Pure Love General Administration Scum Transformation Center

sunrise.

Hearing this, Lu Zhinan was slightly taken aback, and then said: "...What's so interesting about that."

It's such a cold day, and it's midnight, if I go, I don't know how much I will suffer.

Chu Ge leaned into his arms and said softly, "But, there is nothing else to do."

He spent a lot of time in the villa by the sea, day and night, sleepy and drowsy.

Lu Zhinan knew this better than he knew.

Always stay in one place, even in a spring-like paradise, you will get tired of staying.

What's more, here, is it far from heaven?

Chu Ge smiled briefly, and his vague voice was swallowed back into his throat amidst the wind.

Lu Zhinan didn't quite agree in his heart, and persuaded him in a low voice: "...it's too cold, bro, you don't know how freezing the seaside is in the morning, it's completely different from usual. The wind is very strong and the dew is heavy. The body can't take it either."

He gently persuaded him, just to dispel Chu Ge's thought.

Of course, he can forcefully refuse, but today is Chu Ge's birthday, and he doesn't want to brush off Chu Ge's wishes.

Chu Ge's head was half down, looking at the sandy beach in the distance from the gap in the fence.

No light, so black...

He slightly pulled the corners of his lips, and said slowly: "...Isn't this still yours?"

Lu Zhinan's heart burned.

He had originally planned a lot of persuasive words, which rolled in his throat one after another. At this moment, Chu Ge's words melted away like ice and snow, and there was no trace of them anymore.

It was like ice and snow turning into spring water under the scorching sun, gurgling into his heart.

For a while, I forgot the reasons for thinking about the organization just now.

Up and down, over and over again, what reverberates is that sentence.

"elder brother……"

He couldn't help lowering his head and resting his chin gently on the top of Chu Ge's head.

"……Um?"

"Do you really want to see it that much?"

"Are you with me?"

Such words have been asked, and how can he refuse.

But after a short time, Lu Jiu's original firm position collapsed completely.

He sighed helplessly: "Okay, listen to you, I will accompany you."

The two hugged each other and stood on the night terrace.

Chu Ge heard the low laughter, and felt helpless and compromised.

The chest behind him is warm, the breath on the cheek is warm, and the smile on the side of the ear is gentle.

Teach people just want to be intoxicated in it, and never wake up forever.

It's a pity that no matter how gorgeous and gorgeous the fantasy dream is, there will be a day when it will be shattered.

He has been intoxicated for so long.

It's time to wake up.

Chu Ge slightly raised the corners of his lips, and in an instant, the raised arc disappeared.

If you look carefully, you can see that there is only a calm and desolate smile in those eyes.

His eyes passed over the distant sand island.

He tilted his head and said, "I'm going to go to that mountain to see."

Looking in the direction his arm was pointing at, Lu Zhinan immediately refused: "That's not a mountain, it's a cliff by the sea."

In the depths of the night where almost everything is swallowed up, a high cliff can be faintly seen standing silently in the waves.

"What's the difference?" Chu Ge asked.

Lu Zhinan replied: "It's too high up there, it's already cold, and the wind is stronger than the beach..."

Chu Ge said: "...It's okay, I can wear a little more."

Lu Zhinan had a terrible headache, and he didn't know what to say to dispel Chu Ge's idea.

It would have been nice if he hadn't agreed to the request to see the sunrise in the first place, but he didn't want Chu Ge to be disappointed, so he agreed.

The rustling movement in his arms was Chu Ge turning around.

Breathe close, smell each other.

The two looked at each other for a while, meeting Chu Ge's slightly bright eyes, and in the end it was Lu Zhinan who was defeated and had no choice but to agree.

"Brother..." Lu Zhinan smiled wryly.

Chu Ge snorted: "Don't think about me, I'm soft-hearted."

——Now, at this moment, who is softening whose heart?

Lu Zhinan had a very headache.

"Success, listen to you, just go wherever you want, and watch it on the mountain."

The so-called bottom line is used to make concessions.

I didn't stop taking a step back, and I had to retreat again and again, and finally I didn't have any persistence.

Lu Zhinan sighed inwardly.

What else could he do?

After all, they have already taken a step back, and it is not too late to take another step back, one more step back...

Chu Ge slightly bent the corners of his lips, and his tone was even a little brisk: "Who called me a birthday star?"

