something wrong?"

The anger stuck in Ye Can's throat was instantly exploded.She flustered for a while, before she found the words she was hopping around, and said calmly: "No...nothing...just want to chat with you. By the way, are you at home today?"

Ye Can paused, looked up at the tree-lined neighborhood, and said, "I'm at the gate of your neighborhood, is it convenient for you to come down?"

Lin Zixi on the other end of the phone let out a sigh: "But I'm not at home today..."

At this moment, Ye Can felt that she was going to be wrapped up in embarrassment.As if she had been illuminated by Medusa's eyes, she was so stiff that she couldn't even speak: "Oh...then...then I'll come again next time."

Lin Zixi said quickly: "Do you have time? If you have time, wait for me. I'll be home soon. About 10 minutes, is that okay?"

Ye Can immediately felt at ease, she nodded and said hello.

Lin Zixi talked to her a few more words, then hung up the phone.Ye Can held the phone, put his hands on the steering wheel, and let out a long sigh of relief.For some reason, just hearing this person's voice, Ye Can felt very good.

Lin Zixi got out of the taxi 8 minutes later than expected.When Ye Can saw her, she had a bag on her shoulder and a lot of ingredients in her hand.

Seeing this, Ye Can hurriedly opened the car door and went down, walking towards Lin Zixi.

After not seeing each other for a few days, Lin Zixi seemed to be in a better mental state.Ye Can sized her up carefully, seeing that she was full of energy, and was also very happy.

Ye Can stretched out his hand and took the ingredients from Lin Zixi's hand: "Let me do it, how about I help you carry it home first?"

Lin Zixi did not refuse Ye Can, and after handing her the ingredients, he raised his hand somewhat awkwardly, pulled the strands of hair scattered on his sideburns behind his ears, and said softly, "Then I will trouble you."

Ye Can, who was not rejected, felt very happy: "No trouble, no trouble, remember to buy me a cup of tea."

Lin Zixi nodded heavily, looked up and saw Ye Can's car parked not far away, and said, "Drive the car in, it's more convenient."

Ye Can realized that this was a good opportunity, she responded to a series of orders, opened the car door with the ingredients, and drove Lin Zixi into the community.

From the gate of the community to Lin Zixi's downstairs, Ye Can always felt that she had driven the road countless times, and she parked the car at the place where it should be without Lin Zixi's guidance.

Seeing this, Lin Zixi, who was sitting in the co-pilot, clenched his fist silently, suppressing the surging thoughts little by little.

After getting off the car, Ye Can carried the ingredients and followed Lin Zixi into the elevator.

In the confined space, there were only two people, so quiet that even the sound of breathing was obvious.Ye Can was leaning against the wall with the ingredients, looking at the tall forest in front of him, like a green bamboo, hesitantly said: "Aren't you going to ask me what's the matter?"

Lin Zixi was a little surprised. She looked back with a smile on her face: "Then what's the matter with you? Could it be that you skipped work because work was too boring?"

The corners of Ye Can's mouth drooped instantly, she looked at Lin Zixi's smile, and thought to herself that this was the reason why she came out to look for her every time.

She had no choice but to say haha: "That's right... Anyway, I have nothing to do, so I'm bothering you."

Lin Zixi was obviously in a good mood today: "It's okay." She didn't think it was an interruption.

Ye Can snorted, with obvious displeasure on his face.She stared at Lin Zixi's white nape, and muttered, "Then you're not at home today, are you going out to buy food?" Isn't Lin Zixi not able to go to crowded places?How did you switch sex today?

At this time, the elevator made a ding sound and reached the floor where Lin Zixi's residence was located.Lin Zixi led Ye Can to the door of the house while explaining, "I'm going for a follow-up visit today."

Ye Can's heart suddenly rose: "Eh? What did the doctor say?"

Lin Zixi smiled: "The situation is better than before." Of course, if I have to say it, it can be said that it has recovered from the situation a year ago.

At least, she knows what is real, and she is no longer afraid.

Ye Can breathed a sigh of relief, followed Lin Zixi into the door, "That's good, that's good."

When he reached the entrance, Lin Zixi brought out a pair of slippers for Ye Can to change.While changing shoes, Ye Can looked up at everything in the room.

The originally large and bright living room was now blocked by dark curtains, a ray of bright light shone in through the gap in the curtains, and fine dust floating in the beam of light could be faintly seen.It was this ray of light that gave life to the gloomy interior.

