Pure Love General Administration Scum Transformation Center

After a lot of hard work, I finally found my beloved.

I thought it was a reunion after thousands of mountains and seas, but I didn't expect that there was only a cold corpse at the reunion.

What a cruel thing that is.

As long as I think about such a scene for a moment, my heart throbs with pain.

Chu Ge backed away in panic, he hardly dared to look into the eyes of the person in front of him, every drop of tears in them seemed to fall on his heart.

However, there is only such a small space in total, so where can he retreat?

"But that's not just your life." The slender fingers pressed on his chest, almost imprinting it, and he heard the extremely rapid heartbeat.

He was trembling, wanting to argue a few words, but there seemed to be a hook in his throat, which twisted all the words.

"Brother, it's mine."

His warm cheek pressed against his neck, and hot tears fell on his bare skin. For a moment, it seemed that he had returned to the day in court. Before he knew it, Lu Zhinan had made a choice.

"How dare you treat me like this."

The hoarse words are so sad and desperate.

Instinct soon surpassed consciousness, and before he had time to react, he had already clumsily stretched out his hand, stroking the man's back once and for all.

It was as if the person in front of me was still the malnourished child, the thin and frail teenager, who had never experienced that painful farewell, nor had he waited for countless years of separation.

Meticulous comfort, as it has done so many times.

Chu Ge thought that he had forgotten it, that he didn't have such a habit, but he didn't expect that it had almost become an instinct in the past years, and it was branded into his bone marrow.

After squeezing out the painful words, there was no more sound.

But Chu Ge knew that was not the case.

The cheek buried in the neck was crying silently at this moment.

That's more heart-wrenching than hysterical crying.

"...Zhi Nan." Wanting to be comforted but not knowing how to do so, years of separation made him shy and fearful. In the end, it was just dry words squeezed out, "Don't cry."

There was a momentary pause.

"You are so old, you are not a child anymore."

"Yeah, I'm not a child anymore." There was a weeping cry, half a cry, half a smile, "...It's been so many years, but where are you?"

Chu Ge couldn't answer a single sentence anymore, that question made him very embarrassed.

He only participated in the first ten years of Lu Zhinan's life, and after that, he left in a hurry, and before he had time to watch Lu Zhinan grow up, he hurriedly disappeared into the distance.

They met again after many years, but like two rays, they went in completely different directions.

After a brief encounter, it was a complete farewell.

Who knows, there will be a time to meet again?

—Where did you go at that time?

--Where are you?What did you do again?

——Why are you so cruel?Why are you willing to treat me like this?

"……what!!!"

With a terribly shrill cry, Chu Ge hugged his head in pain, beating his head violently unconsciously, wanting to tear his head off his neck.

Repeated questioning, repeated emphasis, looping mourning...

All that was intertwined into a dark and terrifying giant net, screaming, howling, and neighing to envelop him.

--why why? !

--elder brother? !

It was like countless ghost images, like countless voices, surrounding him.

When he raised his head, he saw Lu Zhinan's sad and angry expression, and when he lowered his ears, he was questioning him desperately. Ghost shadows shrieked, lost many traces, one sound, one sentence, aimed at him, aggressively towards him.

"...Boom!!!"

A dull bang resounded throughout the room, and in an instant Chu Ge fell down with his chair and hit the ground heavily.

My whole body seemed to be broken into eight pieces, but compared with the mental pain, even the tiniest bit was nothing compared to it.

He retreated desperately, retracting his hands desperately, trying to curl his body together, just like that to resist the screams from his mind.

It would be great if there was a completely enclosed space, he thought tremblingly, if only he could shut himself in there, with walls in all directions, no space, no movement, just tight like that Press him tightly without leaving any gaps.

Preferably no light at all, no wind at all, he doesn't need it.

"sorry Sorry……"

With trembling lips, he desperately bumped himself against the foot of the table, trying to calm down from the excruciating pain.

"It's my fault, Zhinan, I'm sorry."