Lu Zhinan looked helpless: "...Yes, yes, the sky is big and the earth is big, and the birthday star is the biggest."

If you really want to go to the mountains to watch the sunrise, you have to prepare well in advance.

Just go directly like this, that's not okay, you will be blown into a fool by the sea wind, and ice slag will fall down.

Lu Zhinan had no intention of being blown into a popsicle at all, and he didn't want Chu Ge to suffer from the cold.

Then the task of cleaning up fell on him again.

It's him who works hard, and it's him who works hard.

Chu Ge is leisurely and leisurely, as if there is nothing to do.Lu Zhinan was thinking carefully about what to bring, so he hugged the blanket and watched, making trouble from time to time.

I don’t want this for a while, I don’t want that for a while, I hate Shen for a while, and I don’t like for a while.

The angry Lu Zhinan almost didn't catch him and suppress him, he couldn't breathe, his hands and feet were weak, but he was finally honest.

Late at night.

Layers upon layers of waves beat against the rocks fiercely, stirring up layer after layer of snow-white waves.

The clear sea water almost melts into the invisible darkness in the night, but the huge momentum announces their existence, and they are rushing forward, covering the sky and covering the sky, beating the reef tirelessly.

Even the sound of the wind became faint, as if there were only rocks piercing through the sky and crashing against the shore.

The chill was getting heavier, and the wind and dew stained the clothes.

I don't know how long I waited, as if my whole body was soaked by the cold wind and dew.

At the end of the boundless darkness, where the unreachable sea and sky meet, a thin blush finally appeared.

The light golden light fluttered under the red light like golden scales, swaying shallowly as if being pushed by water waves, and shattered one after another.

The sky is about to light up.

Chu Ge coughed softly, which disturbed the nerves of the people around him. Lu Zhinan hugged him and asked quickly if he was cold.

He shook his head and said softly, "I want to drink water."

Lu Zhinan stretched out his hand to grab it, but somehow he bumped into it, he didn't pay attention, the thermos bottle shook, and rolled down the high cliff in a circle.

"……Lost."

Lu Jiu slapped herself angrily.

I only carry such a thermos with me.

The mountain was so high that the car couldn't drive up, and he parked behind it, so he could only go down and got up to get it.

After some noise, Lu Zhinan got up.

The heat source on the side suddenly left, without the temperature of the ironing post, the already bitter sea breeze seemed to be more than ten times more violent, roaring ferociously.

One click, one sound, like a knife cutting through the face, like a murderer screaming.

But if Chu Ge didn't realize it, he let the blanket slip to the ground and stood up quietly amidst the sound of the wind.

How wonderful, Chu Ge thought.

He was finally able to watch the sunrise alone.

That cough made people feel anxious, Lu Zhinan thought about it, and hurriedly turned to get the water bottle on the car.

A trace of annoyance gradually arose in his heart, why did he agree to such a ridiculous request when his brain twitched at that time, where can't he watch the sunrise?

It was an early morning by the sea, the wind was strong and the dew was heavy, and even he felt a little cold, let alone Chu Ge, how could he bear it.

The night wind covered up the rustling, gravel, and footsteps. He poured water in a hurry, turned around in a hurry, with concern and eagerness, all he saw was the empty blanket, and his expression changed drastically.

The figure there had disappeared, and Chu Ge didn't know where he went.

His whole body seemed to be frozen. At that moment, Lu Zhinan's mind went blank. He searched forward suddenly, and finally saw a figure in the thin golden light.

Standing on the edge of a dangerous cliff.

The morning light pierced through the night, reflecting that face, smiling gently towards him.

As in so many days in the past.

The hanging heart finally let go, but still felt a little uneasy, trembling slightly, tense.

"Brother, come back quickly, it's too dangerous there."

"Okay."

All Lu Zhinan was thinking about was pulling Chu Ge back quickly, not to stand in such a dangerous place.He got the answer, thinking that Chu Ge was coming back, fearing that Chu Ge would not be able to stand firmly on the edge of the cliff, he hurried forward.

However, he took a step forward and watched helplessly. The person on the edge of the cliff also took a step back.

The footsteps accidentally kicked down the rocks on the cliff, and immediately rolled down the cliff, and the roaring waves swallowed up all the movement.

In such a dangerous place, Chu Ge still stood there calmly.

He even backed away like a ok guy.

Approaching the cliff edge in the air.

