Ye Can

As Ye Can's words fell, Lin Zixi, who was lying in her arms, suddenly raised his head, staring at her with wide eyes and tears streaming down his face, his eyes were full of astonishment.

In the astonishment, Ye Can once again realized that he was not the same Ye Can as Lin Zixi.

She smiled, and reluctantly said to Lin Zixi, "Although my name is Ye Can, I'm not the Ye Can you know." She took a step back, let go of Lin Zixi, endured the discomfort all over her body, and gently He said lightly: "This is not a good place to talk, how about I drive you to the hospital first?"

Lin Zixi's eyes kept chasing after her figure, with a confused expression and blank eyes.Ye Can felt a little distressed, she raised her finger to point at her lips, licked her lips and said helplessly: "Your lip seems to be broken, I think you should go to the hospital for treatment."

Ye Can stretched out his hand, pulled Lin Zixi's sleeve and left.

After getting into the car, Ye Can asked, "Miss Lin, how about going to the nearest district hospital?"

Lin Zixi, who was sitting in the back seat, was shocked when he heard the news, he grabbed his palm vigorously, and after a while he choked out a sentence: "You don't even remember, do you?"

There were only the two of them in the enclosed space in the car, and the land belonging to Ye Can was invaded by Lin Zixi's pleasant fragrance.As if immersed in the ocean of the other party's breath, Ye Can held the steering wheel, her thoughts were very chaotic.

Ye Can paused, and said to Lin Zixi after choosing his words, "Well, I did lose my memory. To be more precise, I'm not the Ye Can you know."

Ye Can was determined to explain the reason clearly to Lin Zixi: "According to my investigation, I committed suicide in the winter about six and a half years ago, but unfortunately I did not lose my life."

"After this incident, I awakened another personality—that is, your Ye Can. For the convenience of distinguishing, I think she will be called Ye Can No. 1."

Ye Can heard the sound of sobbing, she reached out, touched the tissue on the car, and handed it back: "Miss Lin, I know you must be very sad now, but please wipe away your tears."

Lin Zixi in the back seat reached out, took the tissue from Ye Can, and thanked him softly.

Ye Can said, "You're welcome."

She didn't look back, but she was distracted and heard a small sound coming from behind.At this time, Ye Canxin was like bubbles floating in the sun, floating, hanging, and finally bursting with a bang.

She thought, maybe Lin Zixi would feel the same way when she heard what she said.

Although she is Ye Can, she is not Lin Zixi's Ye Can.For Lin Zixi, she is just the phantom of Ye Can No. 1.

But who wants to be a phantom?

Ye Can knew that she was a very cruel person, but when she killed "Ye Can No. 1", it was doomed that she would not choose to play the social identity of "Ye Can No. 1".Because for those who love "Ye Can No. 1", Ye Can who has no memory of "Ye Can No. 1" is a counterfeit, which is very cruel to both parties.

Ye Can heard the sobs behind her gradually subside, and continued: "The time Ye Can No. 1 appeared was between my suicide six and a half years ago and the incident at the ski resort three years ago. After she disappeared, we Resurrected as the main personality, so I have no memory of that time."

Lin Zixi behind him didn't respond, but just listened quietly.

In this silence, Ye Can felt a kind of heart-pounding pain.She paused, and continued: "Thus, although I am also Ye Can, I am not the Ye Can who has many memories between you."

Ye Can worried that what he said was too mysterious, and added: "I know that split personality may sound too unbelievable to you, but it is true. I think so, even if it is the same body, But different personalities also symbolize different identities, and perhaps have different souls."

"So after Ye Can No. 1 disappeared, I chose to announce her social identity death. For me who has no memory of this part, I don't think it's another me, but my twin sister or something. "

Ye Can tilted his head, looked at the traffic lights ahead, thought for a while, and said cruelly: "I know it may be difficult for you to accept this, maybe it's just that I have lost my memory. But... I am indeed not your Ye Can."

Lin Zixi in the back seat raised his head after hearing this, looked at the back of Ye Can's head, and said softly, "I understand."

Lin Zixi raised her eyes and looked quietly at the king in the crown in front of her, thinking that this might be the best punishment for her not thinking of him when they first met.

Ye Can in the driver's seat widened his eyes when he heard this.Why?Understood?Just accept it so easily?Lin Zixi's ability to accept is too strong, right?

Just stop saying something?Don't you think her statement sounds like a snake spirit?

Ye Can's head was a little dazed, and at the next moment, she heard the woman in the back seat softly say, "But no matter which Ye Can it is, I'm very happy that she is alive."

"Just being alive makes me happy."

Ye Can's hands holding the steering wheel trembled slightly, and his heart trembled even more.She thought, Ye Can No. 1 is really a likable guy, otherwise why can he hear such nice words with just the same similar face.

Ye Can didn't know how to answer, so he could only answer according to the dialogue flow: "Thank you."

She sent Lin Zixi to the hospital.

After going to the emergency department, the doctor gave Lin Zixi a brief examination, and then took a film.It has to be said that Lin Zixi's head was hard, and he didn't even have a concussion after hitting him so hard.It's just that one of her left teeth is loose, and she can't touch that place recently.In addition, the corner of the lip was knocked to bleeding, and there was also congestion inside, and the left lip was slightly swollen.

