Pure Love General Administration Scum Transformation Center

As for the mental impact he will endure, almost just looking at the description makes people tremble with fear.

As an auxiliary system, the report will be faithfully printed, and the general flow of the entire task will be explained in written materials.The data has undergone strict training, and the written materials and reports strive to be objective and fair, discarding the emotional color of the outside world, so that the bureau can make better judgments.

Chu Ge was naturally no exception. In fact, shortly after he was sent to the hospital, the report on the end of the mission had already been submitted and came to the director's desk.

Together with all the previous tasks, it was put together.

Five worlds, five full!

Such a huge impact, like a storm, like a tsunami rushing, almost destroys the spiritual world of people.

No one can bear it.

That simply exceeded the maximum limit of a normal person.

The rustling sound of pages being turned resounded in the office, and the director glanced over the not-so-short records, waste soil, yellow sand, small buildings, night rain, sea breeze, lonely boat, fog, forest, and even The one who just left, in the hut covered by trees, the sharp knife pierced into the flesh, piercing the heart——

Every word and every word, almost made the heart tremble in the heart that has been used to it for a long time.

"I know that Lu Jiu is the best employee in your place." The director whispered, "But Lu Jiu is already crazy, his spiritual domain is completely polluted, there is no way to clean it up."

The person in charge frowned: "So?"

The director said: "Since he is already crazy, why should he pay Chu Ge for him?"

The person in charge took a deep breath, thinking of the employee in his center whose mental domain was polluted and who might explode in place or self-destruct anytime and anywhere, he felt an indescribable irritability in his heart: "But it has been agreed before. I will open Lu Jiu's mental domain and find someone in the bureau to treat him."

"You know what a bad idea that is."

"I admit it is indeed a bad idea." The person in charge said, "But it also had some effects, didn't it? None of us interfered in the first mission. It was the result of automatic calculation by the optical brain. Chu Ge matched the one of Lu Jiu's. task, he is the only executor who can escape unscathed, the others"

They were all destroyed in Lu Jiu's spiritual domain.

At one point, the person in charge had already given up hope, because he knew how terrifying Lu Jiu's mental realm was. After carrying out so many missions in the peacekeeping center, what he faced was the most tragic, violent, and terrifying world. .

The influence brought to him by the mission could not be completely eliminated. Although the method of memory stripping was used, for Lu Jiu, the effect was minimal.

It was also the person in charge who knew by accident that he seemed to be a very normal employee, but in fact he couldn't get rid of any memory at all. All the doomsday scenes he experienced were deeply engraved in his mind.

When Lu Jiu first came to the bureau, he went directly to the peacekeeping center, and all the tasks he performed were the most dangerous and stressful, and he often experienced the doomsday of destruction.When he entered the real world, it was difficult to get rid of the negative mental impact brought by the mission, but Lu Jiu insisted on never saying anything.After a long period of time, his mental realm was finally completely polluted, and he might turn into a killing machine with just a little stimulation, or embark on the road of self-destruction.

The peacekeeping center has always tried every means to bring back the executors who are on the verge of spiritual destruction from the edge of the cliff, but no one has ever been in such a serious situation as Lu Jiu before, so that all the executors who entered his spiritual realm were killed. All strangled.

Except Chu Ge.

That was the only survivor left after almost all the executors in the bureau had tried.

For Lu Jiu who was on the verge of destruction, he was the only hope.

Therefore, the person in charge is even less likely to give up.

"Chu Ge was automatically matched to Lu Jiu's mission. He is the only one who has not been strangled so far. Since he can enter Lu Jiu's spiritual realm, let him go."

"But who knew he would be affected so much? If I had known that his condition would become as bad as it is now, then I would never have promised you at the beginning!"

"Are you just kidding, don't you know?" The person in charge looked at her, and smiled with the corners of his mouth, with a kind of cruel calm in his voice, "Every executor of the peacekeeping department will go to such a The way. Lost, unconscious or self-destructive due to mental shock, when they are in their most violent state, we dare not sneak into their spiritual realm You have to tell me, you didn't know before, an ordinary enforcer What's going on inside?"

