Pray to Heavenly Father to be a good person for 10 minutes.

give me his kisses.

as a sinner.

"My leg hurts and I don't want to move."

"Come here, come here and I will tell you."

It seemed to have a shallow smile, and a little bit of coquettishness.

As if nothing had happened yet, arrogantly, affectionately, softly, and confidently, he sent him around as usual, asking him to go over.

His shadow was reflected in those clear eyes.

From those soft lips, what came out was his name.

The brows and eyes were slightly bent, and the lips were smiling, evoking a shallow arc, looking at him like this without blinking.

——As if in the bottom of his heart, he had the same desire as him.

Just like him, he misses and misses himself so much.

The obsession has already been bred, and it grows like spring and summer weeds in the days and nights when we are alone.

They spread wildly, took root and broke the ground, and have already become a prairie fire, which cannot be burned even by wildfire.

It was as if he had been trapped in a magic barrier that covered the sky and the sun.

And he is willing to fall into it, and never wake up forever.

Before consciousness could stop it, before the pain could wake him up, Lu Jiu had subconsciously taken a step forward.

Fundus shadow, chest favorite, sweetheart.

Like vine flowers, inch by inch, wrapped around his brain and chest.

He was thinking of him in his mind, and he was also thinking of him in his heart, so he watched the shadow expand in front of his eyes bit by bit, occupying all his sight bit by bit.

But he finally didn't dare to go forward.

"...Chu Ge."

Lu Jiu spoke hoarsely, not knowing how he pronounced the name.

He cared about the eyes of the person he liked, and saw his own stiff and restrained figure.

Delusional growled and wanted to step forward.

Obsessed and humbled, not daring to step forward.

Only his body was left, like a wooden sculpture, wandering stiffly in the world.

"You lower down..."

Puzzled and spurned, he finally bent down.

Until a pair of hands expanded in the sight, until a pair of eyes were covered by pitch black.

——Chu Ge covered his eyes.

The scorching breath approached, and the fiery nostrils smelled each other.

Too close, really too close...

Having lost her vision, her other senses are extremely sensitive. Lu Jiu can even feel the approach of a person, sticking to each other one by one, squeezing the distance between the two.

He was so close that he could breathe the air exhaled by the other party.

next moment.

The lips were rubbed quickly.

That was really too fast, too light, and as agile as a superficial touch.

Doubts arose in people's hearts just by teaching them, whether it was their own misidentification.

But Lu Jiu couldn't make a mistake.

The palace of the world seemed to collapse, and the invisible walls began to collapse. In the darkness of self-imprisonment, he seemed to hear fireworks exploding.

Gorgeous and bright, lighting up his entire night sky.

——The world is brightened by it.

"You lost your most important thing..." The voice was very light and shallow, like a summer breeze, whirling in my ears, "Aren't you going to find him?"

"...Chu Ge."

Lu Jiu said in a low voice, even the end of the voice was visibly trembling.

The palm covering his eyes had been moved away, but he dared not even open them.

With humble desires and blazing expectations, suppressing the roaring emotions and yearning in his heart, he never knew that he could restrain himself to this extent.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

He didn't dare to open his eyes, lest it was an illusion at this moment.

He didn't dare to go forward, and got a reply that was just a joke.

The time at that moment was so beautiful, but he didn't dare to continue his expectations, and even wanted to freeze in the moment that was about to pass away.

"...you know what it means, you know."

"I will give you the last chance to choose, to leave, or...to stay."

"If you don't leave and really stay here...then I will never let go again."

Lu Jiu heard herself talking, speaking frantically but soberly.

Reason told him to suppress all the words, and he took advantage of the impulse at this moment to kiss regardless, and imprisoned the person by his side.

However, there was another invisible force driving him, making him say these words in excruciating pain.

Every sentence seems to push people further away from themselves.

Every word cuts my heart like a knife.

There was a rustling sound, and the person on the bed seemed to be moving.