In the direction of Lu Zhinan, he took another step away.

Lu Zhinan finally realized something.

Through the ignorant skylight, he saw the smile on Chu Ge's face.

A soft smile, a submissive smile, and a well-behaved smile, just like how Chu Ge stayed by his side day and night after waking up from a coma again.

Lu Zhinan was once delighted with this, and even subconsciously ignored what was wrong.

Isn't that kind of calm the biggest problem?

In the past, when did he see Chu Ge smile so docilely and submissively?

He is the one who obeys and is dominated.

It was clearly a deliberate illusion, but it's a pity that he was immersed in it and believed it completely.

"It's really rare." Chu Ge said briskly, "... When was the last time I saw the sunrise over the sea? It's been so long that I almost can't remember it."

There was a meaning in those words, which made people unwilling or afraid to think about it.

The gurgling spring water wrapped around it has turned into soaking cold water, causing his heart to sink slowly.

And Lu Zhinan suppressed his restlessness, still harboring hope: "...Brother, we haven't seen the sunrise over the sea, have you forgotten?"

Chu Ge stared at him, but smiled slightly, his voice was even gentle: "...I didn't forget, but you forgot, Tongtong."

Lu Zhinan felt like falling into an ice cave.

In an instant, it seemed as if cold water was poured from the sky, and the person who splashed it was icy cold.

He said in a hoarse voice, "You've already remembered."

The eyebrows and eyes under the sky are so gentle, but the words that can be spit out are so piercing.

"...I shouldn't have forgotten, Lu Jiu."

Chu Ge finally called out that name.

The sea breeze swept up from the bottom of the cliff, whizzing past the two of them.

Wet and freezing.

Bit by bit, it froze into the bone marrow.

Chu Ge looked at the expression of the person in front of him, watching him turn from tenderness to paleness, as if his whole body became stiff in an instant.

So Chu Ge giggled.

He smiled so happily and easily, with undisguised wantonness, as if he was encountering the most interesting thing in the world.

Lu Zhinan's heart seemed to be lifted by a thin thread, almost jumping out of his throat.

He didn't dare answer such words, he could only tremblingly say: "...Brother, you come back."

The figure on the edge of the cliff stood beside the precarious boulder, in the roaring sea wind, it seemed that he might fall down anytime and anywhere.

Lu Zhinan saw the lips that he had kissed countless times opened. In such a soft place, the words he spit out were like sharp knives.

"...I can't afford it."

The heart seemed to be twisted by a knife, and there was a bloody pain under the hollow hole.

Lu Zhinan couldn't control his trembling. He took a step forward, and when he saw the person on the edge of the cliff, he immediately took a step back, and was about to retreat to the edge of the cliff.

So he no longer dared to go forward.

He saw such familiar eyebrows and eyes, vaguely his favorite appearance.

looking at him too.

It's so close.

Across the rocky cliff, Chu Ge faced Lu Zhinan from afar.

In the past days, he almost forgot who he was.

His past, his once, his memory, everything he has experienced.

But he finally remembered.

"Is it fun to erase my memory?" He tilted his head, with innocent malice in his eyes.

Lu Zhinan begged in a low voice: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I just don't want your mental burden to be too heavy, it will make people mentally collapse...you can't bear it."

Chu Ge laughed.

For this answer, Chu Ge even wanted to applaud.

"……good idea."

As if he wasn't the culprit, as if he wasn't the one leading all of this.

Caused so much pain and irreparable damage, just erase it lightly, you can pretend that it never existed.

But in this world, as long as something happened, there will be clues.

Fake is fake.

It will never... never be true.

"I don't know what you are thinking, and I don't want to guess what kind of game you are playing, but I don't want to play with you anymore."

A weak voice scattered in the sea breeze: "...I'm tired, Lu Jiu."

He has a skin that looks young and vigorous, but the soul hidden under the skin is so tired and old.

Chu Ge finally suppressed his smile, his eyes shone slightly, but he actually looked calm.

Calm and crazy.

Lu Zhinan looked at him tremblingly, and wanted to bring him back from the edge of the cliff, but he was very guarded. He only saw Chu Ge standing on the edge of the cliff, his feet hit the gravel, and rolled down, so he didn't dare to go forward again. step.

He desperately explained that he just wanted to use everything he had to save people: "This is not a game, nor is it a trick. I didn't play it, and I never thought about it...Brother, I love you. Please." You, come here quickly, it's too dangerous there, please, don't scare me."

