The chest seemed to be pierced by a sharp arrow, tearing a huge hole, the cold wind whizzed past, and the whole body was dripping with blood.

Chu Ge closed his eyes in pain. He never expected that what he tried so hard to cover up would be revealed so resolutely.

The brutal truth is like falling crystals, and the shattered wreckage is scattered all over the place.The fine dust and powder fell into the crevices and were blown by the wind, never to be found again.

From now on, even if they are carefully put together, in the end, there are countless ugly gaps.

"You're drunk, Zhinan." The voice was so calm that it was almost ice-cold, with only the dissipated tail sound, if there was a faint tremor, "You're drunk, I didn't hear anything. After tonight, you It's still my younger brother, Zhinan."

It seemed to hear a chuckle, but it was like the last cry of a little beast before it died.

"I love you, not as a younger brother, but as a man who wants to pursue you. I want to hug you and kiss you"

"Lu Zhinan!"

Unprecedented cessation of drinking, even names and surnames, the ending sound pierced the night, it was already almost shrill.

Chu Ge's mind was in a mess, he didn't know anything, all the chaotic and noisy emotions intertwined into a net, bound his limbs, and trapped him in it.

"Do you know what I'm talking about, I'm your brother"

The hands that were holding each other moved suddenly, and the next moment, they pressed against the warm chest, and the heart under the skin was beating extremely fiercely.

"I know, I love you, bro."

Hundreds of turns and thousands of times can't be changed, and the stars can't be changed. Just like that, word by word, very clearly spit out in the ears.

For a moment, the heart seemed to be drained of all blood, shriveled up, shriveled up, and in an instant, only an empty skin was left.

However, in the next second, love was so turbulent, like a surging tide, through that powerful beating, it poured into his heart like a vast ocean.

No, no, how could it be like this.

Silently, tears welled up in his eyes.

He desperately wanted to withdraw his hand, trying to escape that fiery heart, but he was tightly controlled, unable to escape at all.

"You are my younger brother, Zhinan" repeated in vain, not knowing who he was trying to convince, "My only younger brother"

Tears fell silently, scalding that piece of skin.

"Do you love me?"

That sentence seemed to float from the sky, and fell far away, so light that he couldn't figure it out.

Action preceded consciousness, Chu Ge said mechanically: "Brother loves you."

He grasped that identity, just like a drowning man grasping the only piece of driftwood in a turbulent eddy, yet rising and falling in the flood, he may drown anytime and anywhere.

"That's not what I want."

"No more, brother only has this, I can only give you this!"

Lu Zhinan stared into his eyes with a kind of cruelty that was almost gentle: "No, you can."

Chu Ge's eyes were blurred with tears, and he shook his head desperately: "I can't give it to you."

Lu Zhinan said, "I won't accept it."

At that moment, he let go of Chu Ge's hand.

Unable to control the strength of the struggle, Chu Ge suddenly fell to one side.

In a hurry, he stretched out his hand to support the ground, and there was a burning pain in the palm.It was scratched and bleeding, but he didn't care about it at all. In a panic, Chu Ge got up, and he retreated staggeringly, turning around suddenly, leaving only a back that retreated in embarrassment.

The night wind blew across the cheeks, and the hot tears cooled in the wind.

He heard Lu Zhinan's voice, low back and wandering.

"Are you leaving, like seven years ago?"

The footsteps of hastily escaping seemed to be frozen, unable to take another step.

"Leave me from now on, never look back, no news, no audio, completely disappeared, want to look for it, but can't find it no matter what."

"Leave me alone to wait for you in the same place, from dark to dawn, and from dawn to dark, but I can't wait. They all said, you left, you left, and they despise me as a burden, so they decide to abandon me .”

"You're going to leave me alone again, don't you want me?"

The heart and lungs seemed to have been pierced, blood dripping, and scars everywhere.

"No." Chu Ge choked with tears, "No, I never disliked you as a burden, and I never thought of abandoning you, Zhinan."

