Pure Love General Administration Scum Transformation Center

There were not many clothes. Lu Jiu took all the hanging clothes down with one hand. However, there were too many clothes, and one of them accidentally fell to the ground without paying attention.

Chu Ge stepped forward and reached out to pick it up for him.

Lu Jiu swept her eyes lightly and said, "...Thank you."

He couldn't hold it with both hands at once, so he could only hug and walk towards his bedroom.

Chu Ge was holding the hanger, and wanted to ask if he wanted to help, but he could only follow behind him silently because of Lu Jiu's expression.

Until you walk into Lu Jiu's bedroom on the side of the corridor.

Lu Jiu put them all on the big bed, turned around, and said, "...Thank you, I'll do it myself."

Be polite.

Polite and distant.

Before his consciousness could stop him, Chu Ge blurted out: "Do you really have to go abroad?"

Lu Jiu raised his eyes to look at him, and said calmly, "Why not?"

Chu Ge's clumsy explanation: "...the domestic basic education is actually not bad, you don't have to pursue foreign countries."

It seemed to be a smile, but it was as fast as an illusion.

Lu Jiu lowered her eyes gently: "Isn't this what you hoped for?"

Chu Ge was stunned for an instant.

It's not an exaggeration to say that the thunder on the flat ground, he immediately wanted to explain: "No, I didn't..."

But what Lu Jiu said next interrupted all his struggles.

"You actually already know it."

The sunlight was just right, and through the open casement, it shone into the house, reflecting Lu Jiu's expression in every detail.

Vivid in the eyes.

Seeing Lu Jiu spit out these words slowly, Chu Ge suddenly smiled, which was even a little self-deprecating.

"Otherwise, why do you suddenly want to avoid me so much? You knew it on the night of your birthday, during the last semester, right?"

Mentioning that soft and unmistakable kiss in Xia Yeli again, Chu Ge was confused for a moment, but he didn't know how to answer.

"You already knew it, but you just held back and didn't tell me... Ha, men like men, and the buddy you hang out with every day is actually gay... Isn't it disgusting?"

"You still have to pretend that you didn't find out. You can't tell Uncle Chu and Aunt Chu that they asked you to persuade me, so you can persuade me... You actually think that I am a neurotic, mentally ill, mentally ill, and bored It's over the top."

Those words contained a strong sense of self-deprecation, mixed with slightly red eye sockets, shocking and shocking.

Chu Ge felt as if he had been punched hard in his heart, and he immediately said: "...No, I didn't think so, and I didn't think you were disgusting."

Lu Jiu laughed self-deprecatingly: "Men like men."

Chu Ge said: "That's nothing strange, and it's not a mental illness, it's just that the gender of the person you like happens to be the same as you."

the person I like?

Lu Jiu stared at him, and slowly said: "...Then why can't you accept me? Is there something I'm doing wrong, or am I not doing well enough?"

The scene in front of me seemed to overlap with the scene on the cliff of the isolated island.

There was also a person standing by the high cliff and questioning him.

- You are fine, but I don't need it.

What Lu Jiu could say without any psychological burden, but now for some reason, he could no longer say it.

Yet his silence itself reveals an attitude.

An atmosphere of sadness and despair gradually filled the air.

Lu Jiu said in a low voice: "So you are still lying to me."

Those pitch-black eyes were filled with mist at some point, and tears gradually poured out, wet his cheeks.

Being accused like that is completely powerless.

Chu Ge's heart seemed to be grabbed, and he looked at him in vain.

"You lied to me, you lied, you lied to me... you played around with me without saying a word, and I jumped into your trap willingly like a fool. Chu Ge, don't you just rely on me Do you like you?"

"I……"

The throat opened, but it seemed to be blocked by cotton soaked in water, heavy and suffocating.

Lu Jiu laughed at himself: "If I'm smart enough, if I'm sensible enough, I should understand your hints and pretend I don't know anything, right? Don't pierce this layer of skin, and whitewash the peace with you."

Chu Ge thought that Lu Jiu would become violent, maybe fierce, maybe gnashing his teeth, but he didn't expect that the person in front of him was so calm.

Calm, unlike a boy of this age.

He struggled and said: "...Can't we be friends, it's good as before."

The dark eyes stared at him, and the eyes were even quiet: "I'm sorry, I can't do it."

It seemed to be answering Chu Ge, and it seemed to be answering himself.

Behind all the efforts to suppress, there is only a heart that is riddled with holes but is praised by piety.