Love?

That word even made Chu Ge laugh again.

He thought it should be warm and moving, but he didn't expect that there was only fear and cold in his heart.

Perhaps this is true, but he is no longer willing to get close to this word.

Love.

What kind of love made Lu Zhinan have to die in front of him again and again?

"Are you happy?" he asked.

Lu Zhinan desperately shook his head.

"I thought you would be happy." Chu Ge said softly, "Seeing a person completely controlled by you, with all his heart and soul tied to you, how good it must be."

"Seeing a person crying for you, laughing for you, dying for you, heartbroken... these are all because of you, are you happy?"

"I thought you were dead, I thought you were dead, I was very sad and sad. But in fact you are not dead, you are still alive, you may be looking at me, looking at me like a fool... Are you happy? "

He asked so many times in a row, even he didn't know what he wanted to ask.

Lu Zhinan's eyes were red, his voice was hoarse and broken, and he eagerly explained: "I didn't mean to do this, and I didn't..."

However, Chu Ge shook his head.

He doesn't want to listen.

fraud.

Until this time, they still wanted to deceive him.

Pretend nothing happened, create an illusion of peace.

If he hadn't broken it, would he have been deceiving himself and others since then, embracing each other every night, and the two facing each other, in this false lie.

Chu Ge stared at the person on the other side of the gravel. In fact, he had a lot to say and a lot of questions to ask.

But now, it's become dull.

Deep in his body was a deep sense of exhaustion, which made him unable to lift up his energy any longer.

He didn't know how long it had been, but he suddenly remembered the day he had just arrived.

"……Are you feeling better?"

Lu Zhinan nodded, choked up and said, "Good morning, it'll be good if you come."

Broken spiritual realm.

Chu Ge suddenly remembered that the first task he performed after entering the bureau was the terrifying killing machine, a chaotic spiritual realm.

Perhaps everything appeared at that time, but he didn't know anything about it, and wanted to wake the other party up with negligible power.

How funny and ridiculous.

He couldn't even save himself, so why talk about anything else.

"Congratulations," he said softly.

Later he knew that his mission was all for a person's broken spiritual realm.

If even that person said that, it should mean that Lu Zhinan has already recovered.

And he can also retire.

It's like a blind medicine, cut and processed, and finally boiled away all the properties of the medicine, leaving only a piece of medicine dregs.

There is no longer any value.

So be it……

"Didn't you ask me what wish I made?" He tilted his head and smiled slightly.

Lu Zhinan finally remembered what happened not long ago.

At that time, he was full of joy, but now he was full of fear, but he also had an idea, intuition that Chu Ge would not say anything good.

——No, don't.

He shook his head, wanting to refuse, and then heard Chu Ge speak.

"I made a wish. From now on, you don't love me anymore. You said that I can make any wish for me, so don't love me anymore, okay?"

That answer made one's body go cold, Lu Zhinan looked at him like a desperate beast at the end of the road.

Lu Zhinan's eyes were red, his eyeballs were bloodshot, and it seemed that they were about to burst out any moment.

It looked hideous like that.

But Chu Ge had nothing to be afraid of.

He had long forgotten what it was like to be afraid.

There is nothing to be afraid of, after today, everything can be over.

He just wanted to put an end to everything in the past.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, brother, I didn't mean to be like this, I didn't realize it, I couldn't control it at all... Brother, I beg you, I can change everything, I It will never be like this again in the future. Whatever you say is what you say, I will not lie to you again, and I will not hide anything from you. "

How sincere.

It was so hot that it seemed to dig out a heart for him to see.

However, has he seen less?

It should have ended long ago.

Perhaps, the first encounter was a complete mistake.

"You are fine." After a pause, "But, I don't need it."

The strong wind blew across Chu Ge's face like a knife. He looked at the familiar and unfamiliar person on the other side, and took another step back.

"...I give this life back to you, please, let me go."

With the last three words, he turned around and took a step, facing the turbulent waves, and jumped.

Jumping off a high cliff, only the sound of howling wind was heard.

And maybe a stern human voice.

When falling at high speed, he didn't even feel afraid, but was peaceful.

Death is so good...

From now on, there is no need to toss and turn every night, and the nightmare is overturned.

After a clean break, the world will never see each other again.