"Then you come back and stay by my side. Just think about it. I want more than just my brother."

Chu Ge choked with sobs and shook his head, his throat was blocked and he couldn't say a word.

"Then leave, abandon me, leave me, there is no other choice."

That voice was so gentle, and the meaning in those words was so cruel.

Lu Zhinan smiled and said, "It's not the first time you've left me behind."

Chu Ge trembled all over, as if he had lost the strength to speak. He was desperately trembling, but he couldn't even utter a word.

"Does it have to be like this, Zhinan?"

The voice trembled uncontrollably, and it took a lot of effort to squeeze it out of the chest cavity.

Every word is like the heart being run over by the tip of a knife, a bone-piercing and sharp pain.

And the knife-wielding man was behind him, even though the blade cut through the warm, soft flesh, with the cruelest means, the most unquestionable engraving.

Even though the hand was already shaking, even though the veins on the back of the hand were bulging, the hand holding the knife was still calm, calm, extremely gentle and extremely cruel, inflicting this mentally crushing torture.

"The choice is yours."

"Brother, I won't stop you."

This is a war without gunpowder. The two people are silent, facing each other, and fighting each other, but in the end there will be a winner.

Lu Zhinan stared at his staggering back, but his heart was tormented to the extreme.

This is the biggest gamble in his life. If he wins, he will be happy from now on, and if he loses, he will have nothing.

And the string that determines his fate is tied to that silent back.

From now on, for the rest of the time, his joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys will completely lead to two different paths at this moment.

He has no chance of winning, all he relies on is one thing.

Time seemed to have stopped, everything in the world lost its color, and there was a palpitating darkness in the depths of the night, but there was no movement for a long time.

Until the frozen figure finally unsealed, it took a step forward.

Lu Zhinan's heart gradually sank.

The nails dug into the skin, and the palm was bloody. He opened his mouth, but it seemed as if he was strangled, unable to utter even a single word.

Sad desperation grew silently, filling his entire chest in an instant, he bit his lips tightly, letting the blood drip.

He almost couldn't help chasing after him, knelt down and begged to stay, he thought he had done so, but when he came back to his senses, there was only rust, sour and salty.

He will watch Chu Ge go away helplessly.

It has been a complete failure since then.

Even so, she was still reluctant to close her eyes, and could only greedily look at the leaving figure.

That may be the last meeting from now on, but it ends with departure after all.

brother

Lu Zhinan heard the silent thought in his heart, all the flames and light were extinguished by the pouring sea water.

Goodbye.

It seemed as far away as ever, and it seemed to be just a moment when the wind passed between the eyebrows.

Lu Zhinan almost thought that he was wrong, and the next moment he took a step forward, Chu Ge suddenly turned around.

He strode up to Lu Zhinan's side, his steps were extremely fast, there was a whistling wind, his expression was extremely angry, as if he was burning fiercely, he raised his hand and slapped him hard on the face.

A shadow was shrouded in front of him, but Lu Zhinan couldn't bear to blink his eyes. He raised his head and looked at Chu Ge's angry face in a daze. Before he realized it, he had already raised the corners of his lips, and couldn't help laughing. I can't even care about the pain.

"I'll kill you, Lu Zhinan, you little bastard"

"Believe it or not, I'll kill you, Lu Zhinan, why are you so cruel!"

"You call me brother, is that why you force me? Do you want me to die if you force me so much, Lu Zhinan!"

The voice was harsh, the heart was weeping, and the slap was raised extremely high, wrapped in the wind and thunder, as if carrying a thousand thunderbolts.

However, Lu Zhinan was reluctant to close his eyes, so he just stared at him blankly, his eyes were ecstatic, he forgot everything he said or did.

Suddenly, a strong wind swept past his ears, and the extremely fierce palm wind made his face ache.

But fell into the void.

He was not beaten, how could he be so ruthless as to take care of and love the child he raised in every possible way.

Chu Ge was trembling with anger, standing in front of him, pointing at him, as if he wanted to throw him to the ground.