"...Maybe after a long time, I will be able to let go, face you calmly, treat you as a brother as you wish, or as a good friend, just like those good buddies. But... …sorry, I couldn't do it, and now I can't."

He didn't know what he would do if he stayed.

The fierce beast in his heart has awakened, roaring his possessive desire.

——So, he can only leave.

Tears wet the cheeks, falling drop by drop.There was a trembling ending in the words that came out, but it seemed to be just an illusion.

"So, let's go..."

"No, I was wrong, I should be leaving."

"Thank you for your concern and help before, Chu Ge, goodbye."

—Never see you again.

He wanted to leave in earnest, but not to scare people.

When Lu Jiu made up his mind to act, he acted swiftly and resolutely.

The driver of Lu's family was already waiting downstairs. After entering the door, he helped Lu Jiu pack his luggage with big and small bags.

He had never shown up before, but he never thought that the moment he showed up, he wanted to take Lu Jiu away.

Lu Jiu was dressed very neatly, with a tall and straight figure, handsome eyebrows, and looked energetic, just like when he first came to their house.

He waved at the people under the eaves: "...bye, uncle and aunt."

In the end, his eyes finally fell on Chu Ge.

It seems that there are still thousands of words, countless thoughts and nostalgia, but it gradually fades away.

Without another word, he turned around and left.

as you wish.

——So, are you happy?

The scorching sun of September shone head-on, casting dappled light and shadows through the sparse branches and leaves.

Such a blazing, burning eyeball.

The noisy engine sound is gradually fading away until it can no longer be heard, like the shadow of a car that can no longer be seen at the end of the path.

Since then, it has disappeared into the depths of time and never looked back.

Chu Ge looked back suddenly, and finally let go of the railing that was tightly gripped, and walked upstairs without saying a word.

It seems to have heard the whispers of his parents, and it seems to be just his fantasy.

"What happened to Xiao Ge?"

"Xiao Lu is leaving, I feel sad... Hey, I still remember that Xiao Lu said before that he didn't plan to study abroad. Why did he just leave as soon as he said so?"

——Why did you leave all of a sudden?

The culprit silently walked into the corridor.

He didn't know where to go, until he finally stopped, he realized that he subconsciously walked to the door of Lu Jiu's room.

Chu Ge stepped over the threshold and entered.

The bedroom was neatly tidied up.

All the things related to Lu Jiu were taken away, the bedside table was brand new, and the locker was empty, as clean as if no one had ever lived here.

He erased all traces of his existence one by one.

Chu Ge sat on the grand teacher's chair in the small study, leaning on the round backrest in a trance.

"...I think what they said is all false." He said confusedly, "Shouldn't I be very happy?"

"So are you happy?"

Fingers slowly pressed on the chest.

It took a while before I finally heard a slow heartbeat.

He whispered: "I don't seem to be particularly happy, I seem, it seems..."

A little bit sad.

That made him extremely confused and confused.

A little astringent, a little sore.

He finally fulfilled his wish and stifled all the changes in the cradle. He should be happy, right?

You should be excited, you should celebrate, and announce that your life is finally on the right track.

It seemed that he was convincing himself, but he didn't know who he was convincing.

He buried his head in his knees and whispered, "I'm not sad at all, I'm actually very happy, very happy."

It's time to go to school again.

Just as he sat down at the desk, Chu Ge heard Le Kaiyan yelling: "Oh my god, three years old, what happened to Lu Jiu, why did he even retire from the school team?"

——Because he decided to go abroad.

However, when the words came to his lips, he didn't know why, so he swallowed them again.

Chu Ge said: "...something happened in his family, we need to deal with it."

When the words fell to the ground, he was stunned for a moment, not knowing why he said that.

"Ah?!" Le Kaiyan was a little strange: "...Then just ask for a leave, why do you have to quit the school team directly?"

Chu Ge said, "I don't know either."

Le Kaiyan sighed: "You don't know, Mingzheng told me, Lu Jiu's behavior made their coach angry with the boss."

Chu Ge didn't go to their training ground very often. For a while, he couldn't remember what their coach looked like. He only vaguely remembered that he was a tall, middle-aged man.

He smiled and said, "It will be fine in a while."

Seeing that he was reluctant, Le Kaiyan finally changed the subject.

Chu Ge couldn't calm down at all, and finally got off his self-study at night. When he returned to the dormitory, he suddenly heard someone calling him.

"...Hey, three years old, there seems to be a picture of you posted here?"