He pointed out this fact calmly and cruelly.

After these words, the person in charge saw that the whole face of the director became a little bad.

There was some apology in his heart, but he didn't want to repent at all.

This is destined to be an irreconcilable point of contradiction between the two.

The Scum Transformation Center and the Peace Maintenance Center, as the heads of the centers, both started from the desire to protect their own employees.

The person in charge wanted to save Lu Jiu, and the director wanted to protect Chu Ge. In the past four worlds, he could still find some excuses, saying that he would take another look, observe the situation, and procrastinate. Now that he was sent directly to the hospital, there was no excuse at all.

"I know, so let's do it." The director said, "I don't care about the past, and I will directly block the one belonging to Lu Jiu's spiritual domain for Xiao Chu's mission in the future."

The person in charge said: "Are you going to watch Lu Jiu lose her mind and self-destruct!"

The director immediately said: "But I don't even want to watch Xiao Chu turn into this dazed and crazy appearance. You can't see anything wrong with Lu Jiu. Do I just watch Xiao Chu directly burn out my mental power and become Lu Jiu?" A piece of medicine residue recovered by Nine?"

The person in charge stared at him: "You don't know about Lu Jiu's family"

The director interrupted him: "I know that your peacekeeping center has always been a key department, and I also know that your burden is heavy. The executors below are all the best, but whose life is not life? Want to save your life?" The executor, just take the life of our executor? Even if Lu Jiu is the young master of the Lu family, there is no reason for that."

This passage has been brewing in her heart all the time, but because of all the past, she endured it again and again, but she never said it out.

But maybe it's the nature of women, maybe it's because she really can't see Chu Ge's tragic situation, or maybe it's the thought of a child who is as old as her family, so she finally said these words.

The person in charge frowned deeply: "But in fact, he has not suffered any substantial damage. You can see that each of his worlds can come out unscathed. Lu Jiu will not hurt him at all 01:30 "

"Does only physical damage count as damage? Doesn't it count as mental shock at all?" The director looked at him and pointed out the flaws in it, "Then tell me, Lu Jiu is now approaching What is the situation of destruction? According to your standards, it is unscathed."

The person in charge was blocked by her words, and couldn't find words to refute for a while.

"Do you know how you make me feel?"

The person in charge shook his head.

"In your eyes, Xiao Chu is like a bag that is not worth paying attention to at all. You want to clean up Lu Jiu's polluted spiritual realm, but Xiao Chu was unlucky and got a match, so you tried every means to get rid of it. Lu Jiu's negative emotions poured on him. I know that Lu Jiu's situation is better than before, because he threw all those negative emotions to Xiao Chu. And Xiao Chu is like a trash bag."

"You only care about whether Lu Jiu's spiritual domain is clean, so why would you care about the feeling of that garbage bag?"

Those hidden and secret thoughts were directly picked out in this way, even though the subconscious really thought like this, but it was suddenly revealed, there was still a kind of indescribable embarrassment.

It is true that he still has back hands, but it is true that such a meaning is revealed in his actions.

The person in charge was silent for a while, and finally said, "I didn't think so."

The director nodded, as if admitting that he really didn't think so.

She glanced at the two records on the table, one with Chu Ge's name written on it, and the other with Lu Jiu written on the cover.

However, there is an extremely sharp contrast between the two records. The one belonging to Chu Ge is full of written materials and reports based on data, while the one belonging to Lu Jiu has no words from beginning to end. Clean and blank.

The director said: "I know, you are his uncle, I understand how you feel."

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The director continued: "But what you did was trampling on other people's lives, it was murder."

The person in charge frowned completely. He looked at the person in charge and said, "Why do you think so, I don't have such thoughts."

The director didn't answer.

The person in charge said: "Looking at the records, Lu Jiu's spiritual domain has collapsed into what it is now, a complete storm. Even so, he is unwilling to hurt Xiao Chu, and would rather die himself so that Xiao Chu can survive. "

Different from other mission worlds, what Chu Ge received directly entered Lu Jiu's spiritual realm, and at the most dangerous moment, his emotions and subconscious actions were the deepest instinct in his subconscious .