As if he was leaving, as if he finally regretted it again, he walked in the opposite direction.

--stop!

--please!

--I regret!

If it is necessary to cut off the relationship in the future, then he would rather have the joy of the moment.

for a long time.

Lu Jiu opened his eyes.

He found that Chu Ge was sitting in front of him, not far away, holding his breath.

"...Why don't you leave?" Lu Jiu said hoarsely.

Chu Ge blinked.

He gradually laughed, and gave an absurd, seemingly nonsensical reason: "My leg hurts."

Lu Jiu walked over and knelt down in front of him: "I'll rub it for you."

"how long……"

"As long as you want, as long as you want."

He gradually choked up, lowered his head, and rested his head on Chu Ge's waist.

My heart seemed to be filled with some kind of warm emotion, and I pressed those fears and humbleness into a corner.

Lu Jiu tightly wrapped her arms around Chu Ge's back, desperately burying herself in his arms.

It should be happy, joyful, and jumping for joy, but tears poured out uncontrollably.

"You promised me..." Lu Jiu said in a low voice, "You stayed here by yourself, you promised me."

"Chu Ge, it's your stretched out hand... From now on, even if you force me, drive me away, or hate me, I won't let you go."

In the not-so-large space, Lu Jiu choked with sobs that he tried to suppress but couldn't control at all.

A pair of hands lightly touched his hair, brushed it once and for all, and gave a soft "hmm".

But was captured by Lu Jiu.

He wiped all the gushing liquid on the clothes next to his cheeks, raised his head, and pretended that he was not crying.

There was a faint smile in those eyes that had caused him so much pain at the moment, the eyes were clear, and they stared at him silently.

Slowly, he reached out his hand and brushed his eye socket.

A tear was wiped away.

As if to cover up her embarrassment, she snorted, "A man won't flick his tears...Look at how you cry."

Lu Jiu said in a hoarse voice, "But I've reached the point where I'm sad."

In the sad place, don't go the other way.

He had long thought that he had been sent to the guillotine, just waiting for the final blade, but he never expected that he would turn around at this moment.

Let him stare at the person in front of him without blinking, and he is reluctant to look away even a little bit.

But he taught Chu Ge that he didn't know what to do.

That gaze was too focused, filled with indescribable joy and excitement, and even more indescribable longing and admiration, which made him completely unable to resist.

Chu Ge was almost on fire, as if there was light smoke rising from the top of his head.

He coughed lowly, and turned his head away in embarrassment.

"...Then you still go abroad?"

"Would you like to come with me?"

Chu Ge shook his head sincerely: "...I don't really think about it, the food from abroad is too unpalatable."

Lu Jiu burst out laughing, "Then I'll make it for you, and I'll make sure you don't have the same food every day."

Chu Ge blinked: "But I still don't want to go abroad."

Lu Jiu nodded: "Then I won't leave either."

Hearing this, Chu Ge opened his eyes wide.

He originally thought that Lu Jiu would have to ask a few more questions about the reason and try to persuade him, but he didn't expect that he would give up so easily.

——said simply and simply what he wanted to hear.

but……

Chu Ge whispered, "What about the air ticket?"

Lu Jiu didn't even think about it, and said straightforwardly: "...retired."

Chu Ge said: "What about Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu?"

Lu Jiu looked at him, his eyes were still a little red, but they curved slightly, revealing a faint smile.

"Are you worried about my father and my mother, worried that they will not agree?"

Chu Ge was a little embarrassed: "Don't talk nonsense."

Lu Jiu met him wanting to avoid him, but the smile on his face became deeper: "Don't worry, I'll go and tell them... Anyway, I don't do it once or twice, just be willful again."

The tone was extremely firm, as if he didn't care, but hearing it in Chu Ge's ears, it made him feel a little guilty.

Repeatedly for several days, all the turmoil... In the final analysis, it was because of him.

