Ye Can

Even though he realized that he had already started to leave the dream, the pain tearing his chest was so real.Lin Zixi clutched the clothes on her chest, crying silently.

Consciousness is still in chaos, and in the fainting sadness, Lin Zixi vaguely heard Ye Can's call in his ear.

The other party took the trouble to say over and over again: "Don't cry, don't cry..."

Ye Can seemed to put warm kisses on her eyelids, and gently licked away her tears.Lin Zixi woke up from her dream sobbing, opened her eyes and looked at the person who was holding her in her arms, with tears in her eyes.

Ye Can held her in his arms, wiped away the excess tears from the corners of her eyes with his thumb, and said softly to her, "Why are you crying so hard? Is it because you are sick?"

As Ye Can said, he put his palm on Lin Zixi's forehead, and murmured, "My forehead is no longer hot. It stands to reason that the fever has subsided. Why is it still so uncomfortable?"

She lowered her eyes, looked at Lin Zixi, and asked gently: "Lin Zixi, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying so hard?"

Lin Zixi was lying in her arms, looking up at her concerned expression, for some reason he just felt sore in his heart.She raised her hand and traced the outline of Ye Can's face with her fingertips, as if she wanted to engrave her appearance deep in her soul, and whispered: "I just had a nightmare."

Ye Can was still very worried: "What nightmare?"

Lin Zixi pursed her lips and said with difficulty: "I dreamed about you..." Wait, what did she dream about?Did you dream of Ye Can going to hell?Some trivial fragments flashed through her mind, but she couldn't sum it up well.Lin Zixi could only shake his head and said, "It's nothing, it's all over."

It's all over, it's just a nightmare.

There was obvious worry on Ye Can's face: "Are you afraid? If you are afraid, let me hug you." She leaned over and hugged Lin Zixi into her arms, using her high body temperature to relieve Lin Zixi's pain. The residual coldness brought over from the dream.

Lin Zixi curled up and nestled into Ye Can's arms, as if in such a hot embrace, all unknown anxiety was relieved.

After a while, Lin Zixi said belatedly, "What time is it? Why didn't you go to the set today?"

Seeing that she had finally recovered, Ye Can turned her around, looked at her face to face, and said in surprise, "You don't remember anything?"

Lin Zixi was also at a loss: "Remember what?"

Ye Can sighed, and said to her: "After falling asleep last night, you have been creeping into my arms vaguely. I stretched out my hand and felt that your temperature was abnormal. I got up and took your temperature, and fed you to reduce the fever." Medicine. Seeing that you didn't wake up in the morning, I asked the director for leave."

Simply because Ye Can finished the play yesterday beautifully, and there was no Ye Can play today, Guan Shengkai agreed.

Lin Zixi heard Ye Can's explanation and looked up at her: "Then what time is it?"

Ye Can yawned, and said vaguely, "It's probably after nine o'clock...it's still early...by the way, are you hungry? If you are hungry, let's order dinner."

Even if she usually stays up late, Ye Can rarely suffers from such mental distress.Lin Zixi raised his hand, stroked Ye Can's face, and asked softly, "Did you not sleep last night?"

Ye Can yawned again and nodded, "I dare not sleep if you don't wake up."

Lin Zixi was moved by the love contained in these words.She turned slightly sideways, put her hands on Ye Can's waist, looked up at her, and said, "Then let's have breakfast first, and go to bed later."

Lin Zixi paused, and added solemnly, "I'll sleep with you."

Ye Can felt that this idea seemed quite good, so she quickly raised her elbows and called for a meal delivery service.

In the next day, the two hugged each other and slept in a warm hotel for a whole day's sleep.

Maybe it was because of enough sleep that Lin Zixi's body recovered very well. When he woke up the next day, Lin Zixi was alive and well again.It's just that Ye Can was worried that she would have a fever again, so he refused to let her go to the set with life or death.

In the end, Lin Zixi repeatedly promised that he would stay in the nanny car driven by Tong Lin, and after writing in it, Ye Can agreed to let Lin Zixi go to the set with her.

On this day, Ye Can was filming on the set, while Lin Zixi was crouching in the nanny's car with his tablet in his arms, his thoughts confused.

She wanted to write something, but as soon as she started to write, what came to mind was the picture of Ye Can being bitten by thousands of ghosts.

Even though it was a dream, Lin Zixi decided that the person in the dream was Ye Can.

Although many details of the dream she had that night had been forgotten by her, she still remembered this scene and felt terrified about it.

She didn't know what this dream represented, maybe it was just because Ye Can was acting in a similar role that day, which made her feel worried and scared, so she had such a nightmare.

Or maybe there is another meaning behind this dream, which may indicate that Ye Can will be injured next time?

But no matter what the reason was, Lin Zixi had no clue.She fell into contemplation for a long time, and finally decided to pick up a pen and record the dreams that she could still recall.

But that night, she dreamed again.

This time the dream was not as complete as the previous dream, but was divided into several fragments and presented in her mind.

In the first fragment, she follows White Skull through a flowing black mist to a bridge.In the very center of the bridge, a lamp is lit, and a mug of tea is placed under the lamp.White Skull led her to the tea mug, and said to the lamp, "Give this princess a bowl of tea."