"How could I come up with the idea of ​​murder? If Lu Jiu wakes up and knows what Xiao Chu has become." The person in charge smiled wryly, "Then it is possible to find me desperately, maybe I just recovered Crashed again."

The director looked at him: "Then what do you want?"

The person in charge said: "Wait until Lu Jiu's mental domain is back to normal, then clean up Xiao Chu's mental domain in reverse."

hospital, ward.

Chu Ge looked at the ceiling above blankly, his eyes were a little loose, and his pupils were not in focus.

It's like looking at something high up, but don't know where to look through the high ceiling.

When Yu Jianwu came in, he was in a daze like this.

Chu Ge has been living here for a week since he was sent to the hospital that day.

Yu Jianwu sat by his bed, picked up a knife, and began to peel apples.

"Crack, click, click—"

After a long time, Chu Ge turned his head and looked at him without saying a word.

Yu Jianwu gnawed on the apple. He was careless at first, but for some reason, he felt a little embarrassed. He clapped his hands, threw the apple core into the trash can, and smiled at Chu Ge, "I'll peel another apple for you. ?”

Chu Ge shook his head: "Thank you, no need."

Yu Jianwu looked at him, a little bored. He didn't go to the mission during this period, and basically took care of Chu Ge.

Idle is also idle, glanced at the calendar on the wall, Yu Jianwu said casually: "Xiao Chu, aren't you curious about the rating results of your mission? I see that you have not gone to Check your thoughts."

Generally speaking, there are only two reasons for such a move.

One is extreme self-confidence, the other is self-defeating.

"Xiao Chu"

Yu Jianwu suddenly realized that this mission might be very bad for Chu Ge, so he hurriedly shut up.

Chu Ge's voice was very soft: "Will there be any other results?"

Yu Jianwu looked at his condition and asked cautiously, "Have you already checked?"

Chu Ge shook his head.

He signaled Yu Jianwu to get his information card, instead of going to the bureau to check the rating results.

The next day, when Yu Jianwu came, before he could speak, Chu Ge spoke before him.

"Isn't it perfect?"

Yu Jianwu was very surprised: "Yes, Xiao Chu, how do you know, I haven't told you yet?"

Chu Ge reluctantly pulled the corner of his lips, trying to laugh, but couldn't at all.

He only felt that his eyes were sore and uncomfortable and swollen, as if everything in front of him had become a little blurred.

Yu Jianwu hastily pulled out a tissue and went up to wipe his eyes: "Hey, Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu, I won't ask any more, don't cry."

The world is blurred.

Those past memories resurfaced, everyone who lost their lives before his eyes.

One by one, he watched helplessly, swallowing his last breath.

"What is the purpose of the task I am doing here?" Chu Ge asked blankly, "When I first entered the center, I remember that I was told during the training that it was to change the fate of those people, but where is his fate? What changed?"

"Xiao Chu, what happened to your mission?"

"It's gone, it's dead, everyone, everyone is dead!"

Wasteland yellow sand, strong wind like smoke, he was imprisoned in the aircraft, watching Fangzhu burn out his spiritual power;

The night is far away, the drizzle is fresh and sweet, he stumbled and escaped from the secret room, only to see Zhao Cong pierced his heart with ten thousand arrows, and died without regret;

The sea wind howled and the boat floated, Xie Tong bit his wrist and poured it into his mouth, draining the last drop of blood;

The foggy forest, the trial court, Lu Zhinan stripped off his supernatural powers, exhausted all the light and heat, his soul was scattered, and he was wiped out in ashes;

And in the end, he was a lonely soul, he was a wild ghost, he watched Yuan Xibai with his own eyes, and picked out a bloody heart with a sharp knife;

Like a broom star born with bad luck.

When he went to that place, he brought disaster and misfortune to that place.

The manual told him that he wanted to reverse the life trajectory of the mission targets and free them from their original miserable fate.

But what did he bring with him!

There is only death, endless death, one by one in front of him, dead cleanly, completely, scattered into light spots, turned into flying smoke, all——

Soul flies away.