On the other side of the ocean, Aunt Lu must be looking forward to Lu Jiu's passing...

Lu Jiu knew him so well, when he saw that he was in a trance and embarrassed, he immediately guessed what he was thinking.

At that moment, the hand around his back exerted force and shook, forcing Chu Ge to come back to his senses.

"What are you thinking about... If you have the strength to think about this, why not think about it, why not have a meal later?"

Chu Ge: "...Ah?!"

Lu Jiu said, "Refund fee..."

Chu Ge was at a loss.

Lu Jiu was very helpless: "Why are you so stunned? If the ticket is refunded, we can justifiably go and have a big meal!"

Although it was said that they were going to have a big meal, in the end, the two of them went to the skewer shop on the street.

There are not eight or nine houses on a street, and the mouth is dry and the body is sweating profusely to celebrate.

Chu Ge, who can eat spicy food like this, can't stand the spicy food, so he keeps drinking Weiyi.

Lu Jiu said: "...I didn't even think about how you found my door during the day."

Chu Ge beat back: "Who told you not to answer my call, I can only come to you."

Lu Jiu: "..."

He didn't know what he said was good, if he dared to be wrong, he would become him?

But in an instant, he remembered seeing Chu Ge under the porch, and couldn't describe the surprise that overflowed his heart at that moment.

Just like the piece of delicious cake that Xiao had always wanted was handed to his mouth, which made him unable to help but pounce on it.

Lu Jiu was very resigned to admit defeat: "Okay, okay, it's all my fault, my fault... Your boss has a lot, so please forgive me for a while."

Chu Ge coughed softly.

He felt like a villain who sued first, especially unreasonable.

To show his sincerity, Lu Jiu scalded a chopstick of Junhua for him and put it in a bowl as a token of apology.

The hot air of the chili is condensed in the bowl, rising up with transpiration, making people's vision a bit blurred.

Chu Ge said in a low voice: "...I couldn't get through to your phone number. Later, I asked my mother to ask Aunt Lu. She said that you have a ticket for today, and you may not have left yet."

moment.

"I don't know if you've left or not. I can only find you here and try your luck. Fortunately, I called from Xiaoxiao's number and you answered it."

Lu Jiu choked.

He couldn't imagine what would happen if something went wrong somewhere.

What if he had gone a step earlier?

What if Chu Ge came later?

As long as there is a slight accident, as long as the time is slightly wrong...

Obviously the most desired thing has arrived, but it is lost because of my own fear.

Maybe he was on the other side of the ocean at that time, feeling disappointed, sad, and complaining, but he never knew what he missed.

——that was the most painful.

It was really many years later, maybe he hadn't let go, but he really became a stranger.

At this moment, Lu Jiu could only be thankful that when his mind was completely occupied by anger and sadness, he didn't say to leave this sad place immediately, but stayed at home.

——Perhaps in his heart, there are still unspoken expectations.

"I... I was a little afraid to accept it at the time." Lu Jiu said, "I was afraid that you would tell me that you didn't even have to be friends."

Chu Ge gave a low "hmm" and shook his head again: "No."

Lu Jiu understood what he meant.

"It will never happen again..." Lu Jiu said, "Believe me, I will not miss every call in the future. As long as you call, I will definitely answer."

Chu Ge lowered his head, and smiled in a disguised way: "Then I'll call you in the middle of the night...a series of deadly calls at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night."

Looking at him, Lu Jiu also bent his lips: "Yes, as long as you know how to fight."

When Chu Ge heard this, he snorted immediately: "Then you wait, I will ring you the midnight bell every day from now on."

Lu Jiu smiled: "Who is the person in the dormitory who dare not watch any ghost movies?"

A meal, generally joking.

"I don't know who it is. I don't even dare to listen to ghost stories. Every time I tell them, they run towards my bed?"

Chu Ge: "..."

- it's me!

It's too much to expose people's scars, classmate Lu Jiu!

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