But Lu Zhinan didn't care about anything and forgot everything.

The world that had lost its color returned, and his color, his voice, and his thoughts and wishes came to him.

"I love you." Lu Zhinan said in a low voice, a smile appeared on his lips, he kept laughing, he couldn't stop laughing, like a child who just learned about the world, and like a fool who didn't know the world, innocent And stubbornly repeated, "I love you."

It's like containing the best honey, every word and every word is too sweet to be overwhelmed.

Chu Ge looked at him tiredly. From this moment on, the world collapsed in pieces.

He couldn't be cruel, he softened his heart, since he chose to turn around, the relationship between the two of them has never been the same again.

"Who cares?" Chu Ge said with a sneer, "You little bastard, get lost!"

Lu Zhinan leaned over and pressed his cheek to his palm: "I'm getting lost, you won't be able to see me, brother."

"Who wants to see you, you debt collector, I really owe you in my previous life!"

"No." Lu Zhinan said, "In your previous life, you must have loved me very much."

He raised his head slightly, and kissed his fingertips reverently, pecking and pecking one after another, until Chu Ge's fingers warmed up.

The balance was finally on his side.

The craziest gamblers, the most paranoid bets.

She gave her all and received unimaginable rewards.

He won.

Since then, my wish has been fulfilled, like a crowned king, possessing the happiest and most complete everything in this world.

Lu Zhinan asked the base for leave, and applied for a trip home.

At this time, he had just returned from winning the honor, so it was understandable that he wanted to ask for leave to go home and visit him.

The person in charge of the base thought he was going back to the He family, and all he was thinking about was fighting for power and profit.

He's heard about the He family more or less, just like the Chu family, it's a big drama at the same time.The young master of the He family was exiled, and it is said that he was extremely unpopular with his father, and his status was in jeopardy. Now that he has just received an honor, it may be that he wants to show it in front of He Qin.

Although the Patriarch of the He family had conveyed his intention earlier not to let Lu Zhinan go to other places, the He family obviously wasn't any other place.

Don't you see, the previous assessment was to go to a camp in a remote mountainous area, didn't He Qin also agree?

Thinking about it this way, the person in charge waved his hand, and agreed to his request very chicly, and finally, as an elder, he gave a few words of advice very kindly.

Excellent supernatural beings are always favored.

After thinking about it, he recalled one more incident, making it an anecdote, and teasing Lu Zhinan: "Speaking of which, the medical officer Xiao Lu who was with you this time was also No. 1 in the assessment back then, so he has the ability to heal."

It just made everyone jealous.

"Speaking of which, you seem to have a good relationship with Doctor Lu?"

Lu Zhinan's answer was just right: "When I was going to the camp, I entered the outskirts of the Black Mist Forest to perform a dangerous mission. He saved my life."

A life-saving grace.

The person in charge of the base suddenly realized, and sent Lu Zhinan out with a smile. After thinking about it, he felt something was wrong.

He Zhinan is the young master of the He family.

Medical officer Xiao Lu was also sent by the He family back then.

Could there be some relationship between the two that is unknown to outsiders?

Lu Zhinan didn't know about those, he left the base, and together with Chu Ge, returned to the city where he had been away for a long time.

Revisiting the old place turned out to be an indescribable trance.

Lu Zhinan smiled at him and said, "Go to school?"

Chu Ge nodded.

The campus is still the same as it used to be. When they went there, school was over and they couldn't see a few students.The security guard originally stopped them and didn't want them to go in, but when he saw Chu Ge, he seemed to remember something and said, "Ah, I remember you used to come to pick up your brother from school often?"

Chu Ge responded with a smile.

The security guard looked at Lu Zhinan and said in surprise, "They're all so big."

The two entered the campus, Lu Zhinan led him, and walked slowly towards the teaching building, the faint fragrance of flowers wafted in the air all the way, the fragrance was tangy.

Lu Zhinan said: "At that time, my favorite time of day was after school."

"why?"

"Because after school, you will come to pick me up."