"What am I?"

"What did I bring to them? Did I really change their fate? Didn't I bring suffering and disaster!"

"Perfect, perfect!"

He laughed mockingly, but the quivering ending contained an indescribable sadness.

What kind of perfection is this!

Yu Jianwu held him down in embarrassment, and had to say: "Xiao Chu, the rating results cannot be interfered by human beings, they are all automatically obtained by the central system."

"So, in the future, if I carry out the mission again, just kill my target directly, and then I can complete the mission easily!" Chu Ge raised his head, and he looked straight at Yu Jianwu, seeming to be crying but not crying. Xiao Feixiao: "Ha, anyway, this also changed their fate, didn't it? If you have to go through a lot of hard work, it's better to just die, die cleanly, and it's all over!"

"Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu, calm down, calm down and I will take you to strip the memory later, okay?"

Strip?

The voice seemed to be squeezed out of the jaw, hoarse and ugly: "Okay, go, let's strip the memory for a while."

It's no use at all!

He entered the room where the memory was stripped, and brought the exclusive equipment.

Chu Ge stared at the huge instrument covering his head. His face was so calm and indifferent where the human eyes could not see it.

If you look closely, you can find a little sadness hidden in the corner of the eyes.

He fell into a dark world, in which those past memories resurfaced, clamoring, almost making his mind explode.

He was awake the whole time.

After a long time.

Just as he got in, he got out.

Yu Jianwu looked at him worriedly.

Chu Ge tilted his head, and smiled at him slightly: "Brother Yu, what do you see me doing, I'm fine."

No problem at all.

If it has already broken down and cannot be repaired, then why bother to see if there is still a problem.

Good, perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect. .

Except for his mistake in the first mission, every mission after that has the highest rating.

How ridiculously perfect.

Chu Ge saw the results of the assessment, which level was he at the highest in the entire scum transformation center.

In fact, his name stands at the top of all.

Along the way, he heard congratulations from other colleagues, congratulating him for winning the first place and becoming the annual number one of the Scum Transformation Center.

Chu Ge smiled, smiled, and agreed one by one. He talked with these colleagues as usual, as if nothing special happened.

However, the scene of him waking up in the sleeping cabin that day was known to many people after all.

It is said that he was so addicted to a task that he went crazy, and even after he came out, he wanted to break open his chest with his fingers and take out his heart.

Speaking of it this way, it makes people feel scared and curious at the same time.

So some people asked obliquely what happened in his last world, and some people were even more curious about what happened in his five missions.

Communication is not prohibited in the bureau, and they also want to gain some experience from it.

The successive inquiries were like a sharp knife inserted into his heart, piercing it viciously, pulling it out lightly, piercing it again without hesitation, and pulling it out carelessly again

The old things are awakened, and the wounds are intertwined and shocking.

He skirted the subject, he didn't want to answer.

Chu Ge returned to the dormitory he hadn't seen for a long time. Because he hadn't entered it for a long time, it was even covered with a little dust.

It seemed that he should have done a general cleaning of the house to sweep away the dust, but in the end, Chu Ge just wiped the dust off the table.

He took out a boxy leather case from his backpack, and took out a black pen from it.

The pen cap was placed on the table, and when viewed from the side, the white six-pointed star on the top of the pen cap could still be seen.

--rustle.

--rustle.

--rustle.

I thought I was stuck in my heart, I thought I couldn't write it, but soon, smooth ink characters appeared on the snow-white paper.

Chu Ge got up, folded the paper in a square shape, and put it in an envelope. Then he went downstairs, entered the scum rehabilitation center, and headed straight for the director's office upstairs.

Along the way, he met those colleagues again, but this time, his steps were extremely brisk.

It's like wanting to escape all these disasters and sufferings and go to a bright and beautiful place far away.

After a short wait, he got permission and entered the director's office.

The person sitting behind the desk is still so peaceful, she has always been amiable, and she smiled a little before saying a word.

"Xiao Chu, are you back?"

Chu Ge was a little sad, but he had already made up his mind.

He smiled politely and put the envelope on the desk.

"I'm here to resign."