Marriage partner is suddenly a hundred years younger

My name is Zhou Yunxuan, an ordinary person who can be seen everywhere.It's so common that you've seen it two or three times but still can't name it.

Not only me, but my family members are also a group of unknown ordinary people, except for my elder brother, everyone said he is a psychopath.

In fact, in my eyes, he is similar to ordinary people, except that he can't understand when he speaks occasionally.

I still remember that he ran away from home when I was 6 years old. The night before he left, he sat on the steps in the yard and insisted on pulling me to tell stories. The way, I can only reluctantly listen to it.

As a result, when he opened his mouth, it was a boring beginning that made people yawn.

"Once upon a time there was a fool who was always rejected by others. Everyone beat him and scolded him. Only the little girl next door was willing to play with him. But later, another smart and good-looking boy came, and the little girl stopped playing with him. Fools played together."

Speaking of this, the eldest brother stopped suddenly. I thought his story was over, and I got up and was about to leave. The elder brother hurriedly pulled me back.

"Later, the little girl was playing with the little boy, and the idiot was watching. He hoped that the little boy would leave every day, so that the little girl could continue to play with him. Finally, one day, the little boy left, and the idiot was very happy. I went to find her. The little girl was full of displeasure, she said that the little boy promised her to go to the forest to catch butterflies together in summer, but he left before spring came."

"Seeing that the girl is depressed every day, the idiot made a bug-catching net by himself. As soon as summer comes, he goes to the forest to catch butterflies every day. He doesn't care if his body is scratched by thorns. When he catches 99 beautiful butterflies When I put it in a bottle and gave it to the girl, the little girl smashed the bottle, turned around and left without looking at the fool again."

"Seeing 99 butterflies flying out of the bottle, the fool finally understood that what the little girl wanted was to go to the forest with the little boy to catch butterflies. The important thing was not the butterflies at all, but the little boy."

Seeing the tears streaming from my elder brother's eyes, I handed him my handkerchief, but my elder brother didn't pick it up. He put his hand on my head and touched it, and told me not to be a fool in the future.

I was angry at the time, and actually said that I was a fool, and I was always in the top three in the class!

So he yelled "You are the fool" and rushed into the house. Unexpectedly, the next day, the family members said that the eldest brother was missing.

I have always felt guilty about this, thinking that it was because I scolded that idiot that I let him run away from home.

I discussed this matter with my best friend Fu Han. After hearing this, he was thoughtful and decided that it had nothing to do with me when my elder brother ran away from home. I also like to wander around when I am not good.

I have to say that Fu Han's words completely opened my heart. At that time, I believed in Fu Han's words, because he was the smartest student in the class, although he always slept in class and did not do his homework. , I still think he is very reliable.

But soon, my feelings for this best friend changed.

It was the junior high school graduation ceremony that day, he overslept and forgot to wear the school uniform, but the graduation ceremony was to be photographed as a souvenir, and it happened that Fu Han and I were in different classes, so he asked me to lend him the school uniform. I was in the classroom and I saw him He took off his shirt, revealing his fair and thin body. The sunlight outside the window covered his whole body with a layer of silver.

They are all boys, why is his body different from mine?

At that moment, my gaze was attracted to him unconsciously, like a blooming fragrant flower is fatally attractive to a butterfly.

That was the first time I had sexual desire on someone else's body. That feeling made me very scared and ashamed. After that, I dared not look at Fu Han's face for a long time.

I was afraid that he would discover my dirty thoughts and think I was dirty, so every time I heard him mention the topic of "sex", I avoided it consciously, and even called him obscene and obscene to cover up my really disgusting thoughts think.

That was the first time I fell in love with someone, but the thought that Fu Han might show me a look of shock and disgust after knowing it made me feel sad and almost suffocated.So I began to desperately suppress this desire to take him as my own.

But this fire is getting stronger and stronger.

