They say I'm a fox spirit [entertainment circle]

"Director Zou, I would like to ask you, what's your opinion on the recent sex scandal among the crew members?"

"Is Meng Youran really gay? Has he pestered Bai Yanhua?"

"Meng Youran's incident has such a big impact, will the post-editing of the movie delete his related scenes..."

At the first promotional meeting after "Philadelphia's Secret" was finished, the reporters' topics were all about Meng Youran.

"This year is already 2021." Zou Ruchang said, "I don't think sexual orientation should be classified as a sex scandal, right?"

The reporter who said that before was suddenly embarrassed.

Zou Ruchang sat upright slightly, and said, "I don't know about Meng Youran's sexual orientation, but he has never pestered Lao Bai, and he often chats with the extras in the crew - just from the perspective of a director, he is very dedicated, Very serious, no airs, good temper..."

The eyes of the reporters below were widened. Zou Ruchang's temper is well-known in the industry as "stubborn". He rarely speaks ill of people in front of the media, but he also seldom speaks well of others.

"...I've seen the video of him saving lives in a fire." Zou Ruchang said again, "Maybe I'm old, I don't quite understand why everyone is so harsh on an entertainer with good conduct. Do you only care about other people's gossip? Why? Can't you look at the advantages of others?"

After Zou Ruchang's interview came out, it quickly became a trending topic.

"Ranmian", who was originally psychologically uncomfortable with homosexuality, was suddenly relieved. Many of them were elder fans in their tens of years, who took the initiative to repost and like Zou Ruchang's interview.

The mainstream voices on the Internet are all supportive of Meng Youran, but even many people outside the circle know it well: Meng Youran's career was ruined when her sexual orientation exploded.Mid- and upper-level endorsers won't seek him out of fear of influence, and romance dramas won't seek him unless they are too unpopular and want to make a gimmick.

Bai Yanhua finally called Meng Youran.

Meng Youran fell silent when she heard Bai Yanhua's voice.

"You can make an official announcement with me." Bai Yanhua said, "My sexual orientation has been hidden from the public for too long, and it's time to make it public."

"...You went abroad too fast back then, I always wanted to find an opportunity to explain and apologize to you." Meng Youran said suddenly, "It's just that I didn't have this opportunity before..."

"You mean the incident with your roommate?" Bai Yanhua said, "You don't need to explain, I know you are not in two boats."

"No." Meng Youran said, "I mean "The Middle Palace"."

Bai Yanhua: "..."

"I didn't approach you because of "The Middle Palace"." Meng Youran said, "That year "The Middle Palace" was nominated for an Oscar again. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have left China to promote "The Middle Palace."

"So you're making it up?" Bai Yanhua asked suddenly, "You said you were gay, and you thought you owed me that, so you wanted to pay me back?"

"I'm gay." Meng Youran said calmly, "It's also possible that I'm bisexual. Back then you left too quickly, and I thought about chasing you, but I don't have any sexual fantasies about you, so I'm not sure I can. I can't be bent by you..."

"Meng Youran!" Bai Yanhua's breath was a little short, and he had vaguely understood something!

"I'm just a little confused." Meng Youran said, "From my debut to the present, my business is not acting but character design. Do you remember that the teacher said that the modern entertainment industry is a battlefield. If we want to win, we must You must prepare your armor and horses, and then you will have the strength to fight..."

"I put your poster on the wall of my bedroom when I was in junior high school. I was admitted to the Central Academy of Drama and tried my best to be like you. But do I want to be you, or do I want to be your character?"

Bai Yanhua asked, "I let you down?"

Meng Youran only said: "We are all just ordinary people."

Bai Yanhua: "..."

"There is a newcomer named Qi Yuan in PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds, who is very careful to maintain his personality inside and outside the variety show. He also loves acting and wants to be like you. I released him and taught him how to be 'open-minded'. But I know those Words can play only one or two out of ten effects! When he really experiences it, he will know what it means to be "verbal and sharp" and what is "verbal criticism"... Sensitive people are always good at acting, but the accumulation of burning bones! All this is true. Is it worth it?"

Bai Yanhua really wanted to ask, Meng Youran didn't think it was worth it, how much of it was because of him?

"Maybe I won't fight like that again." Meng Youran said, "So, brother, you don't need to go through this muddy water."

"The poem you wrote to me when you were in high school, did you hope that I would be your bosom friend?" Bai Yanhua asked him suddenly.

Meng Youran was taken aback, and said, "Yes."

Bai Yanhua said shyly, "It's true that I failed to become your bosom friend."

Meng Youran used to have feelings for him, but even though he could see it, he still doubted him.

Ever since we left in West Lake, let me down, until now... He thought it was Meng Youran who failed him, but it turned out that he failed Meng Youran.

■

"Philadelphia's Secret" has entered the promotion period, and Meng Youran tactfully expressed to the crew that "it is in the limelight, I'd better not show up".

Zou Ruchang did not persecute him, and even sent him a letter for Bi Sijian.

Meng Youran couldn't laugh or cry when she saw the content of the words, it said: "The strong are invincible".

Although "PUBG Mobile" has come to an end, everyone in the group has also asked him privately.

Meng Youran didn't speak clearly, they understood that he didn't want to say more, so they didn't ask further.

Su Yunyun went to Pei Jingyi's office to get the notice from the outside world to contact Meng Youran.

The number of movies and TV dramas that contacted Meng Youran suddenly increased, but they were all small productions, and they were still the kind of bad dramas that were so watered down that they couldn't be watered down any more.

"The atmosphere in the company is a bit tense recently. Boss Pei seems to think that the person who hacked you is our Feiyu." Su Yunyun said, "And when I went up just now, I met Sister Jin. Su Hangfeng took another big production, yes Fantasy theme, I guess it wants to compete with "Fengtian"..."

Meng Youran paused, and opened another script.

"Brother Meng, what stimulated you?"

"It's nothing, it just needs some time to settle." Meng Youran circled a few typos on the script with a pen, and changed another one, "Are these scripts written by the same screenwriter? Why are there so many typos..."

Su Yunyun picked up a book and read a few pages, with a disgusted expression on his face: "This line is too watery, can I watch it during the performance?!"

"Then it depends on whether there are too many gimmicks in the drama, the foundation should be good..."

Su Yunyun suddenly said: "Brother Meng, your vigor is not as strong as before."

In the past, although Meng Youran was introverted, she was like a sharpened sword, showing her sharpness!But now, his sharpness has been withdrawn all of a sudden, and he even has a sense of buddhism.

"I need to find another goal worthy of my struggle." Meng Youran said without raising her head, "I can't let the 'sunk cost' force me to continue working, otherwise I won't be able to do it for long, and it will be very painful."

"Don't you have a goal worth fighting for now?" Su Yunyun was puzzled, "Don't you want to be a movie star?"

"I have been No.1 since I was a child." Meng Youran said, "This kind of goal is too boring."

Su Yunyun: "..."

What Pei Jingyi said was right, he was willful and he acted recklessly.Just like repeating the college entrance examination, most people would only prepare for Tsinghua again, but he turned around and went to Chinese opera.

——He can give up everything that others are reluctant to give up for his dream, but the premise is that he must have a dream first.