Ye Can stood aside with her arms folded, looking coldly at the blood stains on Lin Zixi's lips that the nurse had given her, her face was a little unhappy.

There is no other reason, Lin Zixi is too thin.

It is too thin.

Sitting on the chair with his head raised slightly, he opened his mouth to let the nurse treat the wound.The incandescent lamp shone on her already fair face, making her look even more white as snow.The slightly open neckline reveals two straight and slender collarbones, and the thin skin sticks to the bones, looking like a fragile porcelain doll.

Ye Can looked at the other person's thin face, and unconsciously grabbed her arm.

She originally thought that it was a good thing that both of them had forgotten.It's just that he didn't expect that Lin Zixi would think of it.

The greatest pain in life comes from not being able to forget.

Ye Can understands this truth, so she can better understand what kind of torture Lin Zixi went through in the past.

A lover who has no memory, a lover who is declared dead without a trace, is no different from an actual physical demise.

How much goodness there was in the past will turn into a cruel knife in the memory, cutting the body with a knife, which hurts the heart.

Ye Can folded his arms in a daze, and after a while, Lin Zixi, who had already treated the wound, covered his face and stood in front of her staring at her in a daze.

Ye Can came back to his senses in an instant, stood up straight and looked at the other party and asked, "Where is Miss Lin going?"

Lin Zixi covered her side face, turned her back to Ye Can, blocked her view, and prevented her from seeing the swollen wound, and said, "Go to the pharmacy to get some anti-inflammatory medicine, and then... go home."

Ye Can understood, and decided to do her best: "Then, I'll be fine later, so I'll take Miss Lin home on the way."

Lin Zixi nodded: "Thank you, I'm sorry."

Ye Can said, "You're welcome."

She went to the pharmacy to get the medicine for Lin Zixi, and then drove Lin Zixi home.

On the way, Ye Can asked Lin Zixi's address: "Where does Miss Lin live?"

Sitting in the back seat, Lin Zixi felt that this scene seemed familiar.She stayed for a while, and reported her home address.

Ye Can answered the words naturally: "Ah, I know this place, it's quite close to where I lived when I was in school." After saying this, Ye Can froze for a moment. When the other party met, they were sent home by the other party.

Realizing that she had accidentally stepped on a thunderbolt, Ye Can shut her mouth and dared not speak again.

The atmosphere in the car gradually became weird, and after a while of embarrassment, Ye Can heard Lin Zixi's voice from the back seat: "You...why did you leave quietly after waking up? Why didn't you explain to me? Because you lost your memory, you want me to be like everyone else, when you die?"

"But there aren't even dead bodies. Do you think I'll be like everyone else and believe an official statement?"

Lin Zixi's tone was a little anxious, and the series of questions gradually forced Ye Can out of breath.

Ye Can pursed her lips, thought for a while and replied, "According to the information I have obtained, I know that Ye Can No. 1 is very different from you, and I can't hide it from you."

"So I didn't leave until you woke up. I was going to explain it to you, but you lost your memory after you woke up."

Ye Can paused, unable to say the next sentence.

Lin Zixi said for her: "You think the two of you have forgotten, so there is no need to contact and explain, right?"

Ye Can nodded: "Yes, I forgot, that's a stranger."

Lin Zixi lost her voice for a moment, and after a while, she sighed softly: "You haven't thought about it, I will remember it, right?"

Ye Can was silent, Lin Zixi asked again: "Have you never thought about it?"

Ye Can only felt a wave of sadness behind her, which was so violent that it almost drowned her.

Lin Zixi cried, and sighed in confusion, "But I, I remembered everything."

She remembered, remembered everything.Whether it's the dead king, or her longing for a thousand years of waiting, or the short three years of companionship, everything comes to mind.

Day and night, all the time, they tortured her until she was insane.Lin Zixi wondered if she was crazy to have so many memories of a non-existent person, and she even felt that Ye Can was just a frothy fantasy of hers.

But many traces and evidences pointed out that Ye Can was not her phantom.In this world, Ye Can has been here, she has existed.

Countless people can prove that Ye Can once lived a brilliant and colorful life.

How did this make her forget, let go, and get better?

Ye Can was almost suffocated by such sadness, she took a deep breath, and said word by word: "Look, this is the biggest difference between me and her."

"I'm cruel, I don't have empathy, I don't understand people like her, and I don't think about others."

"I'm an unlikable person."

"So I'm not your Ye Can."

Lin Zixi, your Ye Can is dead.

Ye Canduo wanted to say the last sentence, but she swallowed it again, because it was too cruel to say so.

Lin Zixi froze for a moment, buried her face in her palms, and said almost in a low voice, "This is my retribution, Ye Can... this is mine..."

punish!

It was she who punished the king for every cup of poisoned wine he fed during those 300 days and nights.

Tears seeped violently from the cracks in his palms, Lin Zixi held his face in both hands, weeping uncontrollably.

The author has something to say: Lin Zixi: Ye Can, I won't like you. (Listen to what Teacher Lin said.)

Ye Can: I am not your Ye Can. (It's okay, you'll get it back someday.)