Ye Can looked at the closed curtains, and said to Lin Zixi, "Don't you like the sun? Why are the curtains drawn so tightly?"

Lin Zixi paused, and explained to Ye Can, "That's not true, it's just that in this kind of weather, the afternoon sun will be very dry..."

Ye Can nodded knowingly: "Oh, but if you pull it all down, it will look very dark in the room. Can I pull it aside a little?"

Lin Zixi froze for a moment, then nodded, "Yes...if you want, of course you can..."

Ye Can walked into the dim living room, conveniently placed the ingredients on the table, and then walked towards the bed.She came to the middle of the large French window, reached out and grabbed the curtain on the left, pulled it hard, and pulled the curtain to the left.

The bright sunlight, like honey poured on the ground, poured in from the opened window violently, and sprinkled the ground with golden yellow.For a moment, the whole room was filled with dazzling lights.

Ye Can squinted slightly, hung the curtain on the left, turned his back to the bright sun, looked at Lin Zixi who was standing not far away, and said, "Okay, it's lit up."

Lin Zixi stroked the back of the sofa with one hand, looking at Ye Can bathed in the light, feeling a little dazed for a moment.

The sunlight streaming in from the window spread on Lin Zixi's insteps at this moment, as if a layer of honey had been smeared on her skin that hadn't seen the sun for a long time.

Lin Zixi stared blankly at Ye Can, seeing this scene of deja vu, with countless sighs in his heart.

It seemed to be a beam of light that burst out from the explosion of the universe, passing through countless years and millions of years, passing by her side at this moment, illuminating her world.

It seemed that from this moment on, the only match left in her heart was lit, and the world brightened up again.

When a person realizes that what he cherishes is by his side, he is as excited as a king who begins to own his own world.

Lin Zixi put his right hand on his left arm and clenched it tightly.She bit her lip and looked at the person standing by the window without turning her eyes: "Ye Can..."

Ye Can tilted his head, not knowing why: "Huh?"

Lin Zixi called again: "Ye Can..."

Ye Can showed a puzzled look: "What's wrong?"

Lin Zixi didn't answer, but just called out again: "Ye Can..."

Ye Can blinked and walked towards her: "I'm here."

She came to Lin Zixi's side, looked at her slightly pale face, and asked, "What's the matter? Is there something wrong?"

What's up?What else could it be?The saddest time, the most painful time, all have passed.Every role they played in the past has come to an end.

So the story here should also have a new chapter.

If a person is a book, then every day that has passed before is a written past.Written down, it exists.For things that have existed, after turning the pages, facing the blank paper, you should not write the story of yesterday in a deceitful manner, but faithfully pick up the pen to record the new day.

Keep going forward, keep writing every little difference from the past, until you die and close the pages.

Lin Zixi, who had been swirling in the chaotic memories for a long time, decided to hold his own pen and write his own destiny on a brand new page.

She looked at Ye Can and said softly, "It's nothing...it's nothing..." It's just that everything has passed, and she should also try to embrace the sun.

She raised her eyes and looked at Ye Can brightly: "Are you hungry? Do you want to have lunch together, we can chat while eating?"

"what do you think?"

Ye Can nodded, and accepted Lin Zixi's proposal: "I think it's fine."

Lin Zixi turned around, looked at the ingredients on the table, and smiled softly.

When she brought Ye Can into her home for the first time, she never thought that they would have such a past and present life, nor would she have thought that there would be such a bloody parting.

At that time, she felt that a lifetime was so long that she didn't have to think about her and Ye Can's future, she didn't have to think about separation, she didn't have to think about parting, and she didn't have to think about how long they would be together.

But later, Lin Zixi felt that life was very short, only three years.

But in three years, there were 95 days and nights, 6000, 150 hours, 10 minutes...

And her future life revolves around these 150 minutes, like a hamster thrown into a maze, forever chasing vague memories, sinking endlessly in dizziness.

At that time, she never thought that there would be another day when she would bring Ye Can into this house again.

I never thought that I would have such a strong desire to say such a sentence: Ye Can, why don't we start from scratch.

But she didn't say anything, she didn't say anything.

Just like when they met again, like every time they met awkwardly and happily, nothing was said.

She just silently, as always, buried her love in a place where everyone couldn't see it - including herself.

Just deceiving myself to love, guarding the bouquet of flowers blooming alone in the dark corner, waiting for the sun to shine again.

Because she firmly believes that one day the bright sun will favor her again.