Chu Ge hummed: "If you don't study hard, you just want to go home every day."

Lu Zhinan said aggrievedly: "Brother, then you have wronged me, I have always been the number one."

Thinking of the first name, Chu Ge, became angry and glared at him.

Lu Zhinan suddenly came to his senses, and smiled mischievously.

When they reached the teaching building, they didn't expect that the lock had already been locked. The two had no choice but to return disappointed.

The weather was just right and the sun was shining brightly.

Compared with the year I left, this city is no different. The streets and alleys are vaguely the same as before.They walked along the curb without any purpose, and after a while, they came to the mall.

Chu Ge stopped, and he looked at the cake shop on the first floor. There were all kinds of cakes in the window, very delicate and beautiful.

He pushed open the door and walked into the cake shop. The clerk was no longer the one he saw at the beginning, he greeted them warmly and asked them what they wanted.

"Mango Cake."

With one voice, both of them were stunned.

Chu Ge turned his head sideways: "I said it casually, it's been so long, and the taste hasn't changed."

Lu Zhinan smiled briskly: "Yes, it hasn't changed."

I originally wanted to order a big one, but I couldn't get it today and had to wait until the next day.

"Do you want to pick it up tomorrow?"

"no need."

Chu Ge frowned. There was an obsession in his heart, and he wanted that mango ice cream cake.

"The small one is fine." Lu Zhinan pointed to the one displayed in the window, and motioned the clerk to take out two.

Where no one saw, he held Chu Ge's hand and interlocked his fingers: "I know, brother, you're back."

As if time hadn't passed, the two left the cake shop and went upstairs to choose clothes.

In the past, Chu Ge made the decision, but now, the one making the decision has become Lu Zhinan.He chose two sets of casual clothes, one white and one black, and asked Chu Ge which one he liked.

Chu Ge complained: "It's the same as black and white double evil."

Lu Zhinan didn't understand, or pretended not to understand, and smiled with his lips pursed.

Chu Ge had no choice but to change his clothes and come out.

Lu Zhinan looked at him, his eyes lit up, and said, "That's great."

"What's the matter?"

"Every time I came here before, I thought, when can I replace you and buy clothes for you." Lu Zhinan said with a slight smile, "Now it's finally come true."

But so many years have passed.

Chu Ge's heart felt sour, and in the end, without saying anything, he left the shopping mall wearing the outfit that Lu Zhinan had chosen for him.

Seeing Lu Zhinan's happy expression, he showed mercy and pretended that he didn't notice that these two sets of clothes looked like couples' outfits.

I bought vegetables and fruits from the supermarket, just like the most ordinary ordinary people, I will go home and cook.

Along the long alley, through the mottled courtyard wall, finally came to the flower terrace.

"After so many years, the voice-activated lights are still not working."

Lu Zhinan took out the key, opened the mailbox downstairs, and took out an envelope, but he didn't explain what it was, but took his hand, walked upstairs slowly, walked up the stairs, and finally returned to the In front of the long-awaited door.

Chu Ge didn't dare to push.

Lu Zhinan hesitated a little.

Chu Ge said: "That day, as soon as I got home, I saw your father sitting on the sofa at home."

After that, there was a seven-year separation.

"Not anymore." Lu Zhinan said, "Never again."

The free hand quietly clenched into a fist, and finally, he took out the key and opened the door.

There was a cloud of dust on the face, which made people shiver.

Mobilizing the ability, he used the light blade to expel all the dust, and then condensed the light ball, threw it to a high place, and used it as a lamp.

The hut was illuminated, and it still looked like many years ago, only a cake box was placed in the center of the table.

is empty.

Chu Ge was surprised: "Have you been back?"

Lu Zhinan nodded.

He put away the empty cake box and put the envelope from the mailbox downstairs on the table.

very thick.

Chu Ge wondered, "Who sent it?"

Lu Zhinan handed it to him, and said softly, "It's about you, it's also about me."

The mysteries of life experience that plagued them.

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