She didn't know why White Skull would call her the princess, but she rejected White Skull's proposal: "I don't need to drink this bowl of tea."

White Skull turned his head and looked at her with dark eyes: "Whether you drink it or not, you will forget it. Drink it, at least you will feel better."

She said lightly: "It's okay, at least I can remember a moment, just a moment."

Then, she followed the white skull into the dark mist.

The dream was interrupted here, and when it resumed, she seemed to have returned to her childhood.

In the dream, it is the scorching summer of cicadas singing.With small arms and legs, she was walking on the hot long street wearing a straw hat.The fierce sun scorched the long street, and there seemed to be a stench and rotten smell coming from all around.

Carrying a small plastic bag, she tirelessly rummaged through every trash can, found empty mineral water bottles and soda cans, crushed them and put them in her own small plastic bag.

She collected all those things and went home. Whenever the time was right, her mother would hold her hand and take her to the waste disposal plant to sell the collected things.

She has not dreamed of her mother for many years.In this dream, my mother's face is still so clear and beautiful.After completing a transaction, my mother would raise her hand, stroke her head, and say with a smile, "Our Xixi is really good. I'll leave these for you to buy ice cream, okay?"

She always said yes, but she didn't have the memory of spending the money once.

Every time, she puts the money in her piggy bank, hoping that she will grow up soon.

She always hopes to have a little more money, not only because of the difficult life of a single mother with a child, but also because she may have forgotten the deeper reason.

The dream doesn't seem to end here.

Another flash, the scene has switched to the cold hospital.In the cold white ward, she stood by the bed, holding her mother's still warm fingers, sobbing, "Next... I will walk alone."

"Don't worry, you must rest assured..."

That tone obviously shouldn't be something a child who lost his mother would say.But she just clearly understood that those were the words she could say.

The dreams that followed became more fragmented and messy. For a while, she was bullied by her cousin, hit her head, and her nose was bleeding.For a while, she secretly opened a card behind her aunt's back, and deposited a lot of part-time money in it.

The youth's bitterness is like the most sea water, making people feel pain.But for so many years, for some reason, Lin Zixi never complained.

Even though she fantasized about someone coming to save her when she was young, she still managed to complete the rescue by herself in the end.

This world may be very bitter, but she has never regretted coming.

When she woke up from the dream, Ye Can was still asleep.Lin Zixi turned sideways, nestled in her arms, stared at her sleeping face, and remained silent for a long time.

For the next few days, Lin Zixi did not dream again.But as usual, she recorded the things she dreamed that night as material one by one.

Soon, Jiang Yue and Meng Zhiqiu regrouped to film the next plot of Dongshanzhi.

After winter, the life of the crew became more urgent and difficult.During the day, Ye Can and Meng Zhiqiu spent almost all their time in the ice and snow.In order to keep out the cold, Lin Zixi would invite them to have hot pot together almost every night.

A pot of boiling hot pot, accompanied by rice wine with very low alcohol concentration, just passed this cold winter.

Lin Zixi still had dreams from time to time, and the scenes in his dreams became more and more weird.Many familiar scenes often appeared in her mind, but gradually blurred when she woke up from the dream.She can only rely on the remaining memory to record the words and phrases in the dream.

Many times, when waking up from a dream, Lin Zixi would sit up subconsciously and look at Ye Can who was at the side.

She was sitting on the head of the bed in her nightgown, staring at the sleeping Ye Can, always feeling that this scene was very familiar.

It seems that in the dream, there is always such a person who sits naked on the bed every long night when he can't sleep.Sometimes he is staring at her, and sometimes he is looking into the distance.

That figure looked very lonely.

These frequent and absurd dreams seriously affected Lin Zixi's mental state.Sometimes when she saw the dream notes she made, she would even have some absurd thoughts, such as the relationship between her and Ye Can in the past and present.

For example, there are things like hell and reincarnation in this world. For example, she didn't drink Meng Po soup when she passed the Naihe Bridge. For example, she has always remembered Ye Can, and she has even been waiting for Ye Can.

Lin Zixi felt palpitations at the absurd thoughts he occasionally had.

Logically speaking, Lin Zixi felt that he should share these absurd dreams with Ye Can.But for some reason, he couldn't open his mouth inexplicably.Until another night, she also woke up from the dream, and when she got up and sat on the edge of the bed rubbing her temples helplessly, she heard a sigh coming from beside her.

Lin Zixi turned her head and saw Ye Can getting up wrapped in the quilt, covering her behind, wrapping her completely.

When wrapped in warmth, Lin Zixi said apologetically, "Did I disturb you?"

Ye Can put his arms around her waist, shook his head, and said, "No, it's just that you've been waking up in the middle of the night these few nights, is there something bothering you?"

Lin Zixi was a little surprised, and turned to look at Ye Can: "So you know everything?"

Ye Can nodded: "I know." He took it for granted that he showed his sleeping state, but it was actually not that great.

Lin Zixi suddenly felt aggrieved: "Then you know, why didn't you come hug me?"