Originally, I planned to confess to him completely when I graduated from high school. I have already decided that if he shows even the slightest disgust, I will leave immediately and never appear in front of him again.But an accident happened, he became a breeder, and was taken to a place where I couldn't go by those ghosts.

Countless midnight dreams, I hated myself for being cowardly. If I had chosen to save Fu Han and abandoned my family, would he belong to me now?

But I can't do it, because I'm a complete coward, and I can't give up everything for him.

I thought our fate would end here, but I didn't expect that God let me meet him again, but Fu Han's eyes are already full of that man named Lanxiu, and there is no room for me.

Especially Fu Han's infatuated gaze towards that man made me almost mad with envy. I don't understand that it is a flower that I have carefully guarded for more than ten years, but when it is just about to bloom, it is taken by others first.

Then what are the times when I silently loved him, it's just like a joke...

Yes, I am a joke.

I am in pain, I am angry, I feel that fate is so unfair.But I have no room to resist, because the man named Lanxiu is the commander of the Baiyao Capital, but I am just an enslaved Blue Star pariah, without power, without capital, and not even worthy of the most basic dignity .

After another half a year, I heard the news that Fu Han fought for Bai Yaoxing to repel Sara in the front line, and I laughed at that time.

They only heard my laughter, but didn't see the tears on my face.

The person I guarded carefully, but went to the front line to escape death because of that man. I scolded Fu Han in front of the light brain and laughed at him as a running dog. He thought I hated him. In fact, I felt sorry for his stupidity and hated my own incompetence .

But what right do I have to feel sorry for him, now he only has that man in his eyes, I can only find a sense of existence in this way to satisfy my deformed possessive desire.

Since then, everyone said that I have changed, like a shell without a soul.But only I know that the desire in my bones has never been extinguished.I feel like a butterfly out of its cocoon, completely reborn from Nirvana.

I made a dangerous plan in my heart, as long as I succeed, I can kill that man, and even occupy the entire Bai Yaoxing.But if I fail, I will be doomed, and even the entire Blue Star Clan will be wiped out.

At that moment, I seemed to be crazy, I didn't care about anything, no one knew what kind of crazy heart was hidden under my silent body.

I walk on both ends of the ice and fire, dancing a carnival dance that is almost self-destructive.

I don't know if it was luck or misfortune, but this time God finally took care of me and made all the plans go smoothly.In the end, I got my wish and led the Blue Stars to occupy Bai Yaoxing.

Seeing the man Fu Han likes fell in front of me like a dog in the water, but I didn't have the excitement and ecstasy I imagined.

Why is it like this, isn’t all of this what I have always wanted, why can’t I feel the slightest joy when I get it?Why……

I didn't understand until the moment Fu Han's bullet passed through my forehead.

It turned out that I was the idiot that my elder brother said.

The important thing is not the butterfly, but the little boy.Because I am a fool, not a little boy, I will never be able to realize the little girl's wish.

I should have let go early tomorrow, why I didn't understand until now.

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The author has something to say: Gouzi: This is the end of the full text, let me tell you about my experience.

This article is considered to be a relatively well-formed one among all the works I have created so far, and it took nearly three months.The biggest failure is at the beginning, explaining the setting at the beginning is a big taboo in creation.It was also because I didn't think well when I wrote the opening chapter, and I was too anxious.Will try to correct this next time.

Secondly, there are many plots about war in this article. Originally, I imagined to describe it in a heroic and magnificent way, which seemed to be full of emotion, but when I wrote it, it was like a child fighting. This is because my writing is too weak and my imagination is not good enough. Go, I need to work harder in this area in the future.

The last is part of the logic, which is stronger than the previous one, and there are no particularly large faults, but there are still some small bugs, which still need to be improved.

Although the data in this article is not as good as the previous one, I personally feel that I have made progress (self-righteous).I also thank Xiao Ke Nai for their support all the way. The next article "[Transmigration Book] After the Villain Regent's Buddhism" is expected to open in early June. Interested Xiao Ke Nai can support it~~

Finally, thank you all (bow)~~ See you in June, my dears~~